1 00:00:03,282 --> 00:00:04,892 [♪♪♪] 2 00:00:05,066 --> 00:00:06,241 Is this a formal wedding? 3 00:00:06,415 --> 00:00:08,461 Not that it matters. You're not invited. 4 00:00:08,635 --> 00:00:10,898 Well, I might wanna break in and stop the thing. 5 00:00:11,072 --> 00:00:12,334 I don't wanna be underdressed. 6 00:00:12,508 --> 00:00:13,901 Are you fucking serious? 7 00:00:14,075 --> 00:00:15,468 Dude, it's a really long drive, 8 00:00:15,642 --> 00:00:17,774 and you know I'm an alcoholic. 9 00:00:17,948 --> 00:00:21,256 Loudermilk abandoned this group to go to a wedding? 10 00:00:21,430 --> 00:00:22,518 Hey, Father Mike. 11 00:00:22,692 --> 00:00:24,216 Don't bother coming back here. 12 00:00:24,390 --> 00:00:25,608 [PHONE BEEPS] 13 00:00:25,782 --> 00:00:27,088 I want you to keep an eye on him, 14 00:00:27,262 --> 00:00:29,177 yeah? Dude, he's a grown-ass man. 15 00:00:29,351 --> 00:00:30,613 Ben? 16 00:00:30,787 --> 00:00:32,093 Ben? 17 00:00:32,267 --> 00:00:33,921 Ben, you gotta do me a favor, all right? 18 00:00:34,095 --> 00:00:35,140 I need you to talk to Memphis. 19 00:00:35,314 --> 00:00:37,403 Hello, Ben. 20 00:00:37,577 --> 00:00:38,882 Hello, Memphis. 21 00:00:43,626 --> 00:00:46,716 [♪♪♪] 22 00:00:46,890 --> 00:00:49,458 FATHER MICHAEL: Can I have everyone's attention, please? 23 00:00:49,632 --> 00:00:51,460 I'm sorry to report 24 00:00:51,634 --> 00:00:54,724 that Loudermilk is no longer your group leader. 25 00:00:54,898 --> 00:00:57,597 Is he okay? Well, define "okay". 26 00:00:59,207 --> 00:01:00,426 Is he alive? 27 00:01:00,600 --> 00:01:02,341 Yes, but once again, 28 00:01:02,515 --> 00:01:05,605 he's put his own selfish needs ahead of this group's. 29 00:01:05,779 --> 00:01:08,912 But that's what he always does. He says that's how it works. 30 00:01:09,086 --> 00:01:10,784 Him first, then us. 31 00:01:10,958 --> 00:01:12,829 It's like putting on your oxygen mask 32 00:01:13,003 --> 00:01:14,788 before putting on the kid's in a plane crash. 33 00:01:14,962 --> 00:01:18,748 He should've been teaching you to put on your own oxygen masks. 34 00:01:18,922 --> 00:01:20,620 You're not children. You're men. 35 00:01:20,794 --> 00:01:23,840 And as of today, you will be treated as such. 36 00:01:24,014 --> 00:01:27,104 So please welcome Garret Mason-Burke. 37 00:01:28,802 --> 00:01:30,804 Great evening, everybrainy. 38 00:01:30,978 --> 00:01:33,633 That's right. I'm not gonna be talking to your bodies. 39 00:01:33,807 --> 00:01:35,504 I'm gonna be talking to your brains. 40 00:01:35,678 --> 00:01:38,768 FATHER MICHAEL: Garret is a Sober Friends instructor 41 00:01:38,942 --> 00:01:43,947 and also a, uh, part-time trainer for therapy cats. 42 00:01:44,121 --> 00:01:47,255 [CHUCKLES] Okay, stop blowing my horn, Father. 43 00:01:47,429 --> 00:01:49,083 You know, despite all my accomplishments, 44 00:01:49,257 --> 00:01:50,780 I'm still just a guy... 45 00:01:50,954 --> 00:01:52,304 who wants to help people. 46 00:01:52,478 --> 00:01:54,654 FATHER MICHAEL: And we're lucky to have him. 47 00:01:54,828 --> 00:01:57,700 So take it away, Garret. Thank you, Father. Thank you. 48 00:01:57,874 --> 00:01:59,876 Wow. Look at you all. 49 00:02:00,050 --> 00:02:01,574 What the hell's a therapy cat? 50 00:02:01,748 --> 00:02:03,663 That's a great question. 51 00:02:03,837 --> 00:02:05,534 It's for people who need 52 00:02:05,708 --> 00:02:07,014 a little more love in their lives 53 00:02:07,188 --> 00:02:09,234 than their loved ones are giving them. 54 00:02:09,408 --> 00:02:11,975 I like to call it e-meow-tional support, 55 00:02:12,149 --> 00:02:13,455 and I think I have a friend for you. 56 00:02:13,629 --> 00:02:15,414 ROGER: So Garret. GARRET: Yes. 57 00:02:15,588 --> 00:02:17,067 What were you addicted to? 58 00:02:17,242 --> 00:02:19,374 Booze? Drugs? 59 00:02:19,548 --> 00:02:20,897 Candy? 60 00:02:21,071 --> 00:02:23,335 [LAUGHS] Well, I do like a little candy. 61 00:02:23,509 --> 00:02:25,467 [TRILLS, THEN LAUGHS] Ha. 62 00:02:25,641 --> 00:02:28,122 No, uh, I really didn't touch any of that stuff. 63 00:02:28,296 --> 00:02:30,124 You know, anything that I need is already in me. 64 00:02:30,298 --> 00:02:33,649 Wait, wait, wait. What the fuck is he talking about? 65 00:02:33,823 --> 00:02:36,348 Uh, ha, ha. How would you know what we're going through 66 00:02:36,522 --> 00:02:37,653 if you never experienced it? 67 00:02:37,827 --> 00:02:39,438 Training. Plus I have read 68 00:02:39,612 --> 00:02:41,396 everything there is to know about addiction. 69 00:02:41,570 --> 00:02:42,876 So you've read Permanent Midnight 70 00:02:43,050 --> 00:02:44,181 by Jerry Stahl? 71 00:02:45,400 --> 00:02:47,010 Not the book, no. No. 72 00:02:47,184 --> 00:02:48,490 But you've watched 73 00:02:48,664 --> 00:02:50,144 the movie version with Ben Stiller? 74 00:02:52,102 --> 00:02:54,627 Is that the one that takes place in a scary museum? 75 00:02:54,801 --> 00:02:56,455 It is if you can imagine Sacagawea 76 00:02:56,629 --> 00:02:58,674 blowing cocaine up Teddy Roosevelt's asshole. 77 00:02:58,848 --> 00:02:59,980 Oh, ha. 78 00:03:00,154 --> 00:03:01,373 It's like thinking you're gonna 79 00:03:01,547 --> 00:03:02,896 become some great football player 80 00:03:03,070 --> 00:03:04,506 just by watching the game on telly. 