1 00:00:29,418 --> 00:00:32,958 You're participating in the Miss International Queen pageant. 2 00:00:33,043 --> 00:00:34,953 Please tell our audience how you feel. 3 00:00:35,043 --> 00:00:38,413 I'm so nervous, but I'm so excited to take the throne today. 4 00:00:40,751 --> 00:00:42,711 - Yes. - Let me get one brush. 5 00:00:42,793 --> 00:00:45,373 - Water? - No. Right here. One more touch. 6 00:00:45,459 --> 00:00:47,209 All right. No problem. 7 00:00:50,501 --> 00:00:53,501 Excuse me! Move aside, please! Move aside! 8 00:00:53,584 --> 00:00:55,294 Large object coming through! 9 00:00:55,918 --> 00:00:56,918 You found it. 10 00:00:57,876 --> 00:00:59,586 Excuse me. 11 00:01:04,626 --> 00:01:06,496 - Excuse me. - That's your chair. 12 00:02:05,168 --> 00:02:06,748 SEIKO MATSUDA 13 00:02:06,834 --> 00:02:11,334 You say I look so different 14 00:02:13,001 --> 00:02:17,881 You're looking pretty bashful… 15 00:02:19,209 --> 00:02:23,339 As you walk past me… 16 00:02:24,126 --> 00:02:26,706 What are you doing? Hurry up. Let's go. 17 00:02:26,793 --> 00:02:29,953 You heard your father. Go change. 18 00:02:30,584 --> 00:02:32,164 Hmm… You stupid-head! 19 00:02:33,293 --> 00:02:35,793 It's almost over, let him finish. 20 00:02:37,793 --> 00:02:42,833 You're always hesitating… 21 00:02:43,959 --> 00:02:49,669 It's like you're behind a wall… 22 00:02:49,751 --> 00:02:53,051 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 23 00:02:53,126 --> 00:02:56,086 Open the door to summer 24 00:02:56,168 --> 00:02:58,998 And whisk me away somewhere 25 00:02:59,084 --> 00:03:01,834 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 26 00:03:02,459 --> 00:03:05,379 Summer's gonna Open the door 27 00:03:05,459 --> 00:03:09,919 And take us just the way we are… 28 00:03:10,501 --> 00:03:12,001 Man-woman! 29 00:03:12,084 --> 00:03:13,334 You are so weird! 30 00:03:13,418 --> 00:03:14,418 Okama! 31 00:03:14,501 --> 00:03:15,751 Why are you all laughing? 32 00:03:15,834 --> 00:03:17,954 I'm just singing a song that I really like. 33 00:03:18,043 --> 00:03:20,793 Stop making fun of all my clothes. 34 00:03:20,876 --> 00:03:22,416 {\an8}KENJI ONISHI KIDS AMATEUR SINGING CONTEST 35 00:03:22,501 --> 00:03:23,341 Run! 36 00:03:24,709 --> 00:03:25,629 Okay, next! 37 00:03:27,293 --> 00:03:28,373 Ready, 38 00:03:29,334 --> 00:03:30,294 set… 39 00:03:33,543 --> 00:03:38,333 A car passes by… 40 00:03:39,543 --> 00:03:45,163 We are on separate streets… 41 00:03:45,251 --> 00:03:47,631 We both think that you should ask him out. 42 00:03:49,001 --> 00:03:51,091 What are you waiting for? Just do it. 43 00:03:52,043 --> 00:03:54,373 I got a new bra yesterday. It's really cute. 44 00:03:54,459 --> 00:03:55,879 - What color? - Pink. 45 00:03:55,959 --> 00:03:58,249 - Pink looks so good on you. - Yeah. 46 00:03:58,334 --> 00:04:01,164 You say you love me… 47 00:04:01,251 --> 00:04:03,251 DEAR TAKESHI, YOU'RE ALWAYS SO POSITIVE 48 00:04:04,459 --> 00:04:06,299 Are you serious? 49 00:04:06,376 --> 00:04:07,376 FROM KENJI 50 00:04:09,543 --> 00:04:10,703 TO TAKESHI 51 00:04:10,793 --> 00:04:15,543 But everyone's watching me… 52 00:04:16,918 --> 00:04:22,708 How could you do that to me? 53 00:04:22,793 --> 00:04:25,873 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 54 00:04:25,959 --> 00:04:26,999 It's the man-woman! 55 00:04:27,084 --> 00:04:28,204 DROP DEAD, LADYBOY 56 00:04:28,293 --> 00:04:30,413 - You're so weird. - He's an okama. 57 00:04:32,543 --> 00:04:33,703 Look at that! 58 00:04:33,793 --> 00:04:34,953 Hey, Kenji! 59 00:04:38,501 --> 00:04:40,751 Why does everybody laugh at me? 60 00:04:50,376 --> 00:04:51,626 I don't get it. 61 00:04:58,668 --> 00:05:00,498 What the heck even am I? 62 00:05:07,751 --> 00:05:08,841 What the hell am I? 63 00:05:09,584 --> 00:05:10,544 Hey. 64 00:05:10,626 --> 00:05:13,996 - You're drinking too much, Wada. - You're a doctor, remember? 65 00:05:14,709 --> 00:05:15,879 A doctor, huh? 66 00:05:15,959 --> 00:05:17,749 A guy like me? 67 00:05:18,543 --> 00:05:22,333 Hey, didn't you quit the police hospital right after you signed up? 68 00:05:23,418 --> 00:05:25,668 You're pretty odd for a skilled surgeon. 69 00:05:26,418 --> 00:05:28,628 Hey! Did something happen? 70 00:05:33,001 --> 00:05:35,131 All right, fine, I'll give you one… 71 00:05:35,209 --> 00:05:36,879 Nothing happened. 72 00:05:38,668 --> 00:05:39,628 It's just… 73 00:05:41,834 --> 00:05:44,294 surgeons don't care about the patients they operate on. 74 00:05:44,376 --> 00:05:46,626 All they care about is the surgery. 75 00:05:48,876 --> 00:05:51,336 You people only care about 76 00:05:52,334 --> 00:05:53,744 the body parts. 77 00:05:54,251 --> 00:05:55,341 The meat. 78 00:05:56,543 --> 00:05:58,833 So tell us. What's your plan now, Wada? 79 00:06:00,334 --> 00:06:02,204 Cosmetic surgery, I heard. 80 00:06:02,293 --> 00:06:04,333 Work for someone else. 81 00:06:07,043 --> 00:06:08,583 It's true. You're right. 82 00:06:10,626 --> 00:06:12,626 I can't save a single patient. 83 00:06:14,459 --> 00:06:19,589 I just… I just make people look good. I'm a fake doctor. 84 00:06:21,376 --> 00:06:22,246 Tell me. 85 00:06:23,959 --> 00:06:25,379 What is a doctor? 86 00:06:27,459 --> 00:06:28,799 And medicine? 87 00:06:30,543 --> 00:06:32,913 - I bet I think about that more than you! - Whoa! 88 00:06:33,001 --> 00:06:34,251 Hey, now! 89 00:06:34,334 --> 00:06:36,794 - Oh! So much meat here. - Don't throw that! 90 00:06:36,876 --> 00:06:40,996 There's so much meat to… cut up! 91 00:06:42,001 --> 00:06:44,301 - Hey, get away! - I'm gonna kill you! 92 00:06:44,376 --> 00:06:46,626 Oh, wow. 93 00:06:47,376 --> 00:06:49,086 This place is so lively. 94 00:06:49,168 --> 00:06:51,498 - It's so loud. - Is that right? 95 00:06:52,209 --> 00:06:54,379 - Hey. - Hmm? What is it? 96 00:06:54,459 --> 00:06:57,459 Can I, uh… skip school tomorrow? 97 00:06:57,959 --> 00:06:59,129 My stomach hurts. 98 00:06:59,209 --> 00:07:00,959 It's not gonna hurt tomorrow. 99 00:07:01,626 --> 00:07:02,836 Should I rub your tummy? 100 00:07:02,918 --> 00:07:04,668 Hmm? 101 00:07:04,751 --> 00:07:07,421 Go to school. Skipping can become a habit. 102 00:07:07,959 --> 00:07:09,749 - All right. - Mm. 103 00:07:10,626 --> 00:07:12,546 What, where are you going? School? 104 00:07:12,626 --> 00:07:14,496 The bathroom, stupid. 105 00:07:15,293 --> 00:07:17,493 You should eat more. You hardly had any. 106 00:07:34,293 --> 00:07:35,373 Shut up and die! 107 00:07:35,459 --> 00:07:37,589 Shut up and die! 108 00:07:37,668 --> 00:07:39,378 - Cry all you want! - Crybaby! 109 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:40,749 Come on! Show us! Still! 110 00:07:40,834 --> 00:07:42,164 Do you have a dick or not? 111 00:07:42,251 --> 00:07:43,751 - Yeah! - Stop squirming. 112 00:07:43,834 --> 00:07:46,624 Look at all that makeup! Look at him! I can get these! 113 00:07:59,459 --> 00:08:01,919 What's wrong? 114 00:08:02,001 --> 00:08:02,921 Ma'am… 115 00:08:04,501 --> 00:08:07,461 Can you… please help me? 116 00:08:10,793 --> 00:08:12,623 I can't take it anymore. 117 00:08:13,126 --> 00:08:14,296 Onishi. 118 00:08:15,001 --> 00:08:18,211 I'm sure you must have some part in all of this. 119 00:08:18,293 --> 00:08:20,953 Stop being so fragile. 120 00:08:21,043 --> 00:08:23,163 Try to be more masculine, all right? 121 00:08:43,376 --> 00:08:45,296 But I didn't do anything. 122 00:08:49,584 --> 00:08:51,624 I was just being myself. 123 00:09:04,293 --> 00:09:05,873 What am I? 124 00:09:11,918 --> 00:09:13,918 Someone please help. 125 00:10:09,043 --> 00:10:13,663 SHOW HOUSE JORDAN PUB 126 00:10:27,959 --> 00:10:30,749 {\an8}Clouds drifting by 127 00:10:30,834 --> 00:10:33,454 {\an8}You're part of me 128 00:10:33,543 --> 00:10:36,123 {\an8}Eagle up in the sky 129 00:10:36,209 --> 00:10:39,049 You're part of me 130 00:10:39,626 --> 00:10:41,956 Rainbow above 131 00:10:42,043 --> 00:10:44,543 You're part of me… 132 00:10:44,626 --> 00:10:46,836 It's my journey 133 00:10:46,918 --> 00:10:49,708 My life and my love 134 00:10:50,293 --> 00:10:53,793 If you know what I mean 135 00:10:55,959 --> 00:11:00,709 If you know what mean, yeah-ah-ah-ah 136 00:11:00,793 --> 00:11:03,293 Yeah-ah-ah-ah, yeah-ah-ah 137 00:11:03,793 --> 00:11:06,413 Clouds drifting way up high… 138 00:11:06,501 --> 00:11:08,421 Hey, stop the music! 