1 00:02:00,501 --> 00:02:05,091 I got a new hairdo 2 00:02:05,168 --> 00:02:06,748 {\an8}SEIKO MATSUDA 3 00:02:06,834 --> 00:02:11,334 {\an8}You say I look so different 4 00:02:13,001 --> 00:02:18,461 You're looking pretty bashful 5 00:02:19,209 --> 00:02:23,339 As you walk past me 6 00:02:24,126 --> 00:02:26,706 The hell are you doing? Come on. Get ready. 7 00:02:27,751 --> 00:02:29,591 Quit messing around. Go and get changed. 8 00:02:30,584 --> 00:02:32,164 You're a dumb-dumb! 9 00:02:33,293 --> 00:02:35,373 Let him finish his little song. 10 00:02:37,793 --> 00:02:42,663 You're always hesitating 11 00:02:43,959 --> 00:02:49,669 It's like you're behind a veil 12 00:02:49,751 --> 00:02:52,461 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 13 00:02:53,126 --> 00:02:56,086 Open up that door to summer 14 00:02:56,168 --> 00:02:58,998 And whisk me away somewhere 15 00:02:59,084 --> 00:03:01,834 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 16 00:03:02,459 --> 00:03:05,379 Summer's gonna open the door 17 00:03:05,459 --> 00:03:09,919 And take us just the way we are 18 00:03:10,501 --> 00:03:12,001 Tranny! 19 00:03:12,084 --> 00:03:13,334 You're a weirdo! 20 00:03:13,418 --> 00:03:14,418 Homo! 21 00:03:14,501 --> 00:03:17,881 I like these clothes and I like this song! 22 00:03:17,959 --> 00:03:19,379 Why are you laughing at me? 23 00:03:20,876 --> 00:03:22,126 {\an8}KENJI ONISHI KIDS AMATEUR SINGING CONTEST 24 00:03:22,209 --> 00:03:23,209 {\an8}Run! 25 00:03:24,459 --> 00:03:25,629 Next! 26 00:03:27,334 --> 00:03:28,334 Line up. 27 00:03:29,293 --> 00:03:30,373 Ready? 28 00:03:33,543 --> 00:03:38,493 The cars pass by 29 00:03:39,543 --> 00:03:45,203 We are on separate streets 30 00:03:45,334 --> 00:03:47,624 You know, I bought a bra the other day. 31 00:03:49,751 --> 00:03:51,961 - Pink. - Pink? That's cute. 32 00:03:52,043 --> 00:03:53,123 You got smaller. 33 00:03:53,209 --> 00:03:55,049 Smaller? No, my chest got bigger. 34 00:03:55,126 --> 00:03:57,246 - Really? - I've been thinking that. 35 00:03:58,293 --> 00:04:01,163 You say you love me? 36 00:04:01,251 --> 00:04:03,211 DEAR TAKESHI - I LIKE HOW YOU'RE ALWAYS SO POSITIVE 37 00:04:04,459 --> 00:04:06,299 Are you serious? 38 00:04:06,376 --> 00:04:07,376 FROM KENJI 39 00:04:09,543 --> 00:04:10,703 TO TAKESHI 40 00:04:10,793 --> 00:04:15,543 But everyone's watching me 41 00:04:16,918 --> 00:04:22,708 How could you do that to me? 42 00:04:22,793 --> 00:04:25,873 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 43 00:04:25,959 --> 00:04:27,129 It's the ladyboy! 44 00:04:27,209 --> 00:04:28,209 The weirdo! 45 00:04:28,293 --> 00:04:29,333 What a fag! 46 00:04:29,418 --> 00:04:30,418 LOVE LETTER FROM THE LADYBOY 47 00:04:33,793 --> 00:04:34,953 Hey, Onishi! 48 00:04:38,751 --> 00:04:40,341 Why do they laugh at me? 49 00:04:50,376 --> 00:04:51,496 What's wrong with me? 50 00:04:58,668 --> 00:05:00,048 What am I? 51 00:05:07,584 --> 00:05:08,834 What am I? 52 00:05:10,293 --> 00:05:11,833 You're drunk, Wada. 53 00:05:12,751 --> 00:05:14,001 What are you? You're a doctor. 54 00:05:14,709 --> 00:05:15,749 A doctor? 55 00:05:16,459 --> 00:05:17,589 Me? 56 00:05:18,543 --> 00:05:21,873 Didn't you quit being a surgeon at OIM as soon as you got in? 57 00:05:23,418 --> 00:05:25,248 Sure, you got skill, but you're an oddball. 58 00:05:26,293 --> 00:05:28,333 Well? What happened? 59 00:05:34,293 --> 00:05:35,293 Tell us! 60 00:05:35,376 --> 00:05:36,496 Nothing happened. 61 00:05:38,709 --> 00:05:39,709 But 62 00:05:41,668 --> 00:05:44,248 surgeons don't care about their patients. 63 00:05:45,043 --> 00:05:46,833 All they want to do is operate. 64 00:05:48,918 --> 00:05:51,248 You surgeons don't care about patients. 65 00:05:52,043 --> 00:05:55,333 You don't mend people. You just patch them up. 66 00:05:56,626 --> 00:05:58,956 And who are you to talk? 67 00:06:00,334 --> 00:06:03,584 Sounds like you're better off employed in cosmetic surgery. 68 00:06:04,418 --> 00:06:07,128 We're saving lives! 69 00:06:07,209 --> 00:06:08,419 You're right. 70 00:06:10,626 --> 00:06:13,086 I may not be saving lives. 71 00:06:14,459 --> 00:06:19,339 I may be a glorified patch-up doc at best. 72 00:06:21,334 --> 00:06:22,454 But unlike you, 73 00:06:23,918 --> 00:06:25,418 I think about 74 00:06:27,251 --> 00:06:28,711 what it actually means 75 00:06:30,626 --> 00:06:32,296 to be a doctor. 76 00:06:32,918 --> 00:06:35,338 - Don't throw! - No food fights. 77 00:06:35,418 --> 00:06:39,418 Here's your beloved flesh! Butcher it! 78 00:06:45,626 --> 00:06:46,626 You may be right. 79 00:06:47,376 --> 00:06:49,086 And it's so rowdy here. 80 00:06:49,168 --> 00:06:52,128 - It's always rowdy here. Let's eat! - What? 81 00:06:52,209 --> 00:06:53,459 - Hey. - What? 82 00:06:54,293 --> 00:06:57,793 Can I skip school tomorrow? 83 00:06:57,876 --> 00:06:59,126 My belly hurts. 84 00:06:59,209 --> 00:07:00,749 It'll be gone by tomorrow. 85 00:07:01,834 --> 00:07:02,834 Want me to rub it? 86 00:07:04,668 --> 00:07:06,998 Don't make a habit of this. You need to go to school. 87 00:07:07,959 --> 00:07:08,999 I'll go. 88 00:07:10,626 --> 00:07:12,246 What? Are you going now? 89 00:07:12,334 --> 00:07:13,834 Shut up, idiot. Toilet. 90 00:07:13,918 --> 00:07:14,918 Of course. 91 00:07:15,001 --> 00:07:17,501 - Eat up! - I will! Right now! 92 00:07:25,376 --> 00:07:26,546 Let go of me! 93 00:07:29,251 --> 00:07:30,751 Please stop! 94 00:07:34,168 --> 00:07:35,378 Fuck you! 95 00:07:35,459 --> 00:07:37,799 Fucking die, you she-male! 96 00:07:40,834 --> 00:07:42,664 Let's see if you've really got a penis down there. 97 00:07:43,251 --> 00:07:45,211 You'd look so much better covered in makeup. 98 00:07:45,709 --> 00:07:47,919 - Stop! - Hold still! 99 00:08:00,043 --> 00:08:01,123 What's wrong? 100 00:08:01,709 --> 00:08:02,799 Ma'am… 101 00:08:04,418 --> 00:08:07,378 I can't take it anymore… 102 00:08:10,918 --> 00:08:12,048 Please help me. 103 00:08:13,168 --> 00:08:14,298 Mr. Onishi. 104 00:08:15,126 --> 00:08:18,206 Maybe you should take a look at yourself. 105 00:08:19,293 --> 00:08:23,413 You should stop being so effeminate and act more like a man. 106 00:08:43,376 --> 00:08:44,996 What even is effeminate? 107 00:08:49,168 --> 00:08:51,248 I'm just being myself. 108 00:09:04,376 --> 00:09:06,376 What am I? 109 00:09:11,918 --> 00:09:13,998 Can someone tell me? 110 00:10:09,043 --> 00:10:13,663 JORDAN PUB 111 00:11:06,376 --> 00:11:08,416 Break! Break. 112 00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:10,881 Megumi! You're not smiling enough. 113 00:11:10,959 --> 00:11:13,249 - Sorry. - Jennifer. Get those moves down. 114 00:11:13,334 --> 00:11:14,744 - Okay. - And Marumi. 115 00:11:15,251 --> 00:11:17,591 - You're too tight. Let loose some more. - Okay. 116 00:11:17,668 --> 00:11:20,088 Let's try it again from the top. 117 00:11:20,793 --> 00:11:22,043 Well now… 118 00:11:22,126 --> 00:11:23,746 Who are you? 119 00:11:26,793 --> 00:11:28,623 I thought you looked so pretty. 120 00:11:29,293 --> 00:11:32,623 But I got the feeling you were no ordinary woman. 121 00:11:32,709 --> 00:11:34,089 I was curious. 122 00:11:35,043 --> 00:11:36,293 You're a sharp one. 123 00:11:36,793 --> 00:11:40,293 Most can't tell I've got a wiener. 124 00:11:41,209 --> 00:11:42,339 I… 125 00:11:44,126 --> 00:11:46,956 I want to be an idol. Like Seiko Matsuda. 126 00:11:47,043 --> 00:11:48,703 I'm sorry, what? 127 00:11:50,126 --> 00:11:51,916 Please let me work here. 128 00:11:53,168 --> 00:11:57,588 I want to sing and dance like you were all doing just now. 129 00:12:00,251 --> 00:12:01,341 And… 130 00:12:04,626 --> 00:12:06,046 I've never seen this before. 131 00:12:09,251 --> 00:12:10,251 I… 132 00:12:11,918 --> 00:12:15,088 I've always wanted to wear those pretty, frilly skirts. 133 00:12:15,584 --> 00:12:17,794 But I was always told, "No, boys wear pants." 134 00:12:19,001 --> 00:12:22,091 They call me a fairy at school. 135 00:12:24,293 --> 00:12:25,743 They call me "ladyboy." 136 00:12:26,376 --> 00:12:28,956 I didn't even feel human, and it hurt so much… 137 00:12:29,043 --> 00:12:31,543 You can cut the theatrics now. 138 00:12:32,209 --> 00:12:33,419 That's just life. 139 00:12:34,418 --> 00:12:38,208 You think you got it bad? Plenty of others have hit rock bottom harder than you. 140 00:12:40,293 --> 00:12:43,743 You're not special. Remember that, and you'll go far. 141 00:12:48,043 --> 00:12:49,413 But sure. 142 00:12:50,543 --> 00:12:51,543 I'll take care of you. 143 00:12:53,376 --> 00:12:56,246 - You will? - A lady never lies. 144 00:12:56,751 --> 00:12:58,711 Well, maybe sometimes. 145 00:12:58,793 --> 00:13:02,163 But I will tell you this much. 146 00:13:03,709 --> 00:13:07,049 You can work your fingers to the bone at my establishment, 147 00:13:07,126 --> 00:13:08,746 but you'll never be a woman. 148 00:13:09,793 --> 00:13:10,953 Okay. 149 00:13:12,209 --> 00:13:15,839 But what you can be is a "newhalf." 150 00:13:18,126 --> 00:13:19,416 Thank you so much! 151 00:13:26,709 --> 00:13:29,919 Our class gets so many more pop quizzes than the other classes. 152 00:13:30,001 --> 00:13:31,711 This sucks. 153 00:13:32,459 --> 00:13:35,839 We decided to go study in the library after school. 154 00:13:37,209 --> 00:13:38,629 Studying at the library? 155 00:13:38,709 --> 00:13:40,999 We're all gonna help each other out. 156 00:13:47,626 --> 00:13:48,796 Sure. 157 00:13:48,876 --> 00:13:50,746 Study hard. A man does what is right. 158 00:13:50,834 --> 00:13:51,914 Obviously! 159 00:13:52,001 --> 00:13:54,751 I've barely even seen you pick up a book. 160 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,544 - You know? - Shut up, you! 161 00:14:01,584 --> 00:14:03,834 Yum! I love your kimpira, Mom. 162 00:14:04,959 --> 00:14:07,209 Kenji is such a good boy. 163 00:14:07,751 --> 00:14:08,751 Just you watch. 164 00:14:09,251 --> 00:14:12,091 He's gonna be a doctor or a politician one day. 165 00:14:12,584 --> 00:14:14,204 - You got this, Kenji. - No way. 166 00:14:14,293 --> 00:14:18,203 Don't say that when he's working so hard. 167 00:14:29,001 --> 00:14:30,921 Sorry, Grandma. 168 00:14:32,501 --> 00:14:36,841 I won't be a doctor or a politician. 169 00:14:41,459 --> 00:14:43,129 I'll be a "newhalf." 170 00:14:44,376 --> 00:14:45,666 You got your boobs done again? 171 00:14:45,751 --> 00:14:48,341 - Your arms could do with a touch-up. - You bitch! 172 00:14:49,418 --> 00:14:50,668 Back at you. 173 00:14:51,459 --> 00:14:53,299 Hey, what dosage are you on? 174 00:14:53,376 --> 00:14:54,836 Five a day. 175 00:14:54,918 --> 00:14:56,168 - Five? - Really? 176 00:14:56,251 --> 00:14:57,631 Is that safe? 177 00:14:57,709 --> 00:14:59,999 I'm hurling every single day. 178 00:15:00,084 --> 00:15:01,744 But it's worth it for the boobs. 179 00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:02,994 Living the dream! 