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Just hold still, Molly.
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Sorry if I'm being dramatic.
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Mmm. Yeah, I'm not feeling anything.
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Really? 'Cause I thought I felt something.
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You know, the chances are so
small that it would be cancer at your age.
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Don't worry.
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Get some sleep.
Are you drinking enough water?
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The gloves down here are always too small.
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Maybe your hands
are too big. You know what that means.
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Oh, my God. Are they flirting?
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You're blushing.
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It's like I'm not here.
It's like I'm part of this table.
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I'm so sick of being a patient.
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Hold on.
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Okay, Molly. I'm gonna put on some music.
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♪ Leaning out the window ♪
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♪ Touching stars ♪
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I don't want music.
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I don't want music!
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♪ Got to live your life ♪
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Stop. Stop the music!
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Please, please don't move.
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Stop!
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Hi. Okay... Um...
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Sorry, listen. Uh, w-what exactly, uh,
is the issue wi-with the radiation?
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I just... I wa... Is it okay if I just
take a break just for a few days?
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- I'm... I'm sorry.
- We really...
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No, no. Don't say sorry.
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- I need a break. I need a break.
- Sorry. Listen.
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- Don't say you're sorry, Molly. Get angry.
- Wait. Laura,
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- I need you to help me out here.
- What? I'm sorry.
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Dr. P, it's Nikki.
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- My name is Nikki.
- Nikki.
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Nikki. Of course, I'm sorry.
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Thank you, Sonya, for piping up.
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And, look... No, I know.
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I-I understand. I-I get it.
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What with the hip surgery, you have
both had, huh, a rough time this month.
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What did you say? A rough time?
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- Well...
- Okay.
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I just want you to remember
that pieces of her bone have been removed.
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She's got a metal rod in her leg.
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And now she has a tumor in her eye.
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So I'm pretty sure
you didn't just say, "A rough time,"
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because if you did,
then you're gonna have to go ahead
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and kiss Laura's ass.
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- Oh, fuck.
- What...
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- I'm sorry.
- Um...
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Well, I can't unsee that, can I?
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{\an8}No, obviously you can.
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He's been an oncologist for 40 years.
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They're talking about
banning you from procedures.
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- That makes sense.
- Is she okay?
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She looks so tired.
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I think we're both losing it.
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...losing control like that.
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{\an8} "Blindfold sex. Cuckolding.
Tickle torture. Lactation fetish?"
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I don't think I have that one.
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- Okay. That sounds right.
- No, no, no.
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{\an8} "Wall Street wolf by day,
your little bitch by night."
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- Huh, that's promising.
- No, no. It's fine.
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I won't grab my butt
at any more doctors. Okay?
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You have been so angry.
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I... I'm great. I'm fine.
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And I'm doing all this, and I'm smiling.
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Well, it's a very weird smile.
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- Is it?
- Mm-hmm.
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Molly.
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Molly.
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Radiation is gonna make you
feel better in the long run.
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- I don't think that you should stop.
- I don't wanna talk about being sick.
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I joined a kinky dating app yesterday.
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Do you think
I'm a spanko painslut cuckquean?
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Yes. Oh, yes.
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I hear you.
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You both need a break from the hospital.
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- Okay. Come here. Come here.
- What's this?
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Shh. What're you doing tomorrow night?
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And do you have any clothes
that you would describe as pop princess
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who is secretly fucking
all the Spice Girls?
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I, like, have been preparing
for whatever this is for my entire life.
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Do I look like I have cancer?
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- No, you look like you have chlamydia.
- Okay.
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Really? That's what I was going for.
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- Hi, hi, hi.
- Hey.
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You look perfect.
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- Thank you.
- Is that food?
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Ah, it's lasagna. It's for the potluck.
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This is a sex party potluck?
This is a fuck potluck?
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That's my ex. It's their party.
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Whoa, there's some really
interesting smells in here.