139 00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:11,461 - Come on, Megumi. You gotta smile more. - All right. 140 00:11:11,543 --> 00:11:13,913 - Jennifer, learn the choreography. - Yep. 141 00:11:14,001 --> 00:11:17,001 Marumi, you are doing way too much. 142 00:11:17,084 --> 00:11:20,084 - Okay. - All right, start from the top. 143 00:11:20,709 --> 00:11:22,049 Who's this? 144 00:11:22,126 --> 00:11:23,336 Who are you? 145 00:11:26,709 --> 00:11:28,919 I just thought you were so beautiful. 146 00:11:29,418 --> 00:11:32,878 But I… had a feeling you weren't a regular woman. 147 00:11:32,959 --> 00:11:34,879 So I got curious. 148 00:11:34,959 --> 00:11:36,249 You're sharp, kid. 149 00:11:36,793 --> 00:11:40,293 Most people rarely ever notice that I have a dick. 150 00:11:41,251 --> 00:11:42,341 I really… 151 00:11:44,168 --> 00:11:46,958 My dream is to be an idol like Seiko. 152 00:11:47,043 --> 00:11:48,703 What are you talking about? 153 00:11:50,084 --> 00:11:52,244 Do you think I could come work here for you? 154 00:11:53,293 --> 00:11:57,953 I want to be up on stage. I want to dance and I want to sing. 155 00:12:00,251 --> 00:12:01,381 I've never… 156 00:12:04,459 --> 00:12:06,669 experienced anything like it. 157 00:12:09,209 --> 00:12:10,419 Ever since… 158 00:12:11,793 --> 00:12:15,413 Ever since I was little, I've always wanted to wear pretty skirts, 159 00:12:15,501 --> 00:12:17,841 but I had to wear pants because I was a boy. 160 00:12:19,001 --> 00:12:22,461 Everybody in my class… calls me "okama." 161 00:12:23,834 --> 00:12:26,124 They call me a man-woman. 162 00:12:26,209 --> 00:12:27,419 It's been painful. 163 00:12:27,501 --> 00:12:29,461 I started to think that I wasn't even human. 164 00:12:29,543 --> 00:12:32,043 Stop with the tragic heroine victim act. 165 00:12:32,126 --> 00:12:33,796 It's the same for all of us. 166 00:12:34,376 --> 00:12:37,626 Everybody has their own sob story, a lot of them worse than yours. 167 00:12:40,293 --> 00:12:41,293 You're not special. 168 00:12:41,376 --> 00:12:43,746 And if you pretend you are, you've already lost. 169 00:12:47,793 --> 00:12:49,543 I know it hurts but you'll be fine. 170 00:12:50,543 --> 00:12:51,543 I'll show you the ropes. 171 00:12:53,001 --> 00:12:56,591 - You mean that? - An okama always keeps their word. 172 00:12:56,668 --> 00:12:58,838 Never mind. They don't always. 173 00:12:58,918 --> 00:13:02,548 Listen. I'll make one thing very clear. 174 00:13:03,709 --> 00:13:05,799 It doesn't matter how much you do here, 175 00:13:05,876 --> 00:13:08,336 you'll never become a real woman. 176 00:13:09,668 --> 00:13:10,548 Okay. 177 00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:15,839 Instead, what you can become is what we call a "newhalf." Got it? 178 00:13:17,876 --> 00:13:19,706 Thank you very much. 179 00:13:20,251 --> 00:13:22,251 It's the top of the fourth inning, 180 00:13:22,334 --> 00:13:23,954 and the Giants are up to bat. 181 00:13:24,043 --> 00:13:26,663 Neither team has managed to score any runs… 182 00:13:26,751 --> 00:13:29,921 We get more surprise tests than all the other classes. 183 00:13:30,001 --> 00:13:32,381 It's unbearable. 184 00:13:32,459 --> 00:13:36,299 So my friends… want to study at the library after school. 185 00:13:36,876 --> 00:13:38,626 Study at the library? 186 00:13:38,709 --> 00:13:41,209 Yeah, me and my friends want to study there. 187 00:13:41,293 --> 00:13:42,163 Mm. 188 00:13:47,543 --> 00:13:48,913 That's fine. 189 00:13:49,001 --> 00:13:50,841 You're a man. Do it right. 190 00:13:51,334 --> 00:13:52,374 I will. 191 00:13:52,459 --> 00:13:55,419 Really? You've never studied in your life. Not that I know of. 192 00:13:55,501 --> 00:13:56,551 You better shut up. 193 00:13:58,793 --> 00:13:59,623 Mm. 194 00:14:00,668 --> 00:14:03,838 Your kimpira is delicious, Mom. 195 00:14:04,751 --> 00:14:06,921 Kenji, you're so dedicated. 196 00:14:07,626 --> 00:14:08,546 Let's see. 197 00:14:08,626 --> 00:14:11,876 Will my grandson be a doctor? A minister? 198 00:14:11,959 --> 00:14:14,669 - Do your best. - That's impossible. 199 00:14:14,751 --> 00:14:18,881 Hey now. Don't say that to him. He's trying as hard as he can. 200 00:14:28,376 --> 00:14:30,796 I'm sorry, Grandma. 201 00:14:32,751 --> 00:14:36,961 I don't think… I'm going to become a doctor or a minister. 202 00:14:41,459 --> 00:14:43,299 I'm going to be a newhalf. 203 00:14:44,334 --> 00:14:47,454 - Did you get another boob job? - Hah, You're just jealous of me, babe. 204 00:14:47,543 --> 00:14:49,663 - Yeah, right. - I picked up my prescription yesterday-- 205 00:14:49,751 --> 00:14:51,461 Come on! 206 00:14:51,543 --> 00:14:53,663 How many pills are you taking? 207 00:14:53,751 --> 00:14:55,091 - Five a day. - What?! 208 00:14:55,168 --> 00:14:57,548 - Five? Are you feeling okay? - That's a reaction. 209 00:14:57,626 --> 00:14:59,546 - I'm throwing up every day. - I bet you are. 210 00:14:59,626 --> 00:15:01,746 - That's awful. - But my boobs are growing. See? 211 00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:03,204 Dream come true. 212 00:15:03,293 --> 00:15:06,123 - You feel like a real woman. - It's worth it! 213 00:15:06,209 --> 00:15:07,669 I get it, girl! 214 00:15:07,751 --> 00:15:10,171 Oh yeah? Wow, this doesn't sound like you at all. 215 00:15:10,251 --> 00:15:12,501 It may not look like it, but I get hormone shots 216 00:15:12,584 --> 00:15:13,834 like a machine gun. 217 00:15:13,918 --> 00:15:17,748 I still prefer my hormones from eating yakiniku rather than pills though. 218 00:15:17,834 --> 00:15:19,834 Hormones, hormones, hormones! 219 00:15:19,918 --> 00:15:22,548 Hormones, hormones, hormones, hormones! 220 00:15:23,126 --> 00:15:26,996 Place this carefully backstage, then go to Aki's place. 221 00:15:27,084 --> 00:15:31,124 Then… and then… um… 222 00:15:46,626 --> 00:15:47,796 Hey, newbie. 223 00:15:48,418 --> 00:15:49,498 Take this. 224 00:15:49,584 --> 00:15:50,994 It's for our prescriptions. 225 00:15:51,084 --> 00:15:53,204 Oh. O… okay. 226 00:16:34,709 --> 00:16:36,249 I'm so pretty! 227 00:16:41,209 --> 00:16:43,669 - Hey, what a cutie! - Oh, you're right. 228 00:16:47,001 --> 00:16:49,711 Please enjoy Miss Yamashita Kumiko's 229 00:16:49,793 --> 00:16:51,833 "Sekido Komachi Doki." 230 00:16:51,918 --> 00:16:54,958 The crimson sun 231 00:16:55,043 --> 00:16:56,833 She scorches, she burns… 232 00:16:56,918 --> 00:16:58,548 Hey Miss! Wanna grab some tea? 233 00:16:58,626 --> 00:17:01,376 Even the shimmering heat 234 00:17:02,001 --> 00:17:06,671 Comes alive when she walks by… 235 00:17:07,793 --> 00:17:09,913 With her prim little face 236 00:17:11,084 --> 00:17:14,664 Her gaze… 237 00:17:14,751 --> 00:17:17,801 Is the mirror image of summer 238 00:17:18,584 --> 00:17:21,244 Tilting her chic sunglasses 239 00:17:21,918 --> 00:17:25,338 Her eyes meet yours… 240 00:17:25,418 --> 00:17:27,498 - Okay! - Ooh! 241 00:17:27,584 --> 00:17:30,294 And she's got you Burning with nerves 242 00:17:31,543 --> 00:17:34,293 She derails your train of thought 243 00:17:35,043 --> 00:17:38,083 She's gonna set your fuse on fire… 244 00:17:38,168 --> 00:17:42,798 Your jagged heart Might tear apart in a jagged way 245 00:17:44,959 --> 00:17:47,629 She's the belle of the equator 246 00:17:48,126 --> 00:17:51,296 Love is the sweltering subtropics 247 00:17:51,376 --> 00:17:53,836 She's the belle of the equator… 248 00:17:53,918 --> 00:17:54,838 Whoo! 249 00:17:54,918 --> 00:17:58,548 Watch out for her burning embrace 250 00:17:58,626 --> 00:17:59,836 My heart! It pounds! 251 00:17:59,876 --> 00:18:01,796 - Here you go. - Thank you! 252 00:18:01,876 --> 00:18:04,796 Ba-dump! Ba-dump! 253 00:18:04,876 --> 00:18:07,626 She's the belle of the equator 254 00:18:08,126 --> 00:18:11,376 Love is the sweltering subtropics 255 00:18:11,459 --> 00:18:13,709 She's the belle of the equator… 256 00:18:13,793 --> 00:18:14,663 Whoo! Whoo! 257 00:18:14,751 --> 00:18:18,251 Watch out for her burning embrace 258 00:18:18,334 --> 00:18:19,994 My heart! It pounds! 