180 00:15:03,084 --> 00:15:05,374 I'll bet! You must feel like a real woman. 181 00:15:05,459 --> 00:15:07,249 I totally feel that. 182 00:15:07,334 --> 00:15:08,794 You "feel that"? 183 00:15:08,876 --> 00:15:10,086 That doesn't sound like you. 184 00:15:10,168 --> 00:15:12,998 I may not look it, but I'm on a crazy amount of injections. 185 00:15:13,959 --> 00:15:17,709 I just happen to prefer grilled meat hormones. 186 00:15:17,793 --> 00:15:19,833 Hormones! Hormones! Hormones! 187 00:15:19,918 --> 00:15:22,548 Hormones! Hormones! Hormones! Hormones! 188 00:15:23,293 --> 00:15:25,623 I'll do that thing for Marumi-san, 189 00:15:25,709 --> 00:15:29,589 go to Aki-san's, and then… 190 00:15:46,501 --> 00:15:47,801 Hey, rookie. 191 00:15:47,876 --> 00:15:49,376 I've got a job for you. 192 00:15:49,459 --> 00:15:50,999 Can you fetch my meds? 193 00:15:51,084 --> 00:15:53,204 Sure. 194 00:16:22,834 --> 00:16:24,794 She was really cute, huh? 195 00:16:34,293 --> 00:16:35,993 I look so feminine! 196 00:16:41,418 --> 00:16:44,128 - Hey, cutie! - Wow, she is a cutie! 197 00:16:47,376 --> 00:16:51,956 Please enjoy this song by Kumiko Yamashita. 198 00:16:52,043 --> 00:16:54,833 The crimson sun 199 00:16:55,334 --> 00:16:57,204 She scorches, she burns 200 00:16:57,293 --> 00:16:58,543 Can I take you out? 201 00:16:58,626 --> 00:17:01,376 Even the shimmering heat 202 00:17:02,001 --> 00:17:06,671 Comes alive when she walks by 203 00:17:07,793 --> 00:17:09,913 With her prim little face 204 00:17:11,084 --> 00:17:14,664 Her gaze 205 00:17:14,751 --> 00:17:17,801 Is the mirror image of summer 206 00:17:18,584 --> 00:17:21,244 Tilting her chic sunglasses 207 00:17:21,918 --> 00:17:26,248 Her eyes meet yours 208 00:17:27,584 --> 00:17:29,874 And she's got you burning with nerves 209 00:17:31,626 --> 00:17:34,166 She derails your train of thought 210 00:17:35,043 --> 00:17:37,623 She's gonna set your fuse on fire 211 00:17:38,168 --> 00:17:42,798 Your jagged heart Might tear apart in a jagged way 212 00:17:44,959 --> 00:17:47,419 She's the belle of the equator 213 00:17:48,376 --> 00:17:51,296 Love is the sweltering subtropics 214 00:17:51,376 --> 00:17:54,206 She's the belle of the equator 215 00:17:54,959 --> 00:17:58,549 Watch out for her burning embrace 216 00:17:58,626 --> 00:18:00,246 My heart! It pounds! 217 00:18:00,334 --> 00:18:01,494 Thank you! 218 00:18:02,001 --> 00:18:03,381 Ba-dump! Ba-dump! 219 00:18:04,876 --> 00:18:07,456 She's the belle of the equator 220 00:18:08,168 --> 00:18:11,378 Love is the sweltering subtropics 221 00:18:11,459 --> 00:18:13,879 She's the belle of the equator 222 00:18:14,793 --> 00:18:18,413 Watch out for her burning embrace 223 00:18:18,501 --> 00:18:20,001 My heart! It pounds! 224 00:18:21,834 --> 00:18:23,334 Ba-dump! Ba-dump! 225 00:18:51,209 --> 00:18:55,749 WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC COSMETIC AND PLASTIC SURGERY 226 00:19:22,918 --> 00:19:25,168 I'm telling you it's fine! 227 00:19:25,834 --> 00:19:27,044 Shall I say it again? 228 00:19:27,751 --> 00:19:30,591 There's no point in doing any more work on your eyes. 229 00:19:30,668 --> 00:19:35,088 You won't have double eyelids, but disgusting quadruple! 230 00:19:36,751 --> 00:19:39,251 Not double. Quadruple. Sextuple, even. Do you want that? 231 00:19:39,334 --> 00:19:40,374 What is wrong with you? 232 00:19:41,168 --> 00:19:44,418 We've gone through all this, and this is the best you've got? 233 00:19:44,501 --> 00:19:46,671 I'm only saying what I think is best for you. 234 00:19:47,209 --> 00:19:49,709 And you should go after whoever botched your nose job. 235 00:19:49,793 --> 00:19:51,953 Get the payout, and come to me. I'll fix it as best as I can. 236 00:19:52,043 --> 00:19:53,373 Whatever. I'm done. 237 00:19:56,293 --> 00:19:58,083 This place sucks! 238 00:19:58,168 --> 00:19:59,338 I'm going elsewhere! 239 00:20:00,626 --> 00:20:03,456 Please don't. You'll only be wasting your money… 240 00:20:04,751 --> 00:20:05,751 Damn it… 241 00:20:05,834 --> 00:20:06,834 Sorry. 242 00:20:16,751 --> 00:20:19,301 WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC PREMARIN - JORDAN PUB 243 00:20:24,626 --> 00:20:27,496 We are absolutely stunning. 244 00:20:27,584 --> 00:20:29,204 That's stating the obvious. 245 00:20:29,293 --> 00:20:30,293 I wasn't talking to you. 246 00:20:31,043 --> 00:20:32,793 I was talking to my reflection. 247 00:20:33,293 --> 00:20:36,123 Well, experience certainly comes with age. 248 00:20:36,626 --> 00:20:38,206 I could teach you a thing or two. 249 00:20:39,209 --> 00:20:42,249 - I'm fine, thank you. - Oh, you. 250 00:20:42,334 --> 00:20:43,584 Excuse me. 251 00:20:45,543 --> 00:20:47,293 The doctor sounded mad. 252 00:20:48,584 --> 00:20:51,584 I got scared, so I left our business card. 253 00:20:52,126 --> 00:20:53,546 Seriously? 254 00:20:55,376 --> 00:20:58,546 Well, he can be a bit scary. 255 00:20:58,626 --> 00:21:00,086 But look at you! 256 00:21:01,126 --> 00:21:02,586 The look suits you. 257 00:21:03,334 --> 00:21:04,374 Right? 258 00:21:04,543 --> 00:21:05,793 Thank you! 259 00:21:06,543 --> 00:21:08,293 Yes, but remember. 260 00:21:09,001 --> 00:21:11,131 You've still got a bit of filling out to do. 261 00:21:11,751 --> 00:21:13,841 I tell you. It happened to me. 262 00:21:13,918 --> 00:21:17,168 Puberty comes late for some, and it hits them like a train. 263 00:21:17,251 --> 00:21:18,461 It hit you like a train. 264 00:21:18,543 --> 00:21:21,163 Got that right, sis. 265 00:21:21,251 --> 00:21:24,001 - Absolutely. - What did you eat? You just ballooned! 266 00:22:16,168 --> 00:22:17,298 What's wrong, Kenji? 267 00:22:18,043 --> 00:22:19,043 Not feeling well? 268 00:22:20,918 --> 00:22:22,458 I think it's what I ate. 269 00:22:25,876 --> 00:22:27,246 I feel better now that it's out. 270 00:22:28,668 --> 00:22:30,708 - You look pale. - I'm fine. 271 00:22:32,334 --> 00:22:34,664 You should get some rest. 272 00:22:41,793 --> 00:22:44,913 You took way too many. 273 00:22:48,251 --> 00:22:50,091 This ain't booze. It's pills. 274 00:22:50,918 --> 00:22:51,918 You'll wreck your body. 275 00:22:55,959 --> 00:22:56,959 I'm sorry. 276 00:22:59,501 --> 00:23:00,631 I'll be more careful. 277 00:23:01,751 --> 00:23:02,881 Good. 278 00:23:03,709 --> 00:23:05,089 We're done here. Go. 279 00:23:10,043 --> 00:23:13,373 Except there's one more thing. 280 00:23:16,918 --> 00:23:18,168 What is it? 281 00:23:20,293 --> 00:23:22,663 I'm gonna debut you. 282 00:23:24,959 --> 00:23:25,959 Really? 283 00:23:27,168 --> 00:23:28,498 How do you like "Ai"? 284 00:23:31,001 --> 00:23:32,001 Ai? 285 00:23:32,084 --> 00:23:33,334 For your stage name. 286 00:23:33,418 --> 00:23:35,418 Can't have you going by "Kenji". 287 00:23:36,251 --> 00:23:38,841 "Ai" will give you the love you deserve. 288 00:23:44,626 --> 00:23:45,626 Ai. 289 00:23:47,918 --> 00:23:51,048 Kenji's been coming home late a lot, hasn't he? 290 00:23:52,126 --> 00:23:55,126 He quit school, so what the hell could he be up to? 291 00:23:55,876 --> 00:23:57,746 You could ask him if you're that worried? 292 00:23:57,834 --> 00:24:00,584 Don't be stupid. That's a mother's job. 293 00:24:02,084 --> 00:24:03,294 Hey, Mom. Is this yours? 294 00:24:04,043 --> 00:24:05,123 I found it on the floor. 295 00:24:08,334 --> 00:24:09,994 I can't wear such a loud color. 296 00:24:10,084 --> 00:24:11,204 No? 297 00:24:12,876 --> 00:24:13,876 You. 298 00:24:14,834 --> 00:24:15,954 I have no idea. 299 00:24:16,043 --> 00:24:20,583 I promised, yeah? I said my cheating days were over. 300 00:24:20,668 --> 00:24:23,048 - Excuse me? - Dad's in trouble. 301 00:25:37,834 --> 00:25:39,244 Thank you! 302 00:25:39,834 --> 00:25:41,204 This is a matter of life and balls! 303 00:25:44,251 --> 00:25:45,881 What an odd joint. 304 00:26:06,709 --> 00:26:13,419 Single footsteps in the sand 305 00:26:13,501 --> 00:26:17,801 A little free time to myself 306 00:26:21,793 --> 00:26:24,373 I turn around 307 00:26:25,418 --> 00:26:28,298 To a strange figure off in the distance 308 00:26:28,376 --> 00:26:32,916 He rushes toward me on the shore 309 00:26:35,751 --> 00:26:41,671 Suddenly a chill runs down my back 310 00:26:41,751 --> 00:26:47,131 It is the sweet premonition of love 311 00:26:47,209 --> 00:26:49,049 Coming over me 312 00:26:49,126 --> 00:26:52,496 Our rendezvous 313 00:26:52,584 --> 00:26:56,414 Is in slow motion 314 00:26:56,501 --> 00:26:59,631 With a touch of giddy 315 00:27:00,126 --> 00:27:03,246 And beckoning us in 316 00:27:03,834 --> 00:27:07,244 Our rendezvous 317 00:27:07,334 --> 00:27:10,834 Is in slow motion 318 00:27:11,334 --> 00:27:14,454 In my eyes 319 00:27:15,043 --> 00:27:20,873 This vision of you 320 00:27:28,751 --> 00:27:30,751 So, what do you do for work? 321 00:27:33,126 --> 00:27:34,206 I guess I'm a doctor. 322 00:27:35,251 --> 00:27:36,251 You are? 323 00:27:38,334 --> 00:27:40,374 Well then, Doctor. 324 00:27:41,001 --> 00:27:42,501 How did you like my performance? 325 00:27:44,251 --> 00:27:45,251 How do you mean? 326 00:27:45,793 --> 00:27:48,993 That was my first ever performance. 327 00:27:50,751 --> 00:27:51,751 Is that so? 328 00:27:54,251 --> 00:27:55,501 I think you were… 329 00:28:01,418 --> 00:28:02,548 dazzling. 330 00:28:05,668 --> 00:28:07,338 You weren't fazed at all. 331 00:28:10,251 --> 00:28:12,501 As if you were born for the stage. 332 00:28:19,626 --> 00:28:20,836 Look at me. I'm drunk. 333 00:29:15,251 --> 00:29:18,341 My mom made the frilly skirt for me. 334 00:29:18,834 --> 00:29:20,204 She did? 335 00:29:21,209 --> 00:29:23,379 So you dressed up all cute for the singing contest? 336 00:29:26,084 --> 00:29:27,954 All the boys laughed at me. 337 00:29:30,001 --> 00:29:31,091 They all recoiled. 338 00:29:32,626 --> 00:29:33,916 Said I was a weirdo. 339 00:29:36,001 --> 00:29:37,001 A weirdo? 340 00:29:39,501 --> 00:29:40,501 What? 341 00:29:42,001 --> 00:29:43,001 Nothing. 342 00:29:43,626 --> 00:29:44,836 That's just my opinion. 343 00:29:46,543 --> 00:29:49,373 But when people call you a "weirdo," it just means they don't get you. 344 00:29:51,084 --> 00:29:55,334 If just one person gets you, then it means you're not a weirdo. 345 00:30:00,418 --> 00:30:01,418 Sorry. That was corny. 346 00:30:02,918 --> 00:30:05,338 Well, look at you. You can say something smart. 347 00:30:09,668 --> 00:30:12,128 And since you feel that way, I have something to ask of you. 348 00:30:12,709 --> 00:30:13,709 What is it? 349 00:30:15,126 --> 00:30:17,796 - So long as it's not money-- - It's not money. 350 00:30:21,084 --> 00:30:22,494 I want you to remove my balls. 351 00:30:25,709 --> 00:30:26,839 Your balls? 352 00:30:31,043 --> 00:30:32,163 Your testicles? 353 00:30:36,293 --> 00:30:37,453 I've looked into it. 354 00:30:38,918 --> 00:30:42,798 It's where the male hormones are produced. 