81 00:03:04,680 --> 00:03:07,030 Okay, but I have no interest in playing the game. 82 00:03:07,204 --> 00:03:09,032 I just wanna coach it. 83 00:03:09,206 --> 00:03:10,773 Does it matter whether Bill Belichick 84 00:03:10,947 --> 00:03:12,253 ever played the game? 85 00:03:12,427 --> 00:03:15,387 Yeah, it does, and he did at Wesleyan. 86 00:03:15,561 --> 00:03:18,041 Oh, he did. Wesleyan. Wow, okay. I didn't know that. 87 00:03:18,215 --> 00:03:20,435 Okay, let me put it to you another way. 88 00:03:20,609 --> 00:03:22,350 A doctor doesn't have to have cancer 89 00:03:22,524 --> 00:03:23,612 in order to be a cancer doctor. 90 00:03:23,786 --> 00:03:25,048 Furthermore, why would you want 91 00:03:25,222 --> 00:03:26,354 a cancer doctor who had cancer? 92 00:03:26,528 --> 00:03:28,138 He'd be riddled with-with... 93 00:03:28,313 --> 00:03:29,401 stuff from the chemo. 94 00:03:29,575 --> 00:03:30,967 He'd be all beat up. 95 00:03:31,141 --> 00:03:32,882 Guys, think of me 96 00:03:33,056 --> 00:03:36,103 as your healthy addiction counselor. 97 00:03:36,277 --> 00:03:38,061 One who had enough integrity not to mess up 98 00:03:38,235 --> 00:03:39,889 his life and screw everyone around him. 99 00:03:44,372 --> 00:03:46,983 [♪♪♪] 100 00:03:49,203 --> 00:03:50,683 [PHONE RINGING] 101 00:03:50,857 --> 00:03:53,729 BEN [ON VOICEMAIL]: Hello. This is Ben. 102 00:03:53,903 --> 00:03:57,516 [LAUGHING] Leave a message, and I'll get back to you, okay? 103 00:03:57,690 --> 00:03:59,082 [PHONE BEEPS] I thought you changed 104 00:03:59,256 --> 00:04:00,562 your fucking stupid-ass message. 105 00:04:00,736 --> 00:04:02,042 All right. Where the hell are you? 106 00:04:02,216 --> 00:04:03,826 You were supposed to be here an hour ago. 107 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:06,742 Because I need to know what's going on with Memphis. 108 00:04:06,916 --> 00:04:08,570 Could you, uh...? 109 00:04:08,744 --> 00:04:10,877 You know, if you get a second, and you're not too busy... 110 00:04:11,051 --> 00:04:12,922 could you fucking call me back! 111 00:04:13,096 --> 00:04:15,142 [MUSIC PLAYING, PEOPLE CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY] 112 00:04:15,316 --> 00:04:16,578 [SIGHS] It's Loudermilk. 113 00:04:16,752 --> 00:04:18,101 [PHONE BEEPS] 114 00:04:18,275 --> 00:04:19,451 Hey. 115 00:04:19,625 --> 00:04:21,627 Yeah, where the hell have you been? 116 00:04:21,801 --> 00:04:23,237 Um, getting ice. 117 00:04:23,411 --> 00:04:26,501 Oh, yeah, likely story, huh? 118 00:04:26,675 --> 00:04:28,024 Dude, what the hell? 119 00:04:28,198 --> 00:04:30,418 Chill out. You're acting like a psycho. 120 00:04:30,592 --> 00:04:32,289 How am I supposed to act, okay? 121 00:04:32,464 --> 00:04:34,161 My ex-wife is somewhere getting married. 122 00:04:34,335 --> 00:04:35,728 My best friend and sponsor 123 00:04:35,902 --> 00:04:37,599 is fucking off the wagon and missing. 124 00:04:37,773 --> 00:04:39,122 Well, go out and find him. 125 00:04:39,296 --> 00:04:40,863 Well, I would, but what happens if I go, 126 00:04:41,037 --> 00:04:42,604 and he comes back. And I'm gone? 127 00:04:42,778 --> 00:04:44,345 And then I come back, and he's gone? 128 00:04:44,519 --> 00:04:46,565 And now it's fucking Abbott and Costello up here. 129 00:04:47,914 --> 00:04:49,742 You're afraid. What? 130 00:04:49,916 --> 00:04:51,570 Yeah, you're afraid to go out there 131 00:04:51,744 --> 00:04:53,702 because you don't think you can do it and stay sober. 132 00:04:53,876 --> 00:04:55,443 Bullshit. 133 00:04:55,617 --> 00:04:57,314 See that? See the four? 134 00:04:57,489 --> 00:05:00,579 That's a four-year chip. I'm sober four years. 135 00:05:00,753 --> 00:05:01,928 Why would I be afraid? 136 00:05:02,102 --> 00:05:03,756 Because we're in New Orleans... 137 00:05:03,930 --> 00:05:06,411 [PEOPLE CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY] ...and it's Mardi Gras. 138 00:05:13,418 --> 00:05:15,550 [SIGHS] God, I can't go out there. 139 00:05:16,943 --> 00:05:19,293 Okay, fine. I'll go out and get him. 140 00:05:19,467 --> 00:05:21,077 No, no. You're even more raw than I am. 141 00:05:21,251 --> 00:05:22,339 No, I'm not. 142 00:05:22,514 --> 00:05:23,602 This whole ex-wife thing 143 00:05:23,776 --> 00:05:25,299 has set you back to day one. 144 00:05:25,473 --> 00:05:27,040 You don't have to do this for me. 145 00:05:27,214 --> 00:05:29,129 I'm not doing this for you. 146 00:05:29,303 --> 00:05:32,262 I'm doing this to get the fuck away from you. 147 00:05:32,437 --> 00:05:34,134 Okay. I can live with that. 148 00:05:36,092 --> 00:05:37,964 [PEOPLE CLAMORING] 149 00:05:38,138 --> 00:05:41,358 ♪ I only want you For your money♪ 150 00:05:41,533 --> 00:05:44,144 ♪ So treat me Like I'm solid gold♪ 151 00:05:44,318 --> 00:05:46,451 Hey, w-where do you get these? 152 00:05:46,625 --> 00:05:48,888 Just flash your titties! 153 00:05:49,062 --> 00:05:50,106 Like this? 154 00:05:50,280 --> 00:05:51,499 [SCREAMS] 155 00:05:51,673 --> 00:05:54,720 Or you can just buy them over there. 156 00:06:01,074 --> 00:06:02,945 What? You promised me 157 00:06:03,119 --> 00:06:04,425 No. that you were gonna tell him. 158 00:06:04,599 --> 00:06:06,340 No, I did not promise you. You promised me. 159 00:06:06,514 --> 00:06:07,950 No, sweetie, I didn't promise you 160 00:06:08,124 --> 00:06:09,169 that I would tell him. 161 00:06:09,343 --> 00:06:10,431 I said that I should. 162 00:06:10,605 --> 00:06:11,998 And then I thought, "Why now?" 163 00:06:12,172 --> 00:06:14,783 He's gonna find out eventually, Memphis. 