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(11月)

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我今早在車裡播放這首歌

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{\an8}(她一歲了)

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- 驚喜
- 什麼...

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怎麼回事?發生什麼事?

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今天我的癌細胞轉移滿一年了

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潘醫生,要吃蛋糕嗎?

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不了,謝謝,是芳菲提蛋糕呢

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但是不要,不然...這樣吧

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如果可以的話,我要一頂派對帽

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我真是太開心了

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其實我有個一歲大的孩子

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她會對鴨子呱呱叫

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好可愛

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總之,我想說的是

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我剛看了一下掃瞄結果
我要告訴妳沒有新的擴散

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情況穩定

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但是要小心噁心感

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- 好嗎?
- 好

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大麻治療看來有用

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桑妮雅告訴我

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妳是第四期支持團體最受歡迎的人

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- 所以...對,所以...
- 第四期

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- 好耶,第四期
- 很好

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妳們感恩節有活動嗎?

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- 我的搭檔要作菜
- 搭...

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我不知道妳開公司

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不,我有多個對象

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我和兩個人交往

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真是太棒了

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更多人幫忙塞火雞餡料

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- 或是...
- 你真下流

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沒錯

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這個派對真棒,慶祝妳的...

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愛你唷,潘醫生

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- 謝謝
- 妳真好

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好,我把這個還給妳們

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你留著吧

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謝謝

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好嗎?

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《死前慾望清單》

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(假期愉快)

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天啊

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那是我想的東西嗎?是肛塞嗎?

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還有它的小朋友

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等等

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妳看

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是個肛塞家族

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- 對啊
- 寶寶、媽媽、爸爸

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我不知道你們喜歡肛塞

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對,他說想試一試

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感恩節的特別禮物

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天啊

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希望是吃飯前

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妳懂我的意思吧

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如果你們要用肛門和肛塞

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可以不要在沙發上做嗎?

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因為那裡現在是我的家了

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他的屁股在哪裡,我就去哪裡,所以...

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- 真是的...
- 無法保證

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癌症生日快樂,親愛的

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謝謝,妳真是最棒的女人

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真可惜我不能吃這塊精美的蛋糕

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好東西我都不能吃

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好,我要走了,他來了

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妳還好嗎?

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還好,我喜歡走廊

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我喜歡日光燈的聲音,很舒緩我的情緒

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謝謝,妳需要的都帶了嗎?

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對

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妳好

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她在裡面

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好,妳要做什麼?

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我要做什麼?

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對啊,我們都沒機會聊幾句

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我只是想...

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可以聊聊我要做什麼?

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我要打給醫院負責帳單的部門

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吼他們寄了不是帳單的帳單

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他們應該叫她的保險公司付錢才對

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然後我要去找房子

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但是要願意
讓我在沒有收入或錢的狀況下簽租約

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然後如果我的身體還撐得住

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我要呼更多麻,讓我忘記心碎

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看來妳今晚很忙

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對啊,超忙的

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好的

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你要讓她開心

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時間快沒了,她的體力只能撐一個小時
所以快進去吧

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說說你送我的癌症生日植物
你這個沒用的傢伙

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我慌了,所以帶了株植物給妳

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妳喜歡嗎?

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很討厭

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我要把它放在沒有排水孔的花盆裡

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那是龜背芋

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獨特的葉片,很容易照顧

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如果你再繼續談那株植物
你知道會發生什麼事嗎?

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妳澆水後要先等它乾掉才能再澆水

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會痛嗎?

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會,好痛

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- 好痛
- 你要蛋糕嗎?

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要,謝謝

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舔掉我手指上的蛋糕

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- 是芳菲提嗎?
- 給我閉嘴

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我要把你鬆綁

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繼續舔

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你當然來了,你當然會出現

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不,別現在出現

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別現在出現

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滾出去

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滾

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妳還好嗎?

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抱歉

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我小的時候被人猥褻

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我...

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我從沒和別人高潮過

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我想試著和你做時高潮

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我很想試試

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如果你願意試的話

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好啊

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好

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我不知道可以說多少次「好」
而不會聽起來像變態

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去靠牆站著,給我看你的粉紅屁屁

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站在角落

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我有好消息

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我跟他說我想和他做時高潮

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謝謝,所以我們要試試看

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桑妮雅教我深度呼吸的技巧

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所以我感覺很好

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我想聖誕節前我會試著高潮

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好像溫馨聖誕電影,《莫莉的聖誕高潮》

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她會沿著山高潮

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好耶

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- 她會什麼?
- 會沿著山高潮

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- 她會什麼?
- 她會沿著山高潮

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她會沿著山高潮

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謝謝妳們讓我加入這個團體

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妳們知道我聖誕節想要什麼嗎?