355 00:30:43,626 --> 00:30:44,666 So, 356 00:30:46,126 --> 00:30:48,166 they make me more like a man. 357 00:30:50,543 --> 00:30:53,163 So if I remove them-- 358 00:30:53,251 --> 00:30:54,421 You'll be more feminine. 359 00:30:56,751 --> 00:30:57,751 Can you do it? 360 00:30:57,834 --> 00:31:01,704 Technically… It's not that we can't… 361 00:31:04,209 --> 00:31:06,129 But it's more complicated than that. 362 00:31:07,043 --> 00:31:08,953 There's the Eugenic Protection Law. 363 00:31:09,043 --> 00:31:10,623 Performing an orchiectomy… 364 00:31:12,293 --> 00:31:15,953 Taking someone's balls can get doctors landed in prison. 365 00:31:17,668 --> 00:31:19,958 I wouldn't want you to get caught. 366 00:31:22,834 --> 00:31:24,164 You know what? 367 00:31:27,751 --> 00:31:32,301 I always thought this thing flapping between my legs would fall off someday. 368 00:31:35,709 --> 00:31:37,919 Then I could finally be my true self. 369 00:31:42,293 --> 00:31:43,913 That's what I hoped. 370 00:31:47,126 --> 00:31:49,666 But it never did. It's still there. 371 00:31:52,918 --> 00:31:54,878 Now I'm getting a beard… 372 00:31:57,626 --> 00:31:59,206 and my voice is dropping. 373 00:32:04,459 --> 00:32:05,669 I can't take it anymore. 374 00:32:11,251 --> 00:32:12,251 I don't want this. 375 00:32:14,626 --> 00:32:16,166 I don't want to live like this. 376 00:32:18,709 --> 00:32:19,709 I hate it. 377 00:32:37,251 --> 00:32:38,251 Dr. Wada. 378 00:32:39,209 --> 00:32:40,209 What is it? 379 00:32:40,293 --> 00:32:42,493 You know what. I want the surgery. 380 00:32:44,418 --> 00:32:46,298 Give me some more time. 381 00:32:47,793 --> 00:32:48,793 Dr. Wada. 382 00:32:59,001 --> 00:33:01,341 Dr. Wada. I want the surgery. 383 00:33:01,959 --> 00:33:04,129 This isn't an easy thing to decide. 384 00:33:27,543 --> 00:33:31,083 We're all finished. You did great. 385 00:33:34,793 --> 00:33:36,043 But… 386 00:33:37,959 --> 00:33:39,419 Is that really it? 387 00:33:41,001 --> 00:33:42,131 Yes. 388 00:33:44,251 --> 00:33:45,591 Please fix it. 389 00:33:46,709 --> 00:33:50,459 You have to do a better job than this! 390 00:33:51,293 --> 00:33:52,743 The operation was a success. 391 00:33:53,584 --> 00:33:55,124 We saved your life. 392 00:33:57,959 --> 00:33:59,049 No, you didn't. 393 00:34:00,001 --> 00:34:02,131 How am I supposed to live like this? 394 00:34:10,918 --> 00:34:11,918 Dr. Wada. 395 00:34:12,001 --> 00:34:14,171 Are you all right? Why the long face? 396 00:34:15,626 --> 00:34:17,126 What does it even mean? 397 00:34:19,084 --> 00:34:20,744 What does it mean to save a life? 398 00:34:21,959 --> 00:34:22,959 Huh? 399 00:34:23,918 --> 00:34:25,668 Just talking to myself. Sorry. 400 00:34:57,418 --> 00:34:58,498 Dr. Wada! 401 00:35:04,918 --> 00:35:05,918 Ai. 402 00:35:08,668 --> 00:35:09,748 Your surgery. 403 00:35:12,084 --> 00:35:13,084 Let's do it. 404 00:35:16,459 --> 00:35:17,499 Really? 405 00:35:18,334 --> 00:35:20,744 I know you won't back down until I give in. 406 00:35:22,918 --> 00:35:24,168 But on one condition. 407 00:35:26,293 --> 00:35:27,293 Yes? 408 00:35:29,543 --> 00:35:31,663 You must tell your parents. 409 00:35:33,459 --> 00:35:35,339 If not about the surgery, 410 00:35:36,959 --> 00:35:38,669 then at least what's in your heart. 411 00:35:44,376 --> 00:35:45,376 So sweet. 412 00:35:48,876 --> 00:35:49,706 That's tasty. 413 00:35:50,418 --> 00:35:53,378 He's gonna hit me. 414 00:35:53,459 --> 00:35:55,249 What's up? 415 00:35:55,334 --> 00:35:57,624 Nothing. Just wait. 416 00:35:58,584 --> 00:36:01,204 Kinda exciting, not that I'd know! 417 00:36:02,626 --> 00:36:03,626 So good. 418 00:36:07,876 --> 00:36:09,456 - Hey. - Yo. 419 00:36:10,001 --> 00:36:12,751 Hey, where's Mom? 420 00:36:13,293 --> 00:36:16,083 She got caught up with the neighborhood association. 421 00:36:17,209 --> 00:36:18,459 I see. 422 00:36:23,334 --> 00:36:24,374 Well… 423 00:36:25,334 --> 00:36:26,704 Hey. Go sit over there. 424 00:36:27,459 --> 00:36:28,459 What? 425 00:36:29,709 --> 00:36:31,049 - Can I get a different one? - Yes, yes. 426 00:36:31,126 --> 00:36:32,126 Score! 427 00:36:41,251 --> 00:36:44,301 Well, what is it? Quickly, before the race starts. 428 00:36:45,668 --> 00:36:47,338 Listen, Dad. 429 00:36:49,876 --> 00:36:50,916 I… 430 00:36:51,001 --> 00:36:52,341 Yeah? 431 00:36:53,709 --> 00:36:56,049 This might come as a shock. 432 00:36:59,209 --> 00:37:00,209 I… 433 00:37:09,751 --> 00:37:11,381 I want to be a woman. 434 00:37:15,501 --> 00:37:17,251 I know I was born as a boy 435 00:37:18,501 --> 00:37:20,711 but I want to live my life as a woman. 436 00:38:04,084 --> 00:38:05,124 All right. 437 00:38:09,293 --> 00:38:12,743 It's your life. You can do what you want with it. 438 00:38:16,043 --> 00:38:17,203 Does this mean… 439 00:38:21,001 --> 00:38:22,171 you knew all along? 440 00:38:26,626 --> 00:38:29,496 I'm your father. 441 00:38:34,043 --> 00:38:38,083 I thought baseball might put hairs on your chest, but… 442 00:38:39,501 --> 00:38:40,501 I'm sorry. 443 00:38:47,834 --> 00:38:49,124 Just promise me one thing. 444 00:38:50,501 --> 00:38:51,501 What is it? 445 00:38:53,334 --> 00:38:56,244 I want you to be sure about this. 446 00:38:59,168 --> 00:39:00,668 Treat your body well. 447 00:39:02,751 --> 00:39:05,341 In man speak, be number one. 448 00:39:08,584 --> 00:39:10,664 That's three things. 449 00:39:11,251 --> 00:39:12,251 And also, 450 00:39:13,251 --> 00:39:15,131 I literally just said I wanted to be a woman. 451 00:39:15,209 --> 00:39:17,299 - Well? - I promise. 452 00:39:18,418 --> 00:39:19,798 I promise. 453 00:39:20,793 --> 00:39:21,953 And one more thing. 454 00:39:23,834 --> 00:39:27,044 Don't tell your mother. 455 00:39:28,793 --> 00:39:29,873 It would break her. 456 00:39:39,084 --> 00:39:40,244 Are you sure about this? 457 00:39:41,918 --> 00:39:42,918 Yes. 458 00:39:45,626 --> 00:39:46,666 I am, but… 459 00:39:49,376 --> 00:39:51,376 I feel bad for my mom. 460 00:39:54,459 --> 00:39:56,709 For doing this to the healthy boy she gave birth to. 461 00:39:58,459 --> 00:39:59,629 You can still back out. 462 00:39:59,709 --> 00:40:00,749 No. 463 00:40:01,626 --> 00:40:03,046 I'll apologize to her someday. 464 00:40:14,376 --> 00:40:15,586 Dr. Wada. 465 00:40:15,668 --> 00:40:16,668 Yes? 466 00:40:17,959 --> 00:40:19,839 When it came to removing my balls, 467 00:40:21,751 --> 00:40:23,591 you're the only one I could think of. 468 00:40:28,418 --> 00:40:29,628 Why me? 469 00:40:30,709 --> 00:40:31,999 Because of what you told me. 470 00:40:37,709 --> 00:40:39,249 You said I was dazzling. 471 00:40:42,834 --> 00:40:43,834 I felt… 472 00:40:46,876 --> 00:40:48,586 so happy. 473 00:40:57,334 --> 00:40:58,544 I must tell you. 474 00:41:04,459 --> 00:41:06,629 You are not a weirdo. 475 00:41:13,834 --> 00:41:15,954 I knew I picked right. 476 00:41:19,293 --> 00:41:20,373 You know what? 477 00:41:21,001 --> 00:41:23,171 I want to be an idol. 478 00:41:25,834 --> 00:41:27,584 Like Seiko Matsuda. 479 00:41:29,584 --> 00:41:31,794 I want to be an idol who shines brightly. 480 00:41:50,418 --> 00:41:51,418 And you will. 481 00:41:53,168 --> 00:41:54,208 I know you will. 482 00:42:25,626 --> 00:42:27,666 Those things are swollen as hell! 483 00:42:27,751 --> 00:42:30,091 The balls are gone, but the sack's still there. 484 00:42:30,168 --> 00:42:32,798 Hey, you know what it looks like? 485 00:42:32,876 --> 00:42:34,246 I have a photo! 486 00:42:34,334 --> 00:42:35,664 Stop! You're embarrassing me. 487 00:42:35,751 --> 00:42:39,211 Seriously. Just wait there. Where did I put it? 488 00:42:40,918 --> 00:42:42,208 What's going on here? 489 00:42:42,293 --> 00:42:44,333 Ai got her balls removed. 490 00:42:44,418 --> 00:42:46,338 We're all having a good look. 491 00:42:47,043 --> 00:42:48,493 This way. 492 00:42:49,251 --> 00:42:51,961 Would you look at that. Looks just like a… a raccoon dog! 493 00:42:52,043 --> 00:42:53,043 Yes! 494 00:42:53,918 --> 00:42:54,918 Here it is! 495 00:42:57,043 --> 00:42:58,663 You're right! You're a spitting image! 496 00:42:59,751 --> 00:43:01,551 Cut it out! 497 00:43:02,418 --> 00:43:05,208 Well, Ai. How do you feel? 498 00:43:05,793 --> 00:43:07,163 How do I feel? 499 00:43:17,334 --> 00:43:19,334 I feel on top of the world! 500 00:43:19,918 --> 00:43:23,248 - Really? - Wow! 501 00:43:24,084 --> 00:43:26,454 Well, let's dance till morning! 502 00:43:29,501 --> 00:43:34,671 - Ai! - Ai! 503 00:43:40,918 --> 00:43:43,128 Go, Ai! 504 00:43:43,209 --> 00:43:47,919 Dipping my feet in the icy fountain 505 00:43:48,001 --> 00:43:51,841 Looking up at the skyscrapers 506 00:43:51,918 --> 00:43:55,418 Wearing my favorite clothes 507 00:43:55,501 --> 00:43:59,381 There's nothing wrong with that 508 00:44:00,209 --> 00:44:04,959 Gripping the handlebars Racing through the town 509 00:44:05,043 --> 00:44:09,163 Doing all these fun things 510 00:44:09,251 --> 00:44:13,551 I want to see what it really looks like 511 00:44:13,626 --> 00:44:16,836 And not just through an old TV screen 512 00:44:18,043 --> 00:44:21,953 The moment the needle drops 513 00:44:22,043 --> 00:44:24,543 Is the moment my heart skips 514 00:44:24,626 --> 00:44:27,166 Dr. Wada removed Ai's balls, right? 515 00:44:27,251 --> 00:44:29,751 We heard you're a doctor who's sympathetic to "newhalfs." 516 00:44:29,834 --> 00:44:33,244 You're getting a massive influx of everyone from around Kansai. 517 00:44:33,334 --> 00:44:35,044 Stop moving. I can't stick it on. 518 00:44:35,126 --> 00:44:41,086 Even if I'm tired, hated or growing old I just can't stop 519 00:44:43,584 --> 00:44:47,164 They're like diamonds 520 00:44:49,209 --> 00:44:51,669 Ah, every which way I look 521 00:44:52,251 --> 00:44:57,341 Ah, I can't quite put it into words 522 00:44:57,418 --> 00:44:59,668 But they are treasures 523 00:45:01,043 --> 00:45:04,543 My hunch was right 524 00:45:05,126 --> 00:45:09,206 Ah, it's exactly how I thought it would be 525 00:45:09,293 --> 00:45:14,413 Ah, it's setting me in motion 526 00:45:14,501 --> 00:45:17,461 This feeling of mine 527 00:45:20,918 --> 00:45:22,168 Look what you did? 528 00:45:25,376 --> 00:45:26,456 Dr. Wada. 529 00:45:40,876 --> 00:45:43,416 WHAT ABOUT YOUR NORMAL PATIENTS? 530 00:45:43,501 --> 00:45:45,501 DIE 531 00:45:46,334 --> 00:45:47,834 What is wrong with people? 532 00:45:50,168 --> 00:45:53,338 My patients are living their best lives, 533 00:45:53,418 --> 00:45:55,418 unlike the idiots who do this. 534 00:46:02,043 --> 00:46:03,873 Do you work here? 535 00:46:07,668 --> 00:46:08,918 I do. 536 00:46:09,001 --> 00:46:11,001 I'm Tsuruku with the Tenma West Police. 537 00:46:12,376 --> 00:46:16,496 We've had complaints of noise and over-crowding around here, 538 00:46:17,084 --> 00:46:21,334 regarding some "eccentric" types. 539 00:46:24,251 --> 00:46:25,341 My apologies. 540 00:46:26,084 --> 00:46:27,914 We'll keep it down. 541 00:46:28,001 --> 00:46:29,131 We'd appreciate that. 542 00:46:30,168 --> 00:46:33,168 We know how hard it can be to keep tabs on deviant types. 