1 00:00:11,334 --> 00:00:13,334 [gentle piano music playing] 2 00:00:18,126 --> 00:00:20,126 - [people chatting] - [camera clicking] 3 00:00:29,418 --> 00:00:32,958 [interviewer] You're participating in the Miss International Queen pageant. 4 00:00:33,043 --> 00:00:34,953 Please tell our audience how you feel. 5 00:00:35,043 --> 00:00:38,413 I'm so nervous, but I'm so excited to take the throne today. 6 00:00:38,501 --> 00:00:40,671 - [camera clicking] - You're really sure about yourself? 7 00:00:40,751 --> 00:00:42,711 - [contestant] Yes. - [woman 1] Let me get one brush. 8 00:00:42,793 --> 00:00:45,373 - [woman 2] Water? - [man1] No. Right here. One more touch. 9 00:00:45,459 --> 00:00:47,209 [woman 3] All right. No problem. 10 00:00:47,293 --> 00:00:49,293 [gentle music builds] 11 00:00:50,501 --> 00:00:53,501 Excuse me! Move aside, please! Move aside! 12 00:00:53,584 --> 00:00:55,294 Large object coming through! 13 00:00:55,918 --> 00:00:56,918 You found it. 14 00:00:57,876 --> 00:00:59,586 - Excuse me. - [costumes jangling] 15 00:01:04,626 --> 00:01:06,496 - [woman 4] Excuse me. - [man 2] That's your chair. 16 00:01:06,584 --> 00:01:08,914 - [music soars] - [chatting indistinctly] 17 00:01:26,918 --> 00:01:28,918 [whooshing] 18 00:01:38,293 --> 00:01:39,293 [exhales] 19 00:01:49,168 --> 00:01:51,168 [insects chittering] 20 00:01:51,251 --> 00:01:53,251 [kids playing in distance] 21 00:01:56,668 --> 00:02:00,418 [upbeat pop music fading in] 22 00:02:00,501 --> 00:02:05,091 [boy singing along in Japanese] ♪ I got a new hairdo… ♪ 23 00:02:05,168 --> 00:02:06,748 SEIKO MATSUDA 24 00:02:06,834 --> 00:02:11,334 ♪ You say I look so different ♪ 25 00:02:13,001 --> 00:02:17,881 - ♪ You're looking pretty bashful… ♪ - [food sizzling] 26 00:02:19,209 --> 00:02:23,339 ♪ As you walk past me… ♪ 27 00:02:24,126 --> 00:02:26,706 [in English] What are you doing? Hurry up. Let's go. 28 00:02:26,793 --> 00:02:29,953 - [sizzling continues] - You heard your father. Go change. 29 00:02:30,584 --> 00:02:32,164 Hmm… You stupid-head! 30 00:02:33,293 --> 00:02:35,793 It's almost over, let him finish. 31 00:02:37,793 --> 00:02:42,833 [in Japanese] ♪ You're always hesitating… ♪ 32 00:02:43,959 --> 00:02:49,669 - ♪ It's like you're behind a wall… ♪ - [full band joins in] 33 00:02:49,751 --> 00:02:53,051 - [in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪ - [kids shout encouragement] 34 00:02:53,126 --> 00:02:56,086 [in Japanese] ♪ Open the door to summer ♪ 35 00:02:56,168 --> 00:02:58,998 ♪ And whisk me away somewhere ♪ 36 00:02:59,084 --> 00:03:01,834 [in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪ 37 00:03:02,459 --> 00:03:05,379 [in Japanese] ♪ Summer's gonna Open the door ♪ 38 00:03:05,459 --> 00:03:09,919 ♪ And take us just the way we are… ♪ 39 00:03:10,501 --> 00:03:12,001 [in English] Man-woman! 40 00:03:12,084 --> 00:03:13,334 You are so weird! 41 00:03:13,418 --> 00:03:14,418 Okama! 42 00:03:14,501 --> 00:03:15,751 Why are you all laughing? 43 00:03:15,834 --> 00:03:17,954 I'm just singing a song that I really like. 44 00:03:18,043 --> 00:03:20,793 - Stop making fun of all my clothes. - [laughing] 45 00:03:20,876 --> 00:03:22,416 {\an8}KENJI ONISHI KIDS AMATEUR SINGING CONTEST 46 00:03:22,501 --> 00:03:23,341 Run! 47 00:03:23,418 --> 00:03:24,628 [pop music continues] 48 00:03:24,709 --> 00:03:25,629 [man] Okay, next! 49 00:03:27,293 --> 00:03:28,373 Ready, 50 00:03:29,334 --> 00:03:30,294 set… 51 00:03:32,334 --> 00:03:33,454 [whistle blows] 52 00:03:33,543 --> 00:03:38,333 [in Japanese] ♪ A car passes by… ♪ 53 00:03:38,418 --> 00:03:39,458 [panting] 54 00:03:39,543 --> 00:03:45,163 ♪ We are on separate streets… ♪ 55 00:03:45,251 --> 00:03:47,631 [girl 1 in English] We both think that you should ask him out. 56 00:03:49,001 --> 00:03:51,091 [girl 2] What are you waiting for? Just do it. 57 00:03:52,043 --> 00:03:54,373 I got a new bra yesterday. It's really cute. 58 00:03:54,459 --> 00:03:55,879 - [girl 1] What color? - [girl 2] Pink. 59 00:03:55,959 --> 00:03:58,249 - [girl 1] Pink looks so good on you. - [girl 3] Yeah. 60 00:03:58,334 --> 00:04:01,164 [in Japanese] ♪ You say you love me… ♪ 61 00:04:01,251 --> 00:04:03,251 DEAR TAKESHI, YOU'RE ALWAYS SO POSITIVE 62 00:04:04,459 --> 00:04:06,299 ♪ Are you serious? ♪ 63 00:04:06,376 --> 00:04:07,376 FROM KENJI 64 00:04:09,543 --> 00:04:10,703 TO TAKESHI 65 00:04:10,793 --> 00:04:15,543 ♪ But everyone's watching me… ♪ 66 00:04:15,626 --> 00:04:16,836 [muffled dialogue] 67 00:04:16,918 --> 00:04:22,708 ♪ How could you do that to me? ♪ 68 00:04:22,793 --> 00:04:25,873 [in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪ 69 00:04:25,959 --> 00:04:26,999 It's the man-woman! 70 00:04:27,084 --> 00:04:28,204 DROP DEAD, LADYBOY 71 00:04:28,293 --> 00:04:30,413 - [boy 1] You're so weird. - [boy 2] He's an okama. 72 00:04:30,501 --> 00:04:32,461 [boys laughing] 73 00:04:32,543 --> 00:04:33,703 [boy 3] Look at that! 74 00:04:33,793 --> 00:04:34,953 Hey, Kenji! 75 00:04:35,043 --> 00:04:37,043 [kids playing in distance] 76 00:04:38,501 --> 00:04:40,751 [Kenji] Why does everybody laugh at me? 77 00:04:41,501 --> 00:04:44,551 [tender piano music playing] 78 00:04:45,668 --> 00:04:46,588 [sniffling] 79 00:04:47,668 --> 00:04:49,498 [sobbing quietly] 80 00:04:50,376 --> 00:04:51,626 I don't get it. 81 00:04:58,668 --> 00:05:00,498 What the heck even am I? 82 00:05:07,751 --> 00:05:08,841 What the hell am I? 83 00:05:09,584 --> 00:05:10,544 [man 1] Hey. 84 00:05:10,626 --> 00:05:13,996 - You're drinking too much, Wada. - [man 2] You're a doctor, remember? 85 00:05:14,709 --> 00:05:15,879 A doctor, huh? 86 00:05:15,959 --> 00:05:17,749 [chuckling] A guy like me? 87 00:05:18,543 --> 00:05:22,333 Hey, didn't you quit the police hospital right after you signed up? 88 00:05:22,418 --> 00:05:23,338 [men laughing] 89 00:05:23,418 --> 00:05:25,668 You're pretty odd for a skilled surgeon. 90 00:05:26,418 --> 00:05:28,628 Hey! Did something happen? 91 00:05:31,043 --> 00:05:32,493 [sobbing] 92 00:05:33,001 --> 00:05:35,131 [man 1] All right, fine, I'll give you one… 93 00:05:35,209 --> 00:05:36,879 - Nothing happened. - [men laughing] 94 00:05:38,668 --> 00:05:39,628 It's just… 95 00:05:41,834 --> 00:05:44,294 surgeons don't care about the patients they operate on. 96 00:05:44,376 --> 00:05:46,626 All they care about is the surgery. 97 00:05:46,709 --> 00:05:48,379 [men chatting, chuckling] 98 00:05:48,876 --> 00:05:51,336 You people only care about 99 00:05:52,334 --> 00:05:53,744 the body parts. 100 00:05:54,251 --> 00:05:55,341 The meat. 101 00:05:55,418 --> 00:05:56,458 [all laughing] 102 00:05:56,543 --> 00:05:58,833 So tell us. What's your plan now, Wada? 103 00:06:00,334 --> 00:06:02,204 Cosmetic surgery, I heard. 104 00:06:02,293 --> 00:06:04,333 - Work for someone else. - [all laughing] 105 00:06:04,418 --> 00:06:06,958 [indistinct chatter] 106 00:06:07,043 --> 00:06:08,583 It's true. You're right. 107 00:06:10,626 --> 00:06:12,626 I can't save a single patient. 108 00:06:14,459 --> 00:06:19,589 I just… I just make people look good. I'm a fake doctor. 109 00:06:19,668 --> 00:06:21,298 [men chatter] 110 00:06:21,376 --> 00:06:22,246 Tell me. 111 00:06:23,959 --> 00:06:25,379 What is a doctor? 112 00:06:27,459 --> 00:06:28,799 And medicine? 113 00:06:30,543 --> 00:06:32,913 - I bet I think about that more than you! - [men] Whoa! 114 00:06:33,001 --> 00:06:34,251 - Hey, now! - [men laugh, grumble] 115 00:06:34,334 --> 00:06:36,794 - Oh! So much meat here. - [man] Don't throw that! 116 00:06:36,876 --> 00:06:40,996 - There's so much meat to… cut up! - [men grumbling] 117 00:06:41,084 --> 00:06:41,914 [all chattering] 118 00:06:42,001 --> 00:06:44,301 - [man 1] Hey, get away! - [man 2] I'm gonna kill you! 119 00:06:44,376 --> 00:06:46,626 [woman chuckles] Oh, wow. 120 00:06:47,376 --> 00:06:49,086 This place is so lively. 121 00:06:49,168 --> 00:06:51,498 - [man] It's so loud. - [woman] Is that right? 122 00:06:52,209 --> 00:06:54,379 - Hey. - [woman] Hmm? What is it? 123 00:06:54,459 --> 00:06:57,459 Can I, uh… skip school tomorrow? 124 00:06:57,959 --> 00:06:59,129 My stomach hurts. 125 00:06:59,209 --> 00:07:00,959 It's not gonna hurt tomorrow. 126 00:07:01,626 --> 00:07:02,836 Should I rub your tummy? 127 00:07:02,918 --> 00:07:04,668 - [chuckles] - [woman] Hmm? 128 00:07:04,751 --> 00:07:07,421 Go to school. Skipping can become a habit. 129 00:07:07,959 --> 00:07:09,749 - All right. - Mm. 130 00:07:10,626 --> 00:07:12,546 What, where are you going? School? 131 00:07:12,626 --> 00:07:14,496 The bathroom, stupid. 132 00:07:15,293 --> 00:07:17,493 You should eat more. You hardly had any. 133 00:07:17,584 --> 00:07:19,584 [all clamoring] 134 00:07:25,376 --> 00:07:27,376 [clamoring continues] 135 00:07:34,293 --> 00:07:35,373 Shut up and die! 136 00:07:35,459 --> 00:07:37,589 - [boy 1] Shut up and die! - [screaming] 137 00:07:37,668 --> 00:07:39,378 - [boy 2] Cry all you want! - [boy 3] Crybaby! 138 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:40,749 [boy 2] Come on! Show us! Still! 139 00:07:40,834 --> 00:07:42,164 Do you have a dick or not? 140 00:07:42,251 --> 00:07:43,751 - [boy 1] Yeah! - [boy 2] Stop squirming. 141 00:07:43,834 --> 00:07:46,624 [boy 3] Look at all that makeup! Look at him! I can get these! 142 00:07:46,709 --> 00:07:47,919 [screaming becomes muffled] 143 00:07:56,709 --> 00:07:57,589 [coughs] 144 00:07:59,459 --> 00:08:01,919 - [poignant music playing] - [woman] What's wrong? 145 00:08:02,001 --> 00:08:02,921 [Kenji] Ma'am… 146 00:08:03,001 --> 00:08:04,421 [rain pattering] 147 00:08:04,501 --> 00:08:07,461 Can you… please help me? 148 00:08:10,793 --> 00:08:12,623 I can't take it anymore. 149 00:08:13,126 --> 00:08:14,296 Onishi. 150 00:08:15,001 --> 00:08:18,211 I'm sure you must have some part in all of this. 151 00:08:18,293 --> 00:08:20,953 - [Kenji cries softly] - Stop being so fragile. 152 00:08:21,043 --> 00:08:23,163 Try to be more masculine, all right? 153 00:08:26,251 --> 00:08:28,251 [poignant music continues] 154 00:08:43,376 --> 00:08:45,296 But I didn't do anything. 155 00:08:49,584 --> 00:08:51,624 I was just being myself. 156 00:09:04,293 --> 00:09:05,873 What am I? 157 00:09:11,918 --> 00:09:13,918 Someone please help. 158 00:09:18,626 --> 00:09:21,416 [footsteps echoing] 159 00:09:28,084 --> 00:09:30,244 [mysterious music playing] 160 00:09:43,209 --> 00:09:44,589 [gasps softly] 161 00:10:09,043 --> 00:10:13,663 SHOW HOUSE JORDAN PUB 162 00:10:27,959 --> 00:10:30,749 {\an8}♪ Clouds drifting by ♪ 163 00:10:30,834 --> 00:10:33,454 {\an8}♪ You're part of me ♪ 164 00:10:33,543 --> 00:10:36,123 {\an8}♪ Eagle up in the sky ♪ 165 00:10:36,209 --> 00:10:39,049 [lip-synching] ♪ You're part of me ♪ 166 00:10:39,626 --> 00:10:41,956 ♪ Rainbow above ♪ 167 00:10:42,043 --> 00:10:44,543 ♪ You're part of me… ♪ 168 00:10:44,626 --> 00:10:46,836 - [gasps] - ♪ It's my journey ♪ 169 00:10:46,918 --> 00:10:49,708 ♪ My life and my love ♪ 170 00:10:50,293 --> 00:10:53,793 ♪ If you know what I mean ♪ 171 00:10:55,959 --> 00:11:00,709 ♪ If you know what mean, yeah-ah-ah-ah ♪ 172 00:11:00,793 --> 00:11:03,293 ♪ Yeah-ah-ah-ah, yeah-ah-ah ♪ 173 00:11:03,793 --> 00:11:06,413 - ♪ Clouds drifting way up high… ♪ - [groans] 174 00:11:06,501 --> 00:11:08,421 - Hey, stop the music! - [music stops] 175 00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:11,461 - Come on, Megumi. You gotta smile more. - All right. 176 00:11:11,543 --> 00:11:13,913 - [woman] Jennifer, learn the choreography. - Yep. 177 00:11:14,001 --> 00:11:17,001 [woman] Marumi, you are doing way too much. 178 00:11:17,084 --> 00:11:20,084 - Okay. - [woman] All right, start from the top. 179 00:11:20,709 --> 00:11:22,049 Who's this? 180 00:11:22,126 --> 00:11:23,336 Who are you? 181 00:11:23,834 --> 00:11:25,494 [gasps] 182 00:11:26,709 --> 00:11:28,919 [Kenji] I just thought you were so beautiful. 183 00:11:29,418 --> 00:11:32,878 But I… had a feeling you weren't a regular woman. 184 00:11:32,959 --> 00:11:34,879 - So I got curious. - [laughs] 185 00:11:34,959 --> 00:11:36,249 You're sharp, kid. 186 00:11:36,793 --> 00:11:40,293 Most people rarely ever notice that I have a dick. 187 00:11:41,251 --> 00:11:42,341 I really… 188 00:11:44,168 --> 00:11:46,958 My dream is to be an idol like Seiko. 189 00:11:47,043 --> 00:11:48,703 What are you talking about? 190 00:11:50,084 --> 00:11:52,244 Do you think I could come work here for you? 191 00:11:53,293 --> 00:11:57,953 I want to be up on stage. I want to dance and I want to sing. 192 00:12:00,251 --> 00:12:01,381 I've never… 193 00:12:04,459 --> 00:12:06,669 experienced anything like it. 194 00:12:09,209 --> 00:12:10,419 Ever since… 195 00:12:11,793 --> 00:12:15,413 Ever since I was little, I've always wanted to wear pretty skirts, 196 00:12:15,501 --> 00:12:17,841 but I had to wear pants because I was a boy. 197 00:12:19,001 --> 00:12:22,461 Everybody in my class… calls me "okama." 198 00:12:23,834 --> 00:12:26,124 [crying] They call me a man-woman. 199 00:12:26,209 --> 00:12:27,419 It's been painful. 200 00:12:27,501 --> 00:12:29,461 I started to think that I wasn't even human. 201 00:12:29,543 --> 00:12:32,043 Stop with the tragic heroine victim act. 202 00:12:32,126 --> 00:12:33,796 It's the same for all of us. 203 00:12:34,376 --> 00:12:37,626 Everybody has their own sob story, a lot of them worse than yours. 204 00:12:40,293 --> 00:12:41,293 You're not special. 205 00:12:41,376 --> 00:12:43,746 And if you pretend you are, you've already lost. 206 00:12:47,793 --> 00:12:49,543 I know it hurts but you'll be fine. 207 00:12:50,543 --> 00:12:51,543 I'll show you the ropes. 208 00:12:53,001 --> 00:12:56,591 - [gasps] You mean that? - An okama always keeps their word. 209 00:12:56,668 --> 00:12:58,838 [chuckles] Never mind. They don't always. 210 00:12:58,918 --> 00:13:02,548 Listen. I'll make one thing very clear. 211 00:13:03,709 --> 00:13:05,799 It doesn't matter how much you do here, 212 00:13:05,876 --> 00:13:08,336 you'll never become a real woman. 213 00:13:09,668 --> 00:13:10,548 Okay. 214 00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:15,839 Instead, what you can become is what we call a "newhalf." Got it? 215 00:13:17,876 --> 00:13:19,706 [gasps] Thank you very much. 216 00:13:20,251 --> 00:13:22,251 [TV sportscaster] It's the top of the fourth inning, 217 00:13:22,334 --> 00:13:23,954 and the Giants are up to bat. 218 00:13:24,043 --> 00:13:26,663 Neither team has managed to score any runs… 219 00:13:26,751 --> 00:13:29,921 We get more surprise tests than all the other classes. 220 00:13:30,001 --> 00:13:32,381 - It's unbearable. - [woman laughs] 221 00:13:32,459 --> 00:13:36,299 So my friends… want to study at the library after school. 222 00:13:36,876 --> 00:13:38,626 - [woman chuckles] - Study at the library? 223 00:13:38,709 --> 00:13:41,209 Yeah, me and my friends want to study there. 