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Like vagina and oregano.
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Is that a butthole? No, it's a lamp.
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- Sonya.
- G.
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And Sonya's friends.
Let me take your coats.
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- Welcome, welcome.
- Hey.
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Okay, well,
obviously you guys signed the waiver,
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so you understand the rules, right?
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There's no touching without consent,
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- and if anyone makes you uncomfortable...
- Oh, my God. This is too much.
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I'm staying for ten minutes,
and then I'm leaving.
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Here are your drink tickets.
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- I want that. Yeah.
- Yeah. And, uh...
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- Sorry, but we're out of ice.
- It's 10:15.
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- How are you already out of ice?
- You wanna get ice?
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- Get ice. A lot of people came.
- You are so chaotic.
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- They had ice.
- Okay, okay, okay.
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- I drink my shit neat.
- All right.
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So...
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In this room, no phones.
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Oh, my God.
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We have dancing!
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We have some cuddling happening.
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Vulva studying. Shibari ropes.
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Hey, Sasha. Are you getting tied tonight?
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♪ You do, I know you do, baby ♪
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♪ Bet, bet on that ♪
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♪ You do, bet you do, s-say you do ♪
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♪ Bet, bet on that ♪
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♪ You, you, you do ♪
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Do you like that?
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- You're mine now.
- Yes.
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Oh, yes.
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You're incredible.
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Touch yourself.
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Yeah. Just like that.
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Don't come until I say so.
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Please.
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Please.
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Now.
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Perfect.
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What's going on for you right now?
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You okay?
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That's-That's what I want.
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What did Sonya tell you about us?
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Uh, nothing. Just that you dated and--
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Uh, we didn't date. We fucked.
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Dykes can be disgusting people.
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It was profane. Almost sacrilegious.
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God. I just...
I just loved watching you at the party.
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Tell me how to do what you do.
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Why are you whispering?
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You think this is something
to be ashamed about?
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No.
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Look, topping's a sacred skill, okay?
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All right? It's just learning
what terrifies you,
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and working with that until you come.
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It's about facing down the shadow self
that lives inside all of us, right?
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Who are you inside?
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What type of animal are you?
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Yeah, I don't know.
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I mean, I'm not a top. Or... Or...
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I-I don't know what you call it.
Like, a... Like a dominatrix.
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It's-It's not about the terminology,
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it's about the subconscious, right?
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Don't even think.
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What do you fantasize about?
Tying someone up?
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Total control? Anything.
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I kicked my neighbor in the fucking dick.
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Fuck, yeah. Fuck, yeah. Yes, you did.
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See, that's hot. That's some shit.
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See, now-now we're talking, right?
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So you get off on having
a certain type of power, right?
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- Yes.
- Hmm.
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So the first step then is to put yourself
in a more submissive role.
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No, I wanna be in control.
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Right, right.
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Well, in order to be good
at being in control,
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you need to understand
what it's like to submit sexually.
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- So, look. I'd be willing to show you.
- No.
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You don't wanna submit to me?
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No. I-I need to be in charge.
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Submission scares you, I get it.
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I was just looking for some pointers.
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When you're ready to meet
your shadow self, come back.
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The whale's in my section again.
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Thank you for-for your time.
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- What?
- Thank you.
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Your sister wants to know
why you quit the play.
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- Oh, those jeans are so cute.
- Thank you.
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Why do you smell so bad?
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Oh, my God.
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- Ugh.
- She went to a sex party last night.
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No. It was a...
It was a kink-forward play party potluck.
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I need you to stay as far away
from me as possible.
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I'm too pregnant for that shit.
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Okay, and I didn't quit the play.
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I would not ever quit the play.
I got fired.
189
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Why? Because you're taking
Molly to doctor's appointments?
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Don't do that.
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She's at the hospital every day.
She's being amazing.
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So what, you're just
gonna let Molly ruin your entire life?