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一頂讓我看起來不像碧亞瑟的假髮

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對啊,保險公司應該開始支付
黑人髮型質感的假髮

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那我會高潮

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我們都要為這個深呼吸,來吧

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然後冷靜下來

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聽著,妳看起來很酷,但妳在這裡幹嘛?

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除了和一群快死的娘們鬼混
妳沒有別的事好做嗎?

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- 有點傷人,但是我沒別的事
- 對啊

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真的沒有

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而且我覺得我對這個團體是好事
因為我非常難過

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非常難過

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因為我和男朋友分手了,而且...

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管他去死

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妮琪是很棒的演員

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已經不是了,但是...我也不知道

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至少我沒有癌症,因為看起來很糟

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好,我們今天要試新的東西

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大家拿出筆記本

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我們要寫下令我們害怕的事

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- 好耶
- 或是畫出來

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而且我要大家這個星期
在家裡繼續做這件事

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開始吧

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妳在寫什麼?

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妳在做什麼?

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妳怪怪的,妳需要我

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史帝夫帶我們去找一個治療師

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他說如果我一直說出這件事

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我就能放下

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但我從來不想在史帝夫面前談這件事

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那就告訴我

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但是妳已經知道了

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對,但我從沒完整聽過一次

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我寫下來了

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我可以唸給妳聽

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「我七歲那年

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被我媽的新男友猥褻

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他很有錢

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他有一支高級的手錶,我媽很喜歡

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他帶我們去佛羅里達州

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出發前一晚,我們住在他家

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我們在雨中拿著行李過去

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我媽向他要柳橙汁

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我站在門框下,就在我媽所在的客廳

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和臥室之間
而他在臥室裡用手指攪拌倒進果汁的粉末

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我沒告訴她

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幾分鐘後,她就不醒人事了

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然後她男友叫我玩口交的遊戲
他說愛我,而且...

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我只想離開

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但是他把我的衣服藏起來

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所以我拿梳子丟他,衝出臥室

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我想回家

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我去找我媽,用力搖晃她

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我說:『我們得走了』

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她醒來三秒鐘說:『妳走吧,我要睡覺』

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然後我回去她男友身邊
並向他道歉拿梳子丟他」

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妳睡著了嗎?有那麼無聊嗎?

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什麼?不,我在哭

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我當然是在哭

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對,這樣比較合理

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好的

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- 妳放屁嗎?
- 對

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妳放屁了

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對不起

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是壓力屁

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我想因為我剛才告訴妳的事
妳不會對我生氣

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不,我當然只能忍住

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只是...我就在這裡

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妳覺得我痊癒了嗎?

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妳認為因為我說出來就痊癒了嗎?

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我覺得我們應該打給桑妮雅

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還有找個治療師

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不,我可以的

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我有妳

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(12月)

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告訴我在哪裡

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在妳腿上

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只用一隻手指

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在妳大腿裡

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求我

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求求妳

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好

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你可以用一隻手指摸我的大腿

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膝蓋

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我的腿

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腳

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腳趾

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00:14:08,222 --> 00:14:09,223
手掌

