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Okay.
Juice and coffee all ready.
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- Should I take
the banana bread out?
- [timer ringing]
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Yes, please.
4
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She left her hotel
22 minutes ago.
5
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She should be here
any minute.
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Don't give me that look.
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You're the one who
insisted on showering together.
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I thought it
would save time.
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When are you
going to learn, Shaunie?
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I'm irresistible.
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That is very true.
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[knock on door]
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She's here.
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Hi!
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Hello, Claire.
It is very good to see you.
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[theme music playing]
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Would you like coffee or
freshly squeezed orange juice?
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Coffee, please.
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Oh, my God.
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He is the cutest.
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- Look at the little cheeks.
- I know.
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How are things at
Centro de Salud?
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Great.
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I've managed to make
a ton of improvements
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- since you were there.
- Did you get a new
CT machine?
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Yeah, and an MRI.
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Also, we opened
a prenatal clinic,
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and I've instituted
a bunch of protocols
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to decrease Hospital
Acquired Infections.
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And on
the personal front?
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Uh... that is
a work in progress.
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But good.
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I told Lea about
the lump in your breast.
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It was before I convinced you
to have your surgery here.
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Not a HIPAA violation.
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I hope you also told her
that the biopsy was negative.
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It's not cancer, so there's
nothing to worry about.
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He did. I reserve
the right to worry.
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But let's save
the medicine for later
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and focus on more important
stuff like Latin lovers.
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Oh. Oh, is that
banana bread?
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That smells amazing.
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Resistance is futile.
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- We have ways
of making you talk.
- [laughs]
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That was a nice start
to the day.
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A fantastic start.
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What are you
gonna wear?
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I know it's just
City Hall,
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but it feels like we should
at least wear
something special.
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We can't get married
at City Hall.
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- Alex, we've been over this.
- I know.
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And you say you don't care
where we get married.
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I don't.
But you want to wear
something special,
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because you want our
wedding to be special
like I do.
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I don't want to delay
our adoption.
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You won't have to.
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I'm gonna give you
the wedding you deserve.
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Something beautiful
and impressive like you.
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In four days?
As impressive as me?
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Impossible.
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Challenge accepted.
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This is
a Thomas Keller recipe.
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I found it online.
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Wow. Smells delicious.
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And...
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your morning dose.
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Also delicious.
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When I was little, I used to
dream about being a chef
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at a really nice restaurant,
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and now I'm gonna
make it a reality.
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I know I'll have to
start at the bottom,
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but I can work my way up.
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Hmm. I'm glad you're
feeling better,
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but, you know,
you have to focus on today.
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I know.
I'm gonna get clean.
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- You're gonna get
professional treatment--
- No.
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It's the only way.
And it's the only way forward.
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No, it's not.
I don't want methadone.
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I hate meetings
and sharing with strangers.
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So we'll find you
a program that works for you,
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but getting sober
is the point.
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It's the only point.
You can't make this a solo act.
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I'm not alone.
I have you.
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I'm not an
addiction specialist.
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No, but you are
a neurosurgeon.
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- That's better.
- Hannah--
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You are
controlling my doses.
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We'll taper off
a little each day.
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It's not that simple.
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Even if you stop using,
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it's a Band-Aid.
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Eventually, you're
gonna relapse
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unless you get treatment,
and I think you know that.
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If I break the rules again,
you can kick my ass out.
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I don't want to
kick you out.
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I-I--
Nobody's kicking you out.
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I want to help.
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Well, then we can
do this together.
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Please,
just give me a chance.
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33-year-old male,
struck by lightning.
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Second degree burns
and a possible fractured spine.
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- A spinal fracture
from lightning?
- From falling off a roof.
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He was working construction
when he got hit.
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- Can't feel my legs.
- Push IV fluids.
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Let's get trauma labs
and an EKG.
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Can you tell me
your name?
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- Clint.
- Nice to meet you, Clint.
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I'm Dr. Allen. I'm gonna
take good care of you.
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Take the trauma shears,
cut his clothes off.
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[grunts]
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Oh.
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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Oh, it's so great
to see you.
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You, too. I wish it was
under better circumstances.
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Oh, I'll be fine.
It's just a tiny benign lump.
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Hi, Dr. Brown.
I'm Charlie Lukaitis.
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It's very nice to meet you,
Charlie.
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Shaun speaks
really highly of you.
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- Really?
- I have been fair,
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but not overly
complimentary.
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Shaun, I was being nice.
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You could try harder
to do the same.
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- Thank you, Dr. Brown.
- Oh, call me Claire.
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Okay, I'm sure
the new MRI
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you acquired
is excellent,
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but we should do
a stereotactic biopsy
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and breast MRI.
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Instead of a mammogram?
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New research shows
that breast MRI
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are more accurate
for younger women
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with denser breast tissue.
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I was about
to say that.
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Sorry, I'm working
on controlling
my impulsive speech.
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It just seems you're eager
to demonstrate your knowledge
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as med students
are supposed to do.
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Thank you, Dr. Brown.
I mean, Claire.
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Now you are
being too nice.
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Those are punctate burns
at the entry and exit points
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connected by second degree
linear flash burn.
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What are all these
red lines?
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- I'm not s--
- Lichtenberg figures.
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The electric shock
causes extravasation
of red blood cells
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from the capillaries.
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It'll heal with
minimal scarring.
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Hi. I'm Dr. Lim.
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I thought Dr. Park
was on today.
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He's taking a personal day--
wedding planning.
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Can you
wiggle your toes?
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Alright, nice.
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The loss of sensation
in your legs
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is a temporary
keraunoparalysis.
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It'll disappear
over the next few hours.
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Get spinal CTs
and trauma pan scan to confirm,
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then we'll
debride the burns.
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- [smoke alarm beeping]
- Are you ready
to take Mama to work?
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Yeah?
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[beeping continues]
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Hello?
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Glassy, you home?
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[Hannah]
Oh, my God.
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[gasps] I am so sorry.
That's my fault.
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I was seasoning
the skillet,
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and I left for like a second
to take out the trash.
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I'm Lea,
Aaron's neighbor.
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It's nice to meet you.
I'm Hannah.
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I'm Aaron's niece.
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I'm just visiting
for a couple weeks.
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I'm so sorry
if I woke you guys up.
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Oh, it's alright. I w--
I was just heading to work.
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I should, um,
open a window.
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[beeping continues]
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So, you'll have to lie
facedown
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- with your breast
centered in the frame.
- Okay.
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Is it harder or easier
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this time being
a second-year?
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Um... bit of both.
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Yeah.
What about you, Chief?
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How are you liking
the big chair?
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I like it.
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Fewer resources than here,
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but also fewer restrictions
and more control.
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Mm.
Sounds like a good fit.
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Hmm. Oh, speaking of.
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Shaun showed me your
Lamborghini in the parking lot.
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I know. I know.
I'm an idiot.
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No, I was gonna say
good for you.
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I thought you
hated sports cars.
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Oh, I mean, I still do,
but I know that you loved them.
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And you just didn't
want to seem ostentatious.
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Mm.
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No, I'm happy you've
stopped worrying so much
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about what
other people think.
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Whatever you left
here searching for,
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it's clear you found it.
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Maybe we both did.
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We're looking for
white-speculated
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enhancing masses like...
there.
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1.72 centimeters.
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A 3-centimeter incision
should--
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Did you and Claire
used to date?
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[chuckles]
W-We were just good friends.