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I'm sorry, but I'm concerned.
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This is new for you.
The taking care of someone.
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Can you just shut up?
Like, just stop fucking talking.
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Hey, Nikki. You okay?
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I'm sorry.
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Sorry.
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So my buddy started calling me
Hoops as a goof,
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because I sucked at basketball.
201
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And then they started calling me Hooper.
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How do we start talking about it?
I don't know.
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- I think I'm the one that has to initiate.
- Actually, I changed it legally.
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So when did you figure out
that you liked orgasm torture?
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Uh, probably when I was canvassing
for Obama. Like '06.
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Oh.
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So do you wanna go over boundaries?
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Oh, right. Yes. Um...
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No bruises. I work in finance.
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But I do want you to step on me.
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And I'm into penis humiliation.
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- Is that when I yell at your penis?
- Mm-hmm.
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Yeah, I want you to talk
about how small and sad my penis is.
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And are-are you into cock cages?
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Excuse me. Sorry. Is it possible
to get some whole milk with this, please?
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- Sure.
- Like, the good stuff from a cow.
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Let's go to the World Wide Web.
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Oh.
219
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Oh. Yeah, I can do that.
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Yay.
221
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What about you? What're your limits?
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Oh. Um...
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I keep my underwear on.
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I don't talk about my personal life.
225
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No penetrative sex.
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And you don't come unless I say so.
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Totally cool. I can respect a hard limit.
228
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I like your, uh, cane.
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Oh, shit. The cane.
230
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Is that part of the kink?
231
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Oh, yeah.
232
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It's my thing.
233
00:11:07,166 --> 00:11:09,210
Can he tell the belt
is actually a back brace?
234
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Stop it. You have all the power.
You're in control.
235
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He shouldn't be standing in front of you.
He should be kneeling.
236
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Kneel down.
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Where everyone could see you,
you dirty little boy.
238
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- Can I smell you please?
- Yes.
239
00:11:46,956 --> 00:11:50,458
No, your neighbor saw you?
Did you talk to him?
240
00:11:50,459 --> 00:11:52,752
No, I couldn't, 'cause
I was in the middle of getting smelled.
241
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- Oh, but of course.
- Besides,
242
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he doesn't even look at me anymore.
243
00:11:55,840 --> 00:12:01,511
So... So I had cock cage guy
walk on his knees into my apartment.
244
00:12:01,512 --> 00:12:05,932
And then I tried to insult his penis,
but when I took off his clothes...
245
00:12:05,933 --> 00:12:07,267
Oh, my God. I'm so scared.
246
00:12:07,268 --> 00:12:09,103
What was it? Was it awful?
247
00:12:10,646 --> 00:12:12,773
It was beautiful.
248
00:12:13,858 --> 00:12:17,194
Like, this was the most beautiful dick
I have ever seen.
249
00:12:19,071 --> 00:12:20,238
You hate it, don't you?
250
00:12:20,239 --> 00:12:24,033
It was like finding a beautiful
secret waterfall made of penis.
251
00:12:24,034 --> 00:12:24,951
Yeah.
252
00:12:24,952 --> 00:12:26,661
It was like a penis waterfall.
253
00:12:26,662 --> 00:12:28,748
Is it the worst one you've ever seen?
254
00:12:30,833 --> 00:12:32,000
What a terrible dick.
255
00:12:34,378 --> 00:12:38,047
What a stupid, stupid penis.
256
00:12:38,048 --> 00:12:39,507
Now stand up.
257
00:12:46,682 --> 00:12:48,475
It goes through the... Yeah, that goes...
258
00:12:48,476 --> 00:12:51,270
Just thread that through the...
The little metal part.
259
00:12:51,771 --> 00:12:53,397
It's-It's like a bike lock.
260
00:12:56,901 --> 00:12:57,902
You're doing great.
261
00:12:59,487 --> 00:13:00,862
I'll just... Here. I'll get it.