259 00:18:21,584 --> 00:18:23,334 Ba-dump! Ba-dump! 260 00:18:51,209 --> 00:18:55,749 WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC COSMETIC AND PLASTIC SURGERY 261 00:19:23,209 --> 00:19:25,629 I already told you I'm fine with that! 262 00:19:25,709 --> 00:19:27,459 I'll repeat myself again. 263 00:19:27,543 --> 00:19:30,583 There's no point in messing with your eyes any further. 264 00:19:30,668 --> 00:19:34,838 If anything, your eyes will stay as swollen as they are now. 265 00:19:36,334 --> 00:19:39,244 Would you rather have pig eyelids or double eyelids? 266 00:19:39,334 --> 00:19:41,164 I told you my whole story. 267 00:19:41,251 --> 00:19:44,131 And that's all you have to say to me? Give me a better answer! 268 00:19:44,209 --> 00:19:46,629 I'm giving you this advice for your own good! 269 00:19:46,709 --> 00:19:48,839 Who did this work on your nose, anyway? 270 00:19:48,918 --> 00:19:51,548 Sue them, get compensation, and then I'll try to fix it. 271 00:19:52,043 --> 00:19:53,453 We're done here. 272 00:19:56,126 --> 00:19:57,956 You're the worst ever! 273 00:19:58,043 --> 00:19:59,873 I'll find a different doctor! 274 00:20:00,709 --> 00:20:03,339 Think it over. They'll just take your money! 275 00:20:04,834 --> 00:20:05,914 Great. 276 00:20:06,001 --> 00:20:07,001 I'm sorry. 277 00:20:16,751 --> 00:20:19,301 WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC PREMARIN - JORDAN PUB 278 00:20:24,626 --> 00:20:27,456 We are so beautiful, don't you think? 279 00:20:27,543 --> 00:20:29,243 That's a stupid question. 280 00:20:29,334 --> 00:20:30,744 - It was rhetorical. - What? 281 00:20:30,834 --> 00:20:33,164 I was talking to myself in the mirror. 282 00:20:33,251 --> 00:20:36,001 You finally found someone who will listen to you? 283 00:20:36,084 --> 00:20:38,624 You should try to be more like me. 284 00:20:38,709 --> 00:20:41,249 - No, thanks. - Oh, please. This girl. 285 00:20:41,334 --> 00:20:42,244 I swear. 286 00:20:42,334 --> 00:20:43,584 I'm sorry. 287 00:20:45,001 --> 00:20:47,671 I heard an uncomfortable conversation… 288 00:20:48,418 --> 00:20:51,628 I got scared, so I left our card. 289 00:20:52,126 --> 00:20:53,586 You bailed? 290 00:20:55,418 --> 00:21:00,088 - Well, that doctor's kind of rude. - Okay, girl! 291 00:21:00,168 --> 00:21:04,048 The dress is cute on you! Right? 292 00:21:04,543 --> 00:21:05,873 Thank you very much! 293 00:21:05,959 --> 00:21:08,749 - Mm-hmm. - You better enjoy it while you can. 294 00:21:08,834 --> 00:21:11,244 Won't be long before you're bulging everywhere. 295 00:21:11,793 --> 00:21:13,953 I was as thin as you are. Before. 296 00:21:14,043 --> 00:21:17,333 The ones who bloom slowly at first tend to grow a lot later on. 297 00:21:17,418 --> 00:21:19,708 - You grew way too much. - Who, me? 298 00:21:19,793 --> 00:21:20,913 You know. 299 00:21:21,001 --> 00:21:21,961 You said that! 300 00:21:22,043 --> 00:21:23,993 What did you eat to get that big? 301 00:22:16,376 --> 00:22:17,746 What's wrong, Kenji? 302 00:22:18,251 --> 00:22:19,551 Do you feel sick? 303 00:22:20,918 --> 00:22:22,548 I ate something bad. 304 00:22:25,918 --> 00:22:27,248 I feel a lot better now. 305 00:22:28,793 --> 00:22:30,743 - But you look pale. - I'll be fine. 306 00:22:32,334 --> 00:22:34,664 Please get some rest. Good night. 307 00:22:41,793 --> 00:22:45,333 Hey, kid. You've had way too much. 308 00:22:47,793 --> 00:22:50,203 I'm not talking about alcohol. The pill. 309 00:22:50,793 --> 00:22:51,913 It'll mess you up. 310 00:22:55,959 --> 00:22:57,089 I'm sorry. 311 00:22:59,543 --> 00:23:00,623 I'll be careful. 312 00:23:01,626 --> 00:23:03,126 As long as you understand. 313 00:23:03,626 --> 00:23:05,086 Lecture's over. Go on. 314 00:23:09,876 --> 00:23:13,626 Wait, kid. Come back. I have more to say. 315 00:23:16,834 --> 00:23:18,164 What is it? 316 00:23:20,043 --> 00:23:22,663 Your debut. You've been selected. 317 00:23:24,709 --> 00:23:25,959 Do you mean that? 318 00:23:27,043 --> 00:23:28,913 "Ai." How about that? 319 00:23:30,918 --> 00:23:31,838 Ai? 320 00:23:31,918 --> 00:23:33,338 It's your new name. 321 00:23:33,418 --> 00:23:35,748 Kenji never really suited you. 322 00:23:36,251 --> 00:23:38,841 I want "Ai" to be truly loved, kid. 323 00:23:44,418 --> 00:23:45,378 Ai. 324 00:23:47,251 --> 00:23:49,341 Where's Kenji? 325 00:23:49,418 --> 00:23:51,048 He's been coming home really late. 326 00:23:52,084 --> 00:23:55,624 He even dropped out of high school. What's he thinking? 327 00:23:55,709 --> 00:23:57,749 Ask him yourself if you're so worried. 328 00:23:57,834 --> 00:24:00,164 Idiot. That's a mother's job. 329 00:24:02,001 --> 00:24:03,421 Is this yours, Mom? 330 00:24:03,501 --> 00:24:05,341 - Hmm? - I found it on the floor. 331 00:24:08,168 --> 00:24:10,798 - I don't own anything this flashy. - What? 332 00:24:12,626 --> 00:24:13,876 Well I guess… 333 00:24:13,959 --> 00:24:15,749 No, no, no, not mine. 334 00:24:15,834 --> 00:24:17,084 I would never. 335 00:24:17,168 --> 00:24:20,298 Nope, I'm determined never to cheat on you. Yeah-- 336 00:24:20,376 --> 00:24:23,336 - Why would you say that? - Can't believe dad said that. 337 00:25:38,001 --> 00:25:39,251 Will you all pardon me? 338 00:25:39,334 --> 00:25:41,204 I know y'all want my balls! 339 00:25:44,126 --> 00:25:46,206 What a weird place. 340 00:26:13,501 --> 00:26:17,801 A little free time to myself 341 00:26:21,793 --> 00:26:24,373 I turn around 342 00:26:25,293 --> 00:26:28,203 To a strange figure Off in the distance 343 00:26:28,293 --> 00:26:32,913 He rushes toward me on the shore 344 00:26:35,751 --> 00:26:41,591 Suddenly a chill runs down my back 345 00:26:41,668 --> 00:26:47,128 It is the sweet premonition of love 346 00:26:47,209 --> 00:26:49,049 Coming over me 347 00:26:49,126 --> 00:26:52,496 Our rendezvous 348 00:26:52,584 --> 00:26:56,414 Is in slow motion 349 00:26:56,501 --> 00:26:59,631 With a touch of giddy 350 00:27:00,126 --> 00:27:03,246 And beckoning us in 351 00:27:03,834 --> 00:27:07,244 Our rendezvous 352 00:27:07,334 --> 00:27:10,794 Is in slow motion 353 00:27:11,293 --> 00:27:14,453 In my eyes 354 00:27:15,043 --> 00:27:21,953 This vision of you 355 00:27:28,876 --> 00:27:30,996 Can you tell me what you do for work? 356 00:27:33,084 --> 00:27:34,044 I'm a doctor. 357 00:27:35,251 --> 00:27:36,251 Amazing. 358 00:27:38,293 --> 00:27:40,373 Hey. Hey, doctor. 359 00:27:41,001 --> 00:27:42,801 How was my performance? 360 00:27:44,126 --> 00:27:45,126 How was it? 361 00:27:45,793 --> 00:27:49,413 It's just… today was my debut. 362 00:27:50,709 --> 00:27:51,879 It was… 363 00:27:54,209 --> 00:27:55,669 You shined so brightly. 364 00:28:01,293 --> 00:28:02,663 Shining like a star. 365 00:28:05,543 --> 00:28:07,333 You seemed so true to yourself. 366 00:28:10,376 --> 00:28:12,916 It was like you were born to be on stage. 367 00:28:19,501 --> 00:28:20,921 I'm a little drunk. 368 00:29:15,459 --> 00:29:18,339 My mom made me a beautiful skirt to wear. 369 00:29:18,834 --> 00:29:19,914 Really? 370 00:29:20,918 --> 00:29:23,128 You actually wore it to the singing contest? 371 00:29:25,834 --> 00:29:28,164 Yeah, and the boys were all laughing. 372 00:29:29,876 --> 00:29:31,746 They called me "gross." 373 00:29:32,584 --> 00:29:33,914 And said I was a weirdo. 374 00:29:35,834 --> 00:29:36,744 Weird. 375 00:29:39,459 --> 00:29:40,339 What? 376 00:29:41,959 --> 00:29:42,799 Well, 377 00:29:43,543 --> 00:29:44,623 I think 378 00:29:46,459 --> 00:29:49,379 being weird means that nobody accepts you. 379 00:29:51,084 --> 00:29:54,914 So if even one person accepts you… you're not weird. 380 00:30:00,418 --> 00:30:01,418 That sounds cheesy. 381 00:30:02,793 --> 00:30:05,293 I've never heard anything as nice as that. 382 00:30:09,501 --> 00:30:12,131 Doctor, I kind of have a favor to ask you. 383 00:30:12,209 --> 00:30:13,549 Okay, go ahead. 384 00:30:14,834 --> 00:30:17,794 - I can't lend money, but something else-- - No, that's not it. 385 00:30:21,001 --> 00:30:22,921 {\an8}Cut my balls off. 386 00:30:25,668 --> 00:30:26,798 Your balls? 387 00:30:30,293 --> 00:30:32,413 Uh, you mean testicles. 