543 00:46:33,251 --> 00:46:34,961 That's a horrible way to put it. 544 00:46:38,043 --> 00:46:39,163 Excuse me. 545 00:46:52,168 --> 00:46:54,918 Ai! I just can't get enough of you. 546 00:46:56,168 --> 00:46:58,338 - Takuya. You know. - What? 547 00:46:59,209 --> 00:47:01,339 I'm not like other girls. 548 00:47:01,418 --> 00:47:02,838 I don't care. 549 00:47:08,418 --> 00:47:09,748 I can't stand it! 550 00:47:10,584 --> 00:47:11,744 Will you move in with me? 551 00:47:13,876 --> 00:47:15,626 - Okay. - Yes! 552 00:47:15,709 --> 00:47:16,709 - Really? - Yes. 553 00:47:16,793 --> 00:47:18,243 - You promise? - Yes! 554 00:47:19,209 --> 00:47:22,169 Shoot. That's my cue. I'll catch you later. 555 00:47:25,459 --> 00:47:26,629 You will, yeah? 556 00:47:27,626 --> 00:47:28,666 Sorry! 557 00:47:33,251 --> 00:47:34,251 Ai. 558 00:47:35,584 --> 00:47:36,664 Aki-san? 559 00:47:38,001 --> 00:47:39,711 You'll forgive me for butting in. 560 00:47:40,626 --> 00:47:45,086 But guys who go for "newhalfs" always end up back with real women. 561 00:47:50,793 --> 00:47:53,083 You should be ready for that. 562 00:48:06,584 --> 00:48:08,834 So, this is goodbye. 563 00:48:10,043 --> 00:48:12,293 I'm sure gonna miss you. 564 00:48:12,376 --> 00:48:13,996 He's not going overseas. 565 00:48:14,084 --> 00:48:15,084 No, but… 566 00:48:15,168 --> 00:48:17,878 - And you. Make sure you stop by. - I will. 567 00:48:20,751 --> 00:48:23,051 Hey. You coming? 568 00:48:23,834 --> 00:48:25,124 Come see Kenji off. 569 00:48:25,918 --> 00:48:27,418 I'm busy. 570 00:48:37,126 --> 00:48:38,296 Goodbye. 571 00:48:39,668 --> 00:48:40,708 Take care. 572 00:49:17,168 --> 00:49:18,168 Takuya! 573 00:49:18,251 --> 00:49:21,091 - Ai! - Her and me! It's a scandal! 574 00:49:28,084 --> 00:49:30,914 It's a deadly game of love 575 00:49:31,001 --> 00:49:33,801 A forbidden scandal 576 00:49:33,876 --> 00:49:36,796 No matter how much I love you 577 00:49:36,876 --> 00:49:39,246 You still belong to him 578 00:49:40,001 --> 00:49:41,461 Let's eat! 579 00:49:41,543 --> 00:49:43,953 We kissed by the pool 580 00:49:44,543 --> 00:49:46,703 And then you cried 581 00:49:46,793 --> 00:49:49,123 I held you from behind 582 00:49:49,209 --> 00:49:51,839 - There's more. - Really? 583 00:49:53,209 --> 00:49:59,549 I can't stop loving you 584 00:49:59,626 --> 00:50:05,126 Even if it's forbidden 585 00:50:06,168 --> 00:50:11,668 If only I could let you go 586 00:50:12,876 --> 00:50:14,086 Then you wouldn't have to-- 587 00:50:17,668 --> 00:50:19,628 - Who could that be? - Who cares? 588 00:50:19,709 --> 00:50:20,999 We can't just ignore them. 589 00:50:21,084 --> 00:50:22,414 - Why not? - Coming! 590 00:50:25,376 --> 00:50:26,376 Hello? 591 00:50:32,584 --> 00:50:33,744 Who is it? 592 00:50:34,959 --> 00:50:36,299 It was just a prank. 593 00:50:36,376 --> 00:50:38,496 Maybe it's a neighbor saying we're being too loud. 594 00:50:38,584 --> 00:50:40,204 It's not. Come on, let's get back inside. 595 00:50:40,293 --> 00:50:41,623 Back to what? 596 00:50:41,709 --> 00:50:43,169 Making out, of course! 597 00:50:50,501 --> 00:50:51,501 Hey. 598 00:50:52,751 --> 00:50:54,501 I couldn't be any happier. 599 00:50:57,293 --> 00:50:58,333 Me neither. 600 00:50:58,418 --> 00:50:59,838 - Yeah? - Yeah. 601 00:51:18,043 --> 00:51:19,043 Ai. 602 00:51:20,626 --> 00:51:22,496 Can we do it tonight? 603 00:51:23,501 --> 00:51:26,341 I guess, but… 604 00:51:26,418 --> 00:51:27,588 I'll be gentle. 605 00:51:28,084 --> 00:51:30,294 - Trust me. - No, wait… 606 00:51:31,168 --> 00:51:32,418 Stop. 607 00:51:32,501 --> 00:51:34,211 - Stop. - It's fine. 608 00:51:34,293 --> 00:51:36,703 - It's fine. - It wasn't fine before. 609 00:51:37,751 --> 00:51:38,751 You're fine. 610 00:51:38,834 --> 00:51:42,334 It's not going in. It hurts! 611 00:51:46,834 --> 00:51:47,994 I'm sorry. 612 00:51:56,126 --> 00:51:57,296 Well, that did it. 613 00:51:58,168 --> 00:51:59,208 That killed the mood. 614 00:52:09,834 --> 00:52:11,204 Whatever. 615 00:52:12,168 --> 00:52:13,248 You… 616 00:52:14,918 --> 00:52:15,918 You're you. 617 00:52:19,001 --> 00:52:20,171 I'm going to sleep. 618 00:53:28,709 --> 00:53:30,089 - Be seeing you. - See you. 619 00:53:30,168 --> 00:53:31,588 Don't stay out too late. 620 00:53:31,668 --> 00:53:32,668 Sure. 621 00:53:41,668 --> 00:53:42,958 What happened? 622 00:53:47,043 --> 00:53:48,293 Dr. Wada. 623 00:53:49,376 --> 00:53:50,746 Make me a woman. 624 00:53:51,793 --> 00:53:52,793 A woman? 625 00:53:55,418 --> 00:53:58,748 No, no. Not in that way. 626 00:54:00,334 --> 00:54:01,454 Right? 627 00:54:06,876 --> 00:54:08,376 It won't be easy. 628 00:54:12,918 --> 00:54:15,958 It's going to be a lot more complicated than just removing the testes. 629 00:54:17,876 --> 00:54:20,416 It involves cutting into your penis to create a vagina. 630 00:54:22,793 --> 00:54:24,623 In fact, it's more than just cutting. 631 00:54:25,334 --> 00:54:27,544 We'd need to keep your urinary system intact 632 00:54:27,626 --> 00:54:29,876 and ensure your new vagina can withstand penetration. 633 00:54:31,168 --> 00:54:32,748 This belongs in the hands of God. 634 00:54:37,001 --> 00:54:38,051 What's more… 635 00:54:41,376 --> 00:54:43,706 you could potentially not wake up from the anesthesia. 636 00:54:49,334 --> 00:54:50,874 Why couldn't I have won? 637 00:54:52,376 --> 00:54:53,496 What? 638 00:54:54,418 --> 00:54:57,418 It's a 50-50 draw in life. Why couldn't I have won? 639 00:55:03,334 --> 00:55:05,914 I wouldn't be feeling this way if I'd been born a girl. 640 00:55:18,501 --> 00:55:20,551 I don't care if I don't wake up. 641 00:55:24,584 --> 00:55:26,454 I want to be a woman. 642 00:55:30,251 --> 00:55:31,801 I'm willing to die for it. 643 00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:39,249 DOCTORS WHO PERFORMED SEX CHANGE SURGERY 644 00:55:39,334 --> 00:55:41,084 IN VIOLATION OF THE EUGENIC PREVENTION LAW 645 00:55:41,168 --> 00:55:43,748 ARE TRANSSEXUAL ALLIES CRIMINALS? 646 00:55:47,584 --> 00:55:50,954 FOUND GUILTY OF PERFORMING SEX REASSIGNMENT SURGERY 647 00:55:52,918 --> 00:55:54,088 Excuse me. 648 00:55:59,918 --> 00:56:01,628 What are you going to do? 649 00:56:05,543 --> 00:56:08,543 You'll lose your license if you go ahead with it. 650 00:56:08,626 --> 00:56:10,296 You could even go to prison. 651 00:56:19,834 --> 00:56:21,744 I'd like to try. 652 00:56:25,918 --> 00:56:27,548 But I don't know… 653 00:56:29,709 --> 00:56:31,959 I don't know if I'll get away with this. 654 00:57:05,584 --> 00:57:11,494 It's all coming to me now 655 00:57:12,334 --> 00:57:17,124 I am a new me 656 00:57:18,834 --> 00:57:25,294 As the vessel rushes on 657 00:57:25,376 --> 00:57:31,416 The white waves dance in its wake 658 00:57:32,084 --> 00:57:38,244 I made a promise with you 659 00:57:38,834 --> 00:57:39,874 And I'm gonna keep it… 660 00:57:39,959 --> 00:57:42,129 I'm thinking of using the urethra to coat the inside. 661 00:57:42,709 --> 00:57:44,419 Then it can be self-lubricating. 662 00:57:45,209 --> 00:57:51,879 This flower of love within my heart 663 00:57:51,959 --> 00:57:57,959 I pray you accept it 664 00:57:59,209 --> 00:58:05,629 The blue sky in which the swallows fly 665 00:58:05,709 --> 00:58:11,129 They are the canvas to my future 666 00:58:12,543 --> 00:58:18,623 Free to stroke, free to color 667 00:58:19,209 --> 00:58:24,959 Free to shape the two of us 668 00:58:35,418 --> 00:58:36,548 I was… 669 00:58:38,293 --> 00:58:39,413 I was scared. 670 00:58:42,501 --> 00:58:43,551 Why? 671 00:58:45,959 --> 00:58:47,299 If I do this operation, 672 00:58:49,001 --> 00:58:51,381 it could cost you your life. 673 00:58:59,251 --> 00:59:00,461 But then I realized… 674 00:59:04,376 --> 00:59:06,836 if you stay in that male body of yours… 675 00:59:09,584 --> 00:59:13,334 it's going to be soul-destroying. 676 00:59:26,209 --> 00:59:27,999 But I might be able to save you. 677 00:59:36,918 --> 00:59:41,548 If I can just be brave enough to complete a successful operation. 678 00:59:48,084 --> 00:59:49,084 Ai. 679 00:59:54,543 --> 00:59:55,623 The surgery. 680 00:59:57,418 --> 00:59:58,418 I'll do it. 681 01:00:00,626 --> 01:00:01,746 Dr. Wada… 682 01:00:08,626 --> 01:00:12,336 I want to save your life. 683 01:00:15,501 --> 01:00:19,001 And your soul. 684 01:00:24,209 --> 01:00:25,709 Let me do the surgery. 685 01:00:38,834 --> 01:00:39,994 Thank you. 686 01:00:44,459 --> 01:00:45,709 Thank you so much. 687 01:00:51,376 --> 01:00:52,626 What's up, Kenji? 688 01:00:53,793 --> 01:00:55,743 You don't often call. 689 01:00:57,501 --> 01:00:59,381 Listen, Mom. 690 01:01:02,084 --> 01:01:03,204 What is it? 691 01:01:05,626 --> 01:01:06,746 I… 692 01:01:13,876 --> 01:01:14,916 My goodness. 693 01:01:16,543 --> 01:01:18,373 I forgot what I was going to say. 694 01:01:20,293 --> 01:01:21,543 What? 695 01:01:22,251 --> 01:01:23,251 You silly goose. 696 01:01:23,334 --> 01:01:25,084 Yep, that's me. 697 01:01:39,334 --> 01:01:40,744 I'm hanging up now. 698 01:01:42,001 --> 01:01:43,251 The kimpira will burn. 699 01:01:43,959 --> 01:01:47,919 I love your kimpira. 700 01:01:51,001 --> 01:01:52,171 I want to eat them again. 701 01:01:53,751 --> 01:01:55,131 They're nothing special. 702 01:01:56,668 --> 01:01:58,588 I think you need better taste buds. 703 01:02:01,876 --> 01:02:02,876 See you. 704 01:02:29,376 --> 01:02:30,456 It's time. 705 01:02:32,209 --> 01:02:33,379 Still want to do this? 706 01:02:35,793 --> 01:02:37,243 Definitely. 707 01:02:42,709 --> 01:02:46,749 God just made a little mistake 708 01:02:47,668 --> 01:02:49,708 putting you inside that male body. 709 01:02:53,918 --> 01:02:55,338 I'll fix that mistake. 710 01:02:59,543 --> 01:03:00,623 When you wake up, 711 01:03:01,751 --> 01:03:03,671 you'll be the way you were meant to be. 712 01:03:07,334 --> 01:03:08,584 Dr. Wada. 713 01:03:11,209 --> 01:03:12,209 Yes? 714 01:03:14,209 --> 01:03:15,249 I wish… 715 01:03:17,876 --> 01:03:20,626 I could speak to my younger self. 716 01:03:23,709 --> 01:03:25,049 "Everything will be all right." 717 01:03:29,168 --> 01:03:31,498 "You'll be a woman one day." 718 01:03:36,918 --> 01:03:39,378 Then let's go. 719 01:03:54,209 --> 01:04:01,129 I got a new 720 01:04:02,084 --> 01:04:06,454 Hairdo 721 01:04:09,334 --> 01:04:16,334 You say I look so different 722 01:04:20,001 --> 01:04:25,961 You're looking 723 01:04:28,043 --> 01:04:31,793 Pretty bashful 724 01:04:34,834 --> 01:04:41,834 As you walk past me 725 01:04:57,584 --> 01:04:59,584 Fucking die, you she-male! 726 01:04:59,668 --> 01:05:01,998 Let's see if you've really got a penis down there. 727 01:05:27,751 --> 01:05:29,341 Hold him down! 728 01:05:33,918 --> 01:05:35,208 It's the ladyboy! 729 01:05:35,293 --> 01:05:37,953 - The weirdo! - What a fag! 730 01:06:21,959 --> 01:06:23,669 Ai, this feels so good. 731 01:06:24,459 --> 01:06:25,669 Takuya… 732 01:06:40,251 --> 01:06:43,671 I love Ai as a woman. 