164 00:06:14,957 --> 00:06:17,177 I don't need that stress right before my wedding. 165 00:06:17,351 --> 00:06:19,832 Damn it, Ben! This is exactly what I didn't want to happen. 166 00:06:20,006 --> 00:06:22,182 So who the fuck does he think that I'm marrying? 167 00:06:23,705 --> 00:06:25,577 Emeril. Emeril Lagasse? 168 00:06:25,751 --> 00:06:27,796 Emeril somebody. I don't know. I kept it vague. 169 00:06:27,970 --> 00:06:29,624 I can't believe this. 170 00:06:29,798 --> 00:06:31,931 I knew I should have told him myself. 171 00:06:32,105 --> 00:06:35,804 [SCOFFS] Well, lucky you, you're gonna have that chance 'cause, uh... 172 00:06:35,978 --> 00:06:37,502 h-he's here. 173 00:06:38,415 --> 00:06:39,634 What? 174 00:06:39,808 --> 00:06:42,594 He's here in New Orleans? Yeah. 175 00:06:42,768 --> 00:06:45,161 Yes, he is here. I'm sorry, I couldn't shake him. 176 00:06:45,335 --> 00:06:47,163 He's like a goddamn deer tick. 177 00:06:47,337 --> 00:06:48,730 Oh, my God. 178 00:06:48,904 --> 00:06:50,515 He's not gonna try and pull some bullshit 179 00:06:50,689 --> 00:06:52,038 out of The Graduate,is he? 180 00:06:52,212 --> 00:06:53,909 [CHORTLES] You mean, like, fuck your mom? 181 00:06:55,737 --> 00:06:57,609 You know what? I'm actually glad that he's here. 182 00:06:57,783 --> 00:06:59,872 Because I can't go through this without him knowing. 183 00:07:00,046 --> 00:07:02,135 Okay, sweetheart, look, why don't you just calm down? 184 00:07:02,309 --> 00:07:03,528 We can tell him in a little while 185 00:07:03,702 --> 00:07:05,747 when we're far way. What do you think? 186 00:07:05,921 --> 00:07:07,227 Ben. 187 00:07:08,445 --> 00:07:09,795 This is your best friend. 188 00:07:09,969 --> 00:07:11,927 How could you treat him like this? 189 00:07:15,757 --> 00:07:16,845 Where you going? 190 00:07:17,019 --> 00:07:18,151 I'm gonna tell him. 191 00:07:18,325 --> 00:07:19,369 You're too much of a pussy. 192 00:07:19,544 --> 00:07:21,154 Okay. All right. All right. 193 00:07:21,328 --> 00:07:23,722 You're right, okay? You're right. It's on me. 194 00:07:23,896 --> 00:07:26,376 I said I would tell him. As soon as I get really drunk, 195 00:07:26,551 --> 00:07:27,987 I will man up and tell him. 196 00:07:28,161 --> 00:07:29,858 Okay? Maybe we can get something to eat first. 197 00:07:30,032 --> 00:07:31,686 Okay, let's go get you some food. 198 00:07:31,860 --> 00:07:33,383 And then you have to tell him. 199 00:07:33,558 --> 00:07:35,777 Definitely. I'm gonna get really, really drunk. 200 00:07:35,951 --> 00:07:37,431 And then, uh... 201 00:07:37,605 --> 00:07:39,781 And then I'll-- Then I'll have something to eat... 202 00:07:39,955 --> 00:07:41,261 and then maybe dessert. 203 00:07:41,435 --> 00:07:43,219 And then... 204 00:07:43,393 --> 00:07:45,004 Then we'll get some coffee. 205 00:07:45,178 --> 00:07:46,919 And then-- And then I'll tell him. 206 00:07:47,093 --> 00:07:48,747 You better. You sure you don't wanna do it 207 00:07:48,921 --> 00:07:50,879 after the honeymoon? No, you have to tell him now. 208 00:07:51,053 --> 00:07:53,142 Okay, I'm gonna tell him. All right. 209 00:07:58,539 --> 00:08:02,108 ♪ A fabricated Kind of romance♪ 210 00:08:02,282 --> 00:08:05,807 ♪ Where sex and love Are bought and sold♪ 211 00:08:05,981 --> 00:08:07,896 ♪ I only want you For the money♪ 212 00:08:08,070 --> 00:08:11,247 Uh... Yeah, I'm-- I'm good. 213 00:08:20,387 --> 00:08:21,693 Ben. 214 00:08:21,867 --> 00:08:23,390 Hey, Ben. 215 00:08:23,564 --> 00:08:24,696 Ben. 216 00:08:28,264 --> 00:08:30,136 [♪♪♪] 217 00:08:31,528 --> 00:08:34,923 Holy shit. 218 00:08:35,097 --> 00:08:36,621 SAM: I'm sorry. Could you repeat that? 219 00:08:36,795 --> 00:08:40,276 Uh...I saw Ben and Memphis talking. 220 00:08:40,450 --> 00:08:42,191 And then he kissed her. 221 00:08:43,671 --> 00:08:45,368 Well, so what? You know? 222 00:08:45,542 --> 00:08:46,848 They're friends. Friends kiss. 223 00:08:47,022 --> 00:08:48,937 On the mouth. 224 00:08:49,111 --> 00:08:51,331 I mean, there was tongue, and teeth and fucking-- 225 00:08:51,505 --> 00:08:52,724 You're out of your mind. 226 00:08:58,207 --> 00:09:00,427 [SIGHS] 227 00:09:02,472 --> 00:09:03,952 Yeah, that's not them. 228 00:09:04,126 --> 00:09:05,171 Yes, it is. 229 00:09:05,345 --> 00:09:06,651 Look at her leg. 230 00:09:06,825 --> 00:09:08,130 SAM: Know how I know that's not them? 231 00:09:08,304 --> 00:09:10,263 She would never, ever cheat on her fiancé 232 00:09:10,437 --> 00:09:11,481 before the wedding, never. 233 00:09:11,656 --> 00:09:12,744 That's not her. 234 00:09:12,918 --> 00:09:14,006 Jesus Christ, 235 00:09:14,180 --> 00:09:15,921 get your head out of your ass. 236 00:09:32,415 --> 00:09:34,461 That's not possible. 237 00:09:34,635 --> 00:09:36,245 Yeah, well... 238 00:09:36,419 --> 00:09:39,640 you didn't think he'd start boozing either, did you? 239 00:09:39,814 --> 00:09:41,598 This is different. 240 00:09:43,557 --> 00:09:45,428 Liar is a liar. 241 00:09:45,602 --> 00:09:46,734 You taught me that. 242 00:09:48,823 --> 00:09:50,564 You know, I see what you're trying to do here. 243 00:09:50,738 --> 00:09:53,306 You're trying to make me forget this and go back, 244 00:09:53,480 --> 00:09:55,612 so I don't make a fool of myself at the wedding tomorrow. 