388 00:30:32,501 --> 00:30:33,381 Mm. 389 00:30:36,168 --> 00:30:37,298 I looked it up. 390 00:30:38,918 --> 00:30:43,048 I read that… male hormones are made there, aren't they? 391 00:30:43,543 --> 00:30:44,873 Which would mean… 392 00:30:46,126 --> 00:30:48,336 they're what makes me masculine. 393 00:30:50,376 --> 00:30:52,916 If that's true… getting rid of them-- 394 00:30:53,001 --> 00:30:54,421 Will make you more feminine. 395 00:30:56,876 --> 00:30:57,746 Will you? 396 00:30:57,834 --> 00:31:01,874 Well, technically… it's not impossible. 397 00:31:04,209 --> 00:31:06,339 But you're thinking about this too simply. 398 00:31:06,834 --> 00:31:08,744 There's the Eugenic Protection Law. 399 00:31:08,834 --> 00:31:10,664 Orchiectomies aren't common. 400 00:31:12,084 --> 00:31:16,084 Doctors have been arrested for operating without permission. 401 00:31:17,751 --> 00:31:20,051 Well I don't want you to get arrested. 402 00:31:22,668 --> 00:31:24,168 I just kind of… 403 00:31:27,834 --> 00:31:29,834 I always hoped that someday 404 00:31:29,918 --> 00:31:32,708 those balls hanging from my body would fall off. 405 00:31:35,709 --> 00:31:38,169 That's when I would become my true self. 406 00:31:42,251 --> 00:31:43,501 But they haven't yet. 407 00:31:47,001 --> 00:31:50,301 It's just that no matter how much time passes, they won't. 408 00:31:52,918 --> 00:31:54,838 I'm even growing a beard now. 409 00:31:57,668 --> 00:31:59,418 And my voice deepened. 410 00:32:04,334 --> 00:32:05,794 I can't handle it. 411 00:32:11,126 --> 00:32:12,376 I hate it. 412 00:32:14,584 --> 00:32:16,374 I can't live like this. 413 00:32:18,709 --> 00:32:19,919 It's awful. 414 00:32:37,251 --> 00:32:38,251 Doctor. 415 00:32:39,084 --> 00:32:40,204 Why are you here? 416 00:32:40,293 --> 00:32:42,493 Obviously, I want to get a surgery consultation. 417 00:32:44,459 --> 00:32:46,629 I just need a little more time, okay? 418 00:32:47,918 --> 00:32:48,798 Doctor! 419 00:32:59,001 --> 00:33:01,341 Doctor. The surgery. 420 00:33:01,834 --> 00:33:04,374 You can't do this on whim! Understand? 421 00:33:27,543 --> 00:33:31,293 This is the end of your treatment. You did a great job. 422 00:33:34,626 --> 00:33:36,126 Wait. Doctor. 423 00:33:37,543 --> 00:33:41,703 - You're releasing me as your patient? - Hmm. That's right. 424 00:33:43,834 --> 00:33:45,584 You can't leave me like this. 425 00:33:46,876 --> 00:33:48,376 Please fix it. 426 00:33:48,459 --> 00:33:50,459 My face isn't done yet! 427 00:33:51,043 --> 00:33:52,873 The surgery was a success. 428 00:33:53,376 --> 00:33:55,586 You should be grateful that you survived. 429 00:33:57,876 --> 00:33:59,086 Not like this. 430 00:33:59,584 --> 00:34:02,494 I can't live like this! I can't! 431 00:34:10,918 --> 00:34:14,168 Doctor, is there something wrong? You look so serious. 432 00:34:15,626 --> 00:34:17,376 What does it mean 433 00:34:19,001 --> 00:34:21,051 to save someone's life? 434 00:34:21,876 --> 00:34:22,706 What? 435 00:34:23,959 --> 00:34:26,129 No, never mind. I'm sorry. 436 00:34:57,418 --> 00:34:58,548 Doctor. 437 00:35:04,876 --> 00:35:05,746 Ai. 438 00:35:08,626 --> 00:35:09,666 I'll do it. 439 00:35:11,876 --> 00:35:13,126 I'll do your surgery. 440 00:35:16,459 --> 00:35:17,339 You mean it? 441 00:35:17,834 --> 00:35:20,994 Knowing you, you'll keep pestering me until I agree. 442 00:35:22,751 --> 00:35:24,091 But there are conditions. 443 00:35:26,126 --> 00:35:27,496 Conditions? 444 00:35:29,459 --> 00:35:31,709 You're going to have to tell your parents, Ai. 445 00:35:33,543 --> 00:35:35,993 Even if you can't tell them about the operation, 446 00:35:36,876 --> 00:35:38,836 you must tell them about how you feel. 447 00:35:44,334 --> 00:35:45,664 This is so sweet. 448 00:35:50,334 --> 00:35:53,374 I'm so gonna… get hit. 449 00:35:53,459 --> 00:35:57,629 - What? What'd ya do? - Nothing. Just keep eating, all right? 450 00:35:57,709 --> 00:36:01,299 Something's going on. I don't know what. 451 00:36:02,001 --> 00:36:03,421 Yum. 452 00:36:07,793 --> 00:36:09,493 - Hey. - Hey. 453 00:36:10,001 --> 00:36:12,801 Dad? Where's Mom? 454 00:36:13,293 --> 00:36:16,083 Oh, she said she has a neighborhood meeting. 455 00:36:17,084 --> 00:36:18,494 - Got it. - Mm. 456 00:36:23,126 --> 00:36:24,336 Hey, um… 457 00:36:25,293 --> 00:36:26,993 Can you go to that seat over there? 458 00:36:27,501 --> 00:36:28,381 Why? 459 00:36:29,001 --> 00:36:30,501 Can I order a cream anmitsu? 460 00:36:30,584 --> 00:36:32,624 - Yeah. - All right! 461 00:36:41,209 --> 00:36:44,589 What did you want to tell me? Hurry up, the race is about to start. 462 00:36:45,626 --> 00:36:47,956 Okay. I'll say it quick then. 463 00:36:49,834 --> 00:36:50,914 I uh… 464 00:36:51,001 --> 00:36:51,921 Yes? 465 00:36:53,584 --> 00:36:56,414 - This might kinda surprise you… - Uh-huh? 466 00:36:59,168 --> 00:37:00,418 I, uh… 467 00:37:09,709 --> 00:37:11,549 I want to live as a girl. 468 00:37:15,709 --> 00:37:17,499 I know I was born a boy, 469 00:37:18,501 --> 00:37:20,801 but I want to live as a girl from now on. 470 00:38:04,043 --> 00:38:05,203 Do what you want. 471 00:38:09,376 --> 00:38:11,086 You've already made your decision. 472 00:38:11,834 --> 00:38:12,834 So do it. 473 00:38:16,001 --> 00:38:17,341 Wait a sec. 474 00:38:20,876 --> 00:38:22,546 Did you know already? 475 00:38:26,626 --> 00:38:29,586 I am your father. No matter what. 476 00:38:33,918 --> 00:38:38,338 I thought you'd be more… masculine if I made you play baseball. 477 00:38:39,376 --> 00:38:40,456 I'm sorry. 478 00:38:47,668 --> 00:38:49,548 Just promise me one thing. 479 00:38:50,501 --> 00:38:51,591 What is it? 480 00:38:53,334 --> 00:38:56,454 Never regret your decision, all right? 481 00:38:59,209 --> 00:39:00,879 And take care of yourself. 482 00:39:02,709 --> 00:39:05,339 If you're a man, then be the best man! 483 00:39:08,459 --> 00:39:10,799 That's three things to promise, not one. 484 00:39:11,293 --> 00:39:12,123 And… 485 00:39:13,043 --> 00:39:15,123 I just told you I'm going to live as a girl. 486 00:39:15,209 --> 00:39:17,379 - Huh?! - All right, fine. 487 00:39:18,376 --> 00:39:19,796 I promise it all. 488 00:39:21,001 --> 00:39:21,961 Oh and… 489 00:39:22,709 --> 00:39:27,379 …don't tell… your mother about this. 490 00:39:28,709 --> 00:39:30,129 I think it'll break her. 491 00:39:39,001 --> 00:39:40,671 Are you having second thoughts? 492 00:39:41,918 --> 00:39:42,878 No. 493 00:39:45,626 --> 00:39:46,916 Except… 494 00:39:49,459 --> 00:39:51,629 I feel bad for my mom. 495 00:39:54,459 --> 00:39:56,959 She gave birth to a healthy baby. 496 00:39:58,459 --> 00:39:59,629 We can stop. 497 00:39:59,709 --> 00:40:00,709 Mm-mm. 498 00:40:01,584 --> 00:40:03,624 I'll apologize to her someday. 499 00:40:14,334 --> 00:40:15,164 Doctor. 500 00:40:15,668 --> 00:40:16,588 Hmm? 501 00:40:17,959 --> 00:40:20,129 I'm glad you said that you'd help. 502 00:40:21,709 --> 00:40:23,919 There's no one else I would want here. 503 00:40:28,376 --> 00:40:29,206 Why me? 504 00:40:30,584 --> 00:40:32,374 Because of what you said. 505 00:40:33,668 --> 00:40:34,498 Hmm. 506 00:40:37,709 --> 00:40:39,799 That I shine like a star. 507 00:40:42,793 --> 00:40:43,913 And that… 508 00:40:46,126 --> 00:40:48,916 …made me really happy. 509 00:40:57,293 --> 00:40:58,833 I want you to know something. 510 00:41:04,501 --> 00:41:06,961 In my eyes, you're not weird. 511 00:41:13,751 --> 00:41:15,961 I'm really glad to hear that. 512 00:41:19,293 --> 00:41:20,493 I want to be… 513 00:41:21,501 --> 00:41:23,211 Ai, the idol. 514 00:41:25,584 --> 00:41:27,954 Like Seiko, who's my idol. 515 00:41:29,418 --> 00:41:32,088 To be an idol of idols. 516 00:41:50,334 --> 00:41:51,414 You'll be one. 517 00:41:53,209 --> 00:41:54,459 Because you're you. 518 00:42:25,626 --> 00:42:27,666 Oh, it's swollen like a balloon. 519 00:42:27,751 --> 00:42:30,051 Even if you take the balls, the sack's still there. 520 00:42:30,126 --> 00:42:31,796 - My God. It looks like that… - What? 521 00:42:31,876 --> 00:42:32,876 - You know that… - What? 522 00:42:32,959 --> 00:42:34,249 - I've got a picture of it. - What? 523 00:42:34,334 --> 00:42:35,664 It doesn't look like anything. 