733 01:06:48,334 --> 01:06:49,374 What's wrong? 734 01:06:50,918 --> 01:06:52,088 Are those tears of joy? 735 01:06:54,001 --> 01:06:55,051 That's not it. 736 01:06:55,584 --> 01:06:57,294 What? What is it? 737 01:06:58,709 --> 01:07:00,499 Did I hurt you? Is that why you're crying? 738 01:07:04,668 --> 01:07:05,838 I think I'm jealous. 739 01:07:07,293 --> 01:07:08,623 Jealous? 740 01:07:13,459 --> 01:07:14,839 Jealous of who? 741 01:07:17,334 --> 01:07:18,664 I'm thinking… 742 01:07:21,001 --> 01:07:23,381 you looked so happy just now. 743 01:07:26,293 --> 01:07:30,333 Maybe you wanted… 744 01:07:33,043 --> 01:07:35,043 to be with a woman all along. 745 01:07:37,209 --> 01:07:38,249 Maybe 746 01:07:39,751 --> 01:07:42,881 you never liked me when I had a male body. 747 01:07:44,126 --> 01:07:45,206 Are you out of your mind? 748 01:07:46,084 --> 01:07:48,374 - Of course I did! - I know. 749 01:07:51,876 --> 01:07:52,996 But still… 750 01:07:55,168 --> 01:07:56,588 I can't help but feel jealous. 751 01:08:01,001 --> 01:08:02,801 I'm jealous of women. 752 01:08:06,459 --> 01:08:09,799 Men like their bodies without having to do anything. 753 01:08:16,876 --> 01:08:17,876 Hey. 754 01:08:19,751 --> 01:08:25,171 Don't you like doing it with me as a woman? 755 01:08:26,001 --> 01:08:27,001 Don't be silly. 756 01:08:30,251 --> 01:08:31,841 I love it. 757 01:08:31,918 --> 01:08:33,208 You see? 758 01:08:33,709 --> 01:08:35,749 And I love it too. 759 01:08:36,459 --> 01:08:37,839 I love you as a woman. 760 01:08:41,584 --> 01:08:42,624 Takuya… 761 01:08:53,668 --> 01:08:54,918 Vitals? 762 01:08:55,418 --> 01:08:58,708 Pulse 80. Blood pressure 126 over 73. 763 01:08:58,793 --> 01:08:59,793 Breathing is steady. 764 01:08:59,876 --> 01:09:00,876 Then let's begin. 765 01:09:01,501 --> 01:09:03,091 - Scalpel. - Here. 766 01:09:24,293 --> 01:09:27,543 In the number of sex reassignment surgeries performed in the past, 767 01:09:27,626 --> 01:09:31,626 preventing postoperative adhesions has been one of our main challenges. 768 01:09:32,793 --> 01:09:36,373 In Thailand, they have been making use of hardened candles as vaginal dilators, 769 01:09:37,043 --> 01:09:40,543 but results are not great, and it's a huge burden on the patients. 770 01:09:41,959 --> 01:09:47,249 I'd like to use your silicon technology to help improve the lives of these women 771 01:09:47,334 --> 01:09:51,204 to jointly develop a silicon dilator to prevent the neovagina from closing up. 772 01:09:52,793 --> 01:09:55,953 I believe this will be pivotal for this new field of medicine. 773 01:09:56,793 --> 01:09:59,083 I hope you'll work with me. 774 01:10:14,668 --> 01:10:17,248 Mom and Dad are so happy. 775 01:10:17,334 --> 01:10:19,454 They've all been dying to meet you. 776 01:10:19,959 --> 01:10:21,299 Are you sure you want me here? 777 01:10:21,376 --> 01:10:22,956 Of course I want you here. 778 01:10:23,043 --> 01:10:25,413 This won't be a stuffy event. 779 01:10:25,501 --> 01:10:27,251 And they've invited all the relatives. 780 01:10:30,334 --> 01:10:33,164 - It was a masterpiece. - It sure was. 781 01:10:33,251 --> 01:10:35,711 And Takuya's always been a big crybaby. 782 01:10:35,793 --> 01:10:38,793 Has he? He doesn't look it. 783 01:10:38,876 --> 01:10:41,496 Come on. Cut it out. I'm sick of that story. 784 01:10:41,584 --> 01:10:43,704 Oops, I'm meant to meet a friend. 785 01:10:43,793 --> 01:10:45,123 I'll just duck out. 786 01:10:45,709 --> 01:10:46,839 I'll be back. 787 01:10:46,918 --> 01:10:48,838 - Take care. - I will, I will. 788 01:10:49,418 --> 01:10:52,168 - See you. - Bye-bye! 789 01:10:54,376 --> 01:10:56,416 This tastes really good. 790 01:10:57,209 --> 01:10:59,299 Why, thank you, dear. 791 01:10:59,376 --> 01:11:00,376 Hey. 792 01:11:05,751 --> 01:11:08,631 Kids. Go play outside for a bit. 793 01:11:09,293 --> 01:11:10,623 - Okay. - Okay. 794 01:11:10,709 --> 01:11:11,709 Come, let's go. 795 01:11:11,793 --> 01:11:13,203 Goodbye. 796 01:11:27,501 --> 01:11:28,711 Ai. 797 01:11:30,043 --> 01:11:31,243 Please. 798 01:11:33,709 --> 01:11:35,209 Would you… break up with Takuya? 799 01:11:38,459 --> 01:11:39,589 What? 800 01:11:39,668 --> 01:11:42,998 You're a good person. 801 01:11:43,084 --> 01:11:44,414 We really do like you. 802 01:11:44,918 --> 01:11:46,588 And you're very beautiful. 803 01:11:47,793 --> 01:11:50,083 But you… 804 01:11:51,418 --> 01:11:52,708 you can't have children. 805 01:11:55,834 --> 01:11:59,084 Takuya loves kids. 806 01:12:00,751 --> 01:12:03,591 So if he stays with you, 807 01:12:04,584 --> 01:12:06,874 he'll lose something which makes him happy. 808 01:12:09,876 --> 01:12:11,166 Gone. 809 01:12:17,501 --> 01:12:18,921 Please. 810 01:12:36,001 --> 01:12:38,881 Got that right, sis. 811 01:12:54,584 --> 01:12:55,584 Well? 812 01:12:56,751 --> 01:12:57,921 Is it Takuya? 813 01:13:04,959 --> 01:13:07,499 Can't keep anything from you. 814 01:13:08,334 --> 01:13:10,584 A lady knows all. 815 01:13:11,376 --> 01:13:12,496 It's as plain as day. 816 01:13:15,876 --> 01:13:16,956 I'll be fine. 817 01:13:19,751 --> 01:13:21,801 I have to do this myself. 818 01:13:25,084 --> 01:13:26,084 All right then. 819 01:13:45,459 --> 01:13:46,459 Hello? 820 01:14:15,251 --> 01:14:16,251 Kenji. 821 01:14:17,251 --> 01:14:18,551 Where's Grandma? 822 01:14:22,043 --> 01:14:23,163 She's in here. 823 01:14:48,418 --> 01:14:49,418 Kenji. 824 01:14:58,959 --> 01:15:00,049 Grandma. 825 01:15:13,293 --> 01:15:14,493 Grandma. 826 01:15:21,501 --> 01:15:22,631 Grandma. 827 01:15:33,959 --> 01:15:34,959 Grandma… 828 01:15:36,793 --> 01:15:38,833 She was always worrying about you. 829 01:15:39,834 --> 01:15:40,834 Was she? 830 01:15:41,793 --> 01:15:43,583 "Sure hope he's doing well." 831 01:15:45,876 --> 01:15:47,416 And you know what else? 832 01:15:49,168 --> 01:15:50,168 What? 833 01:15:53,709 --> 01:15:56,709 She was always saying, "Kenji's a tough kid"… 834 01:15:56,793 --> 01:15:59,623 SEIKO MATSUDA IDOL BOOK 835 01:15:59,709 --> 01:16:02,879 …"I hope he's living his best life." 836 01:16:32,876 --> 01:16:33,876 Hey. 837 01:16:34,376 --> 01:16:36,666 - What are you-- - I already told you. 838 01:16:36,751 --> 01:16:37,961 No, you didn't. 839 01:16:38,043 --> 01:16:40,293 - Why are you suddenly-- - It's over. 840 01:16:40,376 --> 01:16:41,706 I'm going to Tokyo. 841 01:16:41,793 --> 01:16:43,873 Wait. No, wait… 842 01:16:45,459 --> 01:16:47,499 I thought you loved me? 843 01:16:47,584 --> 01:16:48,704 About that… 844 01:16:49,376 --> 01:16:52,456 This was nothing more than a fling. 845 01:16:52,543 --> 01:16:53,913 A fling? 846 01:16:54,918 --> 01:16:55,918 Goodbye. 847 01:16:56,001 --> 01:16:57,881 Wait. Hey! 848 01:16:59,376 --> 01:17:00,546 Just like that? 849 01:17:20,293 --> 01:17:25,163 When I'm all alone 850 01:17:25,918 --> 01:17:31,708 I listen to my favorite song 851 01:17:32,793 --> 01:17:39,043 Because Olivia 852 01:17:39,126 --> 01:17:46,126 Comforts my lonely heart 853 01:17:47,543 --> 01:17:52,373 My cup of jasmine tea 854 01:17:53,084 --> 01:17:58,624 This sedative, lulling me to sleep 855 01:17:59,501 --> 01:18:05,501 I want my day to end 856 01:18:06,251 --> 01:18:12,631 The way I want it to tonight 857 01:18:14,293 --> 01:18:16,873 When we first met 858 01:18:17,668 --> 01:18:20,248 Never could I have imagined 859 01:18:21,084 --> 01:18:25,624 A day like this would come 860 01:18:30,501 --> 01:18:33,801 No, it's already done 861 01:18:33,876 --> 01:18:40,086 It's just that time has passed 862 01:18:40,584 --> 01:18:47,124 You are exhausted from loving 863 01:18:47,209 --> 01:18:52,839 A phantom version of me 864 01:19:12,751 --> 01:19:14,801 I'll do whatever it takes. I promise! 865 01:19:15,751 --> 01:19:16,881 Are you a dude? 866 01:19:17,793 --> 01:19:19,583 I'm afraid we can't help you. 867 01:19:20,334 --> 01:19:21,834 I want to be an idol. 868 01:19:22,709 --> 01:19:25,419 We'd love to have you, if you were female. 869 01:19:28,501 --> 01:19:30,211 I want this more than anyone! 870 01:19:31,418 --> 01:19:32,918 Yes, I like you. 871 01:19:33,001 --> 01:19:34,631 I know just the agency for you. 872 01:19:35,209 --> 01:19:36,799 - You do? - You bet! 873 01:19:36,876 --> 01:19:39,626 They're in the adult industry. They're looking for people like you. 874 01:19:40,668 --> 01:19:41,668 What? 875 01:19:41,751 --> 01:19:44,501 Some of our customers have very specific tastes. 876 01:19:52,043 --> 01:19:55,243 Really? That's so cool. 877 01:19:55,334 --> 01:19:57,374 It's still in the preliminary phase. 878 01:19:58,876 --> 01:20:02,296 But if all goes well, it'll cut down costs for helping people like you. 879 01:20:03,668 --> 01:20:06,748 Sounds like things are going well for you. 880 01:20:08,418 --> 01:20:11,418 And you? Giving Tokyo a shot? 881 01:20:11,501 --> 01:20:15,341 Of course I am! My schedule's booked for days. 882 01:20:16,126 --> 01:20:17,996 Tokyo's got nothing on me. 883 01:20:18,543 --> 01:20:19,953 Glad to hear it. 884 01:20:21,709 --> 01:20:23,419 Sorry, I'll talk to you later. 885 01:20:23,501 --> 01:20:26,051 Okay. I'll call again later. 886 01:20:26,126 --> 01:20:27,126 Goodbye. 887 01:20:35,668 --> 01:20:37,208 Booked for days? 888 01:20:44,001 --> 01:20:45,131 Who is it? 889 01:20:49,959 --> 01:20:52,589 Not another prank. 890 01:20:58,376 --> 01:20:59,376 Mom? 891 01:21:04,126 --> 01:21:05,126 Thank you. 892 01:21:15,334 --> 01:21:16,664 What brings you here? 893 01:21:20,126 --> 01:21:21,296 I'm getting a divorce. 894 01:21:23,293 --> 01:21:24,623 He was seeing someone on the side. 895 01:21:28,043 --> 01:21:29,043 He was? 896 01:21:31,959 --> 01:21:34,499 I just couldn't handle it anymore. 897 01:21:36,543 --> 01:21:38,583 Even with someone like him, once you start thinking about divorce, 898 01:21:39,418 --> 01:21:41,458 you can't help but think about all sorts of things. 899 01:21:46,543 --> 01:21:49,543 So, you came to tell me? 900 01:21:50,709 --> 01:21:51,999 Because you are my child. 901 01:21:56,293 --> 01:22:00,873 You know what I am going through. 902 01:22:02,001 --> 01:22:03,301 How a woman's heart works. 903 01:22:08,709 --> 01:22:09,709 What? 904 01:22:17,209 --> 01:22:22,839 You've always been a woman, haven't you? 905 01:22:27,043 --> 01:22:30,743 You don't have to hide it from me anymore. 906 01:22:42,501 --> 01:22:43,501 I'm sorry. 907 01:22:45,876 --> 01:22:49,666 I'm sorry for birthing you the way I did. 908 01:22:50,251 --> 01:22:51,381 Don't say that! 909 01:22:52,251 --> 01:22:53,671 You did nothing wrong. 910 01:22:54,751 --> 01:22:56,711 A mother is always responsible for her child. 