224 00:13:41,293 --> 00:13:42,163 [woman] Mm. 225 00:13:43,584 --> 00:13:44,874 [laughs] 226 00:13:44,959 --> 00:13:46,959 [TV continues chattering in background] 227 00:13:47,543 --> 00:13:48,913 That's fine. 228 00:13:49,001 --> 00:13:50,841 You're a man. Do it right. 229 00:13:51,334 --> 00:13:52,374 I will. 230 00:13:52,459 --> 00:13:55,419 Really? You've never studied in your life. Not that I know of. 231 00:13:55,501 --> 00:13:56,551 You better shut up. 232 00:13:56,626 --> 00:13:57,836 [boy laughs] 233 00:13:58,793 --> 00:13:59,623 Mm. 234 00:14:00,668 --> 00:14:03,838 [chuckles] Your kimpira is delicious, Mom. 235 00:14:04,751 --> 00:14:06,921 - [mom chuckles] - Kenji, you're so dedicated. 236 00:14:07,626 --> 00:14:08,546 Let's see. 237 00:14:08,626 --> 00:14:11,876 Will my grandson be a doctor? A minister? 238 00:14:11,959 --> 00:14:14,669 - [chuckles] Do your best. - [boy] That's impossible. 239 00:14:14,751 --> 00:14:18,881 [woman] Hey now. Don't say that to him. He's trying as hard as he can. 240 00:14:19,709 --> 00:14:21,709 [hopeful music playing] 241 00:14:28,376 --> 00:14:30,796 [sighs] I'm sorry, Grandma. 242 00:14:32,751 --> 00:14:36,961 I don't think… I'm going to become a doctor or a minister. 243 00:14:41,459 --> 00:14:43,299 I'm going to be a newhalf. 244 00:14:44,334 --> 00:14:47,454 - [Megumi] Did you get another boob job? - Hah, You're just jealous of me, babe. 245 00:14:47,543 --> 00:14:49,663 - Yeah, right. - I picked up my prescription yesterday-- 246 00:14:49,751 --> 00:14:51,461 - Come on! - [pills rattle] 247 00:14:51,543 --> 00:14:53,663 [Megumi] How many pills are you taking? 248 00:14:53,751 --> 00:14:55,091 - Five a day. - [all] What?! 249 00:14:55,168 --> 00:14:57,548 - Five? Are you feeling okay? - That's a reaction. 250 00:14:57,626 --> 00:14:59,546 - I'm throwing up every day. - I bet you are. 251 00:14:59,626 --> 00:15:01,746 - [woman 1] That's awful. - But my boobs are growing. See? 252 00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:03,204 - Dream come true. - [woman 2 humming] 253 00:15:03,293 --> 00:15:06,123 - [woman 3] You feel like a real woman. - [woman 4] It's worth it! 254 00:15:06,209 --> 00:15:07,669 [woman 1] I get it, girl! 255 00:15:07,751 --> 00:15:10,171 Oh yeah? Wow, this doesn't sound like you at all. 256 00:15:10,251 --> 00:15:12,501 [woman 1] It may not look like it, but I get hormone shots 257 00:15:12,584 --> 00:15:13,834 like a machine gun. 258 00:15:13,918 --> 00:15:17,748 I still prefer my hormones from eating yakiniku rather than pills though. 259 00:15:17,834 --> 00:15:19,834 Hormones, hormones, hormones! 260 00:15:19,918 --> 00:15:22,548 [all] Hormones, hormones, hormones, hormones! 261 00:15:23,126 --> 00:15:26,996 Place this carefully backstage, then go to Aki's place. 262 00:15:27,084 --> 00:15:31,124 Then… and then… um… 263 00:15:31,209 --> 00:15:32,209 [sharp inhale] 264 00:15:46,626 --> 00:15:47,796 Hey, newbie. 265 00:15:48,418 --> 00:15:49,498 Take this. 266 00:15:49,584 --> 00:15:50,994 It's for our prescriptions. 267 00:15:51,084 --> 00:15:53,204 Oh. O… okay. 268 00:15:56,751 --> 00:15:58,751 [cars passing by] 269 00:15:58,834 --> 00:16:01,794 - [background chatter] - [music playing in distance] 270 00:16:15,834 --> 00:16:18,954 - [passersby chattering loudly] - [bicycle bell ringing] 271 00:16:34,709 --> 00:16:36,249 I'm so pretty! 272 00:16:41,209 --> 00:16:43,669 - Hey, what a cutie! - Oh, you're right. 273 00:16:43,751 --> 00:16:45,751 [upbeat pop music playing] 274 00:16:47,001 --> 00:16:49,711 [announcer] Please enjoy Miss Yamashita Kumiko's 275 00:16:49,793 --> 00:16:51,833 "Sekido Komachi Doki." 276 00:16:51,918 --> 00:16:54,958 [in Japanese] ♪ The crimson sun ♪ 277 00:16:55,043 --> 00:16:56,833 - ♪ She scorches, she burns… ♪ - [man whistles] 278 00:16:56,918 --> 00:16:58,548 [in English] Hey Miss! Wanna grab some tea? 279 00:16:58,626 --> 00:17:01,376 [in Japanese] ♪ Even the shimmering heat ♪ 280 00:17:02,001 --> 00:17:06,671 - ♪ Comes alive when she walks by… ♪ - [men cheering] 281 00:17:07,793 --> 00:17:09,913 ♪ With her prim little face ♪ 282 00:17:11,084 --> 00:17:14,664 - ♪ Her gaze… ♪ - [laughing] 283 00:17:14,751 --> 00:17:17,801 ♪ Is the mirror image of summer ♪ 284 00:17:18,584 --> 00:17:21,244 ♪ Tilting her chic sunglasses ♪ 285 00:17:21,918 --> 00:17:25,338 ♪ Her eyes meet yours… ♪ 286 00:17:25,418 --> 00:17:27,498 - [in English] Okay! - Ooh! 287 00:17:27,584 --> 00:17:30,294 [in Japanese] ♪ And she's got you Burning with nerves ♪ 288 00:17:31,543 --> 00:17:34,293 ♪ She derails your train of thought ♪ 289 00:17:35,043 --> 00:17:38,083 - ♪ She's gonna set your fuse on fire… ♪ - [crowd cheering] 290 00:17:38,168 --> 00:17:42,798 ♪ Your jagged heart Might tear apart in a jagged way ♪ 291 00:17:44,959 --> 00:17:47,629 [all singing along] ♪ She's the belle of the equator ♪ 292 00:17:48,126 --> 00:17:51,296 ♪ Love is the sweltering subtropics ♪ 293 00:17:51,376 --> 00:17:53,836 ♪ She's the belle of the equator… ♪ 294 00:17:53,918 --> 00:17:54,838 [all] Whoo! 295 00:17:54,918 --> 00:17:58,548 ♪ Watch out for her burning embrace ♪ 296 00:17:58,626 --> 00:17:59,836 ♪ My heart! It pounds! ♪ 297 00:17:59,876 --> 00:18:01,796 - [girl in English] Here you go. - Thank you! 298 00:18:01,876 --> 00:18:04,796 - ♪ Ba-dump! Ba-dump! ♪ - [all cheering] 299 00:18:04,876 --> 00:18:07,626 [all singing along in Japanese] ♪ She's the belle of the equator ♪ 300 00:18:08,126 --> 00:18:11,376 ♪ Love is the sweltering subtropics ♪ 301 00:18:11,459 --> 00:18:13,709 ♪ She's the belle of the equator… ♪ 302 00:18:13,793 --> 00:18:14,663 [all] Whoo! Whoo! 303 00:18:14,751 --> 00:18:18,251 ♪ Watch out for her burning embrace ♪ 304 00:18:18,334 --> 00:18:19,994 ♪ My heart! It pounds! ♪ 305 00:18:20,084 --> 00:18:21,494 [giggling] 306 00:18:21,584 --> 00:18:23,334 ♪ Ba-dump! Ba-dump! ♪ 307 00:18:23,418 --> 00:18:26,168 - [all cheering] - [music ends] 308 00:18:26,251 --> 00:18:27,131 [giggling] 309 00:18:37,501 --> 00:18:39,501 [humming happily] 310 00:18:43,418 --> 00:18:45,418 [somber music playing] 311 00:18:51,209 --> 00:18:55,749 WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC COSMETIC AND PLASTIC SURGERY 312 00:19:02,084 --> 00:19:06,164 [ominous tones droning] 313 00:19:12,084 --> 00:19:13,044 [gasps] 314 00:19:23,209 --> 00:19:25,629 [woman in English] I already told you I'm fine with that! 315 00:19:25,709 --> 00:19:27,459 [Wada] I'll repeat myself again. 316 00:19:27,543 --> 00:19:30,583 There's no point in messing with your eyes any further. 317 00:19:30,668 --> 00:19:34,838 If anything, your eyes will stay as swollen as they are now. 318 00:19:36,334 --> 00:19:39,244 Would you rather have pig eyelids or double eyelids? 319 00:19:39,334 --> 00:19:41,164 [woman] I told you my whole story. 320 00:19:41,251 --> 00:19:44,131 And that's all you have to say to me? Give me a better answer! 321 00:19:44,209 --> 00:19:46,629 I'm giving you this advice for your own good! 322 00:19:46,709 --> 00:19:48,839 Who did this work on your nose, anyway? 323 00:19:48,918 --> 00:19:51,548 Sue them, get compensation, and then I'll try to fix it. 324 00:19:52,043 --> 00:19:53,453 We're done here. 325 00:19:56,126 --> 00:19:57,956 You're the worst ever! 326 00:19:58,043 --> 00:19:59,873 I'll find a different doctor! 327 00:20:00,709 --> 00:20:03,339 Think it over. They'll just take your money! 328 00:20:03,418 --> 00:20:04,748 [footsteps retreating] 329 00:20:04,834 --> 00:20:05,914 Great. 330 00:20:06,001 --> 00:20:07,001 [woman] I'm sorry. 331 00:20:07,501 --> 00:20:08,591 [Wada sighs] 332 00:20:16,751 --> 00:20:19,301 WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC PREMARIN - JORDAN PUB 333 00:20:24,626 --> 00:20:27,456 We are so beautiful, don't you think? [chuckles] 334 00:20:27,543 --> 00:20:29,243 That's a stupid question. 335 00:20:29,334 --> 00:20:30,744 - It was rhetorical. - What? 336 00:20:30,834 --> 00:20:33,164 I was talking to myself in the mirror. 337 00:20:33,251 --> 00:20:36,001 You finally found someone who will listen to you? [laughing] 338 00:20:36,084 --> 00:20:38,624 You should try to be more like me. [laughing] 339 00:20:38,709 --> 00:20:41,249 - [Megumi laughs] No, thanks. - [Jennifer] Oh, please. This girl. 340 00:20:41,334 --> 00:20:42,244 I swear. 341 00:20:42,334 --> 00:20:43,584 I'm sorry. 342 00:20:45,001 --> 00:20:47,671 I heard an uncomfortable conversation… 343 00:20:48,418 --> 00:20:51,628 I got scared, so I left our card. 344 00:20:52,126 --> 00:20:53,586 You bailed? 345 00:20:55,418 --> 00:21:00,088 - Well, that doctor's kind of rude. - [gasps] Okay, girl! 346 00:21:00,168 --> 00:21:04,048 The dress is cute on you! Right? 347 00:21:04,543 --> 00:21:05,873 Thank you very much! 348 00:21:05,959 --> 00:21:08,749 - [Jennifer] Mm-hmm. - You better enjoy it while you can. 349 00:21:08,834 --> 00:21:11,244 Won't be long before you're bulging everywhere. 350 00:21:11,793 --> 00:21:13,953 I was as thin as you are. Before. 351 00:21:14,043 --> 00:21:17,333 The ones who bloom slowly at first tend to grow a lot later on. 352 00:21:17,418 --> 00:21:19,708 - [Jennifer] You grew way too much. - [Marumi] Who, me? 353 00:21:19,793 --> 00:21:20,913 [Jennifer] You know. 354 00:21:21,001 --> 00:21:21,961 [Marumi] You said that! 355 00:21:22,043 --> 00:21:23,993 [Jennifer] What did you eat to get that big? 356 00:21:26,334 --> 00:21:29,794 [wistful music playing] 357 00:21:30,418 --> 00:21:31,338 [sighs] 358 00:21:35,168 --> 00:21:37,338 [pills rattling] 359 00:21:54,876 --> 00:21:56,916 [gagging] 360 00:21:57,001 --> 00:21:59,001 [gasping] 361 00:22:01,584 --> 00:22:02,664 [retching] 362 00:22:03,334 --> 00:22:05,294 [gasping] 363 00:22:05,376 --> 00:22:07,376 [toilet flushes] 364 00:22:16,376 --> 00:22:17,746 [mom] What's wrong, Kenji? 365 00:22:18,251 --> 00:22:19,551 Do you feel sick? 366 00:22:20,918 --> 00:22:22,548 I ate something bad. 367 00:22:25,918 --> 00:22:27,248 I feel a lot better now. 368 00:22:28,793 --> 00:22:30,743 - But you look pale. - [Kenji] I'll be fine. 369 00:22:32,334 --> 00:22:34,664 Please get some rest. Good night. 370 00:22:41,793 --> 00:22:45,333 Hey, kid. You've had way too much. 371 00:22:47,793 --> 00:22:50,203 I'm not talking about alcohol. The pill. 372 00:22:50,793 --> 00:22:51,913 It'll mess you up. 373 00:22:54,126 --> 00:22:54,956 [sniffs] 374 00:22:55,959 --> 00:22:57,089 I'm sorry. 375 00:22:59,543 --> 00:23:00,623 I'll be careful. 376 00:23:01,626 --> 00:23:03,126 As long as you understand. 377 00:23:03,626 --> 00:23:05,086 Lecture's over. Go on. 378 00:23:09,876 --> 00:23:13,626 Wait, kid. Come back. I have more to say. 379 00:23:16,834 --> 00:23:18,164 What is it? 380 00:23:20,043 --> 00:23:22,663 Your debut. You've been selected. 381 00:23:24,709 --> 00:23:25,959 [exhales] Do you mean that? 382 00:23:27,043 --> 00:23:28,913 "Ai." How about that? 383 00:23:30,918 --> 00:23:31,838 Ai? 384 00:23:31,918 --> 00:23:33,338 It's your new name. 385 00:23:33,418 --> 00:23:35,748 Kenji never really suited you. 386 00:23:36,251 --> 00:23:38,841 I want "Ai" to be truly loved, kid. 387 00:23:44,418 --> 00:23:45,378 Ai. 388 00:23:47,251 --> 00:23:49,341 - [knife chopping] - Where's Kenji? 389 00:23:49,418 --> 00:23:51,048 He's been coming home really late. 390 00:23:51,126 --> 00:23:51,996 [TV chattering] 391 00:23:52,084 --> 00:23:55,624 [dad] He even dropped out of high school. What's he thinking? 392 00:23:55,709 --> 00:23:57,749 [mom] Ask him yourself if you're so worried. 393 00:23:57,834 --> 00:24:00,164 Idiot. That's a mother's job. 394 00:24:02,001 --> 00:24:03,421 [boy] Is this yours, Mom? 395 00:24:03,501 --> 00:24:05,341 - Hmm? - [boy] I found it on the floor. 396 00:24:05,876 --> 00:24:08,086 [TV continues chattering softly] 397 00:24:08,168 --> 00:24:10,798 - I don't own anything this flashy. - [boy] What? 398 00:24:12,626 --> 00:24:13,876 Well I guess… 399 00:24:13,959 --> 00:24:15,749 No, no, no, not mine. 400 00:24:15,834 --> 00:24:17,084 I would never. 401 00:24:17,168 --> 00:24:20,298 Nope, I'm determined never to cheat on you. Yeah-- 402 00:24:20,376 --> 00:24:23,336 - Why would you say that? - [laughs] Can't believe dad said that. 403 00:24:23,834 --> 00:24:25,544 [sighs] 404 00:24:44,584 --> 00:24:46,584 [indistinct chatter] 405 00:24:47,459 --> 00:24:50,959 - [distinct music echoing] - [whooping] 406 00:24:59,959 --> 00:25:01,959 [cheering] 407 00:25:04,168 --> 00:25:06,168 [lively music playing with female vocal] 408 00:25:12,084 --> 00:25:13,294 [loud pop] 409 00:25:13,376 --> 00:25:15,376 [crowd cheering, applauding] 410 00:25:23,584 --> 00:25:24,494 [loud pop] 411 00:25:26,126 --> 00:25:26,956 [loud pop] 412 00:25:27,043 --> 00:25:29,043 [crowd cheering, whistling] 413 00:25:29,126 --> 00:25:30,876 - [loud pop] - [laughter] 414 00:25:35,459 --> 00:25:36,299 [loud pop] 415 00:25:36,376 --> 00:25:37,916 - [song ends] - [crowd cheering] 416 00:25:38,001 --> 00:25:39,251 Will you all pardon me? 417 00:25:39,334 --> 00:25:41,204 I know y'all want my balls! 418 00:25:41,293 --> 00:25:42,743 [laughter] 419 00:25:44,126 --> 00:25:46,206 What a weird place. 420 00:25:50,459 --> 00:25:52,459 [upbeat pop music playing] 421 00:26:06,709 --> 00:26:13,419 [lip-synching to lyrics in Japanese] ♪ Single footsteps in the sand ♪ 422 00:26:13,501 --> 00:26:17,801 ♪ A little free time to myself ♪ 423 00:26:21,793 --> 00:26:24,373 ♪ I turn around ♪ 424 00:26:25,293 --> 00:26:28,203 ♪ To a strange figure Off in the distance ♪ 425 00:26:28,293 --> 00:26:32,913 ♪ He rushes toward me on the shore ♪ 426 00:26:35,751 --> 00:26:41,591 ♪ Suddenly a chill runs down my back ♪ 427 00:26:41,668 --> 00:26:47,128 ♪ It is the sweet premonition of love ♪ 428 00:26:47,209 --> 00:26:49,049 ♪ Coming over me ♪ 429 00:26:49,126 --> 00:26:52,496 ♪ Our rendezvous ♪ 430 00:26:52,584 --> 00:26:56,414 ♪ Is in slow motion ♪ 431 00:26:56,501 --> 00:26:59,631 ♪ With a touch of giddy ♪ 432 00:27:00,126 --> 00:27:03,246 ♪ And beckoning us in ♪ 433 00:27:03,834 --> 00:27:07,244 ♪ Our rendezvous ♪ 434 00:27:07,334 --> 00:27:10,794 ♪ Is in slow motion ♪ 435 00:27:11,293 --> 00:27:14,453 ♪ In my eyes ♪ 436 00:27:15,043 --> 00:27:21,953 ♪ This vision of you ♪ 437 00:27:23,501 --> 00:27:24,381 [music fades] 438 00:27:24,459 --> 00:27:26,459 [indistinct chatter] 439 00:27:28,876 --> 00:27:30,996 Can you tell me what you do for work? 440 00:27:33,084 --> 00:27:34,044 I'm a doctor. 441 00:27:35,251 --> 00:27:36,251 Amazing. 442 00:27:37,043 --> 00:27:38,203 [chuckles] 443 00:27:38,293 --> 00:27:40,373 Hey. Hey, doctor. 444 00:27:41,001 --> 00:27:42,801 How was my performance? 445 00:27:44,126 --> 00:27:45,126 How was it? 446 00:27:45,793 --> 00:27:49,413 It's just… today was my debut. 447 00:27:50,709 --> 00:27:51,879 It was… 448 00:27:54,209 --> 00:27:55,669 You shined so brightly. 449 00:28:01,293 --> 00:28:02,663 Shining like a star. 450 00:28:05,543 --> 00:28:07,333 You seemed so true to yourself. 451 00:28:10,376 --> 00:28:12,916 It was like you were born to be on stage. 