262
00:13:00,863 --> 00:13:03,156
- Okay.
- Yeah. It's... This is tough.
263
00:13:03,157 --> 00:13:04,699
This part is actually the hardest part.
264
00:13:04,700 --> 00:13:07,577
It's just, like... Kinda tying a shoe.
265
00:13:07,578 --> 00:13:10,079
- Just over the loop, and... boop.
- Okay, got it.
266
00:13:10,080 --> 00:13:11,289
And once it's on, just clip that.
267
00:13:11,290 --> 00:13:12,248
Okay. Sorry.
268
00:13:12,249 --> 00:13:14,709
- I practiced. I just...
- It's okay. That's okay. That's okay.
269
00:13:14,710 --> 00:13:16,211
So then what're you supposed to do?
270
00:13:16,212 --> 00:13:18,254
You put it in the thing. In the...
Did you cage it?
271
00:13:18,255 --> 00:13:20,340
No. I mean, I couldn't do it.
It was too big.
272
00:13:20,341 --> 00:13:21,925
- Shut up.
- Yes.
273
00:13:21,926 --> 00:13:23,426
I had to, like, cram it in
274
00:13:23,427 --> 00:13:25,136
like I was balling up a sweat sock.
275
00:13:25,137 --> 00:13:26,846
You did it. You just go for it.
276
00:13:26,847 --> 00:13:29,474
He's coming back tomorrow
so that I can step on him.
277
00:13:29,475 --> 00:13:31,142
Oh, my God.
278
00:13:33,521 --> 00:13:34,814
Yeah. Hold on.
279
00:13:35,689 --> 00:13:38,359
But, well, let me just figure it out,
'cause I gotta check my schedule.
280
00:13:39,193 --> 00:13:40,318
That's him.
281
00:13:40,319 --> 00:13:41,611
Well, let me just see. Hold on a second.
282
00:13:41,612 --> 00:13:42,947
That's my old doctor.
283
00:13:45,908 --> 00:13:48,201
Oh, have you been coming here a lot?
284
00:13:48,202 --> 00:13:49,118
Yes.
285
00:13:49,119 --> 00:13:50,579
I... No. I-I don't know.
286
00:13:51,664 --> 00:13:52,748
I just like to watch him.
287
00:13:53,374 --> 00:13:54,667
Well, either's good.
288
00:13:56,460 --> 00:13:57,461
Come on.
289
00:13:58,629 --> 00:14:02,341
How... How do you not just,
like, wanna fucking kill this guy?
290
00:14:03,467 --> 00:14:04,801
Look at this fucking asshole.
291
00:14:04,802 --> 00:14:06,010
That's--
292
00:14:06,011 --> 00:14:08,930
This is fucking bullshit right here.
293
00:14:08,931 --> 00:14:12,809
He couldn't be bothered to
order a mammogram, and now you're dying,
294
00:14:12,810 --> 00:14:16,271
and he's like, "Oh, I'll just do, like,
normal fucking shit right now."
295
00:14:16,272 --> 00:14:18,565
Just normal fucking life
for this fucking asshole.
296
00:14:18,566 --> 00:14:20,067
Stop, stop. I don't want him to see me.
297
00:14:26,532 --> 00:14:28,908
When did we both get so angry?
298
00:14:28,909 --> 00:14:30,744
Are you okay?
299
00:14:31,662 --> 00:14:33,789
Yeah, I am fine.
300
00:14:37,334 --> 00:14:40,628
Well, actually, whatever. I didn't
really know how to tell you this,
301
00:14:40,629 --> 00:14:44,299
but I got fired from the play a month ago.
302
00:14:44,300 --> 00:14:45,383
No.
303
00:14:45,384 --> 00:14:47,928
Actually, I quit.
Or it was a quit-fire situation.
304
00:14:48,971 --> 00:14:50,471
It's not a big deal.