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With benefits.
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00:08:04,023 --> 00:08:06,286
I knew it.
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00:08:06,286 --> 00:08:08,941
Does Jordan know
that she's here?
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Uh, I don't know.
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00:08:11,683 --> 00:08:14,381
Also, that hardly matters
since I'm not dating Jordan.
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Oh? I thought
you wanted to.
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- [cellphone chimes, vibrates]
- I did.
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But we decided
to just be good friends.
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Her and Perez,
her ex-boyfriend,
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00:08:23,869 --> 00:08:25,348
text every day
since Asher died.
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It was wrong.
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No, it's not wrong.
It's just a choice.
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The biopsy from Guatemala
was negative,
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but our biopsy from earlier
came back positive.
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Claire has breast cancer.
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[sighs]
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- Sorry I didn't
come by earlier.
- Hi!
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Park is out,
and I had to help Glassman
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get some stuff
off his plate.
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00:08:48,807 --> 00:08:50,939
- It's still not
an excuse.
- It's fine.
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I'm here now to assure you
you are going to be fine.
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Shaun briefed me
on your biopsy,
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and we went over
your MRI together.
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You are in
the perfect hands.
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Ooh. Tell me about being
co-president with Glassman.
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00:09:03,256 --> 00:09:05,998
Mm.
It's been interesting.
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00:09:05,998 --> 00:09:07,303
Collaborative.
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00:09:07,303 --> 00:09:09,175
By collaborative,
you mean you get stuff done,
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and then he tells you how
you should have gotten it done?
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00:09:11,090 --> 00:09:12,657
Oh, you have one of those
in Guatemala?
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00:09:12,657 --> 00:09:15,485
- Just one? I wish.
- [both laugh]
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- Oh, I miss the old days.
- Mm.
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00:09:17,879 --> 00:09:19,968
You mean when you were
a Ducati-riding badass?
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00:09:19,968 --> 00:09:22,144
Hey, I do not need
a Ducati to be a badass.
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00:09:22,144 --> 00:09:23,363
- Mm.
- I just need...
237
00:09:23,363 --> 00:09:25,452
- More sleep?
- I was thinking
more sex,
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but sleep is good.
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00:09:27,236 --> 00:09:29,586
- Tell me about it.
Sometimes I wonder if I--
- [cellphone chimes]
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Hold that thought.
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00:09:31,284 --> 00:09:32,633
[sighs]
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00:09:32,633 --> 00:09:34,766
- To be continued.
- I'll be here.
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00:09:40,336 --> 00:09:42,121
Hey, we need to talk.
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00:09:42,121 --> 00:09:45,080
Hello, I need to get Claire
prepped for her surgery.
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00:09:45,080 --> 00:09:47,343
There's a girl living
in Glassman's apartment.
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She says her name is Hannah
and claims she's his niece.
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He does not have a niece
named Hannah.
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I know, but she had a key
and her clothes were there.
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00:09:53,741 --> 00:09:55,961
He had a patient
last week named Hannah.
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She was a homeless
drug addict
251
00:09:57,310 --> 00:09:58,964
who needed
cervicomedullary surgery.
252
00:09:58,964 --> 00:10:00,705
Why would he let a homeless
drug addict live with him?
253
00:10:02,141 --> 00:10:03,925
I...
254
00:10:03,925 --> 00:10:06,014
don't know.
255
00:10:06,014 --> 00:10:08,060
- [elevator bell dings]
- I have to go.
256
00:10:11,933 --> 00:10:14,022
The MRI confirmed the mass
is under 2 centimeters.
257
00:10:15,371 --> 00:10:16,982
That's only Stage 1A.
258
00:10:16,982 --> 00:10:19,201
With your hormone profile,
you should be responsive
259
00:10:19,201 --> 00:10:20,986
to hormone therapy
after the surgery.
260
00:10:20,986 --> 00:10:22,639
You probably won't need chemo.
261
00:10:23,379 --> 00:10:24,467
[sighs]
262
00:10:26,556 --> 00:10:28,080
Do you disagree?
263
00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:29,255
No.
264
00:10:29,255 --> 00:10:30,343
Tell me if you do.
265
00:10:30,343 --> 00:10:31,692
I'd rather get
the bad news now.
266
00:10:31,692 --> 00:10:33,738
I agree completely.
267
00:10:33,738 --> 00:10:35,609
I was just thinking
about someone else.
268
00:10:37,916 --> 00:10:41,528
But I will be focused
in the OR.
269
00:10:45,140 --> 00:10:46,228
[groans]
270
00:10:46,228 --> 00:10:48,274
Another 10 milligrams
morphine.
271
00:10:48,274 --> 00:10:49,405
[Lim] Sorry.
272
00:10:49,405 --> 00:10:50,537
I just need to remove
273
00:10:50,537 --> 00:10:52,234
the necrotic skin
and tissue
274
00:10:52,234 --> 00:10:53,583
to avoid infection.
275
00:10:53,583 --> 00:10:54,976
That's okay.
276
00:10:54,976 --> 00:10:56,891
It hurts
'cause I'm alive.
277
00:10:56,891 --> 00:10:58,763
Never taking that
for granted again.
278
00:10:58,763 --> 00:11:00,329
Good for you.
279
00:11:00,329 --> 00:11:02,157
I never should have even
started working construction.
280
00:11:02,157 --> 00:11:03,724
[grunts]
281
00:11:03,724 --> 00:11:05,508
[Lim] Take a couple
deep breaths.
282
00:11:06,771 --> 00:11:08,903
Maybe just not outside
during a thunderstorm.
283
00:11:08,903 --> 00:11:10,383
[chuckles]
284
00:11:10,383 --> 00:11:12,037
I used to have a band.
285
00:11:12,037 --> 00:11:13,734
Even put out
a couple EPs,
286
00:11:13,734 --> 00:11:16,345
but we just
couldn't break out.
287
00:11:17,346 --> 00:11:20,306
I got a day job,
turned 30.
288
00:11:20,306 --> 00:11:22,351
Next thing I know,
289
00:11:22,351 --> 00:11:25,702
I'm a foreman
for a roofing company.
290
00:11:25,702 --> 00:11:29,315
Sometimes, big decisions are
just a bunch of small ones
291
00:11:29,315 --> 00:11:31,012
you don't even realize
you made.
292
00:11:32,318 --> 00:11:34,059
I just feel
like I should recommit.
293
00:11:34,059 --> 00:11:35,234
You know, I could
eke out a living
294
00:11:35,234 --> 00:11:37,889
playing clubs and bars.
295
00:11:37,889 --> 00:11:41,196
I'd rather look in the mirror
and know...
296
00:11:41,196 --> 00:11:42,807
I'm the person I want to be.
297
00:11:47,724 --> 00:11:49,117
[Shaun]
A curvilinear incision
298
00:11:49,117 --> 00:11:51,076
along the natural crease line
of the breast
299
00:11:51,076 --> 00:11:53,643
gives the best cosmetic
result.
300
00:11:53,643 --> 00:11:55,820
Who were you
thinking about?
301
00:11:55,820 --> 00:11:58,213
You told Claire you were
thinking about someone else.
302
00:11:58,213 --> 00:12:00,868
I shouldn't talk about it.
303
00:12:00,868 --> 00:12:05,481
Raising the flap with
a wide margin around the mass.
304
00:12:05,481 --> 00:12:07,092
Did I say something
inappropriate?