452 00:28:17,709 --> 00:28:18,589 [chuckles] 453 00:28:19,501 --> 00:28:20,921 I'm a little drunk. [laughs] 454 00:28:29,543 --> 00:28:31,543 [muffled retching] 455 00:28:33,626 --> 00:28:35,416 [retching] 456 00:28:35,501 --> 00:28:38,211 [coughing, gasping] 457 00:28:38,293 --> 00:28:41,543 - [wistful music playing] - [delicate chime tinkling] 458 00:28:48,793 --> 00:28:51,123 [panting, shuddering] 459 00:29:06,168 --> 00:29:08,168 [crying] 460 00:29:11,918 --> 00:29:13,918 [indistinct chatter] 461 00:29:15,459 --> 00:29:18,339 [Ai] My mom made me a beautiful skirt to wear. 462 00:29:18,834 --> 00:29:19,914 [Wada] Really? 463 00:29:20,918 --> 00:29:23,128 You actually wore it to the singing contest? 464 00:29:25,834 --> 00:29:28,164 Yeah, and the boys were all laughing. 465 00:29:29,876 --> 00:29:31,746 They called me "gross." 466 00:29:32,584 --> 00:29:33,914 And said I was a weirdo. 467 00:29:35,834 --> 00:29:36,744 Weird. 468 00:29:39,459 --> 00:29:40,339 What? 469 00:29:41,959 --> 00:29:42,799 Well, 470 00:29:43,543 --> 00:29:44,623 I think 471 00:29:46,459 --> 00:29:49,379 being weird means that nobody accepts you. 472 00:29:51,084 --> 00:29:54,914 So if even one person accepts you… you're not weird. 473 00:29:58,793 --> 00:29:59,913 [chuckles] 474 00:30:00,418 --> 00:30:01,418 That sounds cheesy. 475 00:30:02,793 --> 00:30:05,293 I've never heard anything as nice as that. 476 00:30:09,501 --> 00:30:12,131 Doctor, I kind of have a favor to ask you. 477 00:30:12,209 --> 00:30:13,549 Okay, go ahead. 478 00:30:14,834 --> 00:30:17,794 - I can't lend money, but something else-- - No, that's not it. 479 00:30:21,001 --> 00:30:22,921 {\an8}- Cut my balls off. - [chokes] 480 00:30:25,668 --> 00:30:26,798 Your balls? 481 00:30:30,293 --> 00:30:32,413 Uh, you mean testicles. 482 00:30:32,501 --> 00:30:33,381 Mm. 483 00:30:36,168 --> 00:30:37,298 I looked it up. 484 00:30:38,918 --> 00:30:43,048 I read that… male hormones are made there, aren't they? 485 00:30:43,543 --> 00:30:44,873 Which would mean… 486 00:30:46,126 --> 00:30:48,336 they're what makes me masculine. 487 00:30:50,376 --> 00:30:52,916 If that's true… getting rid of them-- 488 00:30:53,001 --> 00:30:54,421 Will make you more feminine. 489 00:30:56,876 --> 00:30:57,746 Will you? 490 00:30:57,834 --> 00:31:01,874 Well, technically… it's not impossible. 491 00:31:04,209 --> 00:31:06,339 But you're thinking about this too simply. 492 00:31:06,834 --> 00:31:08,744 There's the Eugenic Protection Law. 493 00:31:08,834 --> 00:31:10,664 Orchiectomies aren't common. 494 00:31:12,084 --> 00:31:16,084 Doctors have been arrested for operating without permission. 495 00:31:17,751 --> 00:31:20,051 Well I don't want you to get arrested. 496 00:31:22,668 --> 00:31:24,168 I just kind of… 497 00:31:27,834 --> 00:31:29,834 I always hoped that someday 498 00:31:29,918 --> 00:31:32,708 those balls hanging from my body would fall off. 499 00:31:35,709 --> 00:31:38,169 That's when I would become my true self. 500 00:31:42,251 --> 00:31:43,501 But they haven't yet. 501 00:31:47,001 --> 00:31:50,301 It's just that no matter how much time passes, they won't. 502 00:31:52,918 --> 00:31:54,838 I'm even growing a beard now. 503 00:31:56,126 --> 00:31:56,996 [sighs] 504 00:31:57,668 --> 00:31:59,418 And my voice deepened. 505 00:32:04,334 --> 00:32:05,794 I can't handle it. 506 00:32:11,126 --> 00:32:12,376 I hate it. 507 00:32:14,584 --> 00:32:16,374 I can't live like this. 508 00:32:18,709 --> 00:32:19,919 It's awful. 509 00:32:30,084 --> 00:32:32,294 [gentle music playing] 510 00:32:32,876 --> 00:32:33,796 [brake engages] 511 00:32:33,876 --> 00:32:34,796 [engine stops] 512 00:32:37,251 --> 00:32:38,251 Doctor. 513 00:32:39,084 --> 00:32:40,204 [Wada] Why are you here? 514 00:32:40,293 --> 00:32:42,493 Obviously, I want to get a surgery consultation. 515 00:32:44,459 --> 00:32:46,629 I just need a little more time, okay? 516 00:32:47,918 --> 00:32:48,798 Doctor! 517 00:32:48,876 --> 00:32:49,876 [water trickling] 518 00:32:54,793 --> 00:32:55,953 [Ai giggles] 519 00:32:59,001 --> 00:33:01,341 Doctor. The surgery. 520 00:33:01,834 --> 00:33:04,374 You can't do this on whim! Understand? 521 00:33:07,876 --> 00:33:09,416 - [sighs] - [music fades] 522 00:33:14,751 --> 00:33:16,751 [tender piano music playing] 523 00:33:27,543 --> 00:33:31,293 This is the end of your treatment. You did a great job. 524 00:33:34,626 --> 00:33:36,126 Wait. Doctor. 525 00:33:37,543 --> 00:33:41,703 - You're releasing me as your patient? - Hmm. That's right. 526 00:33:43,834 --> 00:33:45,584 You can't leave me like this. 527 00:33:46,876 --> 00:33:48,376 Please fix it. 528 00:33:48,459 --> 00:33:50,459 [voice breaking] My face isn't done yet! 529 00:33:51,043 --> 00:33:52,873 [doctor] The surgery was a success. 530 00:33:53,376 --> 00:33:55,586 You should be grateful that you survived. 531 00:33:57,876 --> 00:33:59,086 Not like this. 532 00:33:59,584 --> 00:34:02,494 [sobbing] I can't live like this! I can't! 533 00:34:07,293 --> 00:34:08,543 [sobbing continues] 534 00:34:09,418 --> 00:34:10,838 [music fades] 535 00:34:10,918 --> 00:34:14,168 Doctor, is there something wrong? You look so serious. 536 00:34:15,626 --> 00:34:17,376 What does it mean 537 00:34:19,001 --> 00:34:21,051 to save someone's life? 538 00:34:21,876 --> 00:34:22,706 [woman] What? 539 00:34:23,959 --> 00:34:26,129 No, never mind. I'm sorry. 540 00:34:57,418 --> 00:34:58,548 [Ai] Doctor. 541 00:35:04,876 --> 00:35:05,746 Ai. 542 00:35:08,626 --> 00:35:09,666 I'll do it. 543 00:35:11,876 --> 00:35:13,126 I'll do your surgery. 544 00:35:16,459 --> 00:35:17,339 You mean it? 545 00:35:17,834 --> 00:35:20,994 Knowing you, you'll keep pestering me until I agree. 546 00:35:22,751 --> 00:35:24,091 But there are conditions. 547 00:35:26,126 --> 00:35:27,496 Conditions? 548 00:35:29,459 --> 00:35:31,709 You're going to have to tell your parents, Ai. 549 00:35:33,543 --> 00:35:35,993 Even if you can't tell them about the operation, 550 00:35:36,876 --> 00:35:38,836 you must tell them about how you feel. 551 00:35:41,501 --> 00:35:43,501 [soft music playing over PA] 552 00:35:44,334 --> 00:35:45,664 [man] This is so sweet. 553 00:35:50,334 --> 00:35:53,374 I'm so gonna… get hit. 554 00:35:53,459 --> 00:35:57,629 - What? What'd ya do? - Nothing. Just keep eating, all right? 555 00:35:57,709 --> 00:36:01,299 [snickers] Something's going on. I don't know what. 556 00:36:02,001 --> 00:36:03,421 - [entry bell jangles] - Yum. 557 00:36:05,084 --> 00:36:06,084 [door closes] 558 00:36:07,793 --> 00:36:09,493 - Hey. - [brother] Hey. 559 00:36:10,001 --> 00:36:12,801 Dad? Where's Mom? 560 00:36:13,293 --> 00:36:16,083 Oh, she said she has a neighborhood meeting. 561 00:36:17,084 --> 00:36:18,494 - Got it. - [dad] Mm. 562 00:36:19,668 --> 00:36:20,548 [sighs] 563 00:36:23,126 --> 00:36:24,336 Hey, um… 564 00:36:25,293 --> 00:36:26,993 Can you go to that seat over there? 565 00:36:27,501 --> 00:36:28,381 Why? 566 00:36:29,001 --> 00:36:30,501 Can I order a cream anmitsu? 567 00:36:30,584 --> 00:36:32,624 - Yeah. [chuckles] - All right! 568 00:36:41,209 --> 00:36:44,589 What did you want to tell me? Hurry up, the race is about to start. 569 00:36:45,626 --> 00:36:47,956 Okay. I'll say it quick then. 570 00:36:49,834 --> 00:36:50,914 I uh… 571 00:36:51,001 --> 00:36:51,921 Yes? 572 00:36:53,584 --> 00:36:56,414 - This might kinda surprise you… - Uh-huh? 573 00:36:59,168 --> 00:37:00,418 I, uh… 574 00:37:09,709 --> 00:37:11,549 I want to live as a girl. 575 00:37:15,709 --> 00:37:17,499 I know I was born a boy, 576 00:37:18,501 --> 00:37:20,801 but I want to live as a girl from now on. 577 00:37:46,501 --> 00:37:47,551 [bellows] 578 00:38:04,043 --> 00:38:05,203 Do what you want. 579 00:38:09,376 --> 00:38:11,086 You've already made your decision. 580 00:38:11,834 --> 00:38:12,834 So do it. 581 00:38:16,001 --> 00:38:17,341 Wait a sec. 582 00:38:20,876 --> 00:38:22,546 Did you know already? 583 00:38:26,626 --> 00:38:29,586 I am your father. No matter what. 584 00:38:33,918 --> 00:38:38,338 I thought you'd be more… masculine if I made you play baseball. 585 00:38:39,376 --> 00:38:40,456 I'm sorry. 586 00:38:47,668 --> 00:38:49,548 Just promise me one thing. 587 00:38:50,501 --> 00:38:51,591 What is it? 588 00:38:53,334 --> 00:38:56,454 Never regret your decision, all right? 589 00:38:59,209 --> 00:39:00,879 And take care of yourself. 590 00:39:02,709 --> 00:39:05,339 If you're a man, then be the best man! 591 00:39:08,459 --> 00:39:10,799 That's three things to promise, not one. 592 00:39:11,293 --> 00:39:12,123 And… 593 00:39:13,043 --> 00:39:15,123 I just told you I'm going to live as a girl. 594 00:39:15,209 --> 00:39:17,379 - Huh?! - All right, fine. 595 00:39:18,376 --> 00:39:19,796 I promise it all. 596 00:39:21,001 --> 00:39:21,961 Oh and… 597 00:39:22,709 --> 00:39:27,379 [exhales] …don't tell… your mother about this. 598 00:39:28,709 --> 00:39:30,129 I think it'll break her. 599 00:39:39,001 --> 00:39:40,671 Are you having second thoughts? 600 00:39:41,918 --> 00:39:42,878 No. 601 00:39:45,626 --> 00:39:46,916 Except… 602 00:39:49,459 --> 00:39:51,629 I feel bad for my mom. 603 00:39:54,459 --> 00:39:56,959 She gave birth to a healthy baby. 604 00:39:58,459 --> 00:39:59,629 We can stop. 605 00:39:59,709 --> 00:40:00,709 Mm-mm. 606 00:40:01,584 --> 00:40:03,624 I'll apologize to her someday. 607 00:40:14,334 --> 00:40:15,164 Doctor. 608 00:40:15,668 --> 00:40:16,588 Hmm? 609 00:40:17,959 --> 00:40:20,129 I'm glad you said that you'd help. 610 00:40:21,709 --> 00:40:23,919 There's no one else I would want here. 611 00:40:28,376 --> 00:40:29,206 Why me? 612 00:40:30,584 --> 00:40:32,374 Because of what you said. 613 00:40:33,668 --> 00:40:34,498 Hmm. 614 00:40:37,709 --> 00:40:39,799 That I shine like a star. 615 00:40:42,793 --> 00:40:43,913 And that… 616 00:40:46,126 --> 00:40:48,916 [laughs softly] …made me really happy. 617 00:40:57,293 --> 00:40:58,833 I want you to know something. 618 00:41:04,501 --> 00:41:06,961 In my eyes, you're not weird. 619 00:41:12,334 --> 00:41:13,664 [chuckles] 620 00:41:13,751 --> 00:41:15,961 I'm really glad to hear that. 621 00:41:19,293 --> 00:41:20,493 I want to be… 622 00:41:21,501 --> 00:41:23,211 Ai, the idol. 623 00:41:25,584 --> 00:41:27,954 Like Seiko, who's my idol. 624 00:41:29,418 --> 00:41:32,088 To be an idol of idols. 625 00:41:32,168 --> 00:41:34,248 [tender music playing] 626 00:41:38,501 --> 00:41:40,501 - [air hissing] - [monitor beeping] 627 00:41:43,668 --> 00:41:45,668 [exhales] 628 00:41:50,334 --> 00:41:51,414 You'll be one. 629 00:41:53,209 --> 00:41:54,459 Because you're you. 630 00:41:56,376 --> 00:41:59,206 [breathing echoes] 631 00:42:00,584 --> 00:42:02,994 [music intensifies] 632 00:42:23,709 --> 00:42:25,549 [all gasp] 633 00:42:25,626 --> 00:42:27,666 [Megumi] Oh, it's swollen like a balloon. 634 00:42:27,751 --> 00:42:30,051 Even if you take the balls, the sack's still there. 635 00:42:30,126 --> 00:42:31,796 - My God. It looks like that… - [Marumi] What? 636 00:42:31,876 --> 00:42:32,876 - You know that… - What? 637 00:42:32,959 --> 00:42:34,249 - I've got a picture of it. - What? 638 00:42:34,334 --> 00:42:35,664 It doesn't look like anything. 639 00:42:35,751 --> 00:42:37,551 - You wait. - [Marumi] What does it look like? 640 00:42:37,626 --> 00:42:40,916 [Jennifer] Where did I put that picture? Where is it? Where did I… 641 00:42:41,001 --> 00:42:42,211 What's going on here? 642 00:42:42,293 --> 00:42:43,833 [Megumi] Ai took out her balls. 643 00:42:43,918 --> 00:42:46,958 - Get a good look, isn't this special? - [Aki] Ha. 644 00:42:47,043 --> 00:42:48,493 - [Megumi] Come here! - There you are. 645 00:42:48,584 --> 00:42:52,084 Aw! It looks just like that… you girls know, that raccoon dog! 646 00:42:52,168 --> 00:42:53,838 - [Jennifer] That's what I thought! - Oh yeah! 647 00:42:53,918 --> 00:42:56,798 - [Jennifer] This! - [all laughing] 648 00:42:56,876 --> 00:42:58,706 [Aki] They look exactly the same! 649 00:42:59,251 --> 00:43:01,551 No, wait! Please don't say that! 650 00:43:02,251 --> 00:43:03,131 Ai. 651 00:43:03,626 --> 00:43:05,206 How's it make you feel, huh? 652 00:43:05,876 --> 00:43:07,496 How do I feel? 653 00:43:15,668 --> 00:43:16,958 [breathing heavily] 654 00:43:17,043 --> 00:43:19,333 It's like I've been liberated! 655 00:43:19,418 --> 00:43:22,128 - Oh really?! - [all laughing] 656 00:43:22,209 --> 00:43:23,339 [Marumi] You said that! 657 00:43:23,418 --> 00:43:25,958 - [Aki] Let's go out for drinks! - [all whooping] 658 00:43:26,043 --> 00:43:28,123 [upbeat pop music playing] 659 00:43:28,209 --> 00:43:29,419 [woman on recording vocalizing] 660 00:43:29,501 --> 00:43:35,631 [all chanting] Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai! 661 00:43:35,709 --> 00:43:39,549 - [Jennifer] Go, Ai! Go, Ai! Go, Ai! - [woman] Yes, queen! 662 00:43:39,626 --> 00:43:41,796 [liquid bubbling] 663 00:43:41,876 --> 00:43:43,126 [crowd cheering] 664 00:43:43,209 --> 00:43:47,919 [lip-synching to lyrics in Japanese] ♪ Dipping my feet in the icy fountain ♪ 665 00:43:48,001 --> 00:43:51,841 ♪ Looking up at the skyscrapers ♪ 666 00:43:51,918 --> 00:43:55,418 ♪ Wearing my favorite clothes ♪ 667 00:43:55,501 --> 00:43:59,381 ♪ There's nothing wrong with that ♪ 668 00:44:00,209 --> 00:44:04,959 ♪ Gripping the golden handlebars Racing through the town ♪ 669 00:44:05,043 --> 00:44:09,163 ♪ Doing all these fun things ♪ 670 00:44:09,251 --> 00:44:13,551 ♪ I want to see What it really looks like ♪ 671 00:44:13,626 --> 00:44:16,836 ♪ And not just through an old TV screen… ♪ 672 00:44:16,918 --> 00:44:17,958 [clamoring] 673 00:44:18,043 --> 00:44:21,953 ♪ The moment the needle drops ♪ 674 00:44:22,043 --> 00:44:24,543 ♪ Is the moment my heart skips… ♪ 675 00:44:24,626 --> 00:44:27,166 [in English] Doctor, you removed Ai's balls, right? 676 00:44:27,251 --> 00:44:29,421 So you're the famous doctor who treats us "newhalfs." 677 00:44:29,501 --> 00:44:31,671 All the Kansai okama, they're all coming here 678 00:44:31,751 --> 00:44:33,251 because you're great! 679 00:44:33,334 --> 00:44:34,914 Hold still. I need it to be aligned. 680 00:44:35,001 --> 00:44:38,001 [in Japanese] ♪ Even if I'm tired, hated, Or growing old, I just can't stop… ♪ 681 00:44:38,084 --> 00:44:40,544 - [Jennifer in English] Your hair! - [Marumi] You're so cute. 682 00:44:40,626 --> 00:44:42,916 I could just butter you up and eat you! 683 00:44:43,584 --> 00:44:47,164 [in Japanese] ♪ They're like diamonds… ♪ 684 00:44:47,251 --> 00:44:49,131 [screaming, cheering] 685 00:44:49,209 --> 00:44:51,669 ♪ Every which way I look ♪ 686 00:44:52,251 --> 00:44:57,251 ♪ I can't quite put it into words ♪ 687 00:44:57,334 --> 00:44:59,664 ♪ But they are treasures ♪ 688 00:45:01,043 --> 00:45:04,543 ♪ My hunch was right ♪ 689 00:45:05,126 --> 00:45:09,206 ♪ It's exactly how I thought it would be ♪ 690 00:45:09,293 --> 00:45:14,413 ♪ It's setting me in motion ♪ 691 00:45:14,501 --> 00:45:17,461 - ♪ This feeling of mine ♪ - Oh! Oh! 692 00:45:18,209 --> 00:45:19,879 - [whirring] - [all scream] 693 00:45:19,959 --> 00:45:22,169 [in English] It's your fault! You are guilty! 