305
00:14:50,472 --> 00:14:52,849
I missed a bunch of rehearsals,
which is whatever,
306
00:14:52,850 --> 00:14:57,478
but I didn't wanna tell you because
I did not want you to think
307
00:14:57,479 --> 00:15:00,189
that it was, like, because of you,
308
00:15:00,190 --> 00:15:01,774
or it happened because
I'm taking care of you.
309
00:15:01,775 --> 00:15:03,986
- It is. It is because of me.
- No, it's not.
310
00:15:08,657 --> 00:15:10,783
Wait, but then why have we been
running your lines together?
311
00:15:10,784 --> 00:15:14,413
That's a good question.
I actually don't know.
312
00:15:15,247 --> 00:15:17,166
I guess I just like
reading Shakespeare to you.
313
00:15:21,879 --> 00:15:25,340
Okay. That's hilarious.
314
00:15:25,341 --> 00:15:28,385
Okay, that's great.
Well, yeah. Well, you better.
315
00:15:42,066 --> 00:15:43,192
Hmm.
316
00:16:17,226 --> 00:16:18,435
I'm gonna cover your face.
317
00:16:55,931 --> 00:16:58,517
You're weak. You're pathetic.
318
00:16:59,184 --> 00:17:03,646
- I hate you. I hate you.
- Red.
319
00:17:03,647 --> 00:17:06,149
I hate you.
320
00:17:06,150 --> 00:17:07,483
Red. Red.
321
00:17:07,484 --> 00:17:08,651
- I hate you!
- Red!
322
00:17:08,652 --> 00:17:09,903
What?
323
00:17:13,490 --> 00:17:14,491
What?
324
00:17:15,617 --> 00:17:17,660
Sorry, why did you say...
Why did you call the safe word?
325
00:17:17,661 --> 00:17:18,911
You were great. You were great.
326
00:17:18,912 --> 00:17:20,246
It's just, uh...
327
00:17:20,247 --> 00:17:23,709
It-It kinda felt like you were thinking
about something else there.
328
00:17:26,503 --> 00:17:28,046
And you gotta be careful.
329
00:17:28,047 --> 00:17:29,881
Like, top drop is really scary.
330
00:17:29,882 --> 00:17:32,676
Let's get some...
Let's get some snacks, and...
331
00:17:33,385 --> 00:17:34,386
Uh...
332
00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:36,680
Zesty jalapeño chips?
333
00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:45,064
Shit.
334
00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:54,573
I would like to...
335
00:17:57,284 --> 00:17:59,244
I am here to submit sexually to you.
336
00:18:00,537 --> 00:18:01,537
- Jesus.
- What?
337
00:18:01,538 --> 00:18:03,372
You said not to whisper or to be ashamed.
338
00:18:03,373 --> 00:18:05,542
Okay,
but can you keep it chill a little bit?
339
00:18:06,376 --> 00:18:07,543
Come on.
340
00:18:07,544 --> 00:18:10,130
I'm going on break.
Nobody touch my napkins.
341
00:18:11,715 --> 00:18:13,299
You're right. I'm scared.
342
00:18:13,300 --> 00:18:14,384
I'm scared...
343
00:18:15,052 --> 00:18:16,594
I'm scared of not being in control.
344
00:18:16,595 --> 00:18:20,307
I'm scared of not being able
to feel or move.
345
00:18:22,142 --> 00:18:23,810
I'm scared of losing my body.
346
00:18:23,811 --> 00:18:25,604
Something happened to you, right?
347
00:18:28,482 --> 00:18:29,483
Yeah.
348
00:18:30,859 --> 00:18:31,860
I get it.
349
00:18:34,238 --> 00:18:36,573
Look, vanilla sex...
350
00:18:38,075 --> 00:18:39,659
you can disappear, right?
351
00:18:39,660 --> 00:18:42,121
You can fake it. Who cares?