524 00:42:35,751 --> 00:42:37,551 - You wait. - What does it look like? 525 00:42:37,626 --> 00:42:40,916 Where did I put that picture? Where is it? Where did I… 526 00:42:41,001 --> 00:42:42,211 What's going on here? 527 00:42:42,293 --> 00:42:43,833 Ai took out her balls. 528 00:42:43,918 --> 00:42:46,958 - Get a good look, isn't this special? - Ha. 529 00:42:47,043 --> 00:42:48,493 - Come here! - There you are. 530 00:42:48,584 --> 00:42:52,084 Aw! It looks just like that… you girls know, that raccoon dog! 531 00:42:52,168 --> 00:42:53,838 - That's what I thought! - Oh yeah! 532 00:42:53,918 --> 00:42:56,798 This! 533 00:42:56,876 --> 00:42:58,706 They look exactly the same! 534 00:42:59,251 --> 00:43:01,551 No, wait! Please don't say that! 535 00:43:02,251 --> 00:43:03,131 Ai. 536 00:43:03,626 --> 00:43:05,206 How's it make you feel, huh? 537 00:43:05,876 --> 00:43:07,496 How do I feel? 538 00:43:17,043 --> 00:43:19,333 It's like I've been liberated! 539 00:43:19,418 --> 00:43:22,128 Oh really?! 540 00:43:22,209 --> 00:43:23,339 You said that! 541 00:43:23,418 --> 00:43:25,958 Let's go out for drinks! 542 00:43:29,501 --> 00:43:35,631 Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai! 543 00:43:35,709 --> 00:43:39,549 - Go, Ai! Go, Ai! Go, Ai! - Yes, queen! 544 00:43:48,001 --> 00:43:51,841 Looking up at the skyscrapers 545 00:43:51,918 --> 00:43:55,418 Wearing my favorite clothes 546 00:43:55,501 --> 00:43:59,381 There's nothing wrong with that 547 00:44:00,209 --> 00:44:04,959 Gripping the golden handlebars Racing through the town 548 00:44:05,043 --> 00:44:09,163 Doing all these fun things 549 00:44:09,251 --> 00:44:13,551 I want to see What it really looks like 550 00:44:13,626 --> 00:44:16,836 And not just through an old TV screen… 551 00:44:18,043 --> 00:44:21,953 The moment the needle drops 552 00:44:22,043 --> 00:44:24,543 Is the moment my heart skips… 553 00:44:24,626 --> 00:44:27,166 Doctor, you removed Ai's balls, right? 554 00:44:27,251 --> 00:44:29,421 So you're the famous doctor who treats us "newhalfs." 555 00:44:29,501 --> 00:44:31,671 All the Kansai okama, they're all coming here 556 00:44:31,751 --> 00:44:33,251 because you're great! 557 00:44:33,334 --> 00:44:34,914 Hold still. I need it to be aligned. 558 00:44:35,001 --> 00:44:38,001 Even if I'm tired, hated, Or growing old, I just can't stop… 559 00:44:38,084 --> 00:44:40,544 - Your hair! - You're so cute. 560 00:44:40,626 --> 00:44:42,916 I could just butter you up and eat you! 561 00:44:43,584 --> 00:44:47,164 They're like diamonds… 562 00:44:49,209 --> 00:44:51,669 Every which way I look 563 00:44:52,251 --> 00:44:57,251 I can't quite put it into words 564 00:44:57,334 --> 00:44:59,664 But they are treasures 565 00:45:01,043 --> 00:45:04,543 My hunch was right 566 00:45:05,126 --> 00:45:09,206 It's exactly how I thought it would be 567 00:45:09,293 --> 00:45:14,413 It's setting me in motion 568 00:45:14,501 --> 00:45:17,461 - This feeling of mine - Oh! Oh! 569 00:45:19,959 --> 00:45:22,169 It's your fault! You are guilty! 570 00:45:25,501 --> 00:45:26,881 Oh, Doctor. 571 00:45:40,876 --> 00:45:43,416 WHAT ABOUT NORMAL PATIENTS? 572 00:45:43,501 --> 00:45:45,501 DIE 573 00:45:45,584 --> 00:45:48,244 Why do people do this? 574 00:45:50,084 --> 00:45:52,704 Our clients fight so hard just to survive. 575 00:45:53,584 --> 00:45:55,664 A lot more than these jerks. 576 00:46:01,876 --> 00:46:03,876 Excuse me. Are you with the clinic? 577 00:46:07,626 --> 00:46:08,916 Yes, I am. 578 00:46:09,001 --> 00:46:11,381 I'm Detective Tsuruku. 579 00:46:12,293 --> 00:46:13,873 We've been getting a lot of complaints 580 00:46:13,959 --> 00:46:16,589 about the noise coming from the lines at your clinic. 581 00:46:17,084 --> 00:46:21,544 I guess… those unique people talk a lot. 582 00:46:24,043 --> 00:46:25,333 I apologize. 583 00:46:26,209 --> 00:46:27,919 I'll make sure we keep the noise down. 584 00:46:28,001 --> 00:46:29,341 Appreciate it. 585 00:46:30,126 --> 00:46:33,166 Isn't it tough to keep control of so many strange freaks? 586 00:46:33,251 --> 00:46:34,381 Don't call them that. 587 00:46:36,751 --> 00:46:39,091 Well then. 588 00:46:52,126 --> 00:46:54,916 Ai, you're unbelievably cute, ya know. 589 00:46:56,168 --> 00:46:58,798 - Takuya, you do know, right? - Huh? 590 00:46:59,334 --> 00:47:01,334 I'm not… a normal kinda girl. 591 00:47:01,418 --> 00:47:03,208 I don't care about that. 592 00:47:06,418 --> 00:47:07,548 Ah! 593 00:47:08,251 --> 00:47:10,091 I want you so bad right now. 594 00:47:10,668 --> 00:47:11,748 Wanna live together? 595 00:47:13,959 --> 00:47:15,299 - Mm-hmm. - Yes! 596 00:47:15,376 --> 00:47:16,916 Really?! 597 00:47:17,001 --> 00:47:19,131 - You promise? - Uh-huh. 598 00:47:19,209 --> 00:47:22,089 Oh. I'm on. See you later, okay? 599 00:47:22,168 --> 00:47:23,668 - Okay. - All right! 600 00:47:24,209 --> 00:47:25,249 Mm. 601 00:47:25,334 --> 00:47:27,164 I'm serious! 602 00:47:27,251 --> 00:47:29,341 Sorry! 603 00:47:33,209 --> 00:47:34,049 Ai. 604 00:47:35,584 --> 00:47:36,584 Aki. 605 00:47:37,793 --> 00:47:39,623 I'm just meddling here. 606 00:47:40,626 --> 00:47:45,416 But all the men who mess with newhalf… always go back to women. 607 00:47:50,959 --> 00:47:53,129 You should be prepared for that. 608 00:48:06,626 --> 00:48:09,296 Well… I'll come visit. 609 00:48:09,376 --> 00:48:12,296 Oh! I'll be lonely without you here. 610 00:48:12,376 --> 00:48:13,796 He's not going abroad. 611 00:48:13,876 --> 00:48:14,796 I know. 612 00:48:14,876 --> 00:48:18,086 - Yeah. You better… come by sometimes. - You got it. 613 00:48:20,751 --> 00:48:23,301 Hey! Aren't you coming out? 614 00:48:23,834 --> 00:48:25,994 Kenji's leaving. 615 00:48:26,084 --> 00:48:27,374 I'm a little busy. 616 00:48:37,043 --> 00:48:38,373 - See you later. - Mm. 617 00:48:39,668 --> 00:48:41,378 Take care. Mm. 618 00:49:17,168 --> 00:49:17,998 Takuya! 619 00:49:18,084 --> 00:49:19,664 - Her and me! - Ah! 620 00:49:19,751 --> 00:49:20,881 It's a scandal! 621 00:49:26,001 --> 00:49:27,341 Ha! 622 00:49:27,418 --> 00:49:28,588 Nice! 623 00:49:28,668 --> 00:49:30,918 - Yeah, I did! - A deadly game of love 624 00:49:31,001 --> 00:49:33,801 A forbidden scandal 625 00:49:33,876 --> 00:49:36,796 No matter how much I love you… 626 00:49:36,876 --> 00:49:39,246 - Stop! - Come on, scaredy-cat! 627 00:49:40,001 --> 00:49:41,461 Let's eat! 628 00:49:41,543 --> 00:49:43,953 We kissed by the pool 629 00:49:44,543 --> 00:49:45,953 And then you cried… 630 00:49:46,043 --> 00:49:48,703 Oh, no. There's ketchup on your face. 631 00:49:49,709 --> 00:49:52,419 - Do you want seconds? - Oh my God! Yeah! 632 00:49:53,043 --> 00:49:59,543 I can't stop loving you 633 00:49:59,626 --> 00:50:05,416 Even if it's forbidden 634 00:50:06,168 --> 00:50:11,668 If only I could let you go 635 00:50:12,584 --> 00:50:13,794 Then you wouldn't have to-- 636 00:50:15,543 --> 00:50:16,703 - Uh? - Hmm? 637 00:50:17,501 --> 00:50:19,671 - Who's that? - You don't have to answer that. 638 00:50:19,751 --> 00:50:21,001 Yes, I do. 639 00:50:21,084 --> 00:50:22,584 - It's all right. - Coming! 640 00:50:23,918 --> 00:50:24,838 Uh… 641 00:50:25,376 --> 00:50:26,376 Hello? 642 00:50:32,584 --> 00:50:33,584 Who is it? 643 00:50:35,084 --> 00:50:37,744 - A ding-dong ditch? - Maybe a neighbor. 644 00:50:37,834 --> 00:50:40,204 - We were loud, you know. - It's fine. Come on! 645 00:50:40,293 --> 00:50:41,623 Come on and do what? 646 00:50:41,709 --> 00:50:43,749 Make out, duh! 647 00:50:50,418 --> 00:50:51,418 You know… 648 00:50:52,584 --> 00:50:54,794 I think I'm the happiest I've ever been. 649 00:50:56,959 --> 00:50:58,339 Me too, Takuya. 650 00:50:58,418 --> 00:51:00,128 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 651 00:51:00,959 --> 00:51:01,879 Hmm. 652 00:51:18,209 --> 00:51:19,089 Ai. 653 00:51:20,709 --> 00:51:23,089 Can we… do it tonight? 654 00:51:23,709 --> 00:51:24,549 What? 655 00:51:25,501 --> 00:51:27,921 - I don't… - I'll be gentle. 656 00:51:28,501 --> 00:51:30,801 - Trust me. - Huh? Wait, hold on. 657 00:51:30,876 --> 00:51:31,956 No, wait. 658 00:51:32,043 --> 00:51:33,243 - Takuya… - It'll be fine. 659 00:51:33,334 --> 00:51:34,204 Stop. 660 00:51:34,293 --> 00:51:36,453 - It didn't work last time, remember? - It's fine. 661 00:51:37,876 --> 00:51:39,796 - Don't worry. - It won't go in! 662 00:51:39,876 --> 00:51:42,876 Ow! It hurts! 