694 00:45:23,334 --> 00:45:25,414 [cars passing] 695 00:45:25,501 --> 00:45:26,881 Oh, Doctor. 696 00:45:40,876 --> 00:45:43,416 WHAT ABOUT NORMAL PATIENTS? 697 00:45:43,501 --> 00:45:45,501 DIE 698 00:45:45,584 --> 00:45:48,244 [sighs] Why do people do this? 699 00:45:50,084 --> 00:45:52,704 Our clients fight so hard just to survive. 700 00:45:53,584 --> 00:45:55,664 A lot more than these jerks. 701 00:46:01,876 --> 00:46:03,876 Excuse me. Are you with the clinic? 702 00:46:07,626 --> 00:46:08,916 Yes, I am. 703 00:46:09,001 --> 00:46:11,381 I'm Detective Tsuruku. 704 00:46:12,293 --> 00:46:13,873 We've been getting a lot of complaints 705 00:46:13,959 --> 00:46:16,589 about the noise coming from the lines at your clinic. 706 00:46:17,084 --> 00:46:21,544 I guess… those unique people talk a lot. 707 00:46:24,043 --> 00:46:25,333 I apologize. 708 00:46:26,209 --> 00:46:27,919 I'll make sure we keep the noise down. 709 00:46:28,001 --> 00:46:29,341 Appreciate it. 710 00:46:30,126 --> 00:46:33,166 Isn't it tough to keep control of so many strange freaks? 711 00:46:33,251 --> 00:46:34,381 Don't call them that. 712 00:46:36,751 --> 00:46:39,091 [laughs] Well then. 713 00:46:47,209 --> 00:46:49,499 - [indistinct chatter] - [muffled music playing] 714 00:46:52,126 --> 00:46:54,916 Ai, you're unbelievably cute, ya know. 715 00:46:56,168 --> 00:46:58,798 - Takuya, you do know, right? - Huh? 716 00:46:59,334 --> 00:47:01,334 I'm not… a normal kinda girl. 717 00:47:01,418 --> 00:47:03,208 I don't care about that. 718 00:47:04,084 --> 00:47:06,334 [Ai moaning softly] 719 00:47:06,418 --> 00:47:07,548 Ah! 720 00:47:08,251 --> 00:47:10,091 I want you so bad right now. 721 00:47:10,668 --> 00:47:11,748 Wanna live together? 722 00:47:13,959 --> 00:47:15,299 - Mm-hmm. - Yes! 723 00:47:15,376 --> 00:47:16,916 - [Ai giggling] - Really?! 724 00:47:17,001 --> 00:47:19,131 - You promise? - Uh-huh. [laughing] 725 00:47:19,209 --> 00:47:22,089 - [crowd cheering] - [Takuya] Oh. I'm on. See you later, okay? 726 00:47:22,168 --> 00:47:23,668 - [Ai] Okay. - All right! 727 00:47:24,209 --> 00:47:25,249 [Ai] Mm. 728 00:47:25,334 --> 00:47:27,164 - I'm serious! [grunts] - [Ai giggling] 729 00:47:27,251 --> 00:47:29,341 Sorry! [blows kiss] 730 00:47:33,209 --> 00:47:34,049 [Aki] Ai. 731 00:47:35,584 --> 00:47:36,584 Aki. 732 00:47:37,793 --> 00:47:39,623 I'm just meddling here. 733 00:47:40,626 --> 00:47:45,416 But all the men who mess with newhalf… always go back to women. 734 00:47:50,959 --> 00:47:53,129 You should be prepared for that. 735 00:48:03,126 --> 00:48:05,126 [kids clamoring, playing] 736 00:48:06,626 --> 00:48:09,296 [grandma] Well… I'll come visit. 737 00:48:09,376 --> 00:48:12,296 - Oh! I'll be lonely without you here. - [sizzling] 738 00:48:12,376 --> 00:48:13,796 - [laughs] - He's not going abroad. 739 00:48:13,876 --> 00:48:14,796 I know. 740 00:48:14,876 --> 00:48:18,086 - Yeah. You better… come by sometimes. - You got it. 741 00:48:20,751 --> 00:48:23,301 Hey! Aren't you coming out? 742 00:48:23,834 --> 00:48:25,994 - Kenji's leaving. - [sizzling continues] 743 00:48:26,084 --> 00:48:27,374 I'm a little busy. 744 00:48:37,043 --> 00:48:38,373 - See you later. - [grandma] Mm. 745 00:48:39,668 --> 00:48:41,378 - Take care. Mm. - [Ai chuckles] 746 00:48:48,459 --> 00:48:49,379 [door closes] 747 00:48:51,376 --> 00:48:52,956 [kids continue playing outside] 748 00:49:06,251 --> 00:49:07,211 [sharp inhale] 749 00:49:12,209 --> 00:49:13,339 [Ai laughs softly] 750 00:49:14,793 --> 00:49:17,083 [rock music playing] 751 00:49:17,168 --> 00:49:17,998 Takuya! 752 00:49:18,084 --> 00:49:19,664 - [in Japanese] ♪ Her and me! ♪ - [both] Ah! 753 00:49:19,751 --> 00:49:20,881 ♪ It's a scandal! ♪ 754 00:49:20,959 --> 00:49:22,669 [both laughing] 755 00:49:26,001 --> 00:49:27,341 - [grunts] Ha! - [Ai laughs] 756 00:49:27,418 --> 00:49:28,588 [in English] Nice! 757 00:49:28,668 --> 00:49:30,918 - Yeah, I did! - [in Japanese] ♪ A deadly game of love ♪ 758 00:49:31,001 --> 00:49:33,801 ♪ A forbidden scandal ♪ 759 00:49:33,876 --> 00:49:36,796 ♪ No matter how much I love you… ♪ 760 00:49:36,876 --> 00:49:39,246 - [in English] Stop! - Come on, scaredy-cat! 761 00:49:40,001 --> 00:49:41,461 [Ai and Takuya] Let's eat! 762 00:49:41,543 --> 00:49:43,953 [in Japanese] ♪ We kissed by the pool ♪ 763 00:49:44,543 --> 00:49:45,953 - ♪ And then you cried… ♪ - [laughing] 764 00:49:46,043 --> 00:49:48,703 [in English] Oh, no. There's ketchup on your face. 765 00:49:49,709 --> 00:49:52,419 - Do you want seconds? - Oh my God! Yeah! 766 00:49:53,043 --> 00:49:59,543 [in Japanese] ♪ I can't stop loving you ♪ 767 00:49:59,626 --> 00:50:05,416 ♪ Even if it's forbidden ♪ 768 00:50:06,168 --> 00:50:11,668 ♪ If only I could let you go ♪ 769 00:50:12,584 --> 00:50:13,794 ♪ Then you wouldn't have to-- ♪ 770 00:50:13,876 --> 00:50:15,456 [doorbell rings] 771 00:50:15,543 --> 00:50:16,703 - [Takuya] Uh? - [Ai] Hmm? 772 00:50:17,501 --> 00:50:19,671 - [in English] Who's that? - You don't have to answer that. 773 00:50:19,751 --> 00:50:21,001 Yes, I do. 774 00:50:21,084 --> 00:50:22,584 - It's all right. - Coming! 775 00:50:23,918 --> 00:50:24,838 Uh… 776 00:50:25,376 --> 00:50:26,376 Hello? 777 00:50:26,459 --> 00:50:28,459 [train clacking] 778 00:50:32,584 --> 00:50:33,584 Who is it? 779 00:50:35,084 --> 00:50:37,744 - A ding-dong ditch? - Maybe a neighbor. 780 00:50:37,834 --> 00:50:40,204 - We were loud, you know. - It's fine. Come on! 781 00:50:40,293 --> 00:50:41,623 Come on and do what? 782 00:50:41,709 --> 00:50:43,749 - Make out, duh! - [giggles] 783 00:50:44,251 --> 00:50:46,251 [rain pattering] 784 00:50:50,418 --> 00:50:51,418 You know… 785 00:50:52,584 --> 00:50:54,794 I think I'm the happiest I've ever been. 786 00:50:56,959 --> 00:50:58,339 Me too, Takuya. 787 00:50:58,418 --> 00:51:00,128 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 788 00:51:00,959 --> 00:51:01,879 [Ai sighs] Hmm. 789 00:51:03,126 --> 00:51:04,086 [Ai moaning softly] 790 00:51:18,209 --> 00:51:19,089 Ai. 791 00:51:20,709 --> 00:51:23,089 Can we… do it tonight? 792 00:51:23,709 --> 00:51:24,549 What? 793 00:51:25,501 --> 00:51:27,921 - I don't… - I'll be gentle. 794 00:51:28,501 --> 00:51:30,801 - Trust me. - Huh? Wait, hold on. 795 00:51:30,876 --> 00:51:31,956 No, wait. 796 00:51:32,043 --> 00:51:33,243 - Takuya… - It'll be fine. 797 00:51:33,334 --> 00:51:34,204 [Ai] Stop. 798 00:51:34,293 --> 00:51:36,453 - It didn't work last time, remember? - It's fine. 799 00:51:36,543 --> 00:51:37,793 [Ai groaning] 800 00:51:37,876 --> 00:51:39,796 - [Takuya] Don't worry. - [Ai] It won't go in! 801 00:51:39,876 --> 00:51:42,876 Ow! It hurts! [moans] 802 00:51:43,376 --> 00:51:44,206 [gasps] 803 00:51:45,418 --> 00:51:47,998 [Ai gasps] I'm sorry. 804 00:51:48,084 --> 00:51:50,084 [rain continues pattering] 805 00:51:51,793 --> 00:51:52,703 [Takuya exhales] 806 00:51:56,168 --> 00:51:57,378 Well, that kinda 807 00:51:58,126 --> 00:51:59,456 killed the mood, huh? 808 00:52:10,001 --> 00:52:11,341 It is what it is. 809 00:52:12,251 --> 00:52:13,381 You are 810 00:52:15,043 --> 00:52:15,913 who you are, Ai. 811 00:52:18,751 --> 00:52:20,211 [sighs] I'm going to sleep. 812 00:52:33,959 --> 00:52:35,959 [somber music playing] 813 00:52:39,668 --> 00:52:41,048 [crying softly] 814 00:53:27,543 --> 00:53:28,623 [thunder rumbling] 815 00:53:28,709 --> 00:53:30,089 - Good work today. - You too. 816 00:53:30,168 --> 00:53:31,548 You should go home. 817 00:53:31,626 --> 00:53:32,496 Uh-huh. 818 00:53:34,834 --> 00:53:35,744 [woman screams] 819 00:53:40,001 --> 00:53:40,881 [gasps] 820 00:53:41,751 --> 00:53:42,961 What's wrong? 821 00:53:47,126 --> 00:53:48,376 Dr. Wada. 822 00:53:49,376 --> 00:53:51,206 Can you make me a woman? 823 00:53:51,293 --> 00:53:52,793 A woman? 824 00:53:55,626 --> 00:53:56,956 Oh, no, no, no. 825 00:53:57,043 --> 00:53:59,203 I don't have that kind of relationship with her. 826 00:54:00,293 --> 00:54:01,453 Ai? 827 00:54:06,751 --> 00:54:08,381 It's not that simple. 828 00:54:12,876 --> 00:54:16,246 This is much more difficult compared to just removing testicles. 829 00:54:17,834 --> 00:54:21,374 You have to cut and invert the penis, then create a vagina. 830 00:54:22,251 --> 00:54:23,551 You don't just remove it. 831 00:54:25,168 --> 00:54:27,548 You have to maintain the excretory functions. 832 00:54:27,626 --> 00:54:30,086 And the vagina needs to withstand intercourse. 833 00:54:31,001 --> 00:54:32,841 It's like we're playing God here. 834 00:54:37,001 --> 00:54:37,961 And… 835 00:54:41,293 --> 00:54:44,083 There's a chance you might not wake from the anesthesia. 836 00:54:49,293 --> 00:54:51,333 I wonder why I missed. 837 00:54:52,459 --> 00:54:53,499 What? 838 00:54:54,334 --> 00:54:57,624 I had a fifty percent chance, but I missed it. 839 00:55:03,376 --> 00:55:06,376 If I were born a woman, I wouldn't feel like this. 840 00:55:18,709 --> 00:55:20,919 I wanna gamble not waking up. 841 00:55:24,584 --> 00:55:26,794 Just make me the woman I am. 842 00:55:30,209 --> 00:55:31,959 Even if I might die. 843 00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:39,249 DOCTORS WHO PERFORMED SEX CHANGE SURGERY 844 00:55:39,334 --> 00:55:41,204 IN VIOLATION OF THE EUGENIC PREVENTION LAW 845 00:55:41,293 --> 00:55:43,743 ARE TRANSSEXUAL ALLIES CRIMINALS? 846 00:55:45,793 --> 00:55:47,493 [page turning] 847 00:55:47,584 --> 00:55:52,794 FOUND GUILTY OF PERFORMING SEX REASSIGNMENT SURGERY 848 00:55:53,293 --> 00:55:54,543 [woman] Excuse me, Doctor. 849 00:55:55,293 --> 00:55:57,293 [distant siren wailing] 850 00:55:59,918 --> 00:56:01,458 What do you plan to do? 851 00:56:03,168 --> 00:56:04,048 Wow. 852 00:56:06,043 --> 00:56:08,793 If you perform the surgery, you might lose your license. 853 00:56:08,876 --> 00:56:10,496 You might even get arrested. 854 00:56:19,834 --> 00:56:21,914 [Wada] I want to do it for her if I can. 855 00:56:25,918 --> 00:56:27,708 I don't have the confidence yet. 856 00:56:29,959 --> 00:56:31,589 I don't know if I'm capable. 857 00:56:52,251 --> 00:56:53,841 [upbeat pop music playing] 858 00:56:53,918 --> 00:56:55,998 [audience cheering] 859 00:56:57,501 --> 00:56:59,631 [cheering builds] 860 00:57:01,209 --> 00:57:03,209 [audience clapping along] 861 00:57:06,001 --> 00:57:11,501 [in Japanese] ♪ It's all coming To me now ♪ 862 00:57:12,334 --> 00:57:17,584 ♪ I am a new me ♪ 863 00:57:18,834 --> 00:57:25,294 ♪ As the vessel rushes on ♪ 864 00:57:25,376 --> 00:57:31,586 ♪ The white waves dance in its wake ♪ 865 00:57:32,084 --> 00:57:38,244 ♪ I made a promise with you ♪ 866 00:57:38,834 --> 00:57:39,874 ♪ And I'm gonna keep it… ♪ 867 00:57:39,959 --> 00:57:42,129 [Wada in English] I'll place the urethra inside. 868 00:57:42,709 --> 00:57:44,709 Natural lubrication could be possible. 869 00:57:45,209 --> 00:57:51,879 [in Japanese] ♪ The flower Of love in my heart ♪ 870 00:57:51,959 --> 00:57:57,959 ♪ Will be accepted by you ♪ 871 00:57:59,209 --> 00:58:05,629 ♪ The blue sky where the swallows fly ♪ 872 00:58:05,709 --> 00:58:11,129 ♪ Is a canvas For our dreams of the future ♪ 873 00:58:12,543 --> 00:58:18,623 ♪ Free lines, free colors ♪ 874 00:58:19,209 --> 00:58:24,959 ♪ We'll paint it together ♪ 875 00:58:25,043 --> 00:58:25,993 [song fades] 876 00:58:26,084 --> 00:58:28,084 [indistinct chatter] 877 00:58:35,418 --> 00:58:36,298 [in English] I was… 878 00:58:38,293 --> 00:58:39,293 scared. 879 00:58:42,584 --> 00:58:43,544 Why? 880 00:58:46,251 --> 00:58:47,591 If I do operate, 881 00:58:49,001 --> 00:58:50,961 you might die in the middle of surgery. 882 00:58:59,209 --> 00:59:00,589 But I realized something. 883 00:59:04,376 --> 00:59:07,086 You might live your whole life in a man's body. 884 00:59:09,543 --> 00:59:13,333 And being trapped in that body could someday kill both your heart and soul. 885 00:59:26,168 --> 00:59:27,998 I could possibly save you from that. 886 00:59:36,668 --> 00:59:38,498 But I have to gather up the courage. 887 00:59:39,168 --> 00:59:41,838 I have to ensure it will be a successful outcome. 888 00:59:47,959 --> 00:59:48,879 Ai… 889 00:59:54,418 --> 00:59:55,298 I'll… 890 00:59:57,501 --> 00:59:58,381 I'll do it. 891 01:00:00,668 --> 01:00:01,998 Doctor… 892 01:00:08,543 --> 01:00:12,203 Let me save… your life… 893 01:00:15,459 --> 01:00:18,919 your soul… and your heart. 894 01:00:24,001 --> 01:00:25,131 I'd be honored to do it. 895 01:00:39,043 --> 01:00:40,123 Thank you. 896 01:00:42,709 --> 01:00:43,549 Hmm. 897 01:00:44,293 --> 01:00:45,873 Thank you so much. 898 01:00:48,501 --> 01:00:50,551 [poignant piano music playing] 899 01:00:51,459 --> 01:00:53,089 [mom] Are you okay Kenji? 900 01:00:53,959 --> 01:00:55,669 You don't usually call. 901 01:00:57,584 --> 01:00:59,334 Mom, you know that I… 902 01:01:02,001 --> 01:01:03,001 What is it? 903 01:01:05,543 --> 01:01:06,743 I uh… 904 01:01:13,751 --> 01:01:15,251 I…forgot. 905 01:01:16,418 --> 01:01:18,708 I can't remember what I wanted to say. 906 01:01:20,334 --> 01:01:21,544 What's with you? 907 01:01:22,209 --> 01:01:23,249 Is this a prank? 908 01:01:23,334 --> 01:01:25,244 It's a prank call, you're right. 909 01:01:26,418 --> 01:01:29,548 [crying softly] 910 01:01:39,334 --> 01:01:40,744 I'm hanging up now. 911 01:01:41,834 --> 01:01:43,244 My kinpira will burn. 912 01:01:43,918 --> 01:01:45,798 I love your kinpira. 913 01:01:46,793 --> 01:01:48,043 I really do. 914 01:01:50,959 --> 01:01:52,169 Make me some later? 915 01:01:52,668 --> 01:01:53,588 [crying softly] 916 01:01:53,668 --> 01:01:55,588 It's just thrown together. 917 01:01:56,501 --> 01:01:58,801 You really have no sense of taste. 918 01:02:01,918 --> 01:02:03,168 I'm hanging up. 919 01:02:12,293 --> 01:02:13,873 [music fades] 920 01:02:23,001 --> 01:02:25,001 [machines hissing] 921 01:02:29,334 --> 01:02:30,664 It's almost time. 922 01:02:32,209 --> 01:02:33,589 Do you have any doubts? 923 01:02:35,668 --> 01:02:37,458 Of course. A lot. 924 01:02:39,584 --> 01:02:40,454 [chuckles softly] 925 01:02:42,626 --> 01:02:46,706 Ai… you were born in a man's body. 926 01:02:47,793 --> 01:02:49,663 God just made a small mistake. 927 01:02:49,751 --> 01:02:51,421 [putting on surgical gloves] 928 01:02:53,959 --> 01:02:55,749 I'm going to fix that for you. 929 01:02:59,418 --> 01:03:00,668 When you wake up, 930 01:03:01,584 --> 01:03:03,664 you will finally be your true self. 931 01:03:07,459 --> 01:03:08,839 Hey, Doctor. 932 01:03:11,209 --> 01:03:12,049 Yes? 933 01:03:14,209 --> 01:03:15,249 I want… 934 01:03:17,751 --> 01:03:21,251 I wanna go back in time to tell my past self this… 935 01:03:23,543 --> 01:03:25,873 "Everything is going to be okay." 936 01:03:29,126 --> 01:03:31,796 "One day, you will become a woman. " 937 01:03:36,876 --> 01:03:39,626 Okay. You ready? 