305
00:12:07,092 --> 00:12:10,095
I wasn't thinking about you.
306
00:12:10,095 --> 00:12:11,531
- Was it--
- Charlie.
307
00:12:11,531 --> 00:12:12,924
He said he doesn't want
to talk about it.
308
00:12:17,580 --> 00:12:19,452
Send this to pathology.
309
00:12:19,452 --> 00:12:22,498
The tissue orientation
is marked with ink at 12:00.
310
00:12:22,498 --> 00:12:26,067
Dr. Kalu, your suture spacing
is quite excellent.
311
00:12:26,067 --> 00:12:27,286
You can close.
312
00:12:27,286 --> 00:12:29,244
Suture with vicryls
and monocryl, please.
313
00:12:40,908 --> 00:12:42,388
Is the Hannah
who's living with you
314
00:12:42,388 --> 00:12:45,217
the same Hannah
you treated for Chiari Zero?
315
00:12:45,217 --> 00:12:46,305
Yes.
316
00:12:48,481 --> 00:12:50,918
Seven ball,
corner pocket.
317
00:12:50,918 --> 00:12:53,355
Sh-She is
a drug addict.
318
00:12:53,355 --> 00:12:55,183
Who I am helping.
319
00:12:55,183 --> 00:12:56,445
Helping her detox?
320
00:12:56,445 --> 00:12:58,186
She's a patient
under my care, Shaun.
321
00:12:58,186 --> 00:12:59,405
That's all you need
to know.
322
00:12:59,405 --> 00:13:01,798
If she's a patient,
323
00:13:01,798 --> 00:13:04,540
that means you are
continuing to treat her
324
00:13:04,540 --> 00:13:06,107
while she is
living with you.
325
00:13:06,107 --> 00:13:07,500
- How?
- Shaun--
326
00:13:07,500 --> 00:13:09,197
Are you prescribing her
opiates?
327
00:13:09,197 --> 00:13:11,417
I'm helping her get sober.
328
00:13:11,417 --> 00:13:14,246
I can't have her go out
on the street and buy drugs.
329
00:13:14,246 --> 00:13:17,989
Prescribing her oxycodone
in this situation is unethical.
330
00:13:17,989 --> 00:13:19,816
- I'm aware.
- And possibly illegal.
331
00:13:19,816 --> 00:13:21,949
- I'm aware.
- You could lose
your medical license.
332
00:13:21,949 --> 00:13:23,429
You need to make her leave.
333
00:13:30,175 --> 00:13:33,091
I'm not giving up on her.
But thank you for your concern.
334
00:13:36,181 --> 00:13:37,922
[alarm blaring]
335
00:13:37,922 --> 00:13:39,053
How long
has he been seizing?
336
00:13:39,053 --> 00:13:40,533
Over four minutes.
337
00:13:40,533 --> 00:13:42,578
- Then give four milligrams
lorazepam.
- Already did.
338
00:13:42,578 --> 00:13:44,711
Then give four more
and one gram levetiracetam.
339
00:13:44,711 --> 00:13:46,452
[blaring continues]
340
00:13:51,022 --> 00:13:53,154
He's got a mass
in his frontal lobe.
341
00:13:53,154 --> 00:13:55,417
- Could it be
from the lightning strike?
- No.
342
00:13:55,417 --> 00:13:58,551
In fact, the lightning
probably saved his life,
putting him in the hospital.
343
00:13:58,551 --> 00:14:02,294
He has that seizure anywhere
else, he'd probably be dead.
344
00:14:02,294 --> 00:14:04,209
A supramaximal resection
might get at all.
345
00:14:04,209 --> 00:14:06,733
- If we're lucky.
- And if we're not?
346
00:14:06,733 --> 00:14:09,518
It'll likely progress
to a glioblastoma and kill him.
347
00:14:12,217 --> 00:14:14,306
[Park] We had our first
official date here.
348
00:14:14,306 --> 00:14:15,611
She jumped on stage
349
00:14:15,611 --> 00:14:17,265
and tried to join Cory Henry's
backup singers.
350
00:14:17,265 --> 00:14:18,440
She loves music,
351
00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:20,181
and this would be
the perfect place.
352
00:14:20,181 --> 00:14:21,966
Yeah,
I'd love to help you,
353
00:14:21,966 --> 00:14:23,663
but I got bands booked
every night.
354
00:14:23,663 --> 00:14:25,795
Couldn't you
reschedule one?
355
00:14:25,795 --> 00:14:27,797
I-I'll pay their fee,
cover whatever the difference
ends up being in your gate.
356
00:14:27,797 --> 00:14:29,408
I mean, name your price.
357
00:14:29,408 --> 00:14:30,975
Sorry.
358
00:14:30,975 --> 00:14:32,150
But I think you're gonna
have to choose
359
00:14:32,150 --> 00:14:35,066
between immediate
and meaningful.
360
00:14:38,286 --> 00:14:40,985
The glioma is
in your posterior frontal lobe
361
00:14:40,985 --> 00:14:42,116
near the motor strip.
362
00:14:42,116 --> 00:14:43,726
We have to be
very aggressive.
363
00:14:43,726 --> 00:14:45,554
If we leave
any tumor behind,
364
00:14:45,554 --> 00:14:47,295
it could grow back
as a glioblastoma,
365
00:14:47,295 --> 00:14:50,081
which could be terminal.
366
00:14:50,081 --> 00:14:51,343
Okay.
367
00:14:51,343 --> 00:14:53,171
Because of the placement
of the tumor,
368
00:14:53,171 --> 00:14:55,608
we may need to cut
into your eloquent cortex,
369
00:14:55,608 --> 00:14:58,263
the area of your brain
which controls motor function.
370
00:14:59,786 --> 00:15:01,353
Are you saying
I won't be able to play guitar?
371
00:15:02,180 --> 00:15:03,616
It's possible.
372
00:15:08,186 --> 00:15:10,101
Alive is alive.
373
00:15:11,145 --> 00:15:12,190
I'll take it.
374
00:15:15,149 --> 00:15:16,977
I am going to tell
Dr. Lim
375
00:15:16,977 --> 00:15:19,066
about Dr. Glassman
and Hannah.
376
00:15:19,066 --> 00:15:21,199
I don't think
that's a good idea.
377
00:15:21,199 --> 00:15:23,636
He'd probably consider it
an even worse betrayal
378
00:15:23,636 --> 00:15:25,203
than when you ended
his surgical career.
379
00:15:25,203 --> 00:15:27,422
I was right about that,
380
00:15:27,422 --> 00:15:29,555
and I am right
about this, too.
381
00:15:29,555 --> 00:15:33,037
He could lose
his medical license.
I am saving him.
382
00:15:33,037 --> 00:15:36,083
Shaun, I don't think it's just
about helping a former patient.
383
00:15:36,866 --> 00:15:39,086
What else is it about?
384
00:15:39,086 --> 00:15:41,001
You know why he helped
you back in Wyoming?
385
00:15:41,001 --> 00:15:42,742
Because he knew
I needed help.
386
00:15:42,742 --> 00:15:44,961
Of course.
387
00:15:44,961 --> 00:15:49,444
Also...
his daughter had just died.
388
00:15:49,444 --> 00:15:51,272
He was grieving.
389
00:15:51,272 --> 00:15:53,709
Maybe he did for you
what he couldn't do for her.
390
00:15:55,015 --> 00:15:57,452
What does that
have to do with Hannah?