245 00:09:55,787 --> 00:09:58,833 [PANTS] 246 00:09:59,007 --> 00:10:00,617 [SNIFFS] 247 00:10:00,792 --> 00:10:02,881 Please tell me that's what you're trying to do here. 248 00:10:05,231 --> 00:10:07,015 I'm sorry. 249 00:10:08,974 --> 00:10:10,715 [SIGHS] 250 00:10:10,889 --> 00:10:13,065 Oh, my God. 251 00:10:13,239 --> 00:10:15,676 That's why he's pushing Allison on me all the time. 252 00:10:15,850 --> 00:10:17,678 It's 'cause he wants me out of the picture. 253 00:10:17,852 --> 00:10:19,071 Probably also why he's boozing. 254 00:10:19,245 --> 00:10:20,637 I mean, can you imagine how much guilt 255 00:10:20,812 --> 00:10:21,900 he's been living with. 256 00:10:22,074 --> 00:10:23,597 I don't wanna fucking imagine 257 00:10:23,771 --> 00:10:25,512 about how much guilt he's feeling. 258 00:10:25,686 --> 00:10:28,167 You know? That's the problem with you. 259 00:10:28,341 --> 00:10:30,909 You just jump immediately to the wrong thing. 260 00:10:31,083 --> 00:10:34,564 He's my friend. And she was my wife, okay? 261 00:10:34,739 --> 00:10:36,088 So I'm gonna worry about how the fuck 262 00:10:36,262 --> 00:10:38,568 I'm feeling about it, what I think. 263 00:10:38,743 --> 00:10:40,309 And you know what I think? 264 00:10:40,483 --> 00:10:41,833 I think with that ring in your nose, 265 00:10:42,007 --> 00:10:45,010 you look like a skinny hand grenade. 266 00:10:45,184 --> 00:10:47,186 You're being a real fucking asshole. 267 00:10:49,144 --> 00:10:50,667 Fuck you. 268 00:10:53,758 --> 00:10:56,151 [♪♪♪] 269 00:11:48,769 --> 00:11:50,684 [♪♪♪] 270 00:12:09,094 --> 00:12:10,486 Hey, what can I get you? 271 00:12:10,660 --> 00:12:12,010 Uh... 272 00:12:13,750 --> 00:12:15,883 Hey, buddy, you want something? 273 00:12:17,058 --> 00:12:18,930 Yeah. 274 00:12:19,104 --> 00:12:20,975 Bourbon, neat. 275 00:12:51,745 --> 00:12:53,399 Thanks so much for hearing me out. 276 00:12:53,573 --> 00:12:54,661 Yeah, whatever you want. 277 00:12:54,835 --> 00:12:56,141 Next week, I'll bring a box 278 00:12:56,315 --> 00:12:58,012 for the shoes in case it rains. Don't worry. 279 00:12:58,186 --> 00:12:59,796 I'm not worried. I just thought it'd be fun 280 00:12:59,971 --> 00:13:01,363 and fresh to put our footwear in bins. 281 00:13:01,537 --> 00:13:02,669 We don't have to do it, 282 00:13:02,843 --> 00:13:04,192 unless you think it's a good idea. 283 00:13:04,366 --> 00:13:06,064 Whatever you want. I really gotta go though. 284 00:13:06,238 --> 00:13:07,848 So just give me a heart hug? Oh, heart hug. 285 00:13:08,022 --> 00:13:11,025 Yeah, okay. Yes, there it is. So good today. 286 00:13:11,199 --> 00:13:13,027 [SIGHS] 287 00:13:13,201 --> 00:13:15,247 Oh, hey, gang. What was that all about? 288 00:13:15,421 --> 00:13:17,075 I was just talking. Talking? 289 00:13:17,249 --> 00:13:18,467 That looked like a nice-- 290 00:13:18,641 --> 00:13:19,816 Looked like you were hugging. 291 00:13:19,991 --> 00:13:21,079 It was a heart hug. 292 00:13:21,253 --> 00:13:22,950 Hey, look, I've been coming 293 00:13:23,124 --> 00:13:24,560 to these meetings for two months, 294 00:13:24,734 --> 00:13:26,475 and Loudermilk has been a total dick to me. 295 00:13:26,649 --> 00:13:30,218 This guy gets me. He likes me. He loved my "wet shoe box" idea. 296 00:13:30,392 --> 00:13:31,524 You guys laughed at it, 297 00:13:31,698 --> 00:13:33,265 but he thought it was fucking gold. 298 00:13:33,439 --> 00:13:35,702 Loudermilk wasn't nice to you, but you kept coming. 299 00:13:35,876 --> 00:13:37,791 Well, yeah, but I should wanna come 300 00:13:37,965 --> 00:13:39,619 to these meetings. I shouldn't dread them. 301 00:13:39,793 --> 00:13:41,838 You should wanna stay sober no matter what. 302 00:13:42,013 --> 00:13:43,275 Yeah. 303 00:13:43,449 --> 00:13:45,277 You know what, Loudermilk talks the talk, 304 00:13:45,451 --> 00:13:46,626 but he walks the walk. 305 00:13:46,800 --> 00:13:47,888 Yeah, that's just a cutesy way 306 00:13:48,062 --> 00:13:49,237 of saying he's a fuckup. 307 00:13:49,411 --> 00:13:52,545 Why don't you go fuck you? 308 00:13:52,719 --> 00:13:55,200 Oh, shit, that's a good one, Oscar Wilde. 309 00:13:56,505 --> 00:13:57,637 Fuck it. 310 00:13:57,811 --> 00:13:59,204 Way to get him. 311 00:13:59,378 --> 00:14:01,075 [♪♪♪] 312 00:14:01,249 --> 00:14:03,034 [GAGGING] 313 00:14:05,123 --> 00:14:06,428 [COUGHS] 314 00:14:06,602 --> 00:14:08,343 Loudermilk? 315 00:14:09,823 --> 00:14:11,607 SAM: What? Have you been--? 316 00:14:11,781 --> 00:14:13,522 Hey, asshole. You didn't pay your tab. 317 00:14:13,696 --> 00:14:15,655 It's cool. I'll get it. How much? 318 00:14:15,829 --> 00:14:18,397 Fourteen dollars. SAM: What? 319 00:14:18,571 --> 00:14:19,702 [COUGHS] For one shot? 320 00:14:19,876 --> 00:14:21,269 Yeah, you're in New Orleans, 321 00:14:21,443 --> 00:14:22,749 not Shreveport. 322 00:14:22,923 --> 00:14:25,317 Drinks are cheap in Shreveport? 323 00:14:28,407 --> 00:14:30,365 Why are you puking from one shot? 324 00:14:32,802 --> 00:14:35,892 I knew it was a bad idea when I did it, so-- 325 00:14:36,067 --> 00:14:38,983 Dude, get your shit together. 326 00:14:39,157 --> 00:14:41,463 You've been all up in my ass about staying on the wagon. 327 00:14:41,637 --> 00:14:42,987 And here you are puking in an alley. 328 00:14:43,161 --> 00:14:45,380 Hey! What do you not fucking understand? 329 00:14:45,554 --> 00:14:49,167 My best friend is marrying the love of my life tomorrow. 