663 00:51:45,418 --> 00:51:47,998 I'm sorry. 664 00:51:56,168 --> 00:51:57,378 Well, that kinda 665 00:51:58,126 --> 00:51:59,456 killed the mood, huh? 666 00:52:10,001 --> 00:52:11,341 It is what it is. 667 00:52:12,251 --> 00:52:13,381 You are 668 00:52:15,043 --> 00:52:15,913 who you are, Ai. 669 00:52:18,751 --> 00:52:20,211 I'm going to sleep. 670 00:53:28,709 --> 00:53:30,089 - Good work today. - You too. 671 00:53:30,168 --> 00:53:31,548 You should go home. 672 00:53:31,626 --> 00:53:32,496 Uh-huh. 673 00:53:41,751 --> 00:53:42,961 What's wrong? 674 00:53:47,126 --> 00:53:48,376 Dr. Wada. 675 00:53:49,376 --> 00:53:51,206 Can you make me a woman? 676 00:53:51,293 --> 00:53:52,793 A woman? 677 00:53:55,626 --> 00:53:56,956 Oh, no, no, no. 678 00:53:57,043 --> 00:53:59,203 I don't have that kind of relationship with her. 679 00:54:00,293 --> 00:54:01,453 Ai? 680 00:54:06,751 --> 00:54:08,381 It's not that simple. 681 00:54:12,876 --> 00:54:16,246 This is much more difficult compared to just removing testicles. 682 00:54:17,834 --> 00:54:21,374 You have to cut and invert the penis, then create a vagina. 683 00:54:22,251 --> 00:54:23,551 You don't just remove it. 684 00:54:25,168 --> 00:54:27,548 You have to maintain the excretory functions. 685 00:54:27,626 --> 00:54:30,086 And the vagina needs to withstand intercourse. 686 00:54:31,001 --> 00:54:32,841 It's like we're playing God here. 687 00:54:37,001 --> 00:54:37,961 And… 688 00:54:41,293 --> 00:54:44,083 There's a chance you might not wake from the anesthesia. 689 00:54:49,293 --> 00:54:51,333 I wonder why I missed. 690 00:54:52,459 --> 00:54:53,499 What? 691 00:54:54,334 --> 00:54:57,624 I had a fifty percent chance, but I missed it. 692 00:55:03,376 --> 00:55:06,376 If I were born a woman, I wouldn't feel like this. 693 00:55:18,709 --> 00:55:20,919 I wanna gamble not waking up. 694 00:55:24,584 --> 00:55:26,794 Just make me the woman I am. 695 00:55:30,209 --> 00:55:31,959 Even if I might die. 696 00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:39,249 DOCTORS WHO PERFORMED SEX CHANGE SURGERY 697 00:55:39,334 --> 00:55:41,204 IN VIOLATION OF THE EUGENIC PREVENTION LAW 698 00:55:41,293 --> 00:55:43,743 ARE TRANSSEXUAL ALLIES CRIMINALS? 699 00:55:47,584 --> 00:55:52,794 FOUND GUILTY OF PERFORMING SEX REASSIGNMENT SURGERY 700 00:55:53,293 --> 00:55:54,543 Excuse me, Doctor. 701 00:55:59,918 --> 00:56:01,458 What do you plan to do? 702 00:56:03,168 --> 00:56:04,048 Wow. 703 00:56:06,043 --> 00:56:08,793 If you perform the surgery, you might lose your license. 704 00:56:08,876 --> 00:56:10,496 You might even get arrested. 705 00:56:19,834 --> 00:56:21,914 I want to do it for her if I can. 706 00:56:25,918 --> 00:56:27,708 I don't have the confidence yet. 707 00:56:29,959 --> 00:56:31,589 I don't know if I'm capable. 708 00:57:06,001 --> 00:57:11,501 It's all coming To me now 709 00:57:12,334 --> 00:57:17,584 I am a new me 710 00:57:18,834 --> 00:57:25,294 As the vessel rushes on 711 00:57:25,376 --> 00:57:31,586 The white waves dance in its wake 712 00:57:32,084 --> 00:57:38,244 I made a promise with you 713 00:57:38,834 --> 00:57:39,874 And I'm gonna keep it… 714 00:57:39,959 --> 00:57:42,129 I'll place the urethra inside. 715 00:57:42,709 --> 00:57:44,709 Natural lubrication could be possible. 716 00:57:45,209 --> 00:57:51,879 The flower Of love in my heart 717 00:57:51,959 --> 00:57:57,959 Will be accepted by you 718 00:57:59,209 --> 00:58:05,629 The blue sky where the swallows fly 719 00:58:05,709 --> 00:58:11,129 Is a canvas For our dreams of the future 720 00:58:12,543 --> 00:58:18,623 Free lines, free colors 721 00:58:19,209 --> 00:58:24,959 We'll paint it together 722 00:58:35,418 --> 00:58:36,298 I was… 723 00:58:38,293 --> 00:58:39,293 scared. 724 00:58:42,584 --> 00:58:43,544 Why? 725 00:58:46,251 --> 00:58:47,591 If I do operate, 726 00:58:49,001 --> 00:58:50,961 you might die in the middle of surgery. 727 00:58:59,209 --> 00:59:00,589 But I realized something. 728 00:59:04,376 --> 00:59:07,086 You might live your whole life in a man's body. 729 00:59:09,543 --> 00:59:13,333 And being trapped in that body could someday kill both your heart and soul. 730 00:59:26,168 --> 00:59:27,998 I could possibly save you from that. 731 00:59:36,668 --> 00:59:38,498 But I have to gather up the courage. 732 00:59:39,168 --> 00:59:41,838 I have to ensure it will be a successful outcome. 733 00:59:47,959 --> 00:59:48,879 Ai… 734 00:59:54,418 --> 00:59:55,298 I'll… 735 00:59:57,501 --> 00:59:58,381 I'll do it. 736 01:00:00,668 --> 01:00:01,998 Doctor… 737 01:00:08,543 --> 01:00:12,203 Let me save… your life… 738 01:00:15,459 --> 01:00:18,919 your soul… and your heart. 739 01:00:24,001 --> 01:00:25,131 I'd be honored to do it. 740 01:00:39,043 --> 01:00:40,123 Thank you. 741 01:00:42,709 --> 01:00:43,549 Hmm. 742 01:00:44,293 --> 01:00:45,873 Thank you so much. 743 01:00:51,459 --> 01:00:53,089 Are you okay Kenji? 744 01:00:53,959 --> 01:00:55,669 You don't usually call. 745 01:00:57,584 --> 01:00:59,334 Mom, you know that I… 746 01:01:02,001 --> 01:01:03,001 What is it? 747 01:01:05,543 --> 01:01:06,743 I uh… 748 01:01:13,751 --> 01:01:15,251 I…forgot. 749 01:01:16,418 --> 01:01:18,708 I can't remember what I wanted to say. 750 01:01:20,334 --> 01:01:21,544 What's with you? 751 01:01:22,209 --> 01:01:23,249 Is this a prank? 752 01:01:23,334 --> 01:01:25,244 It's a prank call, you're right. 753 01:01:39,334 --> 01:01:40,744 I'm hanging up now. 754 01:01:41,834 --> 01:01:43,244 My kinpira will burn. 755 01:01:43,918 --> 01:01:45,798 I love your kinpira. 756 01:01:46,793 --> 01:01:48,043 I really do. 757 01:01:50,959 --> 01:01:52,169 Make me some later? 758 01:01:53,668 --> 01:01:55,588 It's just thrown together. 759 01:01:56,501 --> 01:01:58,801 You really have no sense of taste. 760 01:02:01,918 --> 01:02:03,168 I'm hanging up. 761 01:02:29,334 --> 01:02:30,664 It's almost time. 762 01:02:32,209 --> 01:02:33,589 Do you have any doubts? 763 01:02:35,668 --> 01:02:37,458 Of course. A lot. 764 01:02:42,626 --> 01:02:46,706 Ai… you were born in a man's body. 765 01:02:47,793 --> 01:02:49,663 God just made a small mistake. 766 01:02:53,959 --> 01:02:55,749 I'm going to fix that for you. 767 01:02:59,418 --> 01:03:00,668 When you wake up, 768 01:03:01,584 --> 01:03:03,664 you will finally be your true self. 769 01:03:07,459 --> 01:03:08,839 Hey, Doctor. 770 01:03:11,209 --> 01:03:12,049 Yes? 771 01:03:14,209 --> 01:03:15,249 I want… 772 01:03:17,751 --> 01:03:21,251 I wanna go back in time to tell my past self this… 773 01:03:23,543 --> 01:03:25,873 "Everything is going to be okay." 774 01:03:29,126 --> 01:03:31,796 "One day, you will become a woman. " 775 01:03:36,876 --> 01:03:39,626 Okay. You ready? 776 01:03:54,209 --> 01:04:00,839 I got a new 777 01:04:02,084 --> 01:04:06,454 Hairdo 778 01:04:09,293 --> 01:04:16,243 You say I look so different 779 01:04:20,001 --> 01:04:25,961 You're looking… 780 01:04:28,043 --> 01:04:32,123 Pretty bashful 781 01:04:34,834 --> 01:04:41,834 As you walk past me 782 01:04:57,584 --> 01:04:59,794 Show us! 783 01:04:59,876 --> 01:05:01,996 Shut up and die! 784 01:05:33,959 --> 01:05:35,379 It's the man-woman! 785 01:05:35,459 --> 01:05:37,089 So weird! 786 01:05:46,876 --> 01:05:48,296 Hey, Kenji… 787 01:06:21,959 --> 01:06:23,919 Ai. It feels so good. 788 01:06:24,626 --> 01:06:25,876 Takuya… 789 01:06:40,334 --> 01:06:41,664 You were great. 790 01:06:42,418 --> 01:06:43,998 You're really a woman. 791 01:06:48,334 --> 01:06:49,244 What's wrong? 792 01:06:50,918 --> 01:06:52,088 Tears of joy? 793 01:06:53,834 --> 01:06:55,084 They're not. 794 01:06:55,584 --> 01:06:57,454 Huh? They're not? 795 01:06:58,626 --> 01:07:00,626 Did it hurt that bad? 796 01:07:04,626 --> 01:07:06,546 Maybe I'm jealous. 797 01:07:07,293 --> 01:07:08,623 Jealous? 