391
00:15:57,452 --> 00:16:00,368
Hannah's a drug addict,
just like Maddie was.
392
00:16:00,368 --> 00:16:02,588
I think some of this is
Glassman dealing with his sense
393
00:16:02,588 --> 00:16:04,590
that he failed his daughter.
394
00:16:05,852 --> 00:16:07,723
After everything
he's done to support you,
395
00:16:07,723 --> 00:16:10,422
don't you think you should
let him help Hannah?
396
00:16:13,816 --> 00:16:19,126
Dr. Glassman... is only putting
himself at risk,
397
00:16:19,126 --> 00:16:20,823
which I guess is okay.
398
00:16:23,435 --> 00:16:25,872
I won't tell Dr. Lim.
399
00:16:26,612 --> 00:16:27,613
Okay.
400
00:16:31,530 --> 00:16:33,445
[sighs]
401
00:16:40,539 --> 00:16:42,280
I'm thinking
an awake craniotomy
402
00:16:42,280 --> 00:16:44,499
with intraoperative
motor brain mapping.
403
00:16:44,499 --> 00:16:47,937
Respiratory failure leads
to brain edema and herniation,
404
00:16:47,937 --> 00:16:50,331
air embolism,
intraop seizures,
405
00:16:50,331 --> 00:16:52,986
just to name
a few of the risks.
406
00:16:52,986 --> 00:16:57,730
He was struck by lightning
and remembered who he was.
407
00:16:57,730 --> 00:16:59,166
A guitarist.
408
00:16:59,166 --> 00:17:01,081
I don't want to take
that away from him.
409
00:17:01,081 --> 00:17:03,083
Big swing.
410
00:17:03,083 --> 00:17:04,519
I think I'm gonna do it.
411
00:17:04,519 --> 00:17:06,173
You seem
amped up about this.
412
00:17:07,305 --> 00:17:08,871
It suits you.
413
00:17:10,873 --> 00:17:13,485
You need to keep him playing
guitar during the surgery.
414
00:17:13,485 --> 00:17:16,444
If his playing gets worse
during motor mapping,
415
00:17:16,444 --> 00:17:18,185
then you can't cut
into that area.
416
00:17:18,185 --> 00:17:19,969
If he keeps playing well,
then it's safe to cut.
417
00:17:23,799 --> 00:17:28,108
Digale a Dr. Maldonado
que cubra esos turnos...
418
00:17:28,108 --> 00:17:31,503
Esperemos la semana que viene.
419
00:17:31,503 --> 00:17:33,940
Me tengo que ir.
420
00:17:33,940 --> 00:17:35,681
Gracias, Imelda.
421
00:17:38,074 --> 00:17:40,686
Your pathology
just came back.
422
00:17:40,686 --> 00:17:41,991
We didn't get
clean margins.
423
00:17:44,298 --> 00:17:46,126
Now, you're already
on the board
for this afternoon.
424
00:17:46,126 --> 00:17:48,433
We'll perform a re-excision,
removing a wider margin
425
00:17:48,433 --> 00:17:49,825
of the breast tissue,
426
00:17:49,825 --> 00:17:51,436
followed by a sentinel
lymph node biopsy
427
00:17:51,436 --> 00:17:53,089
to see if it's spread.
428
00:17:54,656 --> 00:17:56,136
But...
429
00:17:56,136 --> 00:17:58,660
[sighs]
430
00:17:58,660 --> 00:18:00,140
...if it has...
431
00:18:01,446 --> 00:18:03,622
...well, then, who better
to take this on?
432
00:18:05,624 --> 00:18:07,147
You grew up
in a trailer park.
433
00:18:07,147 --> 00:18:09,410
You were raised
by a bipolar mother.
434
00:18:09,410 --> 00:18:11,325
Went to a top med school
on scholarship.
435
00:18:11,325 --> 00:18:13,632
Then you were recruited to be
chief of surgery in a country
436
00:18:13,632 --> 00:18:16,112
where you didn't even know
the language.
437
00:18:16,112 --> 00:18:18,289
Now, two years later,
you, uh...
438
00:18:18,289 --> 00:18:20,856
you speak perfect Spanish
and you've overhauled
the hospital.
439
00:18:23,511 --> 00:18:26,253
You are an unstoppable force,
Claire Browne.
440
00:18:27,080 --> 00:18:29,082
And on top of all of that,
441
00:18:29,082 --> 00:18:31,780
you are kind,
compassionate,
442
00:18:31,780 --> 00:18:35,001
and [chuckles] heart-stoppingly
beautiful.
443
00:18:39,266 --> 00:18:43,139
Cancer doesn't stand
a chance against you.
444
00:18:48,319 --> 00:18:50,843
Forgot how great
your bedside manner is.
445
00:18:50,843 --> 00:18:52,932
[chuckles]
446
00:18:54,586 --> 00:18:56,805
And my Spanish
is far from perfect.
447
00:19:03,986 --> 00:19:06,119
Play guitar during surgery?
448
00:19:06,119 --> 00:19:08,164
The risk of complications
is higher,
449
00:19:08,164 --> 00:19:10,297
but an awake surgery
is the only way
450
00:19:10,297 --> 00:19:13,866
to ensure full post-op function
of your fine motor skills.
451
00:19:13,866 --> 00:19:15,868
We test each resection area
452
00:19:15,868 --> 00:19:19,872
and get immediate feedback
before removing any tissue.
453
00:19:19,872 --> 00:19:21,526
And won't it hurt?
454
00:19:21,526 --> 00:19:23,354
You won't even feel it.
455
00:19:27,488 --> 00:19:29,316
Any song requests?
456
00:19:31,187 --> 00:19:33,364
Thank you for coming.
457
00:19:33,364 --> 00:19:35,235
So, what does she want?
458
00:19:35,235 --> 00:19:37,455
She doesn't want anything.
She doesn't know I'm here.
459
00:19:37,455 --> 00:19:41,937
I want your help.
I'd like to stage
an intervention for Hannah.
460
00:19:41,937 --> 00:19:44,984
You think we haven't
tried that-- multiple times?
461
00:19:44,984 --> 00:19:47,029
Well, let's try again.
462
00:19:47,029 --> 00:19:48,204
Your daughter needs
your help.
463
00:19:48,204 --> 00:19:49,336
What do you know
about my daughter?
464
00:19:51,251 --> 00:19:53,688
She came to me
with Chiari Zero.
465
00:19:53,688 --> 00:19:55,734
That is a malformation
of the brain
466
00:19:55,734 --> 00:19:59,607
which causes persistent
and sometimes
very intense pain.
467
00:19:59,607 --> 00:20:02,393
That's why she started
on the oxycodone.
468
00:20:02,393 --> 00:20:03,916
Can that be treated?
469
00:20:03,916 --> 00:20:05,744
My colleague already
performed surgery.
470
00:20:05,744 --> 00:20:07,311
It was
a complete success.
471
00:20:08,399 --> 00:20:10,444
She had brain surgery?
472
00:20:11,532 --> 00:20:12,925
Is she still
in the hospital?
473
00:20:14,927 --> 00:20:17,625
She's staying on my couch.
474
00:20:17,625 --> 00:20:19,410
It was there
or the streets.
475
00:20:20,628 --> 00:20:22,456
So she's using
in your home?
476
00:20:26,330 --> 00:20:28,332
Yes,
under my supervision.