226
00:14:13,853 --> 00:14:15,813
指尖

227
00:14:17,607 --> 00:14:18,733
胸部

228
00:14:28,159 --> 00:14:29,160
疤

229
00:14:33,081 --> 00:14:36,000
「我害怕我愛的人要我死

230
00:14:37,752 --> 00:14:40,797
因為我的家人知道很痛苦...」

231
00:14:43,716 --> 00:14:45,133
我覺得好蠢

232
00:14:45,134 --> 00:14:47,720
她在唸我寫的東西,但我在跳舞

233
00:14:48,304 --> 00:14:50,013
對,她要唸出妳寫的東西

234
00:14:50,014 --> 00:14:52,057
而妳只要隨之起舞就好

235
00:14:52,058 --> 00:14:54,060
試著找到恐懼住在妳身體哪裡

236
00:14:54,685 --> 00:14:56,187
妳可以的,好

237
00:14:56,771 --> 00:15:00,148
「知道自己快死了感覺很痛苦

238
00:15:00,149 --> 00:15:02,234
但又不是馬上會死

239
00:15:02,235 --> 00:15:04,612
有時候我覺得他們很冷漠

240
00:15:06,489 --> 00:15:07,532
我不怪他們

241
00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:10,326
好吧,我怪他們

242
00:15:12,620 --> 00:15:15,248
但我老婆並不冷漠

243
00:15:16,040 --> 00:15:17,916
而我有罪惡感

244
00:15:17,917 --> 00:15:19,877
好像我應該放手讓她走

245
00:15:24,006 --> 00:15:25,549
說到放棄

246
00:15:25,550 --> 00:15:28,261
我拉在褲子裡,再見」

247
00:15:28,970 --> 00:15:29,971
好的

248
00:15:31,681 --> 00:15:32,974
好,下一位是誰?

249
00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:37,395
妳又懷孕了,還是同一個寶寶?

250
00:15:38,354 --> 00:15:40,313
- 不,我知道聽起來不對
- 什麼?

251
00:15:40,314 --> 00:15:43,358
當然不是同一個寶寶

252
00:15:43,359 --> 00:15:45,986
- 妳見過我女兒,這是...
- 對,我知道

253
00:15:45,987 --> 00:15:47,696
這是...我又懷孕了

254
00:15:47,697 --> 00:15:49,948
如果妳要一直生這麼多孩子

255
00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:53,160
我覺得妳至少應該換件孕婦裝

256
00:15:53,161 --> 00:15:54,787
因為看起來全都一樣

257
00:15:55,705 --> 00:15:56,913
看起來像惡作劇

258
00:15:56,914 --> 00:15:59,375
好吧,妳的人生一團亂

259
00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:03,628
妳連張床也沒有,拜託瞧瞧我們

260
00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:04,754
現在看看我們

261
00:16:04,755 --> 00:16:07,842
我們就在電梯旁,在走廊裡慶祝光明節

262
00:16:08,509 --> 00:16:10,177
好吧,說真的

263
00:16:10,178 --> 00:16:12,345
- 妳得...我有...
- 不,認真點

264
00:16:12,346 --> 00:16:14,973
- 真的,這就是這個環境
- 我得對妳嚴肅一點

265
00:16:14,974 --> 00:16:16,141
對吧?我穿的是工作服

266
00:16:16,142 --> 00:16:19,478
- 我們談吧
- 妳得和她設立一些界線

267
00:16:20,438 --> 00:16:21,730
好嗎?我是說真的

268
00:16:21,731 --> 00:16:24,649
謝了,我會試試看,我會...

269
00:16:24,650 --> 00:16:27,986
我會和快死而且最好的朋友設立界線

270
00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:30,947
- 聽著,我知道妳愛她
- 聽著,我知道

271
00:16:30,948 --> 00:16:32,450
但是...

272
00:16:33,075 --> 00:16:35,702
我以為妳只是要帶她去看醫生

273
00:16:35,703 --> 00:16:37,245
- 我不知道妳要放棄...
- 什麼?

274
00:16:37,246 --> 00:16:38,330
人生所有其他事情

275
00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:39,706
例如,妳愛諾亞

276
00:16:39,707 --> 00:16:43,293
對,重點不是帶她去看該死的醫生

277
00:16:43,294 --> 00:16:45,129
- 這...
- 而是...我總是...

278
00:16:45,922 --> 00:16:48,048
該怎麼向妳解釋呢?像這個

279
00:16:48,049 --> 00:16:51,176
她的血在我的衣服上
我根本不記得這是何時發生的事

280
00:16:51,177 --> 00:16:53,762
到了現在,我有一半的衣服有她的血

281
00:16:53,763 --> 00:16:55,848
我就是這副德性

282
00:16:56,349 --> 00:16:58,850
而且當我看著這個

283
00:16:58,851 --> 00:17:03,563
我想的是我以後會很高興這裡有血

284
00:17:03,564 --> 00:17:07,235
當她不在了,我會很高興有這個血漬

285
00:17:18,454 --> 00:17:20,414
她知道妳為她做的事嗎?

286
00:17:27,922 --> 00:17:30,508
對了,我們忘了最重要的部分

287
00:17:34,011 --> 00:17:35,555
沒錯,我們忘了

288
00:17:37,306 --> 00:17:38,266
- 好
- 妳準備好了嗎?

289
00:17:42,144 --> 00:17:45,772
光明,請點亮燈檯

290
00:17:45,773 --> 00:17:48,818
我們來開趴,圍著燈檯跳舞

291
00:17:49,610 --> 00:17:50,611
我可以再摸妳一次嗎?