938 01:03:54,209 --> 01:04:00,839 [in Japanese] ♪ I got a new ♪ 939 01:04:02,084 --> 01:04:06,454 ♪ Hairdo ♪ 940 01:04:09,293 --> 01:04:16,243 ♪ You say I look so different ♪ 941 01:04:20,001 --> 01:04:25,961 - ♪ You're looking… ♪ - [water rippling] 942 01:04:28,043 --> 01:04:32,123 ♪ Pretty bashful ♪ 943 01:04:34,834 --> 01:04:41,834 ♪ As you walk past me ♪ 944 01:04:41,918 --> 01:04:43,918 [solemn music playing] 945 01:04:53,834 --> 01:04:57,494 [distant screaming] 946 01:04:57,584 --> 01:04:59,794 [boy] Show us! 947 01:04:59,876 --> 01:05:01,996 - Shut up and die! - [screaming continues] 948 01:05:03,626 --> 01:05:05,086 [screaming fades] 949 01:05:08,543 --> 01:05:10,083 [distant coughing] 950 01:05:12,001 --> 01:05:14,251 [coughing, retching] 951 01:05:14,334 --> 01:05:16,164 [solemn music builds] 952 01:05:25,043 --> 01:05:27,043 [crying softly] 953 01:05:28,001 --> 01:05:29,501 [boys yelling] 954 01:05:33,959 --> 01:05:35,379 [boy] It's the man-woman! 955 01:05:35,459 --> 01:05:37,089 So weird! 956 01:05:37,168 --> 01:05:41,958 [boys cackling] 957 01:05:42,043 --> 01:05:44,043 [music intensifies] 958 01:05:46,876 --> 01:05:48,296 [boy] Hey, Kenji… 959 01:05:49,876 --> 01:05:52,046 [footsteps splashing] 960 01:06:03,543 --> 01:06:05,543 [music subsides] 961 01:06:06,876 --> 01:06:08,876 [air gusting] 962 01:06:14,001 --> 01:06:15,091 [music fades] 963 01:06:19,334 --> 01:06:21,334 - [rhythmic thrusting] - [Ai moaning] 964 01:06:21,959 --> 01:06:23,919 [Takuya] Ai. It feels so good. 965 01:06:24,626 --> 01:06:25,876 [Ai] Takuya… 966 01:06:25,959 --> 01:06:27,959 [both moaning] 967 01:06:28,543 --> 01:06:30,543 [distant traffic buzzing] 968 01:06:40,334 --> 01:06:41,664 You were great. 969 01:06:42,418 --> 01:06:43,998 You're really a woman. 970 01:06:48,334 --> 01:06:49,244 What's wrong? 971 01:06:50,918 --> 01:06:52,088 Tears of joy? 972 01:06:53,834 --> 01:06:55,084 They're not. 973 01:06:55,584 --> 01:06:57,454 Huh? They're not? 974 01:06:58,626 --> 01:07:00,626 Did it hurt that bad? 975 01:07:04,626 --> 01:07:06,546 Maybe I'm jealous. 976 01:07:07,293 --> 01:07:08,623 Jealous? 977 01:07:13,459 --> 01:07:15,209 What are you jealous of? 978 01:07:17,293 --> 01:07:19,373 - Because, Takuya… - Yeah? 979 01:07:21,001 --> 01:07:23,461 You looked like you were really feeling good. 980 01:07:26,251 --> 01:07:30,841 It made me think, "He wants a girl." 981 01:07:33,126 --> 01:07:35,666 "He prefers women's bodies." 982 01:07:37,168 --> 01:07:38,338 I wondered 983 01:07:39,876 --> 01:07:43,586 what if you actually didn't like me in my body before? 984 01:07:44,126 --> 01:07:45,376 Ai, no way! 985 01:07:46,126 --> 01:07:48,916 - Get that out of your head. - I know it's stupid. 986 01:07:51,793 --> 01:07:53,163 But I can't help… 987 01:07:55,168 --> 01:07:57,338 I can't help it if I'm jealous. 988 01:08:01,043 --> 01:08:02,993 Women are very lucky. 989 01:08:04,251 --> 01:08:06,501 [tender music playing] 990 01:08:06,584 --> 01:08:10,124 They have bodies that men love without doing anything special. 991 01:08:16,876 --> 01:08:17,706 Hey. 992 01:08:19,751 --> 01:08:25,171 Hey, Ai. Did you not enjoy it… 'cause you're a woman? 993 01:08:25,918 --> 01:08:27,378 You idiot. 994 01:08:30,209 --> 01:08:32,049 I'm really happy now. 995 01:08:32,126 --> 01:08:33,496 That's how I feel. 996 01:08:34,293 --> 01:08:38,453 I'm really happy too… being with the real you, Ai. 997 01:08:39,793 --> 01:08:40,873 [chuckles softly] 998 01:08:41,543 --> 01:08:42,793 [crying] Takuya… 999 01:08:47,126 --> 01:08:49,206 [gentle music playing] 1000 01:08:49,293 --> 01:08:51,293 [respirator hissing] 1001 01:08:53,459 --> 01:08:54,339 [Wada] Vitals? 1002 01:08:55,584 --> 01:08:59,794 [woman] Pulse is 80, blood pressure of 126-over-73 and breathing is stable. 1003 01:08:59,876 --> 01:09:00,836 [Wada] Let's begin. 1004 01:09:01,376 --> 01:09:03,336 - [Wada] Scalpel. - [woman] Scalpel. 1005 01:09:24,293 --> 01:09:27,123 I have performed many sex change operations, 1006 01:09:27,626 --> 01:09:31,166 but I believe that preventing adhesions after surgery is a major issue. 1007 01:09:32,459 --> 01:09:33,959 For example, in Thailand, 1008 01:09:34,043 --> 01:09:37,453 they form a hard candle and insert it into the vagina, 1009 01:09:37,543 --> 01:09:40,333 but it has little effect and is a burden on the patient. 1010 01:09:41,959 --> 01:09:44,089 In order to protect the patients' bodies, 1011 01:09:44,168 --> 01:09:47,088 I would like to use your silicone manufacturing technology. 1012 01:09:47,168 --> 01:09:49,458 I ask for your cooperation in the joint development 1013 01:09:49,543 --> 01:09:51,663 of a dilator to prevent the vagina from closing. 1014 01:09:52,584 --> 01:09:55,914 I believe that this is the key to opening this field's advancement. 1015 01:09:56,751 --> 01:09:59,301 Thank you all for your consideration. 1016 01:10:09,084 --> 01:10:11,204 [pop music playing faintly over car stereo] 1017 01:10:14,668 --> 01:10:16,918 [Takuya] Hey, my mom and dad are happy. 1018 01:10:17,001 --> 01:10:19,711 They've been bugging me to let them meet you, you know. 1019 01:10:19,793 --> 01:10:22,873 - Are you sure they want me there? - Yeah. They'll be glad I brought you. 1020 01:10:22,959 --> 01:10:25,129 I mean, it's not gonna be formal or anything. 1021 01:10:25,209 --> 01:10:27,799 - [Ai] Hmm. - Relatives will be there with their kids. 1022 01:10:28,918 --> 01:10:31,208 [group chatting, laughing] 1023 01:10:31,793 --> 01:10:33,163 [Takuya] That's when I was a kid! 1024 01:10:33,251 --> 01:10:35,711 Takuya's always been such a sensitive crybaby, hasn't he? 1025 01:10:35,793 --> 01:10:38,453 I wouldn't have guessed that. He hasn't shown me that side. 1026 01:10:38,543 --> 01:10:40,793 Come on. That's enough of that. 1027 01:10:41,793 --> 01:10:43,703 Oh yeah. I have plans with my friends. 1028 01:10:43,793 --> 01:10:44,743 - [Ai] Hmm? - I'll be back. 1029 01:10:44,834 --> 01:10:46,834 - Mm-hmm. - You can chill here. 1030 01:10:46,918 --> 01:10:47,998 - Be safe. - [woman] Careful. 1031 01:10:48,084 --> 01:10:50,834 - All right, all right. See you later. - [all] Bye-bye! 1032 01:10:50,918 --> 01:10:52,168 [Takuya] Bye. 1033 01:10:52,251 --> 01:10:54,251 [men laughing] 1034 01:10:54,334 --> 01:10:56,414 This is delicious. 1035 01:10:56,501 --> 01:10:59,301 [chuckles] Oh-ho-ho! Thank you. 1036 01:10:59,376 --> 01:11:00,626 It's time. 1037 01:11:00,709 --> 01:11:02,749 [all chatting] 1038 01:11:05,918 --> 01:11:08,748 You kids, go play outside for a bit. 1039 01:11:09,251 --> 01:11:10,881 [kids] Okay! 1040 01:11:10,959 --> 01:11:12,549 All right, let's go. 1041 01:11:12,626 --> 01:11:13,796 [child] All right. 1042 01:11:13,876 --> 01:11:15,876 [kids chatting] 1043 01:11:27,501 --> 01:11:28,801 It's just… 1044 01:11:30,126 --> 01:11:31,416 Please, Ai… 1045 01:11:33,709 --> 01:11:35,629 break up with Takuya. 1046 01:11:38,459 --> 01:11:39,589 What? 1047 01:11:39,668 --> 01:11:42,998 You're wonderful. You're a really good person. 1048 01:11:43,084 --> 01:11:44,914 I love who you are. [chuckles] 1049 01:11:45,001 --> 01:11:46,591 You're beautiful and kind. 1050 01:11:47,709 --> 01:11:50,799 Except… you can't have children. 1051 01:11:51,543 --> 01:11:53,293 [crying] Sorry about this. 1052 01:11:55,876 --> 01:11:59,586 Takuya… loves children. 1053 01:12:00,709 --> 01:12:04,049 But if you and Takuya get married one day… 1054 01:12:04,584 --> 01:12:07,334 he'll have one less reason to smile. 1055 01:12:09,876 --> 01:12:11,126 I'm sorry. 1056 01:12:17,709 --> 01:12:18,919 Please, Ai. 1057 01:12:21,209 --> 01:12:24,129 [low rushing sound] 1058 01:12:24,209 --> 01:12:26,209 [water burbling] 1059 01:12:31,751 --> 01:12:33,961 - [Jennifer] With handcuffs. - [Megumi] Where'd this happen? 1060 01:12:34,043 --> 01:12:36,583 - His sister's house. - [Megumi] Is her house a police station? 1061 01:12:36,668 --> 01:12:38,878 - [laughing] - [Marumi] You said that, queen! 1062 01:12:38,959 --> 01:12:41,209 - [indistinct chatter] - [distant music playing] 1063 01:12:42,793 --> 01:12:44,453 [sighs deeply] 1064 01:12:47,501 --> 01:12:48,591 [sniffs] 1065 01:12:48,668 --> 01:12:50,798 [footsteps approaching] 1066 01:12:54,293 --> 01:12:56,743 - What's wrong? - [indistinct background chatter continues] 1067 01:12:56,834 --> 01:12:58,124 Is it Takuya? 1068 01:13:00,751 --> 01:13:01,841 [sniffles] 1069 01:13:03,834 --> 01:13:07,544 [sighs] Can't hide anything from you, Aki. 1070 01:13:08,043 --> 01:13:10,623 Okama eyes are omnipresent you know. 1071 01:13:11,543 --> 01:13:12,703 What's going on? 1072 01:13:15,668 --> 01:13:16,998 I'll be fine. 1073 01:13:19,709 --> 01:13:22,049 This is something I have to do on my own. 1074 01:13:25,001 --> 01:13:25,921 Okay. 1075 01:13:26,001 --> 01:13:29,551 - [Jennifer] Right? I said that! - [Megumi] You said that. 1076 01:13:29,626 --> 01:13:31,836 [Jennifer] I want to make out! Long! Yeah! 1077 01:13:31,918 --> 01:13:33,748 - [laughs] - [Marumi] Maybe you should call-- 1078 01:13:33,834 --> 01:13:35,374 [phone ringing] 1079 01:13:40,543 --> 01:13:41,413 [phone beeps] 1080 01:13:42,126 --> 01:13:43,206 [sniffs] 1081 01:13:45,376 --> 01:13:46,626 Ai speaking. 1082 01:13:50,751 --> 01:13:52,751 [children shouting, playing] 1083 01:14:15,626 --> 01:14:16,666 Kenji. 1084 01:14:17,168 --> 01:14:18,128 Where's Grandma? 1085 01:14:22,043 --> 01:14:23,373 She's in her room. 1086 01:14:48,418 --> 01:14:49,378 Kenji. 1087 01:14:59,001 --> 01:15:00,131 Grandma? 1088 01:15:02,918 --> 01:15:03,798 [shudders] 1089 01:15:05,793 --> 01:15:06,793 [exhales] 1090 01:15:13,418 --> 01:15:14,498 Grandma. 1091 01:15:15,001 --> 01:15:16,251 [crying] 1092 01:15:21,376 --> 01:15:22,666 Grandma… 1093 01:15:34,001 --> 01:15:34,961 Grandma… 1094 01:15:37,126 --> 01:15:39,246 always asked how you were doing. [chuckles] 1095 01:15:39,334 --> 01:15:41,294 - Oh, really? - [brother chuckles] 1096 01:15:41,793 --> 01:15:43,663 Yeah, she really did. 1097 01:15:43,751 --> 01:15:45,711 [poignant music playing] 1098 01:15:45,793 --> 01:15:47,663 [brother] She used to say this one thing. 1099 01:15:49,293 --> 01:15:50,453 [Ai] What did she say? 1100 01:15:53,668 --> 01:15:55,248 [brother] That you were strong. 1101 01:15:56,793 --> 01:16:00,083 SEIKO MATSUDA IDOL BOOK 1102 01:16:00,168 --> 01:16:03,498 And that you should always live your life the way you want to. 1103 01:16:33,043 --> 01:16:36,663 - Hey. What does that mean? - Takuya, I just told you everything. 1104 01:16:36,751 --> 01:16:37,961 Why are you packing? 1105 01:16:38,043 --> 01:16:40,543 - You didn't tell me everything-- - I'm packing because we're done. 1106 01:16:40,626 --> 01:16:41,706 I'm going to Tokyo. 1107 01:16:41,793 --> 01:16:44,293 Hold on! What? Hey, wait! 1108 01:16:45,376 --> 01:16:47,496 Ai… Do you not love me anymore or what? 1109 01:16:47,584 --> 01:16:48,704 Takuya. 1110 01:16:49,584 --> 01:16:51,874 What we had was an immature mistake. 1111 01:16:51,959 --> 01:16:53,339 An immature mistake? 1112 01:16:54,876 --> 01:16:55,916 Goodbye. 1113 01:16:56,001 --> 01:16:58,091 [Takuya] Ai, wait! Hey! 1114 01:16:59,168 --> 01:17:00,878 You're just gonna leave like this? 1115 01:17:02,126 --> 01:17:04,126 [running footsteps recede] 1116 01:17:05,959 --> 01:17:08,089 [wistful music playing] 1117 01:17:10,834 --> 01:17:12,834 [birds twittering] 1118 01:17:20,293 --> 01:17:25,373 [in Japanese] ♪ When I'm all alone ♪ 1119 01:17:25,876 --> 01:17:32,166 ♪ I listen to my favorite song ♪ 1120 01:17:32,751 --> 01:17:39,051 ♪ Because Olivia ♪ 1121 01:17:39,126 --> 01:17:46,126 ♪ Comforts my lonely heart ♪ 1122 01:17:47,543 --> 01:17:52,583 ♪ My cup of jasmine tea ♪ 1123 01:17:53,084 --> 01:17:58,994 ♪ This sedative, lulling me to sleep ♪ 1124 01:17:59,501 --> 01:18:05,711 ♪ I want my day to end ♪ 1125 01:18:06,209 --> 01:18:13,209 ♪ The way I want it to tonight ♪ 1126 01:18:14,293 --> 01:18:16,873 ♪ When we first met ♪ 1127 01:18:17,668 --> 01:18:20,248 ♪ Never could I have imagined ♪ 1128 01:18:21,084 --> 01:18:25,624 ♪ A day like this would come ♪ 1129 01:18:27,668 --> 01:18:30,418 [in English] ♪ Making good things better ♪ 1130 01:18:30,501 --> 01:18:33,801 [in Japanese] ♪ No, it's already done ♪ 1131 01:18:33,876 --> 01:18:40,416 ♪ It's just that time has passed ♪ 1132 01:18:40,501 --> 01:18:47,211 ♪ You are exhausted from loving ♪ 1133 01:18:47,293 --> 01:18:54,203 ♪ A phantom version of me ♪ 1134 01:18:59,209 --> 01:19:00,839 [distant hum of traffic] 1135 01:19:00,918 --> 01:19:04,748 {\an8}1998 TOKYO 1136 01:19:04,834 --> 01:19:06,834 [gentle music playing] 1137 01:19:12,751 --> 01:19:14,801 I'll work very hard. I'll do anything! 1138 01:19:15,751 --> 01:19:16,881 You were a man before? 1139 01:19:17,793 --> 01:19:19,623 You're not right for our agency. 1140 01:19:20,168 --> 01:19:21,838 I can sing and I can dance. 1141 01:19:22,709 --> 01:19:25,419 We would welcome you, but you're not a woman. 1142 01:19:26,959 --> 01:19:27,879 Mm. 1143 01:19:28,459 --> 01:19:30,209 You'll never find anyone more motivated. 1144 01:19:30,293 --> 01:19:32,873 [chuckles] I like you a lot. 1145 01:19:32,959 --> 01:19:34,629 I'll introduce you to a good agency. 1146 01:19:34,709 --> 01:19:36,799 - Amazing! - [man] Mm-hmm! 1147 01:19:36,876 --> 01:19:40,046 A sexy place. They eat up cuties like you there. 1148 01:19:40,793 --> 01:19:41,663 What? 1149 01:19:41,751 --> 01:19:44,751 There's plenty of customers with unique tastes. Hmm. 1150 01:19:46,126 --> 01:19:48,126 [hum of traffic] 1151 01:19:51,334 --> 01:19:54,834 [gasps] Really? That's great news! 1152 01:19:55,334 --> 01:19:57,454 I'm still asking around, though. 1153 01:19:58,793 --> 01:20:02,293 If it all works out, I can help people like you for much cheaper. 1154 01:20:02,876 --> 01:20:03,746 [chuckles softly] 1155 01:20:03,834 --> 01:20:06,744 Awesome. You're doing so good. 1156 01:20:06,834 --> 01:20:09,494 [chuckles]What've you been up to? 1157 01:20:10,043 --> 01:20:11,413 How's Tokyo treating you? 1158 01:20:11,501 --> 01:20:15,631 It's treating me well. I've been getting so many jobs. 1159 01:20:16,126 --> 01:20:18,046 People in Tokyo don't scare me at all. 1160 01:20:18,543 --> 01:20:19,703 That's good to hear. 1161 01:20:20,209 --> 01:20:21,419 [two knocks on door] 1162 01:20:21,501 --> 01:20:23,421 Oh, they need me. Sorry. 1163 01:20:23,501 --> 01:20:25,591 No worries. We'll talk soon. 1164 01:20:26,126 --> 01:20:27,246 Bye. 1165 01:20:27,334 --> 01:20:29,374 [distant siren wailing] 1166 01:20:31,959 --> 01:20:32,919 [sighs] 1167 01:20:35,709 --> 01:20:37,709 I'm not getting any jobs. 1168 01:20:39,668 --> 01:20:41,588 [doorbell rings] 1169 01:20:44,209 --> 01:20:45,299 Who is it? 1170 01:20:49,918 --> 01:20:52,588 Who is it? A prank? 1171 01:20:58,293 --> 01:20:59,243 Mom? 1172 01:21:04,293 --> 01:21:05,293 Thank you. 1173 01:21:15,084 --> 01:21:16,874 I'm surprised to see you. 1174 01:21:20,209 --> 01:21:21,499 We're divorcing. 1175 01:21:23,293 --> 01:21:24,703 Your dad was cheating. 1176 01:21:28,043 --> 01:21:29,123 He was? 1177 01:21:31,918 --> 01:21:34,588 I couldn't take it anymore, so I left. 1178 01:21:36,543 --> 01:21:38,953 I've been reflecting on a lot of things. 