477
00:20:28,332 --> 00:20:30,377
I wrote her a prescription
for oxycodone,
478
00:20:30,377 --> 00:20:32,423
which I'm administering
on a schedule.
479
00:20:32,423 --> 00:20:34,207
You're her new
drug dealer.
480
00:20:34,207 --> 00:20:37,166
Her first night
in my apartment,
she OD'd on fentanyl--
481
00:20:37,166 --> 00:20:38,777
fentanyl that she bought
on the street.
482
00:20:38,777 --> 00:20:41,693
Street drugs right now
are Russian roulette.
483
00:20:41,693 --> 00:20:43,477
What I'm doing
is much safer.
484
00:20:43,477 --> 00:20:46,437
I could call the cops on you.
Do you know that?
485
00:20:46,437 --> 00:20:48,787
Tell me something--
is it just the drugs?
486
00:20:48,787 --> 00:20:50,223
Are you also sleeping
with her?
487
00:20:50,223 --> 00:20:52,094
If I were doing that,
would I be calling you?
488
00:20:52,094 --> 00:20:55,141
Can we please stop
with the nonsense now?
489
00:20:55,141 --> 00:20:56,621
I'm trying
to save her life.
490
00:20:56,621 --> 00:20:58,013
The only way
she turns this around
491
00:20:58,013 --> 00:20:59,798
is if she hits rock bottom.
492
00:20:59,798 --> 00:21:01,887
- Rock bottom.
- Mm-hmm.
493
00:21:01,887 --> 00:21:03,454
[chuckles]
494
00:21:03,454 --> 00:21:06,892
I kicked my daughter
out of my house.
495
00:21:06,892 --> 00:21:08,720
And I told her,
"Do not come back
496
00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:11,592
until you're clean
and sober."
497
00:21:11,592 --> 00:21:15,074
The next time I saw her was
on the coroner's table.
498
00:21:17,772 --> 00:21:19,731
Well, I'm very sorry.
499
00:21:21,994 --> 00:21:25,824
But Hannah
is not your daughter.
500
00:21:25,824 --> 00:21:29,697
And the only person
that can save Hannah is Hannah.
501
00:21:29,697 --> 00:21:32,526
But she has
to want the help.
502
00:21:32,526 --> 00:21:34,354
And that's never
gonna happen
503
00:21:34,354 --> 00:21:35,964
as long as you keep
enabling her.
504
00:21:46,018 --> 00:21:48,716
[door opens, closes]
505
00:21:52,503 --> 00:21:54,330
I heard your second surgery
was boring--
506
00:21:54,330 --> 00:21:55,593
just the way
we like them.
507
00:21:55,593 --> 00:21:57,333
[sighs]
I'm still a little sore.
508
00:21:57,333 --> 00:21:58,813
That's why I brought this.
509
00:21:58,813 --> 00:22:00,554
Oh, thank you.
510
00:22:02,121 --> 00:22:04,036
Oh, yeah,
that is much better.
511
00:22:04,036 --> 00:22:05,907
Bless you.
512
00:22:05,907 --> 00:22:08,170
Now, show me that baby.
513
00:22:11,696 --> 00:22:14,655
Oh, she is gorgeous.
514
00:22:14,655 --> 00:22:16,527
The spitting image
of Winston Churchill.
515
00:22:16,527 --> 00:22:18,877
- [laughs]
- She, too, will one day
rule an empire.
516
00:22:18,877 --> 00:22:21,923
Park looks so happy
to be her dad.
Doesn't he?
517
00:22:21,923 --> 00:22:23,316
And as soon
as we get married,
518
00:22:23,316 --> 00:22:25,100
we can finalize the adoption
and make it official.
519
00:22:25,100 --> 00:22:26,972
Way to bury the lede!
Congrats.
520
00:22:26,972 --> 00:22:28,277
When's the big day?
521
00:22:28,277 --> 00:22:29,844
Sometime this week, actually.
522
00:22:29,844 --> 00:22:32,456
- Do you want to come?
- Absolutely.
523
00:22:32,456 --> 00:22:34,719
Oh, I'm just glad
that Park is making
524
00:22:34,719 --> 00:22:35,981
an honest woman
out of you.
525
00:22:35,981 --> 00:22:37,548
Me, too.
526
00:22:37,548 --> 00:22:39,724
I can't believe
how close I came
to letting him get away.
527
00:22:45,251 --> 00:22:47,340
- [Hannah] Hi.
- Hi.
528
00:22:49,037 --> 00:22:51,866
I'm making Coq au vin.
529
00:22:51,866 --> 00:22:54,826
I found a bottle of Burgundy
in the cabinet.
530
00:22:54,826 --> 00:22:56,741
I hope you don't mind.
531
00:22:56,741 --> 00:22:58,177
We're celebrating.
532
00:22:58,177 --> 00:22:59,787
Celebrating?
533
00:23:00,527 --> 00:23:01,702
What are we celebrating?
534
00:23:02,747 --> 00:23:04,096
I got a job...
535
00:23:05,227 --> 00:23:07,795
at L'Amour,
as a hostess,
536
00:23:07,795 --> 00:23:10,276
but it's one of the best
restaurants in the city,
537
00:23:10,276 --> 00:23:12,626
and I can
work my way up.
538
00:23:12,626 --> 00:23:15,629
Wow.
That is amazing.
539
00:23:15,629 --> 00:23:18,240
I am very,
very proud of you.
540
00:23:19,067 --> 00:23:20,242
Thank you.
541
00:23:20,242 --> 00:23:22,157
I'm proud of me, too.
542
00:23:22,157 --> 00:23:23,942
- Mmm.
- [alarm beeps]
543
00:23:23,942 --> 00:23:26,901
Oh.
Time for your pill.
544
00:23:26,901 --> 00:23:29,121
Um, after my shower.
545
00:23:29,121 --> 00:23:32,951
This has to simmer
for 30 minutes, anyway.
546
00:23:37,956 --> 00:23:39,784
[door slides closed]
547
00:24:25,481 --> 00:24:28,310
- Those aren't mine.
- Please don't lie to me.
548
00:24:28,310 --> 00:24:29,964
I found them
in your jeans.
549
00:24:29,964 --> 00:24:31,618
Why were you going through
my stuff?
550
00:24:31,618 --> 00:24:34,012
Well, obviously,
I can't trust you, can I?
551
00:24:35,448 --> 00:24:37,581
I want to get clean.
I do. I just...
552
00:24:38,451 --> 00:24:40,366
You're making me go
too fast.
553
00:24:40,366 --> 00:24:41,628
We're gonna get
you treatment.
554
00:24:41,628 --> 00:24:43,456
I'm gonna take you,
and we're gonna go, and--
555
00:24:43,456 --> 00:24:45,501
No, I told you,
I'm not going to rehab.
556
00:24:45,501 --> 00:24:46,981
It doesn't work!
557
00:24:46,981 --> 00:24:49,549
- It's the only thing
that does work!
- I'm outta here.
558
00:24:49,549 --> 00:24:51,551
- I'm gonna flush it
right down the toilet.
- Stop. What are you doing?
559
00:24:51,551 --> 00:24:52,770
That's mine. Stop it.
560
00:24:52,770 --> 00:24:54,772
- I paid for those.
Stop it.
- Too bad.
561
00:24:54,772 --> 00:24:56,208
- There you go.
- [toilet flushes]
562
00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:57,383
Okay?
563
00:25:02,693 --> 00:25:04,520
This is your fault!