292
00:17:54,699 --> 00:17:55,700
摸這裡

293
00:18:28,983 --> 00:18:29,984
好啊

294
00:18:40,745 --> 00:18:41,746
我愛妳

295
00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:49,128
這...會很奇怪嗎?

296
00:19:08,189 --> 00:19:09,190
不

297
00:19:11,609 --> 00:19:12,610
莫莉

298
00:19:14,278 --> 00:19:15,445
莫莉?

299
00:19:15,446 --> 00:19:17,031
走開

300
00:19:24,246 --> 00:19:25,247
走開

301
00:19:42,473 --> 00:19:46,143
「第一個說愛我的男人是我媽的男朋友

302
00:19:51,148 --> 00:19:52,817
他要我也說愛他

303
00:19:53,776 --> 00:19:56,111
他要我說那些話

304
00:19:56,112 --> 00:19:59,740
我想他知道,他從我身上奪走愛

305
00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:02,702
每次只要我有愛,他就會出現」

306
00:20:09,458 --> 00:20:11,167
抱歉,這對我來說沒有用

307
00:20:11,168 --> 00:20:12,419
- 我...
- 沒關係

308
00:20:12,420 --> 00:20:14,254
回到呼吸的階段

309
00:20:14,255 --> 00:20:16,589
不,我不需要為了

310
00:20:16,590 --> 00:20:19,092
30年前發生的事跳舞
這樣又改變不了任何事

311
00:20:19,093 --> 00:20:20,677
莫莉,妳的腿

312
00:20:20,678 --> 00:20:23,221
我不要呼吸到腿裡,傳遞善的能量給腿

313
00:20:23,222 --> 00:20:25,224
不是,妳的腿...腫起來了

314
00:20:28,310 --> 00:20:30,813
太好了,真是夠了

315
00:20:33,232 --> 00:20:37,026
妳的腿出現深度靜脈栓塞

316
00:20:37,027 --> 00:20:41,781
我們可不希望栓塞進入肺部

317
00:20:41,782 --> 00:20:46,370
所以妳得吃強效抗凝血劑

318
00:20:46,996 --> 00:20:50,916
很遺憾妳得在這裡

319
00:20:51,876 --> 00:20:56,839
住上幾個星期,讓我們監控妳的情況

320
00:21:03,053 --> 00:21:04,388
妳...

321
00:21:06,390 --> 00:21:07,683
要不要我和妳一起呼吸?

322
00:21:10,186 --> 00:21:12,187
她已經幾個小時沒說話了

323
00:21:12,188 --> 00:21:14,731
- 好的
- 我想她只是需要時間

324
00:21:14,732 --> 00:21:16,274
當然,好的

325
00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:21,322
畢竟沒有人想在醫院過聖誕節

326
00:21:22,656 --> 00:21:25,493
抱歉,那...

327
00:21:33,959 --> 00:21:36,420
到了馬汀路德金恩日妳就會好起來

328
00:21:37,087 --> 00:21:38,255
總統日

329
00:21:39,131 --> 00:21:40,800
林肯會希望是這樣

330
00:21:41,884 --> 00:21:43,093
約翰甘迺迪絕對希望如此

331
00:21:46,639 --> 00:21:47,514
(隔壁的男人)

332
00:21:47,515 --> 00:21:48,807
是他

333
00:21:48,808 --> 00:21:51,060
妳確定不想接電話嗎?

334
00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:04,532
(喜悅)

335
00:22:10,704 --> 00:22:11,705
請妳吃

336
00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:16,961
一個給妳

337
00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:19,129
請慢用

338
00:22:21,924 --> 00:22:22,925
聖誕快樂

339
00:22:28,055 --> 00:22:31,307
今晚過後,妳會說

340
00:22:31,308 --> 00:22:35,103
「我怎麼從來沒有在醫院過新年?

341
00:22:35,104 --> 00:22:37,146
我這輩子都在幹嘛?」

342
00:22:37,147 --> 00:22:38,940
(新年快樂)

343
00:22:38,941 --> 00:22:40,149
- 我們準備好了
- 親愛的

344
00:22:40,150 --> 00:22:41,442
什麼事?

345
00:22:41,443 --> 00:22:42,361
我要走了

346
00:22:44,989 --> 00:22:45,822
什麼?

347
00:22:45,823 --> 00:22:48,741
我要出院,我有約會

348
00:22:48,742 --> 00:22:52,620
妳不能...跟誰約會?