330 00:14:49,341 --> 00:14:52,039 And my dad blew his brains out! 331 00:14:52,213 --> 00:14:53,562 Get over it. 332 00:14:53,736 --> 00:14:56,043 Shit happens. Hurting yourself is easy, 333 00:14:56,217 --> 00:14:57,436 and living is hard. 334 00:14:57,610 --> 00:14:58,741 You told me that. 335 00:14:58,915 --> 00:15:01,353 I said that? 336 00:15:01,527 --> 00:15:03,746 I need better shit. That's not that helpful. 337 00:15:03,920 --> 00:15:05,835 Come on, we gotta get you some rest, 338 00:15:06,010 --> 00:15:07,533 so you can ruin a wedding tomorrow. 339 00:15:07,707 --> 00:15:10,623 All right. Just let me get the barf off my pants. 340 00:15:10,797 --> 00:15:12,581 You gotta start chewing more. 341 00:15:12,755 --> 00:15:15,367 There's like a whole shrimp in there. 342 00:15:19,327 --> 00:15:21,895 [SIGHS] Phew. 343 00:15:22,069 --> 00:15:24,071 [♪♪♪] 344 00:15:28,597 --> 00:15:30,121 [SNORING] 345 00:15:47,051 --> 00:15:49,314 [BELLS RINGING] 346 00:15:52,839 --> 00:15:54,449 If you're gonna go in, you better do it now. 347 00:15:54,623 --> 00:15:56,364 It's about to start. 348 00:16:17,211 --> 00:16:18,517 [SIGHS] 349 00:16:20,649 --> 00:16:22,173 You shouldn't be here, Samuel. 350 00:16:22,347 --> 00:16:24,653 No, it's okay. It's the groom 351 00:16:24,827 --> 00:16:26,742 who's not supposed to see you before the wedding. 352 00:16:26,916 --> 00:16:29,615 Well, then he wasn't supposed to do a lot of things. 353 00:16:29,789 --> 00:16:31,834 Where's that humpty-dumpty piece of shit? 354 00:16:32,008 --> 00:16:33,619 It's not Ben's fault. 355 00:16:33,793 --> 00:16:35,186 We didn't mean for this to happen. 356 00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:37,797 Yeah. You know that's what people always say 357 00:16:37,971 --> 00:16:39,625 when they're fucking the wrong person. 358 00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:41,801 But thank you for sparing me the soul-mate speech. 359 00:16:41,975 --> 00:16:44,195 Hey, this is a church, asshole. 360 00:16:44,369 --> 00:16:45,892 Well, then don't fucking swear. 361 00:16:46,066 --> 00:16:48,721 Loudermilk, please, okay? 362 00:16:48,895 --> 00:16:50,636 I just like talking to him. 363 00:16:50,810 --> 00:16:53,160 Every time I called him, he was in such a good mood. 364 00:16:53,334 --> 00:16:54,422 And I needed that. 365 00:16:54,596 --> 00:16:57,469 Oh, my God. The phone thing? 366 00:16:57,643 --> 00:16:58,948 That's an act. 367 00:16:59,123 --> 00:17:00,428 He's-- He's not happy. 368 00:17:00,602 --> 00:17:02,256 He's fucking miserable. 369 00:17:02,430 --> 00:17:03,997 Have you spent any time with him? 370 00:17:04,171 --> 00:17:05,303 I have. 371 00:17:05,477 --> 00:17:06,739 And Ben is a good man, 372 00:17:06,913 --> 00:17:08,306 and he's terrified of hurting you. 373 00:17:08,480 --> 00:17:10,830 No, I'll tell you who Ben is, all right? 374 00:17:11,004 --> 00:17:13,920 Ben's the kind of guy who would steal his best friend's wife. 375 00:17:14,094 --> 00:17:16,096 I was your ex-wife when I met him. 376 00:17:16,270 --> 00:17:18,098 Um. 377 00:17:18,272 --> 00:17:20,187 There's something else you should know. 378 00:17:20,361 --> 00:17:21,971 Ben started drinking again. 379 00:17:22,146 --> 00:17:25,279 Yeah? So? 380 00:17:25,453 --> 00:17:27,368 Well, then why would you wanna be with him? 381 00:17:27,542 --> 00:17:29,022 Loudermilk's stone sober. 382 00:17:29,196 --> 00:17:30,502 I mean, sort of. 383 00:17:30,676 --> 00:17:31,981 I mean, he had a shot the other night, 384 00:17:32,156 --> 00:17:33,679 but i-it's not a big deal, right? 385 00:17:33,853 --> 00:17:35,637 He's-- He's a changed man. 386 00:17:35,811 --> 00:17:38,249 I know. That's why we broke up. 387 00:17:38,423 --> 00:17:41,077 I thought you broke up because of the accident. 388 00:17:41,252 --> 00:17:43,602 No. Things happen. 389 00:17:43,776 --> 00:17:46,126 People make mistakes. I know that. 390 00:17:46,300 --> 00:17:47,475 But he was drunk. 391 00:17:47,649 --> 00:17:48,955 So was I. 392 00:17:49,129 --> 00:17:51,000 He only drove because I couldn't. 393 00:17:51,175 --> 00:17:53,089 Look, we broke up because Loudermilk 394 00:17:53,264 --> 00:17:55,048 overreacted to the accident. 395 00:17:55,222 --> 00:17:58,878 All of a sudden, it was about sober days and meetings and... 396 00:17:59,052 --> 00:18:01,750 apologizing to every single person he knew. 397 00:18:01,924 --> 00:18:04,579 Look, that's your choice. 398 00:18:04,753 --> 00:18:06,929 But I don't wanna live the way that you live. 399 00:18:07,103 --> 00:18:08,192 What way? 400 00:18:08,366 --> 00:18:09,845 Hiding from life. 401 00:18:10,019 --> 00:18:13,632 I like to go out. I like bars. 402 00:18:13,806 --> 00:18:14,894 I'm sorry if that sounds bad, 403 00:18:15,068 --> 00:18:16,417 but it's the truth. 404 00:18:17,766 --> 00:18:18,854 I'm not hiding. 405 00:18:19,028 --> 00:18:21,683 I quit all that for you, for us. 406 00:18:21,857 --> 00:18:23,163 Because I thought we needed 407 00:18:23,337 --> 00:18:25,948 a little stability and a little sanity. 408 00:18:26,122 --> 00:18:28,037 But stability wasn't what I wanted. 409 00:18:28,212 --> 00:18:30,214 I wanted the man that I married. 410 00:18:35,131 --> 00:18:36,611 MEMPHIS: Loudermilk, I'm sorry, 411 00:18:36,785 --> 00:18:39,092 but I wanna live the way I wanna live. 412 00:18:44,184 --> 00:18:45,794 Goodbye, Memphis. 413 00:18:50,364 --> 00:18:51,931 ♪ Last night♪ 414 00:18:52,105 --> 00:18:53,759 Nice dress. 