564
00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:06,914
How could you think
giving me more pills
565
00:25:06,914 --> 00:25:08,437
was gonna help me
get clean?!
566
00:25:08,437 --> 00:25:09,656
How is it my fault?
567
00:25:09,656 --> 00:25:11,049
I'm giving you
too many drugs
568
00:25:11,049 --> 00:25:12,790
or I'm making you
kick too fast--
569
00:25:12,790 --> 00:25:14,226
Which is it?
It can't be both.
570
00:25:14,226 --> 00:25:15,662
I hate you!
571
00:25:15,662 --> 00:25:17,316
- No, you don't.
- Yes, I do!
572
00:25:17,316 --> 00:25:19,710
I hate you.
I got to go.
573
00:25:19,710 --> 00:25:22,321
You can't leave.
Like hell, I can't.
574
00:25:22,321 --> 00:25:24,932
If you leave, you're g--
you're gonna end up dead.
575
00:25:24,932 --> 00:25:26,107
Is that what you want?
576
00:25:27,152 --> 00:25:28,588
This isn't working.
577
00:25:30,677 --> 00:25:33,201
- I have to go.
- Okay. Alright. Alright.
Alright, alright.
578
00:25:52,917 --> 00:25:54,222
[door closes]
579
00:25:57,573 --> 00:26:00,794
Your pathology report
hasn't come back yet.
580
00:26:00,794 --> 00:26:03,884
Oh, that wasn't why I, um--
why I texted.
581
00:26:05,843 --> 00:26:07,932
What's been on your mind?
582
00:26:11,065 --> 00:26:13,459
You're not very good
at keeping secrets, Shaun.
583
00:26:14,460 --> 00:26:18,333
I... can't tell you.
584
00:26:19,639 --> 00:26:21,989
Do you want to?
Yes, I think you could help.
585
00:26:23,817 --> 00:26:26,037
I've never betrayed
your trust.
586
00:26:27,995 --> 00:26:29,910
Dr. Glassman
is prescribing oxycodone
587
00:26:29,910 --> 00:26:32,130
to a teenage drug addict
who is living with him.
588
00:26:32,130 --> 00:26:34,175
He says he isn't
concerned about losing
his medical license
589
00:26:34,175 --> 00:26:36,134
or going to jail,
but he should be.
590
00:26:36,134 --> 00:26:37,701
If I don't understand
his decisions,
591
00:26:37,701 --> 00:26:40,051
how can I stop him
from making bad ones?
592
00:26:40,834 --> 00:26:43,141
Oh.
[exhales sharply]
593
00:26:46,666 --> 00:26:49,495
When I was a kid, I...
594
00:26:49,495 --> 00:26:52,716
I didn't even ask
why my mom used.
595
00:26:52,716 --> 00:26:54,805
I was too busy
trying to survive.
596
00:26:54,805 --> 00:27:00,985
But now, I think
what my mom needed most
597
00:27:00,985 --> 00:27:05,729
was one thing in her life
without an "if" attached.
598
00:27:05,729 --> 00:27:08,253
With addicts,
everything becomes conditional.
599
00:27:08,253 --> 00:27:11,256
A home, a job, even love.
600
00:27:11,256 --> 00:27:15,434
They only get them
if they get clean.
601
00:27:15,434 --> 00:27:19,438
Dr. Glassman told Maddie
she could only come home
602
00:27:19,438 --> 00:27:20,831
if she got sober.
603
00:27:20,831 --> 00:27:23,137
Then she died.
604
00:27:23,137 --> 00:27:24,138
The "if" killed her.
605
00:27:26,140 --> 00:27:27,794
The drugs killed her.
606
00:27:27,794 --> 00:27:31,624
And a car accident killed
my mom, but...
607
00:27:34,540 --> 00:27:37,978
...sometimes I can't help
but feel
608
00:27:37,978 --> 00:27:40,807
if I'd told her
I loved her unconditionally...
609
00:27:41,939 --> 00:27:43,288
she would still be alive.
610
00:27:47,118 --> 00:27:53,341
So, Dr. Glassman
needs to keep giving Hannah
611
00:27:53,341 --> 00:27:57,084
unconditional love,
even if it risks his career?
612
00:27:57,084 --> 00:27:58,738
I think so.
613
00:27:58,738 --> 00:28:01,436
And if I want to help
Dr. Glassman,
614
00:28:01,436 --> 00:28:03,525
I need to help Hannah.
615
00:28:07,399 --> 00:28:09,227
How?
616
00:28:09,227 --> 00:28:11,272
I-I'm sorry, Shaun.
I don't know.
617
00:28:13,274 --> 00:28:18,062
But if someone told me
the day we met outside,
618
00:28:18,062 --> 00:28:19,803
when you were soaking wet,
619
00:28:19,803 --> 00:28:22,153
barely able to communicate,
620
00:28:22,153 --> 00:28:24,155
that you would become
a top attending,
621
00:28:24,155 --> 00:28:26,679
a wonderful husband
and father,
622
00:28:26,679 --> 00:28:28,376
I wouldn't have
believed them.
623
00:28:29,595 --> 00:28:31,466
But you have grown
so much.
624
00:28:33,294 --> 00:28:36,428
You're really, really good
at helping people, Shaun.
625
00:28:38,952 --> 00:28:40,475
You're gonna figure out
how to help.
626
00:28:44,349 --> 00:28:45,698
I've missed this.
627
00:28:48,092 --> 00:28:49,397
Me, too.
628
00:28:53,532 --> 00:28:55,273
Ojemann stimulator.
629
00:28:55,273 --> 00:28:57,928
[guitar playing]
630
00:28:57,928 --> 00:28:59,146
Beginning motor mapping.
631
00:29:05,109 --> 00:29:06,719
No motor arrest.
632
00:29:06,719 --> 00:29:09,156
Mark area one
safe for resection.
633
00:29:16,337 --> 00:29:18,339
[playing stops]
634
00:29:20,037 --> 00:29:22,039
Area two
not safe for resection.
635
00:29:26,826 --> 00:29:28,306
Are you okay, Clint?
636
00:29:28,306 --> 00:29:29,481
I think so.
637
00:29:29,481 --> 00:29:31,309
Can you keep playing?
638
00:29:31,309 --> 00:29:33,833
[guitar playing]
639
00:29:37,141 --> 00:29:38,664
Continuing motor mapping.
640
00:29:40,057 --> 00:29:42,233
Totally clean margins,
lymph node negative,
641
00:29:42,233 --> 00:29:43,451
no more surgeries.
642
00:29:43,451 --> 00:29:45,540
You are good to go.
643
00:29:45,540 --> 00:29:48,630
Oh, that is fantastic.
[chuckles]
644
00:29:49,327 --> 00:29:50,806
Oh, thank you.
645
00:29:52,025 --> 00:29:54,027
[sighs]
646
00:29:56,073 --> 00:29:58,118
I'm so glad
I got to see you again.
647
00:29:59,250 --> 00:30:00,555
Me, too.
648
00:30:00,555 --> 00:30:02,906
Seems like you're back
where you belong.
649
00:30:09,651 --> 00:30:12,045
I wasn't gonna come back.
650
00:30:12,045 --> 00:30:14,221
I, um...
651
00:30:14,221 --> 00:30:15,483
I-I told Shaun
652
00:30:15,483 --> 00:30:17,616
that I'd just get
the lumpectomy in Guatemala,
653
00:30:17,616 --> 00:30:21,185
and then he told me
that you would be here.