798 01:07:13,459 --> 01:07:15,209 What are you jealous of? 799 01:07:17,293 --> 01:07:19,373 - Because, Takuya… - Yeah? 800 01:07:21,001 --> 01:07:23,461 You looked like you were really feeling good. 801 01:07:26,251 --> 01:07:30,841 It made me think, "He wants a girl." 802 01:07:33,126 --> 01:07:35,666 "He prefers women's bodies." 803 01:07:37,168 --> 01:07:38,338 I wondered 804 01:07:39,876 --> 01:07:43,586 what if you actually didn't like me in my body before? 805 01:07:44,126 --> 01:07:45,376 Ai, no way! 806 01:07:46,126 --> 01:07:48,916 - Get that out of your head. - I know it's stupid. 807 01:07:51,793 --> 01:07:53,163 But I can't help… 808 01:07:55,168 --> 01:07:57,338 I can't help it if I'm jealous. 809 01:08:01,043 --> 01:08:02,993 Women are very lucky. 810 01:08:06,584 --> 01:08:10,124 They have bodies that men love without doing anything special. 811 01:08:16,876 --> 01:08:17,706 Hey. 812 01:08:19,751 --> 01:08:25,171 Hey, Ai. Did you not enjoy it… 'cause you're a woman? 813 01:08:25,918 --> 01:08:27,378 You idiot. 814 01:08:30,209 --> 01:08:32,049 I'm really happy now. 815 01:08:32,126 --> 01:08:33,496 That's how I feel. 816 01:08:34,293 --> 01:08:38,453 I'm really happy too… being with the real you, Ai. 817 01:08:41,543 --> 01:08:42,793 Takuya… 818 01:08:53,459 --> 01:08:54,339 Vitals? 819 01:08:55,584 --> 01:08:59,794 Pulse is 80, blood pressure of 126-over-73 and breathing is stable. 820 01:08:59,876 --> 01:09:00,836 Let's begin. 821 01:09:01,376 --> 01:09:03,336 - Scalpel. - Scalpel. 822 01:09:24,293 --> 01:09:27,123 I have performed many sex change operations, 823 01:09:27,626 --> 01:09:31,166 but I believe that preventing adhesions after surgery is a major issue. 824 01:09:32,459 --> 01:09:33,959 For example, in Thailand, 825 01:09:34,043 --> 01:09:37,453 they form a hard candle and insert it into the vagina, 826 01:09:37,543 --> 01:09:40,333 but it has little effect and is a burden on the patient. 827 01:09:41,959 --> 01:09:44,089 In order to protect the patients' bodies, 828 01:09:44,168 --> 01:09:47,088 I would like to use your silicone manufacturing technology. 829 01:09:47,168 --> 01:09:49,458 I ask for your cooperation in the joint development 830 01:09:49,543 --> 01:09:51,663 of a dilator to prevent the vagina from closing. 831 01:09:52,584 --> 01:09:55,914 I believe that this is the key to opening this field's advancement. 832 01:09:56,751 --> 01:09:59,301 Thank you all for your consideration. 833 01:10:14,668 --> 01:10:16,918 Hey, my mom and dad are happy. 834 01:10:17,001 --> 01:10:19,711 They've been bugging me to let them meet you, you know. 835 01:10:19,793 --> 01:10:22,873 - Are you sure they want me there? - Yeah. They'll be glad I brought you. 836 01:10:22,959 --> 01:10:25,129 I mean, it's not gonna be formal or anything. 837 01:10:25,209 --> 01:10:27,799 - Hmm. - Relatives will be there with their kids. 838 01:10:31,793 --> 01:10:33,163 That's when I was a kid! 839 01:10:33,251 --> 01:10:35,711 Takuya's always been such a sensitive crybaby, hasn't he? 840 01:10:35,793 --> 01:10:38,453 I wouldn't have guessed that. He hasn't shown me that side. 841 01:10:38,543 --> 01:10:40,793 Come on. That's enough of that. 842 01:10:41,793 --> 01:10:43,703 Oh yeah. I have plans with my friends. 843 01:10:43,793 --> 01:10:44,743 - Hmm? - I'll be back. 844 01:10:44,834 --> 01:10:46,834 - Mm-hmm. - You can chill here. 845 01:10:46,918 --> 01:10:47,998 - Be safe. - Careful. 846 01:10:48,084 --> 01:10:50,834 - All right, all right. See you later. - Bye-bye! 847 01:10:50,918 --> 01:10:52,168 Bye. 848 01:10:54,334 --> 01:10:56,414 This is delicious. 849 01:10:56,501 --> 01:10:59,301 Oh-ho-ho! Thank you. 850 01:10:59,376 --> 01:11:00,626 It's time. 851 01:11:05,918 --> 01:11:08,748 You kids, go play outside for a bit. 852 01:11:09,251 --> 01:11:10,881 Okay! 853 01:11:10,959 --> 01:11:12,549 All right, let's go. 854 01:11:12,626 --> 01:11:13,796 All right. 855 01:11:27,501 --> 01:11:28,801 It's just… 856 01:11:30,126 --> 01:11:31,416 Please, Ai… 857 01:11:33,709 --> 01:11:35,629 break up with Takuya. 858 01:11:38,459 --> 01:11:39,589 What? 859 01:11:39,668 --> 01:11:42,998 You're wonderful. You're a really good person. 860 01:11:43,084 --> 01:11:44,914 I love who you are. 861 01:11:45,001 --> 01:11:46,591 You're beautiful and kind. 862 01:11:47,709 --> 01:11:50,799 Except… you can't have children. 863 01:11:51,543 --> 01:11:53,293 Sorry about this. 864 01:11:55,876 --> 01:11:59,586 Takuya… loves children. 865 01:12:00,709 --> 01:12:04,049 But if you and Takuya get married one day… 866 01:12:04,584 --> 01:12:07,334 he'll have one less reason to smile. 867 01:12:09,876 --> 01:12:11,126 I'm sorry. 868 01:12:17,709 --> 01:12:18,919 Please, Ai. 869 01:12:31,751 --> 01:12:33,961 - With handcuffs. - Where'd this happen? 870 01:12:34,043 --> 01:12:36,583 - His sister's house. - Is her house a police station? 871 01:12:36,668 --> 01:12:38,878 You said that, queen! 872 01:12:54,293 --> 01:12:56,743 What's wrong? 873 01:12:56,834 --> 01:12:58,124 Is it Takuya? 874 01:13:03,834 --> 01:13:07,544 Can't hide anything from you, Aki. 875 01:13:08,043 --> 01:13:10,623 Okama eyes are omnipresent you know. 876 01:13:11,543 --> 01:13:12,703 What's going on? 877 01:13:15,668 --> 01:13:16,998 I'll be fine. 878 01:13:19,709 --> 01:13:22,049 This is something I have to do on my own. 879 01:13:25,001 --> 01:13:25,921 Okay. 880 01:13:26,001 --> 01:13:29,551 - Right? I said that! - You said that. 881 01:13:29,626 --> 01:13:31,836 I want to make out! Long! Yeah! 882 01:13:31,918 --> 01:13:33,748 Maybe you should call-- 883 01:13:45,376 --> 01:13:46,626 Ai speaking. 884 01:14:15,626 --> 01:14:16,666 Kenji. 885 01:14:17,168 --> 01:14:18,128 Where's Grandma? 886 01:14:22,043 --> 01:14:23,373 She's in her room. 887 01:14:48,418 --> 01:14:49,378 Kenji. 888 01:14:59,001 --> 01:15:00,131 Grandma? 889 01:15:13,418 --> 01:15:14,498 Grandma. 890 01:15:21,376 --> 01:15:22,666 Grandma… 891 01:15:34,001 --> 01:15:34,961 Grandma… 892 01:15:37,126 --> 01:15:39,246 always asked how you were doing. 893 01:15:39,334 --> 01:15:41,294 Oh, really? 894 01:15:41,793 --> 01:15:43,663 Yeah, she really did. 895 01:15:45,793 --> 01:15:47,663 She used to say this one thing. 896 01:15:49,293 --> 01:15:50,453 What did she say? 897 01:15:53,668 --> 01:15:55,248 That you were strong. 898 01:15:56,793 --> 01:16:00,083 SEIKO MATSUDA IDOL BOOK 899 01:16:00,168 --> 01:16:03,498 And that you should always live your life the way you want to. 900 01:16:33,043 --> 01:16:36,663 - Hey. What does that mean? - Takuya, I just told you everything. 901 01:16:36,751 --> 01:16:37,961 Why are you packing? 902 01:16:38,043 --> 01:16:40,543 - You didn't tell me everything-- - I'm packing because we're done. 903 01:16:40,626 --> 01:16:41,706 I'm going to Tokyo. 904 01:16:41,793 --> 01:16:44,293 Hold on! What? Hey, wait! 905 01:16:45,376 --> 01:16:47,496 Ai… Do you not love me anymore or what? 906 01:16:47,584 --> 01:16:48,704 Takuya. 907 01:16:49,584 --> 01:16:51,874 What we had was an immature mistake. 908 01:16:51,959 --> 01:16:53,339 An immature mistake? 909 01:16:54,876 --> 01:16:55,916 Goodbye. 910 01:16:56,001 --> 01:16:58,091 Ai, wait! Hey! 911 01:16:59,168 --> 01:17:00,878 You're just gonna leave like this? 912 01:17:20,293 --> 01:17:25,373 When I'm all alone 913 01:17:25,876 --> 01:17:32,166 I listen to my favorite song 914 01:17:32,751 --> 01:17:39,051 Because Olivia 915 01:17:39,126 --> 01:17:46,126 Comforts my lonely heart 916 01:17:47,543 --> 01:17:52,583 My cup of jasmine tea 917 01:17:53,084 --> 01:17:58,994 This sedative, lulling me to sleep 918 01:17:59,501 --> 01:18:05,711 I want my day to end 919 01:18:06,209 --> 01:18:13,209 The way I want it to tonight 920 01:18:14,293 --> 01:18:16,873 When we first met 921 01:18:17,668 --> 01:18:20,248 Never could I have imagined 922 01:18:21,084 --> 01:18:25,624 A day like this would come 923 01:18:27,668 --> 01:18:30,418 Making good things better 924 01:18:30,501 --> 01:18:33,801 No, it's already done 925 01:18:33,876 --> 01:18:40,416 It's just that time has passed 926 01:18:40,501 --> 01:18:47,211 You are exhausted from loving 927 01:18:47,293 --> 01:18:54,203 A phantom version of me 928 01:19:00,918 --> 01:19:04,748 {\an8}1998 TOKYO 929 01:19:12,751 --> 01:19:14,801 I'll work very hard. I'll do anything! 