349
00:22:52,621 --> 00:22:54,664
妳記得我跟一個男人取消了三次嗎?

350
00:22:54,665 --> 00:22:57,334
但丁,他在皇后區有個空手道場

351
00:22:57,918 --> 00:23:02,255
妳要穿那件嗎?

352
00:23:02,256 --> 00:23:03,632
對啊,怎麼了?

353
00:23:04,758 --> 00:23:06,801
有點可惜,因為我才剛...

354
00:23:06,802 --> 00:23:11,514
我買了這些裙子是要新年時一起穿的

355
00:23:11,515 --> 00:23:13,391
- 好
- 就是這樣

356
00:23:13,392 --> 00:23:14,977
多少錢?我還給妳

357
00:23:15,644 --> 00:23:17,061
重點不是那個

358
00:23:17,062 --> 00:23:19,732
在二手商店花五塊錢買的,重點是...

359
00:23:21,025 --> 00:23:23,693
這是什麼?這傢伙是誰?

360
00:23:23,694 --> 00:23:25,778
- 他有癖好嗎?妳喜歡他嗎?
- 我不知道

361
00:23:25,779 --> 00:23:28,114
- 像是...
- 我不知道,不在乎

362
00:23:28,115 --> 00:23:31,868
他說喜歡手淫,他運氣好,我也喜歡

363
00:23:31,869 --> 00:23:33,662
- 太好了
- 過來吧,美女

364
00:23:35,956 --> 00:23:39,208
太好了,妳要辦出院

365
00:23:39,209 --> 00:23:43,339
好主意,然後去幫一個陌生人手淫?

366
00:23:43,964 --> 00:23:44,965
對啊

367
00:23:47,509 --> 00:23:51,387
而不是和妳愛的人在一起

368
00:23:51,388 --> 00:23:52,305
別說了

369
00:23:52,306 --> 00:23:54,475
抱歉,但是妳到底在幹嘛?

370
00:23:55,184 --> 00:23:58,311
妳很接近了,快成功了

371
00:23:58,312 --> 00:24:00,146
我從來沒接近成功,那不是認真的好嗎?

372
00:24:00,147 --> 00:24:01,941
我快遲到了,真是的

373
00:24:03,025 --> 00:24:04,943
妳要我怎樣?坐在這裡

374
00:24:04,944 --> 00:24:06,986
看著妳試著傷害自己嗎?

375
00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:08,071
妳現在這樣

376
00:24:08,072 --> 00:24:12,617
我放下自己的生活就是為了這樣嗎?

377
00:24:12,618 --> 00:24:14,369
我叫妳別放下自己的生活

378
00:24:14,370 --> 00:24:17,246
- 我就叫妳別這麼做了
- 妳說希望死的時候和我在一起

379
00:24:17,247 --> 00:24:19,082
所以我就和妳一起死,我們要一起死

380
00:24:19,083 --> 00:24:21,167
- 不,妳不會死
- 我們要一起死

381
00:24:21,168 --> 00:24:22,418
妳不會死

382
00:24:22,419 --> 00:24:23,504
我...

383
00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:31,553
我又沒要妳這麼做

384
00:24:38,018 --> 00:24:39,269
我不想要快樂

385
00:24:48,779 --> 00:24:50,030
這只是一道氣球牆

386
00:25:20,019 --> 00:25:21,020
新年快樂

387
00:25:23,772 --> 00:25:24,773
謝謝

388
00:25:32,573 --> 00:25:33,657
妳怎麼停下來了?

389
00:25:36,076 --> 00:25:37,661
抱歉,我的手沒有感覺了

390
00:25:38,704 --> 00:25:39,872
繼續就對了

391
00:25:45,252 --> 00:25:46,085
妳在幹嘛?

392
00:25:46,086 --> 00:25:47,755
呼吸練習

393
00:25:48,714 --> 00:25:49,673
我們不是在做愛嗎?

394
00:25:51,550 --> 00:25:53,593
你沒聽到我說的嗎?我的手沒感覺了

395
00:25:53,594 --> 00:25:56,889
如果我的手沒感覺,我幹嘛要幫你手淫?

396
00:26:05,230 --> 00:26:06,940
妳還要呼吸多久?

397
00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:09,109
我還硬著

398
00:26:10,194 --> 00:26:11,945
我不想做了

399
00:26:12,780 --> 00:26:14,031
感覺好糟

400
00:26:14,823 --> 00:26:16,033
妳是說真的嗎?