911 01:23:01,418 --> 01:23:06,088 My heart ached when your grandma died. 912 01:23:08,334 --> 01:23:11,164 You forced yourself to show up as a man. 913 01:23:12,001 --> 01:23:13,921 Killing your true self. 914 01:23:18,084 --> 01:23:21,084 I thought to myself, I did this to you. 915 01:23:22,126 --> 01:23:23,496 I couldn't bear to see you. 916 01:23:26,001 --> 01:23:27,051 That's why… 917 01:23:28,418 --> 01:23:30,338 That's why I hid. 918 01:23:34,876 --> 01:23:36,336 And not just then. 919 01:23:38,001 --> 01:23:40,801 I'd been ignoring it ever since you were little. 920 01:23:44,668 --> 01:23:46,338 So you knew all along. 921 01:23:47,751 --> 01:23:50,211 Of course I knew. I'm your mother. 922 01:23:55,501 --> 01:23:56,551 Mom… 923 01:23:59,418 --> 01:24:01,748 I thought you despised me. 924 01:24:02,751 --> 01:24:04,131 No way! 925 01:24:06,334 --> 01:24:09,704 I even came to visit you. 926 01:24:11,709 --> 01:24:13,169 I wanted to talk about it. 927 01:24:14,334 --> 01:24:15,794 I wanted to face it. 928 01:24:20,084 --> 01:24:22,664 - Who could that be? - Who cares. 929 01:24:22,751 --> 01:24:23,881 We can't just ignore them. 930 01:24:27,418 --> 01:24:29,048 Coming! 931 01:24:33,876 --> 01:24:35,246 Who is it? 932 01:24:35,334 --> 01:24:36,374 It's just a prank. 933 01:24:36,459 --> 01:24:38,459 Maybe it's a neighbor saying we're being too loud. 934 01:24:38,543 --> 01:24:40,203 It's not. Come on, let's get back inside. 935 01:24:40,293 --> 01:24:42,413 - Back to what? - Making out, of course! 936 01:24:49,334 --> 01:24:51,334 I wasn't able to give you this before. 937 01:24:51,418 --> 01:24:53,088 It's your favorite. 938 01:25:08,251 --> 01:25:11,671 I'm sorry I wasn't there for you as a mother. 939 01:25:14,876 --> 01:25:15,876 I'm sorry. 940 01:25:17,418 --> 01:25:18,418 What are you saying? 941 01:25:22,251 --> 01:25:23,551 I'm the one… 942 01:25:25,668 --> 01:25:26,708 who should apologize. 943 01:25:31,751 --> 01:25:32,751 I… 944 01:25:38,084 --> 01:25:40,874 I did this to the body you gave birth to… 945 01:25:41,584 --> 01:25:42,914 Don't you be sorry. 946 01:25:43,626 --> 01:25:44,916 Whether you're a boy, 947 01:25:45,626 --> 01:25:46,666 or a girl, 948 01:25:47,459 --> 01:25:49,589 you are my child. 949 01:25:52,168 --> 01:25:54,248 You are my precious child. 950 01:25:59,168 --> 01:26:00,298 Mom… 951 01:26:22,751 --> 01:26:25,001 I have a favor to ask, Ai. 952 01:26:29,459 --> 01:26:30,749 What is it? 953 01:26:31,793 --> 01:26:35,453 You just called me Ai. 954 01:26:38,043 --> 01:26:41,333 Instead of Kenji. 955 01:26:47,334 --> 01:26:50,124 Could you do my makeup? 956 01:26:52,126 --> 01:26:53,496 Your makeup? 957 01:26:54,084 --> 01:27:00,584 I snuck into the bar to watch you dance. 958 01:27:01,418 --> 01:27:02,418 You did? 959 01:27:04,251 --> 01:27:05,671 You looked so pretty. 960 01:27:06,834 --> 01:27:08,744 You looked so, so beautiful. 961 01:27:11,168 --> 01:27:12,708 I was so proud. 962 01:27:19,501 --> 01:27:21,051 I was jealous 963 01:27:22,626 --> 01:27:24,876 of your pretty, sparkly makeup. 964 01:27:26,501 --> 01:27:30,091 Why must the dreams lost to time 965 01:27:30,168 --> 01:27:36,838 Always appear so beautiful? 966 01:27:36,918 --> 01:27:40,378 That affection 967 01:27:40,459 --> 01:27:44,839 Of the past is still 968 01:27:44,918 --> 01:27:50,748 A sweet memory 969 01:27:50,834 --> 01:27:54,294 Sweet memories 970 01:28:00,626 --> 01:28:02,916 Here are the documents for tomorrow's counseling. 971 01:28:03,001 --> 01:28:04,711 Great, thanks. 972 01:28:04,793 --> 01:28:06,453 You sure you're not working too hard? 973 01:28:06,959 --> 01:28:07,959 What about you? 974 01:28:08,459 --> 01:28:09,999 Sorry, we're closed for today-- 975 01:28:10,084 --> 01:28:12,664 Well, now you're not even trying to hide it. 976 01:28:14,251 --> 01:28:15,251 Hide what? 977 01:28:16,959 --> 01:28:23,549 It's no big deal if you mess with trannies' faces a bit. 978 01:28:26,751 --> 01:28:31,211 How many penises did you mutilate this month? 979 01:28:33,793 --> 01:28:35,913 - Watch your accusations. - Sorry. 980 01:28:36,459 --> 01:28:37,459 Slip of the tongue. 981 01:28:38,709 --> 01:28:43,589 But as far as we're concerned, this needs proper investigation. 982 01:28:44,084 --> 01:28:47,544 This is life-saving medical care. 983 01:28:47,626 --> 01:28:49,916 That's not your decision to make. 984 01:28:52,043 --> 01:28:53,453 It's the law's. 985 01:28:59,209 --> 01:29:02,499 Whoa, really? You're originally a dude? 986 01:29:04,793 --> 01:29:07,663 Maybe you should be keeping that a secret. 987 01:29:07,751 --> 01:29:09,051 You certainly pass. 988 01:29:10,293 --> 01:29:13,623 It's my dream to be an idol, so I want to be up-front. 989 01:29:15,876 --> 01:29:17,956 I like it. I'll take you on. 990 01:29:18,043 --> 01:29:20,743 We'll have your schedule filled for days. 991 01:29:22,876 --> 01:29:24,296 Thank you very much! 992 01:29:26,376 --> 01:29:27,666 You're so cute! 993 01:29:30,709 --> 01:29:33,129 Hello, everyone! 994 01:29:33,751 --> 01:29:36,091 Thanks so much for coming out today! 995 01:29:36,168 --> 01:29:37,708 My name is Ai. 996 01:29:37,793 --> 01:29:41,083 I came all the way from Osaka, and I'm here to give Tokyo my all! 997 01:29:43,959 --> 01:29:45,999 MATSUZAKAYA FREE CHARITY MUSIC FESTIVAL 998 01:29:46,084 --> 01:29:48,414 Hey, look over there! What a weirdo! 999 01:29:53,543 --> 01:29:57,203 I heard today's actor's got a big dick. 1000 01:29:59,543 --> 01:30:01,743 Hey. Let's do our best with our boobs! 1001 01:30:03,209 --> 01:30:05,879 They never mentioned this. I cannot wear this. 1002 01:30:07,626 --> 01:30:09,796 What do you want me to do? 1003 01:30:09,876 --> 01:30:11,666 The office said it was fine. 1004 01:30:12,293 --> 01:30:14,743 It's not like trannies have any shame, anyway. 1005 01:30:15,501 --> 01:30:17,751 BOYS OVER BALLS 1006 01:30:31,709 --> 01:30:33,799 What am I? 1007 01:30:41,751 --> 01:30:43,841 Dr. Wada, come quick. Doctor! 1008 01:30:47,334 --> 01:30:49,624 - What's wrong? - Emergency! Patient has gone into v-fib! 1009 01:30:49,709 --> 01:30:50,709 Allow me. 1010 01:30:51,209 --> 01:30:52,459 - Get her on an IV. - On it! 1011 01:30:52,543 --> 01:30:54,293 - DC. Adrenaline. - Can you hear me? 1012 01:30:54,376 --> 01:30:55,746 - On it! - Are you with us? 1013 01:30:56,418 --> 01:30:57,958 I can't get a pulse. 1014 01:31:00,168 --> 01:31:01,248 - Where's that DC? - Coming! 1015 01:31:01,334 --> 01:31:02,704 Switching to the ambu bag. 1016 01:31:24,751 --> 01:31:26,711 Could you explain this for me? 1017 01:31:29,084 --> 01:31:33,994 So much medical jargon, I can't make anything out. 1018 01:31:39,001 --> 01:31:42,381 Why was there a dead transvestite 1019 01:31:43,376 --> 01:31:46,416 on your operating table? 1020 01:31:48,834 --> 01:31:51,454 We're still investigating the cause of death. 1021 01:31:54,209 --> 01:31:55,249 Really? 1022 01:31:59,043 --> 01:32:00,373 If I were to have a guess, 1023 01:32:01,126 --> 01:32:04,166 I would say it was an intra-anesthetic complication arising from ARDS. 1024 01:32:05,209 --> 01:32:08,089 The cause of ARDS is unknown. There are no preventive interventions. 1025 01:32:08,168 --> 01:32:12,418 So, what you're saying is you were not at fault? 1026 01:32:18,168 --> 01:32:20,708 I'm simply stating the most reasonable conclusion. 1027 01:32:22,626 --> 01:32:25,706 That is the least I can do for this patient who has passed away. 1028 01:32:27,376 --> 01:32:29,626 I see. 1029 01:32:32,084 --> 01:32:34,164 I see, I see. 1030 01:32:34,876 --> 01:32:36,496 By the way, Dr. Wada. 1031 01:32:38,626 --> 01:32:42,166 I've been meaning to ask you this. 1032 01:32:44,668 --> 01:32:47,168 Why are you so interested in these people? 1033 01:32:49,584 --> 01:32:52,544 Maybe you're into the same hobby? 1034 01:32:55,459 --> 01:32:57,049 Or maybe… 1035 01:33:00,293 --> 01:33:02,413 Maybe you get a little kick… 1036 01:33:04,876 --> 01:33:06,746 out of mutilating someone's manhood. 1037 01:33:14,251 --> 01:33:15,421 Either way, 1038 01:33:16,709 --> 01:33:18,339 we'll get to the bottom of this. 1039 01:33:23,959 --> 01:33:24,999 ANGEL NEST 1040 01:33:25,084 --> 01:33:29,334 {\an8}- Isn't living in Sangen-chaya expensive? - Word on the street is… 1041 01:33:29,418 --> 01:33:30,998 The place is "friendly." 1042 01:33:31,084 --> 01:33:33,294 Not like you. 1043 01:33:33,376 --> 01:33:36,206 Stop it. Why are you laughing at me? 1044 01:33:36,293 --> 01:33:40,793 By the way, Ai. This is a nice place you've got here. 1045 01:33:41,834 --> 01:33:43,704 I'm doing a favor for a friend. 1046 01:33:43,793 --> 01:33:46,543 Entertainment work's still busy, and I would say no, but… 1047 01:33:46,626 --> 01:33:48,586 So what? You're doing well. 1048 01:33:49,209 --> 01:33:51,209 I'm so glad I came to Tokyo. 1049 01:33:51,751 --> 01:33:54,711 That reminds me. I wanted to show you something. 1050 01:33:54,793 --> 01:33:56,333 - What is it? - This. 1051 01:33:57,709 --> 01:33:58,709 Here. 1052 01:34:01,793 --> 01:34:07,083 {\an8}Miss International Queen? 1053 01:34:07,168 --> 01:34:11,168 Yes. To find the prettiest trans woman in the world. 1054 01:34:11,251 --> 01:34:13,381 Ai, you're cute. You should enter. 1055 01:34:13,459 --> 01:34:16,459 - Right? - I'd like to, but I'm too busy. 1056 01:34:16,543 --> 01:34:19,793 If you won't, then I will. I will represent Japan! 1057 01:34:19,876 --> 01:34:21,876 Please don't. 1058 01:34:21,959 --> 01:34:23,459 You'll sink the nation. 1059 01:34:23,543 --> 01:34:25,953 You bitch! How dare you. 1060 01:34:26,043 --> 01:34:27,083 Got that right. 1061 01:34:27,168 --> 01:34:29,418 - "Got that right" isn't gonna catch on. - Seriously. 1062 01:34:31,959 --> 01:34:34,749 - Ai, did you hear about Dr. Wada? - What about him? 1063 01:34:34,834 --> 01:34:37,084 Someone died at the clinic. 1064 01:34:38,084 --> 01:34:39,164 They did? 1065 01:34:40,126 --> 01:34:44,586 But it wasn't his fault, so I'm sure he'll be fine. 1066 01:34:45,418 --> 01:34:46,998 Hey, my bubbles are gone. 1067 01:34:47,084 --> 01:34:49,584 - You gotta chug it. - Got that right, sis. 1068 01:34:51,126 --> 01:34:52,246 There he is! 1069 01:34:52,334 --> 01:34:53,414 Dr. Wada! 1070 01:34:53,501 --> 01:34:55,631 - Dr. Wada! - Any comments on the deceased? 1071 01:34:55,709 --> 01:34:59,459 - Have you told the family? - Your stance on sex reassignment surgery? 1072 01:34:59,543 --> 01:35:01,123 Did you really mess up the anesthetic dosage? 1073 01:35:01,209 --> 01:35:03,379 - Do you think you were in the wrong? - Excuse me. 1074 01:35:07,209 --> 01:35:08,299 Are you all right? 1075 01:35:08,376 --> 01:35:09,456 Yes. 1076 01:35:10,293 --> 01:35:12,793 How can we reopen like this? 1077 01:35:13,334 --> 01:35:15,994 - Dr. Wada. Here. - What is it? 1078 01:35:16,084 --> 01:35:17,914 It's the waiting list for surgery. 1079 01:35:18,584 --> 01:35:20,874 There are even more applicants this month. 1080 01:35:22,876 --> 01:35:23,956 This many? 1081 01:35:25,293 --> 01:35:26,413 Yes. 1082 01:35:38,834 --> 01:35:39,914 {\an8}THANK YOU, DR. WADA 1083 01:35:40,001 --> 01:35:42,001 {\an8}- I'M GOING TO SHINE BRIGHT - FROM AI 1084 01:35:53,418 --> 01:35:54,998 Is everyone well? 1085 01:35:57,751 --> 01:36:01,381 You are? I wonder why. 1086 01:36:01,459 --> 01:36:03,549 Hey, guess what? 1087 01:36:04,251 --> 01:36:07,251 That's right. I finally made it to Nagoya. 