352
00:18:42,788 --> 00:18:47,251
This shit, you can't disappear.
Especially if you're in control.
353
00:18:48,168 --> 00:18:50,795
Right? That's like driving a car
and taking your hands off the wheel.
354
00:18:50,796 --> 00:18:53,464
It's fucking dangerous, right?
355
00:18:56,051 --> 00:18:59,138
You need to just learn to stay present.
356
00:18:59,680 --> 00:19:01,223
Stay right here.
357
00:19:03,350 --> 00:19:04,351
Can you show me?
358
00:19:05,227 --> 00:19:06,979
Do you want to submit to me?
359
00:19:10,482 --> 00:19:11,483
Yes.
360
00:19:13,527 --> 00:19:14,528
Good.
361
00:19:17,990 --> 00:19:21,368
Remember, you have the power
to stop this at any time.
362
00:19:23,620 --> 00:19:25,164
I wanna touch you now.
363
00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:27,166
Is that okay?
364
00:19:28,584 --> 00:19:29,668
Yes.
365
00:19:37,593 --> 00:19:41,012
Anyone could walk in here
at any second and just see us and...
366
00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:42,472
Shh.
367
00:19:43,473 --> 00:19:44,473
Quiet.
368
00:19:44,474 --> 00:19:48,562
Just be here.
369
00:19:58,864 --> 00:20:00,616
Just breathe.
370
00:20:02,784 --> 00:20:05,870
Do you like that? Do you want more?
371
00:20:05,871 --> 00:20:06,955
Yes.
372
00:20:08,999 --> 00:20:11,126
What do you want me to do next?
373
00:20:14,963 --> 00:20:16,632
Don't go anywhere. Stay right here.
374
00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:18,342
Stay right here.
375
00:20:26,475 --> 00:20:27,476
I want...
376
00:20:32,940 --> 00:20:38,987
you to tie my hands together,
but I don't want them over my head.
377
00:20:40,656 --> 00:20:42,741
Good. Good.
378
00:21:21,196 --> 00:21:22,239
Was that too much?
379
00:21:22,781 --> 00:21:23,782
No.
380
00:21:41,758 --> 00:21:43,510
Okay, I wanna stop now.
381
00:21:45,137 --> 00:21:46,138
Okay.
382
00:21:47,097 --> 00:21:48,098
Good.
383
00:21:55,564 --> 00:21:57,024
That was beautiful.
384
00:22:03,572 --> 00:22:04,948
You're so powerful.
385
00:22:08,410 --> 00:22:13,664
Okay, so, uh, you've decided
to do the radiation. Good. Um--
386
00:22:13,665 --> 00:22:15,167
I want you to sit next to me.
387
00:22:16,877 --> 00:22:18,711
Oh, I'm sorry, I have a very busy--
388
00:22:18,712 --> 00:22:20,130
Sit.
389
00:22:42,152 --> 00:22:44,154
I'm going to hold your hand now, okay?
390
00:22:46,531 --> 00:22:47,532
Okay.
391
00:22:55,582 --> 00:22:57,292
I'd like to know your first name.
392
00:22:58,335 --> 00:22:59,336
Oh.
393
00:22:59,920 --> 00:23:02,296
It's Jerry.
394
00:23:02,297 --> 00:23:05,216
- Jerry, hi.
- Hi.
395
00:23:05,217 --> 00:23:06,634
Where are you from, Jerry?
396
00:23:06,635 --> 00:23:10,846
Ooh. Well, um, just outside Toledo.
397
00:23:10,847 --> 00:23:12,640
Um, near the zoo.
398
00:23:12,641 --> 00:23:14,934
Jerry, going forward,
399
00:23:14,935 --> 00:23:18,062
I need you to walk me through ahead
of time, step by step,
400
00:23:18,063 --> 00:23:20,065
what will happen during a procedure.
401
00:23:20,982 --> 00:23:23,484
I need you to answer
all my questions, and Nikki's.