1179 01:21:39,501 --> 01:21:41,881 Even though your dad should be the one doing that. 1180 01:21:46,376 --> 01:21:49,746 Are you… just here to tell me that? 1181 01:21:50,709 --> 01:21:52,299 You're our child. 1182 01:21:56,334 --> 01:21:58,294 I think you can understand. 1183 01:21:59,459 --> 01:22:00,959 You know how I feel 1184 01:22:02,084 --> 01:22:03,294 as a woman. 1185 01:22:08,751 --> 01:22:09,591 What? 1186 01:22:17,376 --> 01:22:23,206 You… you always… were a woman, yes? 1187 01:22:27,084 --> 01:22:30,914 You don't have to hide it from me. Not anymore. 1188 01:22:42,501 --> 01:22:43,881 I'm sorry. 1189 01:22:45,668 --> 01:22:47,668 I gave birth to you like that. 1190 01:22:48,293 --> 01:22:49,663 In the wrong body. 1191 01:22:50,251 --> 01:22:51,631 What are you saying? 1192 01:22:52,209 --> 01:22:53,709 Mom, it's not your fault. 1193 01:22:54,209 --> 01:22:57,419 All parents are responsible for their kids. 1194 01:23:01,376 --> 01:23:06,666 When your grandma passed away, my heart was crushed when I saw you. 1195 01:23:08,126 --> 01:23:11,246 You tried so hard to dress up like a man in that suit. 1196 01:23:11,751 --> 01:23:15,461 You tried so hard to kill your true self for so long. 1197 01:23:18,043 --> 01:23:21,373 I realized that I was the one who made you feel that way. 1198 01:23:22,209 --> 01:23:23,879 But I couldn't deal with it. 1199 01:23:26,043 --> 01:23:27,293 That's why… 1200 01:23:28,293 --> 01:23:30,583 I couldn't be around you at all. 1201 01:23:34,918 --> 01:23:36,918 I did that a lot actually. 1202 01:23:38,126 --> 01:23:40,956 I'd been turning away from you since you were little. 1203 01:23:44,751 --> 01:23:46,631 [Ai] Have you always known? 1204 01:23:47,751 --> 01:23:50,591 I'm your mother. Of course I did. 1205 01:23:55,376 --> 01:23:56,666 All this time… 1206 01:23:59,251 --> 01:24:02,051 I thought you hated everything about me. 1207 01:24:02,876 --> 01:24:04,376 Of course not. 1208 01:24:06,251 --> 01:24:08,341 I even went to your apartment. 1209 01:24:08,834 --> 01:24:13,044 I wanted… to talk about everything. 1210 01:24:14,376 --> 01:24:16,376 I wanted to face you properly. 1211 01:24:16,959 --> 01:24:19,379 [rings doorbell] 1212 01:24:20,168 --> 01:24:22,378 - [Ai] Who's that? - [Takuya] You don't have to answer that. 1213 01:24:22,459 --> 01:24:23,999 [Ai] Yes, I do. 1214 01:24:27,543 --> 01:24:28,913 Coming! 1215 01:24:31,209 --> 01:24:32,209 Hello? 1216 01:24:32,293 --> 01:24:34,993 - [train clacking] - [Takuya] Who is it? 1217 01:24:35,084 --> 01:24:37,374 - A ding-dong ditch? - [Ai] Maybe a neighbor. 1218 01:24:37,459 --> 01:24:40,379 - We were loud, you know. - [Takuya] It's fine. Come on. 1219 01:24:40,459 --> 01:24:42,839 - [Ai] Come on and do what? - [Takuya] Make out! 1220 01:24:44,543 --> 01:24:45,413 [sighs] 1221 01:24:49,334 --> 01:24:51,334 I couldn't give this to you then. 1222 01:24:51,418 --> 01:24:53,498 I know it's your favorite. 1223 01:25:07,751 --> 01:25:12,091 I'm sorry I was such a… awful mother. 1224 01:25:14,918 --> 01:25:16,088 I'm sorry. 1225 01:25:17,293 --> 01:25:18,913 Why are you sorry? 1226 01:25:22,334 --> 01:25:23,954 I'm the one who should… 1227 01:25:25,293 --> 01:25:26,913 who should be sorry. 1228 01:25:27,459 --> 01:25:28,749 [sniffles] 1229 01:25:29,543 --> 01:25:30,543 [sniffles] 1230 01:25:31,918 --> 01:25:32,748 I… 1231 01:25:36,584 --> 01:25:37,494 [crying] 1232 01:25:38,126 --> 01:25:41,456 You went through so much to give birth to my body and I-- 1233 01:25:41,543 --> 01:25:43,203 Don't apologize. 1234 01:25:44,001 --> 01:25:46,881 Whether you're a man… or a woman, 1235 01:25:47,376 --> 01:25:50,046 you will always be my child. 1236 01:25:52,293 --> 01:25:55,083 My beautiful, precious child. 1237 01:25:55,668 --> 01:25:57,298 [both crying] 1238 01:25:58,251 --> 01:26:00,131 - Mom… - [gentle ballad playing] 1239 01:26:03,084 --> 01:26:05,374 [sniffling, crying] 1240 01:26:13,668 --> 01:26:15,668 [vocalizing] 1241 01:26:22,584 --> 01:26:24,994 Do me a favor, will you, Ai? 1242 01:26:25,834 --> 01:26:27,834 [in Japanese] ♪ It's a nostalgic pain… ♪ 1243 01:26:29,418 --> 01:26:30,748 [in English] What is it? 1244 01:26:31,376 --> 01:26:35,336 You called me… "Ai." 1245 01:26:38,043 --> 01:26:41,203 You didn't call me… "Kenji." 1246 01:26:47,376 --> 01:26:50,416 Will you… do my makeup? 1247 01:26:52,043 --> 01:26:53,083 Makeup? 1248 01:26:54,084 --> 01:27:00,914 Yes, Ai. I came to see you… when you performed at the club. 1249 01:27:01,459 --> 01:27:02,589 [laughs] You did? 1250 01:27:02,668 --> 01:27:03,798 [chuckles] 1251 01:27:04,293 --> 01:27:05,743 Yes, I did. 1252 01:27:06,709 --> 01:27:08,959 You were so cute in your makeup. 1253 01:27:10,876 --> 01:27:12,706 I am so proud of you. 1254 01:27:15,918 --> 01:27:18,378 [both laugh emotionally] 1255 01:27:19,543 --> 01:27:21,163 I admired you. 1256 01:27:22,668 --> 01:27:25,168 Ai, I think that you're beautiful. 1257 01:27:26,501 --> 01:27:30,091 [in Japanese] ♪ Why must the dreams Lost to time ♪ 1258 01:27:30,168 --> 01:27:37,168 ♪ Always appear so beautiful? ♪ 1259 01:27:37,251 --> 01:27:39,751 ♪ That affection ♪ 1260 01:27:40,459 --> 01:27:44,839 ♪ Of the past is still ♪ 1261 01:27:44,918 --> 01:27:50,748 ♪ A sweet memory ♪ 1262 01:27:50,834 --> 01:27:54,294 [in English] ♪ Sweet memories ♪ 1263 01:27:58,418 --> 01:27:59,708 [music fades] 1264 01:28:01,251 --> 01:28:02,921 The files for tomorrow's counseling. 1265 01:28:03,001 --> 01:28:04,301 Oh. Thank you. 1266 01:28:04,793 --> 01:28:06,833 Doctor, aren't you tired? 1267 01:28:06,918 --> 01:28:08,338 You must be too. 1268 01:28:08,418 --> 01:28:09,998 Oh, I'm sorry, we're-- 1269 01:28:10,084 --> 01:28:13,044 It seems like you're going all out with this thing, huh? 1270 01:28:14,251 --> 01:28:15,251 What do you mean? 1271 01:28:16,959 --> 01:28:18,919 With all those okama. 1272 01:28:20,043 --> 01:28:23,743 Listen, if you just mess with them a little, it's not a big deal. 1273 01:28:24,876 --> 01:28:25,746 [exhales] 1274 01:28:26,834 --> 01:28:28,374 You're doing too much. 1275 01:28:29,418 --> 01:28:31,798 How many dicks have you cut off this month, huh? 1276 01:28:33,751 --> 01:28:36,381 - Please be careful with your words. - Apologies. 1277 01:28:36,459 --> 01:28:37,499 It slipped. 1278 01:28:38,626 --> 01:28:41,586 As far as we are concerned, Wada, 1279 01:28:42,084 --> 01:28:43,664 we're not going to drop this. 1280 01:28:44,168 --> 01:28:47,548 This is a legitimate medical procedure to save our patients. 1281 01:28:47,626 --> 01:28:50,496 That's not something that's up to you to decide. 1282 01:28:52,001 --> 01:28:53,631 It's up to the state. 1283 01:28:59,209 --> 01:29:02,999 [woman laughs] What?! You used to be a man? 1284 01:29:04,918 --> 01:29:09,208 Don't you think that maybe it would be better to hide that in this business? 1285 01:29:09,709 --> 01:29:13,629 [chuckles softly] I want to be an idol. And I want to do things honestly. 1286 01:29:14,209 --> 01:29:15,209 Mm-hmm. 1287 01:29:15,709 --> 01:29:17,959 I like your spunk. We're happy to bring you on. 1288 01:29:18,043 --> 01:29:20,743 Mark my words. You'll be working a lot! 1289 01:29:20,834 --> 01:29:23,994 [gasps] Thank you very much! 1290 01:29:24,084 --> 01:29:26,294 [woman chuckling] 1291 01:29:26,376 --> 01:29:27,666 Oh, how cute! 1292 01:29:27,751 --> 01:29:30,131 - [giggling] - [woman laughing] 1293 01:29:30,709 --> 01:29:33,379 - [pop music playing over PA] - Hi, all! [giggles] 1294 01:29:33,459 --> 01:29:36,209 I just love seeing every one of you here today! 1295 01:29:36,293 --> 01:29:37,493 I'll introduce myself. 1296 01:29:37,584 --> 01:29:39,914 I'm Ai, and I'm here from Osaka, now in Tokyo. 1297 01:29:40,001 --> 01:29:41,671 And I'm doing my best! 1298 01:29:41,751 --> 01:29:43,881 [kids chattering, playing] 1299 01:29:43,959 --> 01:29:45,999 MATSUZAKAYA FREE CHARITY MUSIC FESTIVAL 1300 01:29:46,084 --> 01:29:48,414 [kids chattering in Japanese] 1301 01:29:49,459 --> 01:29:51,459 - [people chattering] - [bugs chittering] 1302 01:29:53,043 --> 01:29:57,203 [people continue chattering] 1303 01:30:00,168 --> 01:30:02,128 [girl] I wanna do something fun! 1304 01:30:03,209 --> 01:30:04,589 What is this?! 1305 01:30:04,668 --> 01:30:06,378 I'm not wearing this. 1306 01:30:07,834 --> 01:30:09,914 [man] I don't know what to tell you. 1307 01:30:10,001 --> 01:30:11,671 I cleared it with your agency. 1308 01:30:12,543 --> 01:30:15,413 An okama doesn't get embarrassed. Just wear it. 1309 01:30:15,501 --> 01:30:17,751 BOYS OVER BALLS 1310 01:30:18,543 --> 01:30:20,413 [woman] It's taking forever. 1311 01:30:23,584 --> 01:30:25,584 [wistful music playing] 1312 01:30:31,293 --> 01:30:33,453 What the hell am I? 1313 01:30:38,459 --> 01:30:40,799 - [panting] - [monitor's alarm ringing] 1314 01:30:41,751 --> 01:30:44,131 - Doctor, I need you. Doctor! - [Wada mumbles] 1315 01:30:45,918 --> 01:30:47,708 - [ringing continues] - [Wada] What's wrong? 1316 01:30:47,793 --> 01:30:49,623 {\an8}Doctor! It's a code blue! 1317 01:30:49,709 --> 01:30:51,129 - Step aside. - [tense music playing] 1318 01:30:51,209 --> 01:30:54,299 - Open the IV. Defib. Epinephrine. - [woman 1] Can you hear me? I'm here. 1319 01:30:54,376 --> 01:30:55,246 [woman 2] Okay! 1320 01:30:55,334 --> 01:30:58,334 [woman 1] Can you hear me? I don't feel a pulse. 1321 01:30:59,959 --> 01:31:03,169 - Is the defib ready yet? - Almost! I'm starting the ambu bag. 1322 01:31:03,251 --> 01:31:05,381 [alarm continues ringing] 1323 01:31:07,168 --> 01:31:13,458 [flatline tone drones] 1324 01:31:13,543 --> 01:31:15,543 [music intensifies] 1325 01:31:19,126 --> 01:31:21,126 [flatline tone fades into tense music] 1326 01:31:24,876 --> 01:31:27,086 [Tsuruku] Can you explain all of this? 1327 01:31:29,084 --> 01:31:32,834 Medical terms are so difficult to understand for the average person. 1328 01:31:32,918 --> 01:31:34,498 [chuckles] I don't get 'em. 1329 01:31:35,626 --> 01:31:37,626 [music fades] 1330 01:31:38,876 --> 01:31:42,746 Tell me why… an okama you were operating on 1331 01:31:43,251 --> 01:31:46,671 suddenly died during a procedure you perform a lot? 1332 01:31:48,751 --> 01:31:51,631 We haven't determined the cause of death quite yet. 1333 01:31:54,293 --> 01:31:55,493 Oh… 1334 01:31:59,043 --> 01:32:00,453 If I had to guess, 1335 01:32:01,334 --> 01:32:04,204 it was a complication called ARDS from the anesthesia. 1336 01:32:05,459 --> 01:32:08,129 The cause of ARDS is often unknown, so there's no way to prevent it. 1337 01:32:08,209 --> 01:32:12,419 Wada… are you telling me that it's not your fault? 1338 01:32:18,168 --> 01:32:20,998 What I'm telling you is that that is my best guess. 1339 01:32:22,793 --> 01:32:25,703 As of now, that's the best I can do for my deceased patient. 1340 01:32:27,459 --> 01:32:29,669 Interesting. 1341 01:32:30,293 --> 01:32:31,163 [inhales sharply] 1342 01:32:32,084 --> 01:32:34,794 Very interesting. 1343 01:32:35,418 --> 01:32:37,168 By the way, doctor, 1344 01:32:38,626 --> 01:32:42,416 I've been… wondering about something. 1345 01:32:44,543 --> 01:32:47,583 Why would you befriend those people? 1346 01:32:49,876 --> 01:32:52,746 Are you into that sort of thing too? 1347 01:32:54,876 --> 01:32:57,046 Or maybe… 1348 01:33:00,334 --> 01:33:02,834 You get your rocks off with this kind of stuff, hmm? 1349 01:33:02,918 --> 01:33:04,378 {\an8}[pounding on table] 1350 01:33:04,459 --> 01:33:07,049 You like cutting off men's dicks? 1351 01:33:09,668 --> 01:33:10,548 [laughs] 1352 01:33:11,751 --> 01:33:12,631 [laughs] 1353 01:33:13,793 --> 01:33:15,333 Not speaking now? 1354 01:33:16,501 --> 01:33:18,671 I've got all day for this. 1355 01:33:19,543 --> 01:33:21,873 [chuckling] 1356 01:33:23,959 --> 01:33:24,839 ANGEL NEST 1357 01:33:24,918 --> 01:33:28,048 [Megumi] Sangen-jaya? Wow. Isn't that expensive? 1358 01:33:28,126 --> 01:33:30,626 I heard it's great there. There's a lot of them. [laughs] 1359 01:33:30,709 --> 01:33:33,299 [laughs] So it's different from where you live! 1360 01:33:33,376 --> 01:33:35,996 [Jennifer] I mean it. What are you laughing about? 1361 01:33:36,084 --> 01:33:40,794 By the way, Ai, this place is nice. It's really cute here, I like it. 1362 01:33:40,876 --> 01:33:43,796 [chuckles] I was asked to work here. 1363 01:33:43,876 --> 01:33:46,546 I'm only part-time because I'm busy in entertainment. 1364 01:33:46,626 --> 01:33:48,836 That's good. Things are going well. 1365 01:33:49,334 --> 01:33:51,374 Tokyo has been really great. 1366 01:33:51,918 --> 01:33:52,748 All right. 1367 01:33:53,293 --> 01:33:55,243 I have something I want to show you, Ai. 1368 01:33:55,334 --> 01:33:56,704 - [Jennifer] Hmm? - It's this. 1369 01:33:56,793 --> 01:33:58,703 - Ah. - Go ahead. Look. 1370 01:34:01,918 --> 01:34:07,588 {\an8}- Miss International… Queen? - [Megumi] Yep. Uh-huh. 1371 01:34:07,668 --> 01:34:11,088 They decide who's the most beautiful trans woman in the world. 1372 01:34:11,168 --> 01:34:13,378 [gasps] Ai. You're adorable. You should enter. 1373 01:34:13,459 --> 01:34:14,549 {\an8}- Right? - She Should! 1374 01:34:14,626 --> 01:34:18,246 - I'm interested, but I'm kinda busy. - Then I'll enter! 1375 01:34:18,334 --> 01:34:21,874 - I will represent Japan! - [Jennifer] No, please. You can't! 1376 01:34:21,959 --> 01:34:23,379 Japan will sink. [laughing] 1377 01:34:23,459 --> 01:34:25,629 [Marumi] Hey girl, what did you just say to me?! 1378 01:34:25,709 --> 01:34:27,339 You said that, queen! 1379 01:34:27,418 --> 01:34:29,418 Not again! She's been saying that forever. 1380 01:34:29,501 --> 01:34:31,131 [all laughing] 1381 01:34:31,209 --> 01:34:33,419 [Megumi] Ai, did you hear about Dr. Wada? 1382 01:34:33,501 --> 01:34:34,751 Hear what? 1383 01:34:34,834 --> 01:34:37,994 Someone died during one of his operations. 1384 01:34:38,084 --> 01:34:39,544 Are you serious? 1385 01:34:40,334 --> 01:34:42,794 [Jennifer] People have been saying it wasn't Dr. Wada's fault, 1386 01:34:42,876 --> 01:34:43,956 so it should be fine. 1387 01:34:44,043 --> 01:34:45,333 [Megumi and Marumi] Mm-hmm. 1388 01:34:45,876 --> 01:34:48,666 - [Marumi] Girl, your bubbles are flat. - [Jennifer] You made them flat! 1389 01:34:48,751 --> 01:34:49,591 [Marumi] Oh, no. 1390 01:34:49,668 --> 01:34:50,548 [indistinct chatter] 1391 01:34:50,626 --> 01:34:52,086 - [woman] He's here! - Dr. Wada's here! 1392 01:34:52,168 --> 01:34:53,878 - [man] Dr. Wada! - [all clamoring] 1393 01:34:53,959 --> 01:34:55,629 [cameras clicking] 1394 01:34:55,709 --> 01:34:56,749 [clamoring continues] 1395 01:34:56,834 --> 01:34:58,874 What do you think about sex change surgery? 1396 01:34:58,959 --> 01:35:01,299 [man] We need to know! People need to know about it! 1397 01:35:01,376 --> 01:35:03,376 - [reporters] Dr. Wada! - Excuse me. 1398 01:35:04,668 --> 01:35:06,498 - [door opens] - [Wada sighs] 1399 01:35:07,418 --> 01:35:08,298 Are you okay? 1400 01:35:08,376 --> 01:35:09,626 Yeah. 1401 01:35:10,543 --> 01:35:13,453 Who knows when we'll open with all this going on. 1402 01:35:13,543 --> 01:35:14,913 Doctor, here. 1403 01:35:15,584 --> 01:35:18,244 - What? - The list of patients who want surgery. 