1088 01:36:09,084 --> 01:36:10,084 Thank you. 1089 01:36:11,959 --> 01:36:17,169 I go on tour each and every summer, 1090 01:36:17,251 --> 01:36:23,801 but I was a little late this year, and now we're in chilly November. 1091 01:36:23,876 --> 01:36:27,746 It's so cold, so, like, the only thing to do now is to warm ourselves back up. 1092 01:36:28,293 --> 01:36:29,873 - Isn't that right? - Hello? 1093 01:36:30,543 --> 01:36:31,703 So with that in mind-- 1094 01:36:31,793 --> 01:36:33,043 - Sorry! - It's been a while. 1095 01:36:34,959 --> 01:36:37,959 - It's good to see you. - You're happy to see me? 1096 01:36:38,043 --> 01:36:41,793 What were you doing just now? Isn't that Kyon Kyon? 1097 01:36:42,418 --> 01:36:44,048 You've memorized her lines? 1098 01:36:44,126 --> 01:36:45,956 I watch her every day. I know her off by heart. 1099 01:36:46,043 --> 01:36:48,123 Really? So you just memorized it? 1100 01:36:49,459 --> 01:36:52,629 This could be something. Add a lineup, could be funny. 1101 01:36:52,709 --> 01:36:54,169 - You think so? - I do, I do. 1102 01:36:54,251 --> 01:36:55,631 Made me laugh. 1103 01:36:56,501 --> 01:36:59,671 But I guess if you wanna be an idol you don't need a shtick like that. 1104 01:36:59,751 --> 01:37:02,381 Just my opinion. Yes. 1105 01:37:03,168 --> 01:37:04,628 What shall I get? 1106 01:37:06,293 --> 01:37:10,043 Okay, so, let's try this again. 1107 01:37:20,418 --> 01:37:21,418 What is it? 1108 01:37:26,543 --> 01:37:28,583 I could be operating right now. 1109 01:37:33,251 --> 01:37:36,091 You just want to use me as your scapegoat. 1110 01:37:37,168 --> 01:37:40,798 That's why you're not looking into this and going with the easiest option. 1111 01:37:40,876 --> 01:37:43,836 Claiming the patient died due to an anesthetic overdose. 1112 01:37:45,626 --> 01:37:47,586 Well, that's a shame. 1113 01:37:49,126 --> 01:37:51,206 I'm sorry you feel that way. 1114 01:37:53,834 --> 01:37:54,874 Listen. 1115 01:37:56,376 --> 01:37:58,046 I've realized something. 1116 01:37:58,126 --> 01:37:59,336 Oh? 1117 01:38:01,918 --> 01:38:03,878 Doctors do not save their patients. 1118 01:38:05,126 --> 01:38:06,336 It's the opposite. 1119 01:38:08,543 --> 01:38:12,543 Doctors keep going because of their patients' will to live. 1120 01:38:13,501 --> 01:38:14,841 I see. 1121 01:38:15,918 --> 01:38:17,708 You could say it's a way of giving back. 1122 01:38:19,334 --> 01:38:23,454 We work wholeheartedly to relieve their suffering, even if only by a little. 1123 01:38:25,043 --> 01:38:28,373 Patching someone up or curing an illness is not enough to ease suffering. 1124 01:38:28,459 --> 01:38:30,499 We strive for something much more important. 1125 01:38:31,209 --> 01:38:35,499 We work together with our patients to heal them in the best way possible. 1126 01:38:35,584 --> 01:38:38,624 That's the very reason doctors even exist. 1127 01:38:43,459 --> 01:38:46,839 Doctors, the practice of medicine… 1128 01:38:48,793 --> 01:38:51,083 we've been around since the dawn of humanity. 1129 01:38:52,543 --> 01:38:55,043 It's always existed beyond nations and beyond laws. 1130 01:38:57,584 --> 01:39:00,454 So I will not bow down to you. 1131 01:39:29,168 --> 01:39:31,208 There's no way. 1132 01:39:32,751 --> 01:39:34,131 I'll never become an idol. 1133 01:39:40,293 --> 01:39:42,243 I wanted this so badly… 1134 01:39:52,168 --> 01:39:53,168 Dr. Wada? 1135 01:39:57,543 --> 01:39:59,123 I was in the area. 1136 01:40:03,043 --> 01:40:04,203 How are you doing? 1137 01:40:06,084 --> 01:40:07,664 I heard about the accident. 1138 01:40:12,668 --> 01:40:13,668 How about you? 1139 01:40:15,209 --> 01:40:16,549 Are you doing well? 1140 01:40:16,626 --> 01:40:20,046 Of course I am! Things are only moving up. 1141 01:40:24,584 --> 01:40:25,584 That's good. 1142 01:40:27,751 --> 01:40:29,551 You made the right choice coming here. 1143 01:40:34,168 --> 01:40:36,298 You shine just as bright, even in Tokyo. 1144 01:40:43,293 --> 01:40:45,293 I'm not bright at all. 1145 01:40:50,709 --> 01:40:52,879 My light bulb went out. 1146 01:40:57,793 --> 01:41:03,083 I haven't achieved anything since coming to Tokyo. 1147 01:41:11,209 --> 01:41:12,749 What am I even doing here? 1148 01:41:18,043 --> 01:41:19,123 Listen. 1149 01:41:21,293 --> 01:41:23,333 I believe you showed me the light. 1150 01:41:27,751 --> 01:41:28,961 Your orchiectomy… 1151 01:41:30,418 --> 01:41:31,838 Your reassignment surgery… 1152 01:41:35,459 --> 01:41:38,379 You shone the light on the right path for me. 1153 01:41:47,668 --> 01:41:48,668 And yet… 1154 01:41:52,918 --> 01:41:55,048 It hasn't gotten you anywhere. 1155 01:42:02,126 --> 01:42:03,126 And… 1156 01:42:06,334 --> 01:42:07,454 she believed in me. 1157 01:42:10,126 --> 01:42:11,336 My patient trusted me. 1158 01:42:13,251 --> 01:42:14,421 But I let her down. 1159 01:42:23,584 --> 01:42:26,454 Did we really do the right thing? 1160 01:42:34,793 --> 01:42:36,293 Of course we did! 1161 01:42:39,251 --> 01:42:40,711 It wasn't a mistake. 1162 01:42:41,543 --> 01:42:43,293 We were right to do this! 1163 01:42:46,543 --> 01:42:48,043 You can do this. 1164 01:42:48,709 --> 01:42:49,749 And so can I. 1165 01:42:50,334 --> 01:42:52,834 There is so much more in store for us! 1166 01:42:57,126 --> 01:42:58,336 We're going to dazzle. 1167 01:43:13,293 --> 01:43:14,293 I have to go. 1168 01:43:15,918 --> 01:43:18,088 Sorry for getting sentimental. 1169 01:43:30,334 --> 01:43:32,794 I'm going to start operating again tomorrow. 1170 01:43:35,334 --> 01:43:37,164 That's why I wanted to see you. 1171 01:43:44,626 --> 01:43:45,626 Goodbye. 1172 01:43:58,376 --> 01:43:59,456 3.0 nylon. 1173 01:44:01,334 --> 01:44:02,334 Here. 1174 01:44:10,293 --> 01:44:11,833 - Cooper. - Here. 1175 01:44:15,043 --> 01:44:16,453 And I can do so much more. 1176 01:44:16,543 --> 01:44:19,123 Like, when I see what others are doing, 1177 01:44:19,209 --> 01:44:24,629 they're building things up, step by step, slowly but surely. 1178 01:44:24,709 --> 01:44:28,299 And, like, from where I stand, they seem so far up there. 1179 01:44:28,959 --> 01:44:31,169 And I really admire them, yeah? 1180 01:44:31,251 --> 01:44:33,421 But when I look at myself, 1181 01:44:33,501 --> 01:44:37,171 it's like all I'm doing is walking around in circles. 1182 01:44:38,459 --> 01:44:43,129 {\an8}Like, I feel invisible all the way down here. 1183 01:44:43,209 --> 01:44:45,799 {\an8}Well, some might feel that way, but I want to be bigger… 1184 01:44:55,209 --> 01:44:56,959 "NEWHALF" FOUND DECEASED 1185 01:44:57,043 --> 01:45:00,123 IN A BOTCHED UNDERGROUND SEX CHANGE SURGERY 1186 01:45:16,459 --> 01:45:17,839 Come on. Time to go. 1187 01:45:17,918 --> 01:45:20,498 - It's hard being left-handed. - You're drunk, buddy. 1188 01:45:20,584 --> 01:45:24,294 I gotta put weight on my right elbow. 1189 01:45:24,376 --> 01:45:26,956 - Lefties don't live as long. - I'm dying out here. 1190 01:45:27,043 --> 01:45:29,663 - Who's stressed? - Yeah, I know a guy… 1191 01:45:29,751 --> 01:45:30,751 Hold up! 1192 01:45:32,418 --> 01:45:34,378 - Hello? - Righties live longer. 1193 01:45:34,459 --> 01:45:37,209 Really? You're gonna stop by? 1194 01:45:37,709 --> 01:45:42,879 Oh, my gosh, you've made me so happy! I'll be waiting for you. 1195 01:45:43,501 --> 01:45:45,091 - What was that? - Who's coming? 1196 01:45:46,001 --> 01:45:47,001 Gentlemen. 1197 01:45:48,418 --> 01:45:49,838 In a few moments, 1198 01:45:50,834 --> 01:45:52,624 we're gonna have an idol here! 1199 01:45:53,626 --> 01:45:55,166 - A what? - What? 1200 01:45:55,251 --> 01:45:57,961 She's gonna be here any moment. 1201 01:45:59,084 --> 01:46:03,204 - Since when? - No way. 1202 01:46:11,334 --> 01:46:14,794 I can't decide! Sexy? Cute? 1203 01:46:14,876 --> 01:46:16,996 Which do you prefer? 1204 01:46:17,084 --> 01:46:18,664 I can't decide! 1205 01:46:18,751 --> 01:46:20,091 This is the idol. 1206 01:46:20,168 --> 01:46:23,458 Because I am a pure hearted fair maiden 1207 01:46:23,543 --> 01:46:25,993 Because I love you 1208 01:46:44,668 --> 01:46:49,048 Hello, Tokyo, it is I. Aya Matsuura! 1209 01:46:49,126 --> 01:46:51,046 - Aya! - It's Ayaya! 1210 01:46:52,293 --> 01:46:53,493 This 1211 01:46:55,001 --> 01:46:56,131 morning, 1212 01:46:57,293 --> 01:46:59,333 I woke up at 9:00. 1213 01:47:01,293 --> 01:47:03,703 So I went to wash up. 1214 01:47:03,793 --> 01:47:06,413 I have my toothpaste, 1215 01:47:07,501 --> 01:47:08,921 and next to the toothpaste, 1216 01:47:09,418 --> 01:47:11,498 is my face cleanser. 1217 01:47:12,793 --> 01:47:16,163 I grabbed the tube 1218 01:47:17,293 --> 01:47:19,453 and started washing my face. 1219 01:47:20,751 --> 01:47:23,921 And I thought to myself… 1220 01:47:24,001 --> 01:47:26,501 Yo, this cleanser feels different. 1221 01:47:26,584 --> 01:47:27,584 Her face! 1222 01:47:28,376 --> 01:47:30,336 And that's when it dawned on me. 1223 01:47:30,418 --> 01:47:33,958 Oopsie! Wrong one. 1224 01:47:35,668 --> 01:47:40,458 "Yeah! It's a holiday!" 1225 01:47:40,543 --> 01:47:43,543 Yeah! It's a holiday! 1226 01:47:43,626 --> 01:47:46,836 That's my joyful wish this summer 1227 01:47:46,918 --> 01:47:50,338 Yeah! Jump into summer time 1228 01:47:50,418 --> 01:47:52,628 I wanna fall in love 1229 01:47:58,876 --> 01:48:00,956 Ai! Ai! 1230 01:48:01,043 --> 01:48:03,993 I thought you wanted to be an idol? What's all this about? 1231 01:48:04,793 --> 01:48:06,163 I gave it some thought. 1232 01:48:06,251 --> 01:48:08,881 I realized all I can do is whatever I'm best at. 1233 01:48:08,959 --> 01:48:10,499 So smooth! 1234 01:48:11,293 --> 01:48:13,793 That was so good. Great! No, it was the best, even! 1235 01:48:13,876 --> 01:48:17,626 Can I pitch you to my producer? 1236 01:48:17,709 --> 01:48:19,419 - Really? - No way, dude! 1237 01:48:19,501 --> 01:48:21,251 No, I mean it. 1238 01:48:22,501 --> 01:48:26,051 I can't decide! Sexy? Cute? 1239 01:48:26,126 --> 01:48:27,746 Which do you prefer? 1240 01:48:27,834 --> 01:48:31,624 I can't decide! I wanna catch your eye 1241 01:48:31,709 --> 01:48:34,049 Because I am a pure hearted fair maiden 1242 01:48:34,126 --> 01:48:37,086 Because I love you 1243 01:48:42,793 --> 01:48:44,413 She's a star. 1244 01:48:45,126 --> 01:48:47,206 She is. 1245 01:48:49,751 --> 01:48:53,751 "Yeah! It's a holiday!" 1246 01:48:53,834 --> 01:48:57,374 Yeah! It's a holiday! 1247 01:48:57,459 --> 01:49:00,709 That's my joyful wish this summer 1248 01:49:00,793 --> 01:49:04,043 Yeah! Jump into summer time 1249 01:49:04,126 --> 01:49:05,996 I wanna fall in love 1250 01:49:06,084 --> 01:49:07,244 Here it comes! 1251 01:49:08,084 --> 01:49:09,494 Yeah! 1252 01:49:10,251 --> 01:49:11,251 Nice! 1253 01:49:11,334 --> 01:49:13,544 - You're so funny! - This is gold! 1254 01:49:13,626 --> 01:49:17,746 Hello! Today's guest is Ai Haruna. 