415 00:18:53,933 --> 00:18:56,152 ♪ Dancing slow In turning light♪ 416 00:18:56,327 --> 00:18:59,852 ♪ With you caught In my eye♪ 417 00:19:00,026 --> 00:19:04,422 ♪ Well, twist your ankle Leave my side♪ 418 00:19:06,902 --> 00:19:08,469 ♪ Goodnight...♪ 419 00:19:08,643 --> 00:19:09,862 Somehow I thought 420 00:19:10,036 --> 00:19:12,168 you'd fight a little harder than that. 421 00:19:12,343 --> 00:19:14,475 ♪ Go laugh With all your friends...♪ 422 00:19:14,649 --> 00:19:16,129 Yeah, me too. 423 00:19:17,957 --> 00:19:19,611 I'll meet you back at the room, okay? 424 00:19:20,568 --> 00:19:21,656 What are you doing? 425 00:19:21,830 --> 00:19:23,136 If the bride's here, 426 00:19:23,310 --> 00:19:25,834 the groom's gotta be around somewhere. 427 00:19:26,008 --> 00:19:28,054 Go on. Go get your stuff together. Let's-- 428 00:19:28,228 --> 00:19:29,925 We're gonna go home. 429 00:19:32,319 --> 00:19:33,755 Okay. 430 00:19:36,497 --> 00:19:38,891 Hey, I'm really sorry about last night. I-- 431 00:19:40,501 --> 00:19:42,590 You've been a rock for me this week. 432 00:19:46,202 --> 00:19:47,682 So thanks. 433 00:19:53,558 --> 00:19:55,255 [PEOPLE CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY] 434 00:19:58,302 --> 00:19:59,607 I'd offer to help, but you probably 435 00:19:59,781 --> 00:20:01,261 don't want my hands around your neck. 436 00:20:01,435 --> 00:20:03,219 Look, Sam. 437 00:20:03,394 --> 00:20:06,353 Don't "Sam" me, asshole. 438 00:20:06,527 --> 00:20:07,876 Did you really think you were 439 00:20:08,050 --> 00:20:09,965 gonna be able to run off with my ex-wife 440 00:20:10,139 --> 00:20:12,316 and get married and never tell me about it? 441 00:20:13,795 --> 00:20:16,407 To be honest, that was the plan, yes. 442 00:20:16,581 --> 00:20:18,409 I was also thinking about changing my identity. 443 00:20:18,583 --> 00:20:20,062 I knew it would be tricky, 444 00:20:20,236 --> 00:20:22,282 but I've always been fond of the name Rex Blanton. 445 00:20:22,456 --> 00:20:24,023 Rex Blanton. 446 00:20:24,197 --> 00:20:25,981 That's good. He sounds like a douche. 447 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:28,332 How could you do this? 448 00:20:28,506 --> 00:20:29,724 No, hold on. Look, I didn't 449 00:20:29,898 --> 00:20:31,639 do this to you, okay? I did it for me. 450 00:20:31,813 --> 00:20:33,206 No, I mean, literally. How could you 451 00:20:33,380 --> 00:20:34,947 do this and me not find out? 452 00:20:35,121 --> 00:20:37,166 I-I'm impressed. 453 00:20:37,341 --> 00:20:39,430 Come on, Sam. You're the center of your own universe. 454 00:20:39,604 --> 00:20:40,996 There's a lot of things you don't see. 455 00:20:41,170 --> 00:20:42,868 Fuck you. Don't pin this on me. 456 00:20:43,042 --> 00:20:45,610 No, I-I'm just saying... 457 00:20:45,784 --> 00:20:46,872 you got yourself wrapped up 458 00:20:47,046 --> 00:20:48,743 in a lot of other people's lives. 459 00:20:48,917 --> 00:20:51,355 Sometimes that makes it harder for you to see what's... 460 00:20:51,529 --> 00:20:53,574 going on in your own life. 461 00:20:53,748 --> 00:20:57,448 Goddamn it, Ben. I was counting on you. 462 00:20:57,622 --> 00:21:00,233 Did you know that every morning when I wake up, I think: 463 00:21:00,407 --> 00:21:02,627 "Oh, you know what, if Ben can stay clean, 464 00:21:02,801 --> 00:21:04,977 I can stay clean." 465 00:21:05,151 --> 00:21:07,588 And you lied to me about that. You lied to me about Memphis. 466 00:21:07,762 --> 00:21:09,111 You lied about everything. 467 00:21:09,285 --> 00:21:11,287 No, I did-- No, I didn't lie about it. 468 00:21:11,462 --> 00:21:13,202 No, I didn't lie about it. 469 00:21:13,377 --> 00:21:15,553 I knew it was a shitty to do and was morally reprehensible. 470 00:21:15,727 --> 00:21:16,945 I did not lie. Yes, I did. 471 00:21:17,119 --> 00:21:18,643 Actually, I lied. I'm sorry, okay? 472 00:21:18,817 --> 00:21:19,948 I'm sorry, Loudermilk. 473 00:21:20,122 --> 00:21:21,515 Look, I-- I-- 474 00:21:21,689 --> 00:21:25,519 I've never had the sort of things that you had. 475 00:21:25,693 --> 00:21:28,348 A marriage. 476 00:21:28,522 --> 00:21:31,743 Someone to love me that I could love. 477 00:21:33,135 --> 00:21:34,223 A soul mate. 478 00:21:34,398 --> 00:21:36,487 Oh, God. 479 00:21:36,661 --> 00:21:38,967 You had to fucking say it, didn't you? 480 00:21:39,141 --> 00:21:42,493 Just shut up, okay? Please? Just for a second. 481 00:21:42,667 --> 00:21:44,756 Let me talk. Just listen to me. 482 00:21:44,930 --> 00:21:47,149 Look, my whole life... 483 00:21:47,323 --> 00:21:49,238 I've been the guy that nobody noticed. 484 00:21:51,240 --> 00:21:54,287 I'm 6'3", 275 pounds, you know, when I'm in shape. 485 00:21:54,461 --> 00:21:56,550 And still, I'm completely invisible. 486 00:21:56,724 --> 00:21:59,335 Well, I'm fucking tired of it. 487 00:22:02,643 --> 00:22:04,515 I-- I needed this. 488 00:22:04,689 --> 00:22:07,648 She make-- She makes me feel... 489 00:22:07,822 --> 00:22:09,128 adored. 490 00:22:09,302 --> 00:22:12,523 And-- And I-- And I hurt you. 491 00:22:12,697 --> 00:22:16,222 And-- And that makes me a piece of shit. 492 00:22:18,703 --> 00:22:20,922 F-- For the first time in my life, 493 00:22:21,096 --> 00:22:23,969 I feel like I actually have a shot... 494 00:22:24,143 --> 00:22:26,058 at real happiness. 495 00:22:29,365 --> 00:22:31,367 You know, at least for a while. 