1404 01:35:18,751 --> 01:35:20,881 It's increased since the beginning of this month. 1405 01:35:22,876 --> 01:35:24,376 This many? 1406 01:35:25,168 --> 01:35:25,998 Yes. 1407 01:35:38,834 --> 01:35:39,914 THANK YOU, DR. WADA 1408 01:35:40,001 --> 01:35:42,001 {\an8}- I'M GOING TO SHINE BRIGHT - FROM AI 1409 01:35:46,751 --> 01:35:48,751 [crowd cheering on TV] 1410 01:35:53,293 --> 01:35:54,993 [woman on TV in Japanese] Is everyone well? 1411 01:35:55,084 --> 01:35:57,664 - [crowd on TV cheering] - [woman laughs] 1412 01:35:57,751 --> 01:36:01,381 [lip-synching to woman on TV] You are? I wonder why. 1413 01:36:01,459 --> 01:36:04,169 Hey, guess what? 1414 01:36:04,251 --> 01:36:07,461 That's right. I finally made it to Nagoya. 1415 01:36:07,543 --> 01:36:08,993 [woman on TV giggles] 1416 01:36:09,084 --> 01:36:10,044 Thank you. 1417 01:36:10,126 --> 01:36:11,876 [TV audience cheering, applauding] 1418 01:36:11,959 --> 01:36:17,169 I go on tour each and every summer, 1419 01:36:17,251 --> 01:36:23,801 but I was a little late this year, and now we're in chilly November. 1420 01:36:23,876 --> 01:36:28,126 It's so cold, so, like, the only thing to do now is to warm ourselves back up. 1421 01:36:28,209 --> 01:36:31,049 - Isn't that right? - [in English] Hey there. [chuckles] 1422 01:36:31,126 --> 01:36:33,916 - Ah! Sorry about that! [chuckles] - It's been a while. 1423 01:36:34,001 --> 01:36:36,841 Aw, I'm so happy you came! 1424 01:36:36,918 --> 01:36:39,168 So am I. What were you lip-synching for? 1425 01:36:39,251 --> 01:36:41,711 Were you practicing? Kyon Kyon, huh? 1426 01:36:41,793 --> 01:36:43,663 - [Ai] Yeah. - You remembered it perfectly. 1427 01:36:43,751 --> 01:36:46,001 I memorized it because it was on every day. 1428 01:36:46,084 --> 01:36:48,294 Wow, you memorized it like a pro. 1429 01:36:48,376 --> 01:36:52,626 Oh! You should do it as a bit. It'd be funny if you did other people too. 1430 01:36:52,709 --> 01:36:53,629 Who, me? 1431 01:36:53,709 --> 01:36:55,959 It'd be funny. I'd laugh. [chuckles] 1432 01:36:56,043 --> 01:36:59,203 Oh! You're gonna be an idol, so you don't need to be funny or anything. 1433 01:36:59,293 --> 01:37:02,623 Sorry if I said something unnecessary. I forgot. 1434 01:37:02,709 --> 01:37:05,129 Hmm. What should I have? 1435 01:37:06,293 --> 01:37:10,373 Now then. Shall we get started today? 1436 01:37:15,876 --> 01:37:16,746 [Wada laughs] 1437 01:37:20,459 --> 01:37:21,589 What is it? 1438 01:37:26,626 --> 01:37:29,206 This time would be better used for surgeries. 1439 01:37:33,209 --> 01:37:35,959 You just want to make me the bad guy, don't you? 1440 01:37:37,293 --> 01:37:39,293 Without even proper investigation, 1441 01:37:39,376 --> 01:37:42,376 you're trying to make the cause of death an overdose of anesthesia 1442 01:37:42,459 --> 01:37:44,169 because it's the most obvious. 1443 01:37:45,668 --> 01:37:47,338 I'm really shocked. 1444 01:37:49,251 --> 01:37:51,591 Do you actually think of us that way? 1445 01:37:53,793 --> 01:37:54,833 You know what? 1446 01:37:56,334 --> 01:37:58,084 I've finally realized something. 1447 01:37:58,168 --> 01:37:59,338 Go on. 1448 01:38:02,126 --> 01:38:04,336 It's not doctors who save patients. 1449 01:38:05,209 --> 01:38:06,499 It's the opposite. 1450 01:38:08,543 --> 01:38:12,583 Doctors are being kept alive by the power of the patients' desire to live. 1451 01:38:13,543 --> 01:38:14,663 Right. 1452 01:38:15,918 --> 01:38:17,628 As a way to say thanks, 1453 01:38:19,459 --> 01:38:22,459 we take our jobs seriously and try to reduce patients' suffering, 1454 01:38:22,543 --> 01:38:23,913 even if only a little. 1455 01:38:25,001 --> 01:38:28,421 Simply curing illnesses and injuries isn't what saves them from suffering. 1456 01:38:28,501 --> 01:38:30,631 It's something far more important than that. 1457 01:38:31,126 --> 01:38:32,996 Doctors face each and every patient 1458 01:38:33,084 --> 01:38:35,494 and do our best to support them in every way! 1459 01:38:35,584 --> 01:38:38,624 {\an8}That's the sole reason doctors exist as a profession! 1460 01:38:40,626 --> 01:38:42,206 [breathing heavily] 1461 01:38:43,668 --> 01:38:49,378 Doctors and medical care… have always existed 1462 01:38:49,459 --> 01:38:51,419 since the birth of humanity. 1463 01:38:52,709 --> 01:38:55,129 Long before countries and laws came to be created. 1464 01:38:57,584 --> 01:39:00,794 And that is exactly why we will always be the winners in the end. 1465 01:39:03,209 --> 01:39:05,629 [distant siren wailing] 1466 01:39:17,209 --> 01:39:19,959 [gentle music playing] 1467 01:39:29,126 --> 01:39:31,456 It's impossible. 1468 01:39:32,751 --> 01:39:34,881 I can't become an idol. 1469 01:39:40,251 --> 01:39:42,711 But I really wanted it. 1470 01:39:46,501 --> 01:39:48,421 - [door opens] - [door bells jangle] 1471 01:39:52,251 --> 01:39:53,301 Doctor. 1472 01:39:55,251 --> 01:39:57,341 [gentle music continues] 1473 01:39:57,418 --> 01:39:59,248 [Wada] I had some business in Tokyo. 1474 01:40:02,918 --> 01:40:04,378 [Ai] Are you all right? 1475 01:40:06,043 --> 01:40:07,913 The clinic had an accident. 1476 01:40:10,334 --> 01:40:11,204 [Wada] Hmm. 1477 01:40:12,709 --> 01:40:13,749 How about you? 1478 01:40:15,459 --> 01:40:16,549 Are you doing okay? 1479 01:40:16,626 --> 01:40:20,086 [Ai chuckles] Of course I am. Everything's amazing. 1480 01:40:24,418 --> 01:40:25,458 That's great. 1481 01:40:27,959 --> 01:40:29,499 You made the right decision. 1482 01:40:34,293 --> 01:40:36,583 You're shining in Tokyo, too, then. 1483 01:40:43,459 --> 01:40:45,299 I'm not shining at all. 1484 01:40:50,709 --> 01:40:53,049 I think my light may have burned out. 1485 01:40:53,543 --> 01:40:54,493 [chuckles softly] 1486 01:40:57,751 --> 01:40:59,501 I've been struggling… 1487 01:41:01,668 --> 01:41:03,628 since I came to Tokyo. 1488 01:41:11,251 --> 01:41:13,211 What am I doing with my life? 1489 01:41:18,209 --> 01:41:19,379 You know, Ai… 1490 01:41:21,376 --> 01:41:23,416 you're the one who led me on my path. 1491 01:41:27,709 --> 01:41:29,169 The orchiectomy. 1492 01:41:30,459 --> 01:41:32,209 The sex change surgery. 1493 01:41:35,584 --> 01:41:38,374 I'm on my path because you shined your light on it. 1494 01:41:47,751 --> 01:41:48,711 Although… 1495 01:41:52,918 --> 01:41:55,048 your path has only led you here. 1496 01:42:02,251 --> 01:42:03,301 You know, I… 1497 01:42:06,251 --> 01:42:07,751 I caused the death… 1498 01:42:10,168 --> 01:42:11,878 of a precious patient 1499 01:42:13,251 --> 01:42:15,001 who put their trust in me. 1500 01:42:23,626 --> 01:42:26,626 Were we doing the right thing? Or the wrong thing? 1501 01:42:34,626 --> 01:42:36,876 The right thing Doctor! Absolutely! 1502 01:42:39,251 --> 01:42:40,751 None of it was wrong. 1503 01:42:41,293 --> 01:42:43,413 Neither of us made any mistakes! 1504 01:42:46,251 --> 01:42:48,381 You have to keep going, Doctor. 1505 01:42:48,459 --> 01:42:50,209 I can still do more. 1506 01:42:50,293 --> 01:42:53,333 I'm gonna do more and more and more until I die! 1507 01:42:55,918 --> 01:42:56,878 [sobs] 1508 01:42:56,959 --> 01:42:58,209 We can shine. 1509 01:43:05,584 --> 01:43:06,744 [crying] 1510 01:43:13,293 --> 01:43:14,293 [Wada] I'm leaving. 1511 01:43:16,043 --> 01:43:17,913 I'm sorry for getting sentimental. 1512 01:43:30,334 --> 01:43:32,914 I've decided to resume the surgeries tomorrow. 1513 01:43:35,459 --> 01:43:37,129 That's why I wanted to see you. 1514 01:43:44,626 --> 01:43:45,546 Bye. 1515 01:43:46,043 --> 01:43:47,373 [door bells jangle] 1516 01:43:49,251 --> 01:43:50,251 [door closes] 1517 01:43:54,209 --> 01:43:56,839 [pensive music playing] 1518 01:43:56,918 --> 01:43:58,418 [monitor beeping] 1519 01:43:58,501 --> 01:43:59,671 [Wada] It's over there. 1520 01:44:01,418 --> 01:44:02,298 [woman] Here. 1521 01:44:10,251 --> 01:44:12,171 - [Wada] Clip it. - [woman] Okay. 1522 01:44:15,043 --> 01:44:16,873 [Kyon Kyon on TV] I still have a long way to go. 1523 01:44:16,959 --> 01:44:19,709 [Ai whispering along] So if you look from the side like this, 1524 01:44:19,793 --> 01:44:23,793 you can see how they built things up one by one. 1525 01:44:23,876 --> 01:44:24,876 Like this. 1526 01:44:24,959 --> 01:44:29,459 And, you know, all those people are standing tall, 1527 01:44:29,543 --> 01:44:32,083 And they are so amazing, and well, 1528 01:44:32,168 --> 01:44:38,338 what I'm doing is just placing some things somewhere out on the ground. 1529 01:44:38,418 --> 01:44:41,748 It's so low, you can't see the shape of it. 1530 01:44:41,834 --> 01:44:45,794 {\an8}And you might start to wonder what I'm doing. But… 1531 01:44:45,876 --> 01:44:48,126 [pensive music continues] 1532 01:44:53,168 --> 01:44:55,128 [sighs] 1533 01:44:55,209 --> 01:44:56,959 "NEWHALF" FOUND DECEASED 1534 01:44:57,043 --> 01:45:00,123 IN A BOTCHED UNDERGROUND SEX CHANGE SURGERY 1535 01:45:02,084 --> 01:45:03,334 [closes publication] 1536 01:45:13,334 --> 01:45:14,334 [sniffs] 1537 01:45:14,418 --> 01:45:16,378 [music fades] 1538 01:45:16,459 --> 01:45:18,169 - [man 1] Let's do it. - [man 2] Let's go home. 1539 01:45:18,251 --> 01:45:20,091 You're just stressed because you're left-handed. 1540 01:45:20,168 --> 01:45:21,628 [man 1] "Because you're left-handed?" 1541 01:45:21,709 --> 01:45:23,959 [man 2] My right elbow is stressing you out? 1542 01:45:24,043 --> 01:45:26,373 [muffled conversation] 1543 01:45:26,459 --> 01:45:28,299 - [man 1] Who's gonna die? Not me. - [man 2]Scary. 1544 01:45:28,376 --> 01:45:29,706 - [man 3] Yeah, you. - [man 2 laughs] 1545 01:45:29,793 --> 01:45:31,793 - [Ai yelps] Ah! - I'm not scared of whatever you're-- 1546 01:45:31,876 --> 01:45:34,626 - [men chattering] - Hi, may I help you? 1547 01:45:34,709 --> 01:45:37,209 Hey, who is this? What? You're on your way here? 1548 01:45:37,293 --> 01:45:39,373 - [man 1] What? What? - [Ai] I'm so excited! 1549 01:45:39,459 --> 01:45:43,549 Yes! I can't wait till you get here! [laughing] 1550 01:45:43,626 --> 01:45:45,876 - [man 1] What are you excited about? - [man 2] Who's coming? 1551 01:45:45,959 --> 01:45:47,169 Listen up. 1552 01:45:48,293 --> 01:45:50,203 Get presentable, everyone. 1553 01:45:50,793 --> 01:45:52,623 A famous idol is coming here! 1554 01:45:53,501 --> 01:45:55,171 - [man 1] Huh? - [man 2, man 3] What? 1555 01:45:55,251 --> 01:45:57,961 I'm sure she'll be arriving any minute now. 1556 01:45:58,043 --> 01:46:00,743 - [man 2 laughs] I don't think so. Whoa. - [man 3] Who is she? 1557 01:46:00,834 --> 01:46:02,874 - I wasn't told. Were you? - [laughs] You're excited. 1558 01:46:02,959 --> 01:46:04,249 - Idol… - What? 1559 01:46:04,334 --> 01:46:08,744 - [large audience cheering over PA] - [men chattering] 1560 01:46:08,834 --> 01:46:10,834 [upbeat pop music playing over PA] 1561 01:46:11,334 --> 01:46:14,794 [lip-synching to Japanese lyrics] ♪ I can't decide! Sexy? Cute? ♪ 1562 01:46:14,876 --> 01:46:16,996 ♪ Which do you prefer? ♪ 1563 01:46:17,084 --> 01:46:18,664 ♪ I can't decide! ♪ 1564 01:46:18,751 --> 01:46:20,091 [men chattering] 1565 01:46:20,168 --> 01:46:23,458 ♪ Because I am A purehearted fair maiden ♪ 1566 01:46:23,543 --> 01:46:25,993 ♪ Because I love you… ♪ 1567 01:46:26,584 --> 01:46:28,794 [audience on TV chanting in English] Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! 1568 01:46:35,584 --> 01:46:38,414 Yeah! [uproarious cheering] 1569 01:46:44,376 --> 01:46:46,626 [lip-synching to woman speaking Japanese] Hello, Tokyo. 1570 01:46:46,709 --> 01:46:49,049 It is I. Aya Matsuura! 1571 01:46:49,126 --> 01:46:51,126 - [in English] She's Ayaya! - I got it, I got it. 1572 01:46:51,209 --> 01:46:52,299 The idol, yeah. 1573 01:46:52,376 --> 01:46:53,916 [in Japanese] This morning… 1574 01:46:54,001 --> 01:46:54,881 [man chuckles] 1575 01:46:54,959 --> 01:46:56,299 I think… 1576 01:46:57,293 --> 01:46:59,663 I woke up at 9:00. 1577 01:47:01,251 --> 01:47:03,711 So I went to wash up. 1578 01:47:03,793 --> 01:47:06,743 I have my toothpaste, 1579 01:47:07,334 --> 01:47:09,334 and next to the toothpaste 1580 01:47:09,418 --> 01:47:11,838 is my face cleanser. 1581 01:47:12,793 --> 01:47:16,453 I grabbed the tube 1582 01:47:17,251 --> 01:47:19,171 and started washing my face. 1583 01:47:19,251 --> 01:47:20,631 [men laugh] 1584 01:47:20,709 --> 01:47:23,919 And I thought to myself… 1585 01:47:24,001 --> 01:47:26,501 - Yo, this cleanser feels different. - [laughing] 1586 01:47:26,584 --> 01:47:28,294 - [in English] Her face! - Her face is funny. 1587 01:47:28,376 --> 01:47:30,336 And that's when it dawned on me. 1588 01:47:30,418 --> 01:47:33,958 Oopsie! Wrong one. 1589 01:47:35,668 --> 01:47:40,458 "Yeah! It's a holiday!" 1590 01:47:40,543 --> 01:47:43,543 ♪ Yeah! It's a holiday! ♪ 1591 01:47:43,626 --> 01:47:46,836 ♪ That's my joyful wish this summer ♪ 1592 01:47:46,918 --> 01:47:50,338 ♪ Yeah! Jump into summertime ♪ 1593 01:47:50,418 --> 01:47:52,628 ♪ I wanna fall in love… ♪ 1594 01:47:53,709 --> 01:47:55,379 Yeah! 1595 01:47:55,459 --> 01:47:57,999 [bar patrons cheering, whooping] 1596 01:47:58,876 --> 01:48:00,956 Ai! Ai! 1597 01:48:01,043 --> 01:48:01,993 [in English] Come here! 1598 01:48:02,084 --> 01:48:04,704 Why are you doing this if you want to be an idol? 1599 01:48:04,793 --> 01:48:06,373 - I've been thinking. - Yeah? 1600 01:48:06,459 --> 01:48:08,879 I should only do what I can do, right? 1601 01:48:08,959 --> 01:48:10,589 [slurring] That's cool, I love it. 1602 01:48:10,668 --> 01:48:15,458 It wasn't only cool, it was amazing! Oh! Can I pitch you to my boss for a show? 1603 01:48:15,543 --> 01:48:17,623 I think you're gonna be a sensation! 1604 01:48:17,709 --> 01:48:19,669 - Oh my God! - [man in glasses] I'm not lying! 1605 01:48:19,751 --> 01:48:21,251 - I'm for real! - [laughing] 1606 01:48:21,334 --> 01:48:22,414 [upbeat pop music playing] 1607 01:48:22,501 --> 01:48:26,051 [lip-synching to Japanese lyrics] ♪ I can't decide! Sexy? Cute? ♪ 1608 01:48:26,126 --> 01:48:27,746 - [laughter] - ♪ Which do you prefer? ♪ 1609 01:48:27,834 --> 01:48:31,624 ♪ I can't decide! I wanna catch your eye ♪ 1610 01:48:31,709 --> 01:48:34,049 ♪ Because I am A purehearted fair maiden ♪ 1611 01:48:34,126 --> 01:48:37,296 ♪ Because I love you… ♪ 1612 01:48:37,376 --> 01:48:39,206 [audience clapping along] 1613 01:48:39,293 --> 01:48:40,833 [laughter] 1614 01:48:42,793 --> 01:48:44,833 - [laughs] - [in English] She's the next big thing. 1615 01:48:44,918 --> 01:48:47,498 Yes, definitely. The next big thing. 1616 01:48:48,084 --> 01:48:49,664 [audience cheering, applauding] 1617 01:48:49,751 --> 01:48:54,001 - [in Japanese] "Yeah! It's a holiday!" - [performers laughing] 1618 01:48:54,084 --> 01:48:57,374 ♪ Yeah! It's a holiday! ♪ 1619 01:48:57,459 --> 01:49:00,709 - ♪ That's my joyful wish this summer… ♪ - [laughing] 1620 01:49:00,793 --> 01:49:04,043 - ♪ Yeah! Jump into summertime… ♪ - [brother laughing] 1621 01:49:04,126 --> 01:49:07,246 - ♪ I wanna fall in love… ♪ - [Ai's brother in English] She's a hit. 1622 01:49:07,334 --> 01:49:10,334 - [both laughing] - [TV audience laughing] 1623 01:49:10,418 --> 01:49:13,548 - She's hilarious. Never would've thought. - [man on TV] Welcome! 