402
00:23:23,485 --> 00:23:26,737
I need you to listen to me
when I say what I feel,
403
00:23:26,738 --> 00:23:29,408
and hear me when I say I need a break.
404
00:23:33,286 --> 00:23:34,454
Now breathe with me.
405
00:23:35,622 --> 00:23:37,416
Breathe with you? That's...
406
00:23:38,625 --> 00:23:41,293
That's not...
That's not my cup of tea.
407
00:23:41,294 --> 00:23:43,213
- I don't... I don't think I can--
- You can do it, Jerry.
408
00:24:08,196 --> 00:24:10,991
Okay. You can go now.
409
00:24:28,925 --> 00:24:31,011
We're gonna figure out
a way to not be so angry.
410
00:24:44,274 --> 00:24:46,318
I forgive you!
411
00:24:46,902 --> 00:24:47,861
Look at me!
412
00:24:48,653 --> 00:24:51,156
Yeah! Fuck you!
413
00:24:51,823 --> 00:24:54,868
I forgive you. I forgive you!
414
00:24:57,204 --> 00:24:59,455
Yeah! Me! I forgive you!
415
00:24:59,456 --> 00:25:01,166
I forgive you!
416
00:25:08,423 --> 00:25:09,424
I forgive you.
417
00:25:12,052 --> 00:25:16,515
♪ I would like something special ♪
418
00:25:18,308 --> 00:25:21,852
♪ I would like to hold it,
Touch it, it be real ♪
419
00:25:24,481 --> 00:25:27,776
♪ Something cool and bendable ♪
420
00:25:28,443 --> 00:25:29,944
Hey. Um...
421
00:25:29,945 --> 00:25:33,532
Molly told me how you helped her,
and I wanted to say thank you.
422
00:25:38,119 --> 00:25:40,079
Why don't you come inside,
take off all your clothes,
423
00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:41,706
and put on the movie Minions?
424
00:25:43,750 --> 00:25:44,793
Yes, my king.
425
00:25:49,047 --> 00:25:53,677
♪ Can it watch out
And tell me when I'm crazy ♪
426
00:25:54,177 --> 00:25:56,428
This fucking guy.
427
00:25:56,429 --> 00:25:59,641
♪ ...could be vulnerable ♪
428
00:26:01,184 --> 00:26:03,394
♪ I would like that too ♪
429
00:26:03,395 --> 00:26:05,604
I don't know if you're embarrassed
about what happened
430
00:26:05,605 --> 00:26:08,023
or if you think about it at all,
431
00:26:08,024 --> 00:26:11,361
but we're gonna keep bumping into
each other, so get over it and look at me.
432
00:26:13,154 --> 00:26:17,157
♪ Something cool and bendable ♪
433
00:26:17,158 --> 00:26:18,660
I think about it all the time.
434
00:26:19,244 --> 00:26:22,913
♪ I would like something special ♪
435
00:26:22,914 --> 00:26:24,124
I said look at me.
436
00:26:25,292 --> 00:26:30,255
♪ I want something cool and bendable ♪
437
00:26:34,217 --> 00:26:37,512
♪ I would like something unusual ♪
438
00:26:40,181 --> 00:26:45,645
♪ I would like it to know how to party ♪
439
00:26:46,521 --> 00:26:50,525
♪ Something unflappable ♪
440
00:26:51,818 --> 00:26:54,903
♪ Can it have moves and platform shoes ♪
441
00:26:54,904 --> 00:26:58,240
♪ And know how to dance ♪
442
00:26:58,241 --> 00:27:01,620
♪ I would like something special ♪
443
00:27:04,164 --> 00:27:08,710
♪ I want something cool and bendable ♪
444
00:27:10,128 --> 00:27:15,091
♪ I would like something special ♪
445
00:27:16,009 --> 00:27:21,806
♪ I want something cool and bendable ♪