496 00:22:34,370 --> 00:22:35,937 So I took it. 497 00:22:39,767 --> 00:22:41,073 You wanna hit me? 498 00:22:43,031 --> 00:22:44,946 Why don't you hit me? 499 00:22:45,120 --> 00:22:46,861 I mean it, why don't you give me just one shot. 500 00:22:47,035 --> 00:22:48,123 A good hard one. 501 00:22:48,297 --> 00:22:50,169 That's fucking childish. 502 00:22:50,343 --> 00:22:52,127 Is it? It would make me feel a whole lot better. 503 00:22:52,301 --> 00:22:53,346 Would it? Yeah. 504 00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:54,608 Yeah? Yeah. 505 00:22:54,782 --> 00:22:55,870 That'd make you feel better? 506 00:22:56,044 --> 00:22:57,089 Sure. Really? 507 00:22:57,263 --> 00:22:58,482 Yes. 508 00:23:00,396 --> 00:23:01,963 All right. 509 00:23:02,137 --> 00:23:03,878 Fire when ready. 510 00:23:09,710 --> 00:23:11,190 How does this make you feel? 511 00:23:13,409 --> 00:23:14,759 Way, way worse. 512 00:23:14,933 --> 00:23:16,282 Good. 513 00:23:19,372 --> 00:23:20,939 Goodbye, Ben. 514 00:23:24,290 --> 00:23:26,379 Hey, you two deserve each other. 515 00:23:26,553 --> 00:23:28,294 Come on, don't-don't be like that. 516 00:23:28,468 --> 00:23:31,210 No, no, no. I mean, in a good way. 517 00:23:33,168 --> 00:23:34,605 Thank you. 518 00:23:38,043 --> 00:23:40,262 Oh, by the way, I set your car on fire. 519 00:23:40,436 --> 00:23:41,742 [LAUGHS] 520 00:23:41,916 --> 00:23:44,092 [SIREN WAILING] 521 00:23:47,139 --> 00:23:50,969 No! Son of a-- 522 00:23:51,143 --> 00:23:52,536 Fuck! 523 00:23:52,710 --> 00:23:55,277 [♪♪♪] 524 00:24:00,152 --> 00:24:02,241 Knock knock. 525 00:24:02,415 --> 00:24:04,983 You're back. Yep. 526 00:24:06,767 --> 00:24:09,248 I was worried about you guys. How was your trip? 527 00:24:09,422 --> 00:24:11,293 It was a... 528 00:24:11,467 --> 00:24:13,687 fucking ball. 529 00:24:13,861 --> 00:24:16,255 How about you? How was your, uh--? 530 00:24:16,429 --> 00:24:17,517 How are you? 531 00:24:17,691 --> 00:24:20,172 Pretty good. Where's Ben? 532 00:24:20,346 --> 00:24:22,391 Uh... 533 00:24:22,566 --> 00:24:25,133 He stayed in New Orleans. 534 00:24:25,307 --> 00:24:26,961 Is he coming back? 535 00:24:28,354 --> 00:24:29,660 No. 536 00:24:29,834 --> 00:24:32,184 No, he's not. 537 00:24:32,358 --> 00:24:33,489 Is he okay? 538 00:24:33,664 --> 00:24:34,795 [SIGHS] 539 00:24:36,362 --> 00:24:37,755 Ben's moved on. 540 00:24:37,929 --> 00:24:39,844 He was kind of a bullshit friend, 541 00:24:40,018 --> 00:24:42,847 and I-I don't really wanna talk about him. 542 00:24:43,021 --> 00:24:45,763 I'm mailing him his stuff, so... 543 00:24:47,939 --> 00:24:49,070 Okay. 544 00:24:51,682 --> 00:24:53,074 I, um... 545 00:24:53,248 --> 00:24:56,382 I have some extra moving boxes if you need 'em. 546 00:24:57,339 --> 00:24:58,863 [GRUNTS] 547 00:24:59,037 --> 00:25:01,256 I found a sublet closer to Carl's place, 548 00:25:01,430 --> 00:25:04,477 so I'm heading over there at the end of the month. 549 00:25:04,651 --> 00:25:06,827 [CHUCKLES] Why are you telling me? 550 00:25:07,001 --> 00:25:08,916 Because I thought you'd like to know. 551 00:25:09,090 --> 00:25:10,309 [EXHALES SHARPLY] Oh. 552 00:25:12,180 --> 00:25:13,660 Okay. 553 00:25:14,792 --> 00:25:16,054 Yeah. 554 00:25:18,970 --> 00:25:20,362 Here. Ahem. 555 00:25:21,537 --> 00:25:22,974 I can't keep your last copy. 556 00:25:23,148 --> 00:25:25,280 I don't want that back. I gave that to you. 557 00:25:25,454 --> 00:25:27,761 Th-That's yours. I gave that to you. 558 00:25:27,935 --> 00:25:29,502 And now I'm returning it. 559 00:25:29,676 --> 00:25:30,938 Circle of life. 560 00:25:39,773 --> 00:25:45,736 I, uh, wish you and Dr. Heimlock have a wonderful life together. 561 00:25:45,910 --> 00:25:50,131 And I hope someday you grow up and stop being a dry drunk. 562 00:25:50,305 --> 00:25:52,960 Okay, so is this the part now where you tell me 563 00:25:53,134 --> 00:25:55,571 that if I was a nicer person, I'd have a lot of friends 564 00:25:55,746 --> 00:25:57,182 and bad things wouldn't happen to me? 565 00:25:57,356 --> 00:25:59,837 My life would just be blowjobs and daffodils? 566 00:26:09,324 --> 00:26:10,717 [SIGHS] 567 00:26:14,155 --> 00:26:16,592 [SIGHS] Goddamn it. 568 00:26:16,767 --> 00:26:19,247 Hey, you want me to be real? 569 00:26:19,421 --> 00:26:21,467 You want me to really, really be real? 570 00:26:21,641 --> 00:26:24,122 I have fake bags of garbage that I'll take downstairs, 571 00:26:24,296 --> 00:26:26,864 hoping to run into you, so we talk for a couple minutes, 572 00:26:27,038 --> 00:26:29,605 even if it's just you telling me what an asshole I am. 573 00:26:29,780 --> 00:26:31,651 I sat in that lobby with that record player 574 00:26:31,825 --> 00:26:33,479 for about two and a half hours, 575 00:26:33,653 --> 00:26:36,134 with my key in the mailbox waiting for you to get home. 576 00:26:36,308 --> 00:26:37,744 I have mixed feelings about it 577 00:26:37,918 --> 00:26:40,094 because your taste in music is fucking dreadful. 578 00:26:40,268 --> 00:26:42,531 There's really nothing to be done about that. 579 00:26:42,706 --> 00:26:44,446 Your boyfriend is a coward, 580 00:26:44,620 --> 00:26:46,971 not because he froze when that guy was choking, 581 00:26:47,145 --> 00:26:48,407 which he did. 582 00:26:48,581 --> 00:26:50,191 But because he's got you moving near him, 583 00:26:50,365 --> 00:26:52,106 but he doesn't have you moving in with him, 584 00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:53,499 and I think that sucks. 