1624 01:49:13,626 --> 01:49:17,746 Nice to meet you. Please welcome our special guest today, Haruna Ai! 1625 01:49:17,834 --> 01:49:20,204 Good evening. I'm Haruna Ai. 1626 01:49:20,293 --> 01:49:22,873 - It's so nice to meet you all! - [man chuckles] Nice to meet you! 1627 01:49:22,959 --> 01:49:25,549 - Wow. You are so cute. - [poignant music playing] 1628 01:49:25,626 --> 01:49:27,706 - Really? - I would date you in a second. 1629 01:49:27,793 --> 01:49:29,793 She was actually born a boy. 1630 01:49:29,876 --> 01:49:31,496 [man] Oh, you're an okama. Never mind then. 1631 01:49:31,584 --> 01:49:33,164 Oh, you said that! [laughing] 1632 01:49:33,251 --> 01:49:34,671 [chuckling] 1633 01:49:34,751 --> 01:49:36,631 - [man on TV] You really can't tell. - She's great. 1634 01:49:36,709 --> 01:49:38,709 If you didn't know, you'd think she was born a woman. 1635 01:49:38,793 --> 01:49:40,833 [Ai] Yeah, I might just follow a guy like you home. 1636 01:49:40,918 --> 01:49:43,128 - [man 2] Well, well, well. - [man 1] No, I changed my mind. 1637 01:49:43,209 --> 01:49:47,049 [Ai] There you go again! You just said you liked me. He's just shy. 1638 01:49:47,126 --> 01:49:51,376 - [laughter] - [man 1] There must a be a lot going on… 1639 01:49:51,459 --> 01:49:53,589 - [poignant music continues] - [Wada writing] 1640 01:49:55,418 --> 01:49:57,708 [music builds] 1641 01:49:59,709 --> 01:50:00,629 [sighs] 1642 01:50:02,459 --> 01:50:03,959 TO TENMA WEST POLICE 1643 01:50:04,043 --> 01:50:07,043 OFFICIAL OPINION WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC 1644 01:50:07,126 --> 01:50:10,706 REGARDING THE CAUSE OF DEATH, IT IS MY OFFICIAL OPINION THAT… 1645 01:50:11,709 --> 01:50:12,839 [sighs deeply] 1646 01:50:20,501 --> 01:50:22,251 I DID WHAT I COULD. 1647 01:50:22,334 --> 01:50:27,334 IF I AM TO BE TRIED FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SAVE A LIFE… 1648 01:50:27,418 --> 01:50:30,208 - [poignant music continues] - [TV mute] 1649 01:50:33,876 --> 01:50:35,876 [music fades] 1650 01:50:46,793 --> 01:50:48,163 - [keys jangle] - [sniffs] 1651 01:50:50,126 --> 01:50:51,456 [distant chattering] 1652 01:50:55,668 --> 01:50:57,668 [faint hum of traffic] 1653 01:50:59,459 --> 01:51:00,959 - [taps papers on desk] - [sighs] 1654 01:51:01,043 --> 01:51:02,123 There we go. 1655 01:51:04,959 --> 01:51:06,629 Another mess. 1656 01:51:08,001 --> 01:51:09,251 Morning. 1657 01:51:09,751 --> 01:51:10,921 Time to wake up. 1658 01:51:16,876 --> 01:51:18,996 [equipment humming] 1659 01:51:19,084 --> 01:51:20,044 Doctor? 1660 01:51:27,626 --> 01:51:28,626 Doctor? 1661 01:51:32,543 --> 01:51:34,083 - Wow, wow, wow! - [Ai laughing] 1662 01:51:34,168 --> 01:51:36,878 You know, Ai, you were amazing tonight. 1663 01:51:36,959 --> 01:51:38,709 Another huge laugh after last week. 1664 01:51:38,793 --> 01:51:40,583 - It's exciting. - [laughs] 1665 01:51:40,668 --> 01:51:43,048 Everyone is loving your act, Ai. 1666 01:51:43,126 --> 01:51:44,456 Not just the audience. 1667 01:51:44,543 --> 01:51:46,663 I think that you've won the production's hearts as well! 1668 01:51:46,751 --> 01:51:49,501 - [man] Yes! - All thanks to you, Ms. Fuji, and you. 1669 01:51:49,584 --> 01:51:52,084 [Fuji] You're the best, Ai. Can't wait to see what else you bring. 1670 01:51:52,168 --> 01:51:54,298 - I'm looking forward to it. - So am I. 1671 01:51:54,376 --> 01:51:56,206 - Great work. See you next week! - Thanks so much! 1672 01:51:56,293 --> 01:51:57,873 - See you next week! - Have a good night. 1673 01:51:57,959 --> 01:51:59,919 - [man] Thank you! - Thanks so much! 1674 01:52:01,376 --> 01:52:02,996 [phone ringing] 1675 01:52:06,626 --> 01:52:07,496 [phone beeps] 1676 01:52:08,751 --> 01:52:10,001 Ai speaking. 1677 01:52:10,543 --> 01:52:12,993 Hello. This is Kiyomiya from Wada Clinic. 1678 01:52:13,084 --> 01:52:15,204 Hi! It's been a while. 1679 01:52:21,876 --> 01:52:23,876 [somber music playing] 1680 01:52:29,209 --> 01:52:33,249 DR. KOJI WADA HAS PASSED AWAY. 1681 01:52:33,334 --> 01:52:36,834 THE CLINIC IS CLOSED. 1682 01:53:04,001 --> 01:53:07,091 DR. WADA 1683 01:53:12,543 --> 01:53:14,543 [buzz of traffic] 1684 01:53:15,793 --> 01:53:18,123 - [pedestrians chattering] - [bicycle bell rings] 1685 01:53:21,376 --> 01:53:23,046 [music fades] 1686 01:53:26,209 --> 01:53:27,709 My girls and I, 1687 01:53:29,001 --> 01:53:30,671 we're all in shock too. 1688 01:53:35,709 --> 01:53:38,879 Things must have been exhausting after that incident. 1689 01:53:40,293 --> 01:53:41,203 Poor guy. 1690 01:53:42,126 --> 01:53:44,796 He didn't even have a lawyer to defend him. 1691 01:53:45,501 --> 01:53:47,711 He wanted to tell the truth himself. 1692 01:53:50,668 --> 01:53:52,458 In the end… [sighs] 1693 01:53:53,168 --> 01:53:57,708 …charges were filed for what they said was improper use of anesthesia. 1694 01:54:01,584 --> 01:54:02,954 It's unfortunate. 1695 01:54:04,209 --> 01:54:06,799 There were still a lot of patients waiting for him. 1696 01:54:07,376 --> 01:54:10,336 So he was doing these surgeries without even sleeping. 1697 01:54:15,001 --> 01:54:16,421 He was so tired. 1698 01:54:17,751 --> 01:54:19,591 But he couldn't sleep a wink. 1699 01:54:20,876 --> 01:54:23,166 He started using anesthesia to fall asleep. 1700 01:54:26,918 --> 01:54:27,798 [laughs] 1701 01:54:28,834 --> 01:54:30,994 I guess he got the dosage wrong. 1702 01:54:32,584 --> 01:54:34,294 He made a lot of women cry. 1703 01:54:34,793 --> 01:54:36,123 What a bad man. 1704 01:54:41,293 --> 01:54:42,413 Aki. 1705 01:54:47,501 --> 01:54:50,711 Dr. Wada visited my bar after the accident. 1706 01:54:56,626 --> 01:54:58,796 I told him that we weren't a mistake. 1707 01:55:01,501 --> 01:55:04,001 I told him that we could shine even brighter. 1708 01:55:14,001 --> 01:55:16,301 I really wanted to show the doctor… 1709 01:55:22,376 --> 01:55:24,706 how much brighter I could shine. 1710 01:55:30,793 --> 01:55:33,703 - But he already saw you shine-- - Not how I wanted! 1711 01:55:36,418 --> 01:55:38,878 This isn't all I have. [sniffs] 1712 01:55:39,626 --> 01:55:40,456 [sniffs] 1713 01:55:41,626 --> 01:55:42,546 [sniffs] 1714 01:55:45,126 --> 01:55:47,086 I don't want to stop halfway. 1715 01:55:47,168 --> 01:55:49,048 I want to go all the way. 1716 01:56:11,209 --> 01:56:13,669 I'm gonna put my all into shining brighter. 1717 01:56:17,959 --> 01:56:20,549 Do you think Wada will know? 1718 01:56:24,668 --> 01:56:26,378 Absolutely, he will. 1719 01:56:27,293 --> 01:56:30,743 I bet his eyes'll be wide open watching from the other side. 1720 01:56:31,251 --> 01:56:34,711 He's gonna get dry eyes. All 'cause of Ai. 1721 01:56:48,376 --> 01:56:50,376 [poignant music playing] 1722 01:56:56,709 --> 01:56:59,419 [man over PA] What a wonderful evening it's been. 1723 01:56:59,501 --> 01:57:01,551 So many smiles, so much passion, 1724 01:57:01,626 --> 01:57:04,496 and incredible stories from around the world. 1725 01:57:05,126 --> 01:57:09,456 Each one reminds us true beauty shines in so many ways. 1726 01:57:09,543 --> 01:57:12,083 - [Jennifer] No. - [man] And we celebrate them all. 1727 01:57:12,168 --> 01:57:14,798 - Next, representing Japan. - We made it. 1728 01:57:14,876 --> 01:57:18,836 [man] She lights up every heart with her warmth and joyful spirit. 1729 01:57:18,918 --> 01:57:21,128 Please welcome Haruna Ai! 1730 01:57:21,209 --> 01:57:24,299 - [upbeat pop music playing] - [audience cheering] 1731 01:57:40,251 --> 01:57:45,421 [in Japanese] ♪ I got a new hairdo ♪ 1732 01:57:46,459 --> 01:57:51,499 ♪ You say I look so different ♪ 1733 01:57:52,501 --> 01:57:57,921 ♪ You're looking pretty bashful ♪ 1734 01:57:58,584 --> 01:58:03,164 ♪ As you're walking past me ♪ 1735 01:58:05,084 --> 01:58:11,164 - ♪ I wish you had told me ♪ - ♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-ooh ♪ 1736 01:58:11,251 --> 01:58:16,301 ♪ You think I look pretty ♪ 1737 01:58:17,459 --> 01:58:22,589 ♪ You're always hesitating ♪ 1738 01:58:23,584 --> 01:58:26,914 ♪ It's like you're behind a veil… ♪ 1739 01:58:27,001 --> 01:58:28,001 Ai! 1740 01:58:29,459 --> 01:58:31,839 [in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪ 1741 01:58:32,751 --> 01:58:35,591 [in Japanese] ♪ Open up that door To summer ♪ 1742 01:58:35,668 --> 01:58:38,628 ♪ And whisk me away somewhere ♪ 1743 01:58:38,709 --> 01:58:41,299 [in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪ 1744 01:58:42,168 --> 01:58:44,548 [in Japanese] ♪ Summer's gonna Open the door ♪ 1745 01:58:45,168 --> 01:58:51,168 ♪ And take us just the way we are… ♪ 1746 01:58:51,251 --> 01:58:53,131 [uproarious cheering] 1747 01:59:11,501 --> 01:59:13,501 [song subsides] 1748 01:59:17,543 --> 01:59:19,543 [solemn music playing] 1749 01:59:29,584 --> 01:59:31,044 [sobs] 1750 01:59:41,709 --> 01:59:43,089 [exhales] 1751 01:59:43,168 --> 01:59:45,168 [music intensifies] 1752 01:59:45,251 --> 01:59:47,251 [cheering continues] 1753 02:00:54,751 --> 02:01:01,751 {\an8}KOJI WADA 1953-2007 1754 02:01:02,668 --> 02:01:03,798 [inhales] 1755 02:01:08,668 --> 02:01:09,748 Doctor, 1756 02:01:10,959 --> 02:01:12,339 are you impressed? 1757 02:01:14,584 --> 02:01:16,494 I'm the best in the world. 1758 02:01:18,668 --> 02:01:20,378 But you're beyond this world. 1759 02:01:21,543 --> 02:01:24,043 You'll always be more amazing than me, though. 1760 02:01:26,209 --> 02:01:29,209 You've performed over 600 surgeries. 1761 02:01:30,209 --> 02:01:32,459 That's the most impressive thing ever. 1762 02:01:36,543 --> 02:01:38,453 It all started with me, huh? 1763 02:01:40,376 --> 02:01:42,086 My operations. 1764 02:01:44,959 --> 02:01:47,129 I was your first patient for both. 1765 02:01:51,584 --> 02:01:52,624 Guess what? 1766 02:01:55,168 --> 02:01:57,418 I'll always hold that in my heart. 1767 02:02:33,626 --> 02:02:35,246 Will you watch me shine? 1768 02:02:37,126 --> 02:02:38,456 I'm gonna sing 1769 02:02:40,001 --> 02:02:41,711 and I'm gonna dance. 1770 02:02:46,084 --> 02:02:47,544 Watch me, okay? 1771 02:02:50,501 --> 02:02:52,671 This performance is for you. 1772 02:02:55,959 --> 02:02:57,629 You let me shine. 1773 02:03:04,751 --> 02:03:06,501 Thank you, Doctor. 1774 02:03:12,543 --> 02:03:14,453 You're the reason that I… 1775 02:03:16,251 --> 02:03:18,091 If I hadn't met you… 1776 02:03:19,293 --> 02:03:20,163 [sniffles] 1777 02:03:23,168 --> 02:03:24,048 [crying] 1778 02:03:26,543 --> 02:03:27,703 Thank you. 1779 02:03:30,626 --> 02:03:32,666 [upbeat pop music playing] 1780 02:03:59,709 --> 02:04:04,459 [in Japanese] ♪ Goodbye, sweet pain ♪ 1781 02:04:04,543 --> 02:04:08,203 ♪ Those nights spent With my chin in my hands ♪ 1782 02:04:09,001 --> 02:04:12,301 ♪ Ended yesterday ♪ 1783 02:04:14,584 --> 02:04:19,294 ♪ I want to make sure ♪ 1784 02:04:19,376 --> 02:04:23,086 ♪ That we met meant something ♪ 1785 02:04:23,834 --> 02:04:27,874 ♪ So I open my eyes in the darkness ♪ 1786 02:04:29,501 --> 02:04:32,711 ♪ Footsteps race Along the emergency stairs ♪ 1787 02:04:33,293 --> 02:04:34,663 ♪ I want them to echo ♪ 1788 02:04:34,751 --> 02:04:36,801 ♪ In a world that's fast asleep ♪ 1789 02:04:36,876 --> 02:04:40,336 ♪ A motorbike abandoned in a vacant lot ♪ 1790 02:04:40,418 --> 02:04:41,998 ♪ Graffiti on the wall ♪ 1791 02:04:42,084 --> 02:04:43,874 ♪ I look up to it all… ♪ 1792 02:04:44,459 --> 02:04:46,129 [women] Ai! 1793 02:04:46,376 --> 02:04:47,876 ♪ True grief ♪ 1794 02:04:47,959 --> 02:04:52,379 ♪ Can only be healed from within ♪ 1795 02:04:54,043 --> 02:04:57,623 ♪ I'm beginning To understand my revolution ♪ 1796 02:04:57,709 --> 02:05:01,249 ♪ I'm gonna shake things up for tomorrow ♪ 1797 02:05:01,334 --> 02:05:04,044 ♪ I want someone to understand ♪ 1798 02:05:04,126 --> 02:05:06,086 [in English] ♪ My tears, my dreams ♪ 1799 02:05:06,168 --> 02:05:08,748 [in Japanese] ♪ Right away ♪ 1800 02:05:08,834 --> 02:05:12,294 ♪ If you're gonna chase your dreams ♪ 1801 02:05:12,376 --> 02:05:16,206 ♪ You can't just go bursting into tears ♪ 1802 02:05:16,293 --> 02:05:19,203 ♪ This is what you taught me ♪ 1803 02:05:19,293 --> 02:05:21,123 [in English] ♪ My fears, my dreams ♪ 1804 02:05:21,209 --> 02:05:25,459 [in Japanese] ♪ I set them free ♪ 1805 02:05:45,168 --> 02:05:49,798 ♪ Feel my heartache ♪ 1806 02:05:49,876 --> 02:05:54,126 ♪ I'm surrounded by smiles ♪ 1807 02:05:54,209 --> 02:05:57,999 ♪ But the lonely nights are hard ♪ 1808 02:05:59,834 --> 02:06:04,414 ♪ I want to share it ♪ 1809 02:06:04,501 --> 02:06:09,001 ♪ The words scribbled In the margins of my textbook ♪ 1810 02:06:09,084 --> 02:06:12,914 ♪ Are coming to life… ♪ 1811 02:06:13,001 --> 02:06:14,671 DR. KOJI WADA OFFERED 1812 02:06:14,751 --> 02:06:18,381 AFFORDABLE GENDER-AFFIRMING CARE WITH GREAT DEDICATION 1813 02:06:18,459 --> 02:06:22,749 TO MANY PEOPLE EXPERIENCING GENDER DYSPHORIA. 1814 02:06:22,834 --> 02:06:29,624 HE PERFORMED OVER 600 OPERATIONS THROUGHOUT HIS LIFETIME. 1815 02:06:29,709 --> 02:06:33,379 ♪ There is a strength to being alone ♪ 1816 02:06:33,459 --> 02:06:39,379 ♪ And I don't want to lose it In the throngs of this city ♪ 1817 02:06:39,459 --> 02:06:43,089 ♪ I'd like to keep seeking my revolution ♪ 1818 02:06:43,168 --> 02:06:46,748 ♪ I'm gonna make tomorrow different ♪ 1819 02:06:46,834 --> 02:06:49,744 ♪ I want someone to understand ♪ 1820 02:06:49,834 --> 02:06:51,584 [in English] ♪ My tears, my dreams 1821 02:06:51,668 --> 02:06:53,918 [in Japanese] ♪ Right away ♪ 1822 02:06:54,001 --> 02:06:57,631 ♪ This is how I live my life ♪ 1823 02:06:57,709 --> 02:07:01,549 ♪ Nobody can tell me how to live it ♪ 1824 02:07:01,626 --> 02:07:04,546 ♪ I want to watch it with you ♪ 1825 02:07:04,626 --> 02:07:06,246 [in English] ♪ My fears, my dreams ♪ 1826 02:07:06,334 --> 02:07:08,994 [in Japanese] ♪ I want To hold them tight ♪ 1827 02:07:09,084 --> 02:07:12,624 ♪ I'm beginning To understand my revolution ♪ 1828 02:07:12,709 --> 02:07:16,339 ♪ I'm gonna shake things up for tomorrow ♪ 1829 02:07:16,418 --> 02:07:19,208 ♪ I want someone to understand ♪ 1830 02:07:19,293 --> 02:07:21,123 [in English] ♪ My tears, my dreams ♪ 1831 02:07:21,209 --> 02:07:23,709 [in Japanese] ♪ Right away ♪ 1832 02:07:23,793 --> 02:07:27,413 ♪ If you're gonna chase your dreams ♪ 1833 02:07:27,501 --> 02:07:31,091 ♪ You can't just go bursting into tears ♪ 1834 02:07:31,168 --> 02:07:34,128 ♪ This is what you taught me ♪ 1835 02:07:34,209 --> 02:07:35,959 [in English] ♪ My fears, my dreams ♪ 1836 02:07:36,043 --> 02:07:41,123 [in Japanese] ♪ I set them free ♪ 1837 02:07:49,043 --> 02:07:51,543 [music fades] 1838 02:07:54,334 --> 02:07:56,334 [gentle music playing] 1839 02:08:43,459 --> 02:08:47,419 {\an8}Subtitle Translation by: Rychelle Brittain