654
00:30:27,931 --> 00:30:29,323
You know,
since being back,
655
00:30:29,323 --> 00:30:34,067
I, um, think about you
all the time.
656
00:30:34,067 --> 00:30:36,113
Not like I didn't before,
but...
657
00:30:36,113 --> 00:30:37,723
I don't know why
I couldn't commit to you.
658
00:30:38,767 --> 00:30:43,076
I think I was just young, stubborn.
659
00:30:43,685 --> 00:30:44,686
It's okay.
660
00:30:52,129 --> 00:30:53,521
We got all of it.
661
00:30:53,521 --> 00:30:55,480
You'll need to do
some radiotherapy,
662
00:30:55,480 --> 00:30:58,831
but it shouldn't interfere
with your music career.
663
00:30:58,831 --> 00:31:01,442
Well, I'm not sure
any crowd will compare
664
00:31:01,442 --> 00:31:03,923
to playing
with my brain exposed.
665
00:31:04,706 --> 00:31:06,708
Thank you so much.
666
00:31:17,110 --> 00:31:21,201
You look upset,
like you have been crying.
667
00:31:21,201 --> 00:31:22,681
Are you okay?
668
00:31:24,074 --> 00:31:25,379
No.
669
00:31:27,338 --> 00:31:29,296
Hannah bought pills
on the street.
670
00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:33,997
I don't know what to do.
671
00:31:58,760 --> 00:32:00,588
I can't help her.
I tried.
672
00:32:04,897 --> 00:32:08,074
[sighs]
I-I don't want to...
673
00:32:08,074 --> 00:32:10,120
[sobs]
674
00:32:10,120 --> 00:32:12,861
I don't want
to fight anymore.
675
00:32:24,873 --> 00:32:27,398
Do you want me
to stay with you?
676
00:32:34,535 --> 00:32:36,233
No.
677
00:32:45,459 --> 00:32:47,374
[sighs] I'm gonna go
for a walk.
678
00:32:47,374 --> 00:32:49,289
Thank you.
Thank you.
679
00:33:04,391 --> 00:33:06,828
Who are you?
680
00:33:06,828 --> 00:33:09,527
I am Dr. Shaun Murphy.
681
00:33:10,658 --> 00:33:14,140
Dr. Glassman's... son.
682
00:33:14,140 --> 00:33:15,794
Not biologically.
683
00:33:18,275 --> 00:33:21,626
Dr. Glassman helped me
like he's helping you.
684
00:33:21,626 --> 00:33:25,543
So, basically,
we're both broken toys
685
00:33:25,543 --> 00:33:28,546
that are supposed to replace
the daughter he couldn't fix?
686
00:33:28,546 --> 00:33:32,376
Dr. Glassman
didn't fix me.
687
00:33:34,291 --> 00:33:35,727
He loved me.
688
00:33:40,949 --> 00:33:43,300
I'm not like
other people.
689
00:33:46,172 --> 00:33:48,783
Other kids
called me weird.
690
00:33:50,220 --> 00:33:52,309
My parents
didn't want me.
691
00:33:53,745 --> 00:33:57,140
So, that was how
I saw myself.
692
00:33:57,140 --> 00:34:00,839
But Dr. Glassman saw
that I could be more.
693
00:34:00,839 --> 00:34:03,624
And now I see myself
as so much more
694
00:34:03,624 --> 00:34:06,192
because Dr. Glassman
loved me...
695
00:34:07,889 --> 00:34:09,369
...unconditionally.
696
00:34:11,850 --> 00:34:13,808
I am still different.
697
00:34:13,808 --> 00:34:18,117
I will...
always have autism,
698
00:34:18,117 --> 00:34:20,119
but now
I'm proud of that.
699
00:34:22,121 --> 00:34:23,688
You will always be
an addict,
700
00:34:23,688 --> 00:34:25,385
even if you stop
using drugs.
701
00:34:27,431 --> 00:34:30,956
But Dr. Glassman sees
you can be more.
702
00:34:33,872 --> 00:34:35,134
Why can't you?
703
00:34:47,451 --> 00:34:49,627
Mm.
It's after midnight.
704
00:34:49,627 --> 00:34:50,976
I know.
705
00:34:50,976 --> 00:34:52,847
Joelle's on her way
to babysit.
706
00:34:52,847 --> 00:34:54,327
Why?
707
00:34:54,327 --> 00:34:56,373
I borrowed your
favorite dress,
708
00:34:56,373 --> 00:34:59,027
gave it to the dressmaker,
so she'd have the right size.
709
00:34:59,027 --> 00:35:00,594
I haven't looked.
710
00:35:00,594 --> 00:35:03,641
I'm not supposed
to see it until later.
711
00:35:03,641 --> 00:35:06,426
We're getting married now?
712
00:35:06,426 --> 00:35:09,386
2:00 a.m. was the only time
the perfect venue
was available.
713
00:35:09,386 --> 00:35:11,257
Idle Time Jazz Bar,
where we--
714
00:35:11,257 --> 00:35:12,998
Had our first
official date.
715
00:35:13,955 --> 00:35:15,435
You're amazing.
716
00:35:30,668 --> 00:35:32,147
I'm glad you're here.
717
00:35:34,149 --> 00:35:37,718
I know I'll always be
an addict.
718
00:35:40,721 --> 00:35:42,680
But I'd like to be more.
719
00:35:45,726 --> 00:35:47,424
I know I need rehab.
720
00:35:49,034 --> 00:35:51,166
I'd really like it...
721
00:35:51,166 --> 00:35:53,386
if you could still
be here for me...
722
00:35:54,953 --> 00:35:56,389
...after rehab.
723
00:35:59,305 --> 00:36:01,481
Like you were
for Dr. Murphy.
724
00:36:15,539 --> 00:36:19,456
As long as I'm here,
I'll be here for you.
725
00:36:22,110 --> 00:36:24,287
We have to find you
the right program.
726
00:36:24,287 --> 00:36:26,332
I am a president
of a hospital,
727
00:36:26,332 --> 00:36:29,204
so I should be able to pull
some strings.
728
00:36:30,989 --> 00:36:32,904
Mr. Big Shot.
729
00:36:32,904 --> 00:36:34,297
You better believe it.
730
00:36:39,171 --> 00:36:42,261
To always support
your boundless ambitions.
731
00:36:42,261 --> 00:36:44,394
To never complain,
732
00:36:44,394 --> 00:36:46,004
no matter how many times
you make me listen
733
00:36:46,004 --> 00:36:48,136
to the same show tunes.
734
00:36:48,136 --> 00:36:50,313
And most of all, I...
735
00:36:51,836 --> 00:36:54,882
I vow to be the man
and the father
736
00:36:54,882 --> 00:36:58,059
and the best friend
you and Eden need.
737
00:36:58,059 --> 00:36:59,713
Always.
738
00:37:05,371 --> 00:37:08,505
Well, I think I was
the last person
739
00:37:08,505 --> 00:37:10,202
that knew we were
getting married tonight,
740
00:37:10,202 --> 00:37:12,509
so I didn't write
any vows.
741
00:37:12,509 --> 00:37:17,340
But the truth is
that I will never be
742
00:37:17,340 --> 00:37:20,995
as romantic or as sweet
as you are.
743
00:37:22,127 --> 00:37:25,260
But I will never stop
loving you.
744
00:37:25,260 --> 00:37:27,480
Or stop teasing you
because I know it turns you on.