585 00:26:53,673 --> 00:26:54,761 And if you do go, 586 00:26:54,935 --> 00:26:56,023 my stomach is gonna hurt 587 00:26:56,197 --> 00:26:57,764 for a very, very long time. 588 00:26:57,938 --> 00:27:00,767 So my stomach would appreciate it if you didn't go. 589 00:27:00,941 --> 00:27:02,987 And I would appreciate it too. 590 00:27:03,161 --> 00:27:05,250 'Cause you standing here in this hallway 591 00:27:05,424 --> 00:27:07,861 is about the only real thing in my life right now. 592 00:27:10,385 --> 00:27:12,561 [♪♪♪] 593 00:27:12,736 --> 00:27:15,086 [BOTH PANTING] 594 00:27:21,701 --> 00:27:23,616 CUTTER: You're making no fucking sense. 595 00:27:23,790 --> 00:27:25,792 GARRET: Listen. This is a very important part. 596 00:27:25,966 --> 00:27:28,403 When you're up, you shimmy-shimmy down. 597 00:27:28,577 --> 00:27:31,450 And that's how you get over the obstacle of the-- 598 00:27:31,624 --> 00:27:34,105 [IMITATES DRINKING] You wanna-- But you're not gonna. 599 00:27:34,279 --> 00:27:35,889 You want that warmth, that blanket. 600 00:27:36,063 --> 00:27:38,152 So you might reach for that bottle, 601 00:27:38,326 --> 00:27:39,763 maybe that glass dick. 602 00:27:39,937 --> 00:27:41,852 Sucking on that glass dick, right? 603 00:27:42,026 --> 00:27:43,897 And I get it. But you can't. 604 00:27:44,071 --> 00:27:46,030 You can't go to the dick. You can't go to the bottle. 605 00:27:46,204 --> 00:27:47,858 [CHUCKLES] 606 00:27:48,032 --> 00:27:50,034 You gotta go in the heart... Samuel. 607 00:27:50,208 --> 00:27:52,079 Oh, hey, Mike. 608 00:27:52,253 --> 00:27:56,040 I see New Guy finally got his shoe box. 609 00:27:56,214 --> 00:27:57,302 I trust you're not here 610 00:27:57,476 --> 00:27:59,870 to make a scene. No. 611 00:28:00,044 --> 00:28:02,089 Just to eavesdrop. 612 00:28:02,263 --> 00:28:04,788 I see you got someone else in there running things. 613 00:28:04,962 --> 00:28:07,573 Well, what'd you expect? 614 00:28:07,747 --> 00:28:09,227 Group had to continue. 615 00:28:09,401 --> 00:28:11,185 How's he doing? 616 00:28:14,362 --> 00:28:16,756 He shows up on time. 617 00:28:16,930 --> 00:28:19,237 He doesn't shout at the group. 618 00:28:19,411 --> 00:28:21,239 He never uses the word "cunt." 619 00:28:22,414 --> 00:28:23,545 In point of fact, 620 00:28:23,719 --> 00:28:25,591 he follows all the rules to a T. 621 00:28:25,765 --> 00:28:27,941 You shimmy-shoot, you shimmy-shoot. 622 00:28:28,115 --> 00:28:30,726 And then you pop out, you pop out, you pop out. 623 00:28:30,901 --> 00:28:31,989 That's how it works. 624 00:28:32,163 --> 00:28:33,294 What the fuck am I looking at? 625 00:28:33,468 --> 00:28:34,513 Listen to me. Listen. 626 00:28:34,687 --> 00:28:36,471 That's good. 627 00:28:36,645 --> 00:28:38,778 I just really came here to, uh, clear up 628 00:28:38,952 --> 00:28:40,432 the thing about me flaking on you. 629 00:28:42,303 --> 00:28:44,479 You mean to apologize? 630 00:28:44,653 --> 00:28:46,525 However you wanna put it. 631 00:28:49,006 --> 00:28:50,442 Well, I appreciate it. 632 00:28:50,616 --> 00:28:52,748 CUTTER: This is a bunch of fucking bullshit. 633 00:28:52,923 --> 00:28:54,968 GARRET: Cutter, listen to me. I should, uh-- 634 00:28:55,142 --> 00:28:56,840 I should go have a look at that. 635 00:28:57,014 --> 00:28:58,667 Yeah, I'll see you around, Mike. 636 00:28:58,842 --> 00:29:01,496 GARRET: God forbid you listen for two seconds! 637 00:29:01,670 --> 00:29:02,846 We have neighbors. 638 00:29:03,020 --> 00:29:04,325 It's unacceptable to have 639 00:29:04,499 --> 00:29:06,023 that noise in here, you understand? 640 00:29:06,197 --> 00:29:07,720 I do understand, Father. I apologize. 641 00:29:07,894 --> 00:29:09,330 I had broken into a little ditty, 642 00:29:09,504 --> 00:29:10,897 which was an obvious trigger for-- 643 00:29:11,071 --> 00:29:13,073 He's making all the fucking noise. 644 00:29:13,247 --> 00:29:14,640 Hey, it's Loudermilk. 645 00:29:14,814 --> 00:29:17,991 Any of you fuckups wants to really get better, 646 00:29:18,165 --> 00:29:19,384 you come find me. 647 00:29:19,558 --> 00:29:22,039 Hey, take your shoes off! 648 00:29:23,431 --> 00:29:26,304 [♪♪♪] 649 00:29:32,832 --> 00:29:35,269 ♪ I'm gonna die alone♪ 650 00:29:35,443 --> 00:29:37,010 ♪ Really alone♪ 651 00:29:37,184 --> 00:29:39,404 ♪ I'm gonna die alone♪ 652 00:29:41,188 --> 00:29:43,103 ♪ I'm gonna die alone♪ 653 00:29:43,277 --> 00:29:45,062 ♪ Yeah, really alone♪ 654 00:29:45,236 --> 00:29:48,674 ♪ I'm gonna die alone♪ 655 00:29:48,848 --> 00:29:51,895 ♪ Got away with so much For years♪ 656 00:29:52,069 --> 00:29:53,766 ♪ It's bound to catch up♪ 657 00:29:53,940 --> 00:29:57,161 ♪ And I'm ready for tears To fall down♪ 658 00:29:57,335 --> 00:30:00,904 ♪ Down my face Down my lips♪ 659 00:30:01,078 --> 00:30:02,818 ♪ Without a trace♪ 660 00:30:02,993 --> 00:30:05,082 ♪ Got me feelin' Like this♪ 661 00:30:05,256 --> 00:30:06,997 ♪ I know that I'mma pray♪ 662 00:30:07,171 --> 00:30:10,783 ♪ Pray for the night I lose my life♪ 663 00:30:10,957 --> 00:30:12,872 ♪ To the devil inside♪ 664 00:30:13,046 --> 00:30:16,832 ♪ I hope that I ride On a silver tide♪ 665 00:30:17,007 --> 00:30:20,575 ♪ That keeps me inside And safely out of sight♪ 666 00:30:20,749 --> 00:30:22,969 ♪ I'm gonna die alone♪ 667 00:30:23,143 --> 00:30:24,362 ♪ Yeah, really alone♪