401
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:20,245
對,我是說真的

402
00:26:21,121 --> 00:26:22,998
祝你的道場順利

403
00:26:40,974 --> 00:26:43,977
妳說得對,感覺很糟

404
00:26:54,404 --> 00:26:55,530
抱歉

405
00:26:55,531 --> 00:26:57,699
不,我才要道歉

406
00:27:00,577 --> 00:27:04,789
妳不需要快樂

407
00:27:04,790 --> 00:27:06,959
妳不需要因為我而快樂

408
00:27:09,795 --> 00:27:11,171
真的好難

409
00:27:14,591 --> 00:27:16,635
我一直在想所有事

410
00:27:17,970 --> 00:27:19,847
我完全無法忘記

411
00:27:23,308 --> 00:27:28,313
然後我想,也許就留在那裡吧

412
00:27:42,452 --> 00:27:44,079
我好難過

413
00:27:48,250 --> 00:27:50,251
對,我覺得妳在哀悼

414
00:27:50,252 --> 00:27:54,672
我覺得妳終於在哀悼他對妳做的事

415
00:27:54,673 --> 00:27:55,883
我不是

416
00:28:01,221 --> 00:28:06,435
我想握住他的手,他叫我別那麼幼稚

417
00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:13,025
而妳聽他的話

418
00:28:16,153 --> 00:28:18,864
對,妳從此失去了童年

419
00:28:51,104 --> 00:28:52,606
好耶

420
00:28:53,273 --> 00:28:54,274
好

421
00:29:06,912 --> 00:29:08,621
天啊,我為什麼笑了?

422
00:29:08,622 --> 00:29:11,916
桑妮雅說放心去做,妳可以笑,可以打嗝

423
00:29:11,917 --> 00:29:13,417
妳可以放屁、打呵欠

424
00:29:13,418 --> 00:29:15,921
不論妳需要感覺什麼,去做就對了

425
00:30:35,709 --> 00:30:39,463
(四月)

426
00:30:53,185 --> 00:30:55,770
- 嗨,我只是想打招呼
- 嗨

427
00:30:55,771 --> 00:30:57,522
我不想打擾妳散步

428
00:30:59,024 --> 00:31:00,066
今天天氣很好

429
00:31:00,067 --> 00:31:01,777
對啊

430
00:31:02,611 --> 00:31:03,444
妮琪在哪裡?

431
00:31:03,445 --> 00:31:04,529
她和妹妹在一起

432
00:31:07,407 --> 00:31:09,325
好的,再見

433
00:31:09,326 --> 00:31:11,620
我從沒在白天在外面見過你

434
00:31:13,580 --> 00:31:14,581
很失望嗎?

435
00:31:22,089 --> 00:31:24,299
好吧,再見

436
00:31:35,936 --> 00:31:36,978
莫莉?

437
00:31:37,646 --> 00:31:38,854
莫莉?

438
00:31:38,855 --> 00:31:39,772
我好像跌倒了

439
00:31:39,773 --> 00:31:41,316
好,我來叫救護車

440
00:31:41,817 --> 00:31:43,025
等等

441
00:31:43,026 --> 00:31:45,362
- 我覺得不能等
- 閉嘴別說話

442
00:31:47,531 --> 00:31:49,157
我要你知道,我愛你

443
00:31:50,158 --> 00:31:53,245
我覺得我們應該相愛

444
00:31:54,454 --> 00:31:56,706
我當然愛妳

445
00:31:57,541 --> 00:31:59,292
我覺得我們在一起會有未來

446
00:32:04,047 --> 00:32:05,965
我愛你

447
00:32:05,966 --> 00:32:08,134
- 我愛你
- 喂?你好

448
00:32:08,135 --> 00:32:11,637
我這裡有緊急情況,需要救護車

449
00:32:11,638 --> 00:32:12,972
我愛你

450
00:32:12,973 --> 00:32:15,182
她無法呼吸了

451
00:32:15,183 --> 00:32:18,562
我們在聖詹姆士街和...

452
00:32:28,321 --> 00:32:29,238
(改編自同名播客)

453
00:32:29,239 --> 00:32:30,239
(靈感來自莫莉科真的生活)

454
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:31,574
(本節目雖改編自真實事件)

455
00:32:31,575 --> 00:32:32,908
(但地點和對話皆為虛構)

456
00:32:32,909 --> 00:32:34,244
(如有雷同,純屬戲劇需要)

457
00:33:12,282 --> 00:33:14,284
字幕翻譯:愛珍