745
00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:30,265
[all chuckle]
746
00:37:30,265 --> 00:37:32,355
[clears throat]
Shaun and Lea, the rings.
747
00:37:38,622 --> 00:37:39,927
With this ring...
748
00:37:42,147 --> 00:37:43,322
...I thee wed.
749
00:37:48,240 --> 00:37:50,634
With this ring,
I thee wed.
750
00:37:52,766 --> 00:37:54,246
Alright, you two.
Now, smooch.
751
00:37:55,639 --> 00:37:57,641
[cheers and applause]
752
00:38:01,906 --> 00:38:04,169
[rapping]
♪ Yeah, raise your glass
to the ceiling ♪
753
00:38:04,169 --> 00:38:07,651
♪ There's true love,
there's true love
in the building ♪
754
00:38:07,651 --> 00:38:10,131
- What is happening?!
- ♪ Hope y'all catching
the feeling ♪
755
00:38:10,131 --> 00:38:12,482
♪ I know you
catching the feeling ♪
756
00:38:12,482 --> 00:38:14,179
- ♪ Something borrowed ♪
- ♪ Something borrowed ♪
757
00:38:14,179 --> 00:38:15,702
- ♪ Something new ♪
- ♪ Something new ♪
758
00:38:15,702 --> 00:38:17,182
- ♪ Something old ♪
- ♪ Something old ♪
759
00:38:17,182 --> 00:38:19,402
- ♪ Something blue ♪
- ♪ Something blue ♪
760
00:38:19,402 --> 00:38:22,143
♪ Ooh ♪
761
00:38:22,143 --> 00:38:25,059
♪ You're just too good
to be true ♪
762
00:38:25,059 --> 00:38:27,410
♪ Can't take my eyes
off of you ♪
763
00:38:27,410 --> 00:38:30,456
♪ You'd be like heaven
to touch ♪
764
00:38:30,456 --> 00:38:33,285
♪ I want to hold you
so much ♪
765
00:38:33,285 --> 00:38:35,809
♪ At long last,
love has arrived ♪
766
00:38:35,809 --> 00:38:38,464
♪ And I thank God
I'm alive ♪
767
00:38:38,464 --> 00:38:41,380
♪ You're just too good
to be true ♪
768
00:38:41,380 --> 00:38:45,340
♪ Can't take my eyes
off of you ♪
769
00:38:48,082 --> 00:38:51,651
♪ I need you, baby ♪
770
00:38:51,651 --> 00:38:54,175
♪ And if
it's quite alright ♪
771
00:38:54,175 --> 00:38:55,873
♪ I need you, baby ♪
772
00:38:55,873 --> 00:38:57,309
♪ Unh, you know I need you,
baby ♪
773
00:38:57,309 --> 00:38:58,615
♪ To warm
the lonely nights ♪
774
00:38:58,615 --> 00:38:59,746
♪ Unh, to warm
the lonely nights ♪
775
00:38:59,746 --> 00:39:03,184
♪ I love you, baby ♪
776
00:39:03,184 --> 00:39:05,317
This is perfect.
777
00:39:05,317 --> 00:39:06,449
I know.
778
00:39:09,626 --> 00:39:13,804
♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪
779
00:39:13,804 --> 00:39:15,806
♪ Don't let me down,
I pray ♪
780
00:39:15,806 --> 00:39:18,591
♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪
781
00:39:18,591 --> 00:39:21,159
♪ Now that I found you,
stay ♪
782
00:39:21,159 --> 00:39:24,031
♪ And let me love you ♪
783
00:39:24,031 --> 00:39:29,297
♪ Oh, baby, let me love you,
okay ♪
784
00:39:29,297 --> 00:39:32,562
♪ There's no reason
to even talk about last night ♪
785
00:39:32,562 --> 00:39:35,086
♪ I'm trying to love you and
turn you on like a flashlight ♪
786
00:39:35,086 --> 00:39:38,089
♪ And I ain't never gon worry
bout what yo past life ♪
787
00:39:38,089 --> 00:39:40,831
♪ We gotta kid, we gon raise
her up like the gas price ♪
788
00:39:40,831 --> 00:39:43,442
♪ When we locked eyes,
the feelings was
originally lopsided ♪
789
00:39:43,442 --> 00:39:46,314
I'm glad I came back.
Me, too.
790
00:39:46,314 --> 00:39:49,100
♪ You covered up your heart
so I had to go find it ♪
791
00:39:49,100 --> 00:39:51,798
♪ You can't find love mixed
with all that pride in ♪
792
00:39:51,798 --> 00:39:54,235
♪ Yet you think you'll be the
one that I could confide in ♪
793
00:39:54,235 --> 00:39:55,280
♪ You mine, then ♪
794
00:39:58,849 --> 00:39:59,980
Scotch, please.
795
00:40:02,940 --> 00:40:04,985
Tequila, stat.
796
00:40:08,423 --> 00:40:09,555
Cheers.
797
00:40:15,213 --> 00:40:18,042
Hannah told me
about your talk.
798
00:40:18,042 --> 00:40:21,480
Her parents are taking her
to rehab tomorrow.
799
00:40:21,480 --> 00:40:23,003
Thank you.
800
00:40:24,918 --> 00:40:26,398
You're welcome.
801
00:40:27,573 --> 00:40:30,924
You have grown...
a lot.
802
00:40:32,273 --> 00:40:35,102
As a doctor, as a father,
as a man.
803
00:40:36,756 --> 00:40:39,193
Thank you.
I have.
804
00:40:51,031 --> 00:40:52,946
My cancer is back.
805
00:40:55,166 --> 00:40:58,256
It's progressed
to a glioblastoma.
806
00:41:01,912 --> 00:41:04,784
There are...
new experimental--
807
00:41:04,784 --> 00:41:06,612
No, no, no, no,
no, no.
808
00:41:08,309 --> 00:41:10,007
It's terminal.
809
00:41:14,577 --> 00:41:16,274
I'm dying.
810
00:41:31,985 --> 00:41:33,944
[cellphone vibrates]
811
00:41:33,944 --> 00:41:35,989
[both chuckle]
812
00:41:38,339 --> 00:41:39,689
Amir will be here
in a minute
813
00:41:39,689 --> 00:41:42,082
to take you
to your hotel.
814
00:41:42,082 --> 00:41:45,085
Or we could go back
to your place.
815
00:41:45,085 --> 00:41:47,000
I can't.
816
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:48,828
Not if it's gonna be
a one-night stand.
817
00:41:50,177 --> 00:41:51,831
It's not gonna be
a one-night stand.
818
00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:58,838
Oh.
819
00:41:58,838 --> 00:42:00,927
You okay?
820
00:42:00,927 --> 00:42:03,190
Oh, yeah.
I just feel a little bit sick.
821
00:42:03,190 --> 00:42:04,322
Yeah, you feel warm.
822
00:42:04,322 --> 00:42:05,802
You didn't drink anything,
did you?
823
00:42:06,890 --> 00:42:09,153
No,
because of the medication.
824
00:42:09,153 --> 00:42:10,807
Claire?
825
00:42:11,721 --> 00:42:12,983
Claire? Clai--
826
00:42:16,551 --> 00:42:17,814
[Amir]
Hi. Are you Jared?
827
00:42:23,210 --> 00:42:25,125
St. Bonaventure,
as fast as you can drive.
828
00:42:31,436 --> 00:42:33,656
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