1255 01:49:17,834 --> 01:49:20,994 Hello, I'm Ai Haruna. Thank you for having me. 1256 01:49:21,084 --> 01:49:22,994 Thanks for coming! 1257 01:49:23,084 --> 01:49:24,454 You sure are a cutie pie. 1258 01:49:24,543 --> 01:49:25,543 You think so? 1259 01:49:25,626 --> 01:49:27,626 I'd love to take you out sometime. 1260 01:49:27,709 --> 01:49:29,499 She used to be a man. 1261 01:49:29,584 --> 01:49:31,084 A ladyboy? Well, no, thank you. 1262 01:49:31,168 --> 01:49:33,168 There you go again! 1263 01:49:35,501 --> 01:49:36,631 Amazing… 1264 01:49:36,709 --> 01:49:39,799 - You'd never know. She looks like a woman. - Do I really? 1265 01:49:39,876 --> 01:49:42,746 - I like you. I think I'll keep you. - You can leave me, thanks. 1266 01:49:42,834 --> 01:49:45,794 There you go again! You know you love me. 1267 01:49:49,001 --> 01:49:50,591 And you're so popular lately… 1268 01:50:02,459 --> 01:50:03,959 TO TENMA WEST POLICE 1269 01:50:04,043 --> 01:50:07,043 OFFICIAL OPINION WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC 1270 01:50:07,126 --> 01:50:10,706 REGARDING THE CAUSE OF DEATH, IT IS MY OFFICIAL OPINION THAT… 1271 01:50:20,501 --> 01:50:22,251 I DID WHAT I COULD. 1272 01:50:22,334 --> 01:50:27,334 IF I AM TO BE TRIED FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SAVE A LIFE… 1273 01:50:27,418 --> 01:50:30,208 There you go again! 1274 01:51:00,626 --> 01:51:01,746 There we go. 1275 01:51:04,876 --> 01:51:05,956 Whoa. 1276 01:51:07,584 --> 01:51:08,954 Dr. Wada. 1277 01:51:09,793 --> 01:51:11,333 Wake up. 1278 01:51:18,918 --> 01:51:19,918 Dr. Wada? 1279 01:51:27,626 --> 01:51:28,626 Dr. Wada? 1280 01:51:32,543 --> 01:51:36,493 My goodness. You were great out there, Ai! 1281 01:51:36,584 --> 01:51:38,704 You had them cracking up just like last week. 1282 01:51:38,793 --> 01:51:40,793 I'm glad to hear it. 1283 01:51:40,876 --> 01:51:43,046 Everyone's raving about you. 1284 01:51:43,126 --> 01:51:46,666 And not just the audience. The staff all love you too. 1285 01:51:46,751 --> 01:51:47,751 We sure do. 1286 01:51:47,834 --> 01:51:49,544 It's all thanks to you. 1287 01:51:49,626 --> 01:51:52,086 You're our shining star right now, Ai. 1288 01:51:52,168 --> 01:51:54,378 - See you next week, yes? - Of course! 1289 01:51:54,459 --> 01:51:56,169 - See you! - See you. 1290 01:51:56,251 --> 01:51:57,921 - Same time next week. - Same time, yes! 1291 01:51:58,001 --> 01:51:59,671 - See you. - Goodbye. 1292 01:52:08,751 --> 01:52:10,001 Hello? 1293 01:52:10,084 --> 01:52:12,914 Hello? This is Kiyomiya from the Wada Clinic. 1294 01:52:13,001 --> 01:52:14,921 It's been ages. 1295 01:52:29,209 --> 01:52:33,249 DR. KOJI WADA HAS PASSED AWAY. 1296 01:52:33,334 --> 01:52:36,834 THE CLINIC IS CLOSED. 1297 01:53:04,001 --> 01:53:07,091 DR. WADA 1298 01:53:26,209 --> 01:53:27,419 The news… 1299 01:53:29,418 --> 01:53:30,668 shook us all. 1300 01:53:35,751 --> 01:53:38,421 The incident must have taken its toll on him. 1301 01:53:40,293 --> 01:53:45,043 He never got a lawyer involved. 1302 01:53:45,543 --> 01:53:47,493 He wanted to tell the truth in his own words. 1303 01:53:50,834 --> 01:53:52,124 In the end, 1304 01:53:53,168 --> 01:53:57,838 they referred him to prosecution, claiming he'd mishandled the anesthesia. 1305 01:54:01,584 --> 01:54:02,584 And yet, 1306 01:54:04,126 --> 01:54:06,626 patients were lining up outside the door for him. 1307 01:54:07,418 --> 01:54:10,168 He continued operating despite a lack of sleep. 1308 01:54:15,043 --> 01:54:16,373 He was exhausted. 1309 01:54:17,751 --> 01:54:19,841 So exhausted he developed insomnia. 1310 01:54:20,959 --> 01:54:22,749 So he turned to the anesthetic. 1311 01:54:28,834 --> 01:54:30,624 He must have messed up the dose. 1312 01:54:32,626 --> 01:54:34,046 So many girls left in tears. 1313 01:54:34,918 --> 01:54:35,998 What a rotten man. 1314 01:54:41,251 --> 01:54:42,301 I… 1315 01:54:47,501 --> 01:54:50,211 I said something to him when he came to see me. 1316 01:54:56,626 --> 01:54:58,496 I said we weren't mistakes. 1317 01:55:01,334 --> 01:55:03,544 I said we were going to dazzle. 1318 01:55:13,918 --> 01:55:15,918 I can do so much more. 1319 01:55:22,376 --> 01:55:24,336 I wish he could have seen it. 1320 01:55:30,876 --> 01:55:32,086 You've done plenty. 1321 01:55:32,168 --> 01:55:33,708 It's not enough! 1322 01:55:36,459 --> 01:55:37,499 Not like this… 1323 01:55:45,168 --> 01:55:48,628 I'm not even halfway. 1324 01:56:11,043 --> 01:56:13,373 Do you think he'll see me… 1325 01:56:18,001 --> 01:56:20,461 if I shine even brighter? 1326 01:56:24,668 --> 01:56:25,958 Of course he will. 1327 01:56:27,293 --> 01:56:30,453 He'll be watching over you from among the stars. 1328 01:56:31,418 --> 01:56:34,378 With all that watching over you, he's going to get sore eyes. 1329 01:57:07,501 --> 01:57:09,211 - Wait! - Move! 1330 01:57:10,126 --> 01:57:12,296 Move your feet, not your mouth. 1331 01:57:12,376 --> 01:57:13,706 - Yeah. - Quickly, quickly! 1332 01:57:13,793 --> 01:57:16,163 - We made it. We made it. - We just had to be late. 1333 01:57:16,251 --> 01:57:17,801 - Here. Flags. - We made it. 1334 01:57:17,876 --> 01:57:19,456 - Thanks. - Thanks. 1335 01:57:20,126 --> 01:57:21,746 - It's starting. - It's starting. 1336 01:57:40,251 --> 01:57:45,051 I got a new hairdo 1337 01:57:46,459 --> 01:57:51,339 You say I look so different 1338 01:57:51,418 --> 01:57:52,418 So lovely! 1339 01:57:52,501 --> 01:57:57,551 You're looking pretty bashful 1340 01:57:58,584 --> 01:58:03,164 As you're walking past me 1341 01:58:05,084 --> 01:58:09,834 I wish you had told me 1342 01:58:11,251 --> 01:58:16,301 You think I look pretty 1343 01:58:17,459 --> 01:58:22,589 You're always hesitating 1344 01:58:23,584 --> 01:58:26,914 It's like you're behind a veil 1345 01:58:29,459 --> 01:58:31,839 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 1346 01:58:32,751 --> 01:58:35,591 Open up that door to summer 1347 01:58:35,668 --> 01:58:38,628 And whisk me away somewhere 1348 01:58:38,709 --> 01:58:41,299 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 1349 01:58:42,168 --> 01:58:44,548 Summer's gonna open the door 1350 01:58:45,168 --> 01:58:51,168 And take us just the way we are 1351 02:01:08,668 --> 02:01:09,668 Dr. Wada. 1352 02:01:11,084 --> 02:01:12,334 You should have seen me. 1353 02:01:14,626 --> 02:01:16,086 I'm number one in the world. 1354 02:01:18,626 --> 02:01:19,626 But… 1355 02:01:21,626 --> 02:01:23,456 You've done even better than me. 1356 02:01:26,751 --> 02:01:29,001 More than 600 penises gone, thanks to you. 1357 02:01:30,501 --> 02:01:31,801 That's phenomenal. 1358 02:01:36,501 --> 02:01:37,881 My balls… 1359 02:01:40,501 --> 02:01:41,501 My cut penis… 1360 02:01:44,918 --> 02:01:46,998 I was your first for both, wasn't I? 1361 02:01:51,626 --> 02:01:52,626 I am… 1362 02:01:55,334 --> 02:01:56,914 proud to be your first. 1363 02:02:33,626 --> 02:02:34,956 For you… 1364 02:02:37,209 --> 02:02:38,209 I will sing… 1365 02:02:40,168 --> 02:02:41,248 and I will dance. 1366 02:02:46,126 --> 02:02:47,206 I hope you like it. 1367 02:02:50,418 --> 02:02:52,418 This is a song and a dance… 1368 02:02:55,959 --> 02:02:57,629 from the first woman you ever created. 1369 02:03:04,751 --> 02:03:06,381 Thank you, Dr. Wada. 1370 02:03:12,584 --> 02:03:17,624 If I hadn't met you, I'm sure I… 1371 02:03:26,376 --> 02:03:27,416 Thank you. 1372 02:03:59,709 --> 02:04:04,549 Goodbye, sweet pain 1373 02:04:04,626 --> 02:04:08,206 Those nights spent With my chin in my hands 1374 02:04:09,001 --> 02:04:12,301 Ended yesterday 1375 02:04:14,584 --> 02:04:19,294 I want to make sure 1376 02:04:19,376 --> 02:04:23,086 That we met meant something 1377 02:04:23,834 --> 02:04:27,874 So I open my eyes in the darkness 1378 02:04:29,501 --> 02:04:32,711 Footsteps race along the emergency stairs 1379 02:04:33,293 --> 02:04:34,663 I want them to echo 1380 02:04:34,751 --> 02:04:36,801 In a world that's fast asleep 1381 02:04:36,876 --> 02:04:40,336 A motorbike abandoned in a vacant lot 1382 02:04:40,418 --> 02:04:41,998 Graffiti on the wall 1383 02:04:42,084 --> 02:04:43,874 I look up to it all 1384 02:04:46,376 --> 02:04:47,876 True grief 1385 02:04:47,959 --> 02:04:52,379 Can only be healed from within 1386 02:04:54,043 --> 02:04:57,623 I'm beginning to understand my revolution 1387 02:04:57,709 --> 02:05:01,249 I'm gonna shake things up for tomorrow 1388 02:05:01,334 --> 02:05:04,044 I want someone to understand 1389 02:05:04,126 --> 02:05:08,746 My tears, my dreams, right away 1390 02:05:08,834 --> 02:05:12,294 If you're gonna chase your dreams 1391 02:05:12,376 --> 02:05:16,206 You can't just go bursting into tears 1392 02:05:16,293 --> 02:05:19,243 This is what you taught me 1393 02:05:19,334 --> 02:05:25,454 My fears, my dreams, I set them free 1394 02:05:45,168 --> 02:05:49,798 Feel my heart ache 1395 02:05:49,876 --> 02:05:54,126 I'm surrounded by smiles 1396 02:05:54,209 --> 02:05:57,999 But the lonely nights are hard 1397 02:05:59,834 --> 02:06:04,414 I want to share it 1398 02:06:04,501 --> 02:06:09,001 The words scribbled In the margins of my textbook 1399 02:06:09,084 --> 02:06:12,914 Are coming to life 1400 02:06:13,001 --> 02:06:14,671 DR. KOJI WADA OFFERED 1401 02:06:14,751 --> 02:06:18,381 AFFORDABLE GENDER-AFFIRMING CARE WITH GREAT DEDICATION 1402 02:06:18,459 --> 02:06:22,749 TO MANY PEOPLE EXPERIENCING GENDER DYSPHORIA. 1403 02:06:22,834 --> 02:06:29,624 HE PERFORMED OVER 600 OPERATIONS THROUGHOUT HIS LIFETIME. 1404 02:06:29,709 --> 02:06:33,379 There is a strength to being alone 1405 02:06:33,459 --> 02:06:39,379 And I don't want to lose it In the throngs of this city 1406 02:06:39,459 --> 02:06:43,089 I'd like to keep seeking my revolution 1407 02:06:43,168 --> 02:06:46,748 I'm gonna make tomorrow different 1408 02:06:46,834 --> 02:06:49,744 I want someone to understand 1409 02:06:49,834 --> 02:06:54,124 My tears, my dreams, right away 1410 02:06:54,209 --> 02:06:57,839 This is how I live my life 1411 02:06:57,918 --> 02:07:01,548 Nobody can tell me how to live it 1412 02:07:01,626 --> 02:07:04,546 I want to watch it with you 1413 02:07:04,626 --> 02:07:08,996 My fears, my dreams I want to hold them tight 1414 02:07:09,084 --> 02:07:12,624 I'm beginning to understand my revolution 1415 02:07:12,709 --> 02:07:16,339 I'm gonna shake things up for tomorrow 1416 02:07:16,418 --> 02:07:19,378 I want someone to understand 1417 02:07:19,459 --> 02:07:23,709 My tears, my dreams, right away 1418 02:07:23,793 --> 02:07:27,413 If you're gonna chase your dreams 1419 02:07:27,501 --> 02:07:31,091 You can't just go bursting into tears 1420 02:07:31,168 --> 02:07:34,128 This is what you taught me 1421 02:07:34,209 --> 02:07:41,129 My fears, my dreams, I set them free 1422 02:08:19,376 --> 02:08:24,376 Subtitle Translation by: Rychelle Brittain