930 01:19:15,751 --> 01:19:16,881 You were a man before? 931 01:19:17,793 --> 01:19:19,623 You're not right for our agency. 932 01:19:20,168 --> 01:19:21,838 I can sing and I can dance. 933 01:19:22,709 --> 01:19:25,419 We would welcome you, but you're not a woman. 934 01:19:26,959 --> 01:19:27,879 Mm. 935 01:19:28,459 --> 01:19:30,209 You'll never find anyone more motivated. 936 01:19:30,293 --> 01:19:32,873 I like you a lot. 937 01:19:32,959 --> 01:19:34,629 I'll introduce you to a good agency. 938 01:19:34,709 --> 01:19:36,799 - Amazing! - Mm-hmm! 939 01:19:36,876 --> 01:19:40,046 A sexy place. They eat up cuties like you there. 940 01:19:40,793 --> 01:19:41,663 What? 941 01:19:41,751 --> 01:19:44,751 There's plenty of customers with unique tastes. Hmm. 942 01:19:51,334 --> 01:19:54,834 Really? That's great news! 943 01:19:55,334 --> 01:19:57,454 I'm still asking around, though. 944 01:19:58,793 --> 01:20:02,293 If it all works out, I can help people like you for much cheaper. 945 01:20:03,834 --> 01:20:06,744 Awesome. You're doing so good. 946 01:20:06,834 --> 01:20:09,494 What've you been up to? 947 01:20:10,043 --> 01:20:11,413 How's Tokyo treating you? 948 01:20:11,501 --> 01:20:15,631 It's treating me well. I've been getting so many jobs. 949 01:20:16,126 --> 01:20:18,046 People in Tokyo don't scare me at all. 950 01:20:18,543 --> 01:20:19,703 That's good to hear. 951 01:20:21,501 --> 01:20:23,421 Oh, they need me. Sorry. 952 01:20:23,501 --> 01:20:25,591 No worries. We'll talk soon. 953 01:20:26,126 --> 01:20:27,246 Bye. 954 01:20:35,709 --> 01:20:37,709 I'm not getting any jobs. 955 01:20:44,209 --> 01:20:45,299 Who is it? 956 01:20:49,918 --> 01:20:52,588 Who is it? A prank? 957 01:20:58,293 --> 01:20:59,243 Mom? 958 01:21:04,293 --> 01:21:05,293 Thank you. 959 01:21:15,084 --> 01:21:16,874 I'm surprised to see you. 960 01:21:20,209 --> 01:21:21,499 We're divorcing. 961 01:21:23,293 --> 01:21:24,703 Your dad was cheating. 962 01:21:28,043 --> 01:21:29,123 He was? 963 01:21:31,918 --> 01:21:34,588 I couldn't take it anymore, so I left. 964 01:21:36,543 --> 01:21:38,953 I've been reflecting on a lot of things. 965 01:21:39,501 --> 01:21:41,881 Even though your dad should be the one doing that. 966 01:21:46,376 --> 01:21:49,746 Are you… just here to tell me that? 967 01:21:50,709 --> 01:21:52,299 You're our child. 968 01:21:56,334 --> 01:21:58,294 I think you can understand. 969 01:21:59,459 --> 01:22:00,959 You know how I feel 970 01:22:02,084 --> 01:22:03,294 as a woman. 971 01:22:08,751 --> 01:22:09,591 What? 972 01:22:17,376 --> 01:22:23,206 You… you always… were a woman, yes? 973 01:22:27,084 --> 01:22:30,914 You don't have to hide it from me. Not anymore. 974 01:22:42,501 --> 01:22:43,881 I'm sorry. 975 01:22:45,668 --> 01:22:47,668 I gave birth to you like that. 976 01:22:48,293 --> 01:22:49,663 In the wrong body. 977 01:22:50,251 --> 01:22:51,631 What are you saying? 978 01:22:52,209 --> 01:22:53,709 Mom, it's not your fault. 979 01:22:54,209 --> 01:22:57,419 All parents are responsible for their kids. 980 01:23:01,376 --> 01:23:06,666 When your grandma passed away, my heart was crushed when I saw you. 981 01:23:08,126 --> 01:23:11,246 You tried so hard to dress up like a man in that suit. 982 01:23:11,751 --> 01:23:15,461 You tried so hard to kill your true self for so long. 983 01:23:18,043 --> 01:23:21,373 I realized that I was the one who made you feel that way. 984 01:23:22,209 --> 01:23:23,879 But I couldn't deal with it. 985 01:23:26,043 --> 01:23:27,293 That's why… 986 01:23:28,293 --> 01:23:30,583 I couldn't be around you at all. 987 01:23:34,918 --> 01:23:36,918 I did that a lot actually. 988 01:23:38,126 --> 01:23:40,956 I'd been turning away from you since you were little. 989 01:23:44,751 --> 01:23:46,631 Have you always known? 990 01:23:47,751 --> 01:23:50,591 I'm your mother. Of course I did. 991 01:23:55,376 --> 01:23:56,666 All this time… 992 01:23:59,251 --> 01:24:02,051 I thought you hated everything about me. 993 01:24:02,876 --> 01:24:04,376 Of course not. 994 01:24:06,251 --> 01:24:08,341 I even went to your apartment. 995 01:24:08,834 --> 01:24:13,044 I wanted… to talk about everything. 996 01:24:14,376 --> 01:24:16,376 I wanted to face you properly. 997 01:24:20,168 --> 01:24:22,378 - Who's that? - You don't have to answer that. 998 01:24:22,459 --> 01:24:23,999 Yes, I do. 999 01:24:27,543 --> 01:24:28,913 Coming! 1000 01:24:31,209 --> 01:24:32,209 Hello? 1001 01:24:32,293 --> 01:24:34,993 Who is it? 1002 01:24:35,084 --> 01:24:37,374 - A ding-dong ditch? - Maybe a neighbor. 1003 01:24:37,459 --> 01:24:40,379 - We were loud, you know. - It's fine. Come on. 1004 01:24:40,459 --> 01:24:42,839 - Come on and do what? - Make out! 1005 01:24:49,334 --> 01:24:51,334 I couldn't give this to you then. 1006 01:24:51,418 --> 01:24:53,498 I know it's your favorite. 1007 01:25:07,751 --> 01:25:12,091 I'm sorry I was such a… awful mother. 1008 01:25:14,918 --> 01:25:16,088 I'm sorry. 1009 01:25:17,293 --> 01:25:18,913 Why are you sorry? 1010 01:25:22,334 --> 01:25:23,954 I'm the one who should… 1011 01:25:25,293 --> 01:25:26,913 who should be sorry. 1012 01:25:31,918 --> 01:25:32,748 I… 1013 01:25:38,126 --> 01:25:41,456 You went through so much to give birth to my body and I-- 1014 01:25:41,543 --> 01:25:43,203 Don't apologize. 1015 01:25:44,001 --> 01:25:46,881 Whether you're a man… or a woman, 1016 01:25:47,376 --> 01:25:50,046 you will always be my child. 1017 01:25:52,293 --> 01:25:55,083 My beautiful, precious child. 1018 01:25:58,251 --> 01:26:00,131 Mom… 1019 01:26:22,584 --> 01:26:24,994 Do me a favor, will you, Ai? 1020 01:26:25,834 --> 01:26:27,834 It's a nostalgic pain… 1021 01:26:29,418 --> 01:26:30,748 What is it? 1022 01:26:31,376 --> 01:26:35,336 You called me… "Ai." 1023 01:26:38,043 --> 01:26:41,203 You didn't call me… "Kenji." 1024 01:26:47,376 --> 01:26:50,416 Will you… do my makeup? 1025 01:26:52,043 --> 01:26:53,083 Makeup? 1026 01:26:54,084 --> 01:27:00,914 Yes, Ai. I came to see you… when you performed at the club. 1027 01:27:01,459 --> 01:27:02,589 You did? 1028 01:27:04,293 --> 01:27:05,743 Yes, I did. 1029 01:27:06,709 --> 01:27:08,959 You were so cute in your makeup. 1030 01:27:10,876 --> 01:27:12,706 I am so proud of you. 1031 01:27:19,543 --> 01:27:21,163 I admired you. 1032 01:27:22,668 --> 01:27:25,168 Ai, I think that you're beautiful. 1033 01:27:26,501 --> 01:27:30,091 Why must the dreams Lost to time 1034 01:27:30,168 --> 01:27:37,168 Always appear so beautiful? 1035 01:27:37,251 --> 01:27:39,751 That affection 1036 01:27:40,459 --> 01:27:44,839 Of the past is still 1037 01:27:44,918 --> 01:27:50,748 A sweet memory 1038 01:27:50,834 --> 01:27:54,294 Sweet memories 1039 01:28:01,251 --> 01:28:02,921 The files for tomorrow's counseling. 1040 01:28:03,001 --> 01:28:04,301 Oh. Thank you. 1041 01:28:04,793 --> 01:28:06,833 Doctor, aren't you tired? 1042 01:28:06,918 --> 01:28:08,338 You must be too. 1043 01:28:08,418 --> 01:28:09,998 Oh, I'm sorry, we're-- 1044 01:28:10,084 --> 01:28:13,044 It seems like you're going all out with this thing, huh? 1045 01:28:14,251 --> 01:28:15,251 What do you mean? 1046 01:28:16,959 --> 01:28:18,919 With all those okama. 1047 01:28:20,043 --> 01:28:23,743 Listen, if you just mess with them a little, it's not a big deal. 1048 01:28:26,834 --> 01:28:28,374 You're doing too much. 1049 01:28:29,418 --> 01:28:31,798 How many dicks have you cut off this month, huh? 1050 01:28:33,751 --> 01:28:36,381 - Please be careful with your words. - Apologies. 1051 01:28:36,459 --> 01:28:37,499 It slipped. 1052 01:28:38,626 --> 01:28:41,586 As far as we are concerned, Wada, 1053 01:28:42,084 --> 01:28:43,664 we're not going to drop this. 1054 01:28:44,168 --> 01:28:47,548 This is a legitimate medical procedure to save our patients. 1055 01:28:47,626 --> 01:28:50,496 That's not something that's up to you to decide. 1056 01:28:52,001 --> 01:28:53,631 It's up to the state. 1057 01:28:59,209 --> 01:29:02,999 What?! You used to be a man? 1058 01:29:04,918 --> 01:29:09,208 Don't you think that maybe it would be better to hide that in this business? 1059 01:29:09,709 --> 01:29:13,629 I want to be an idol. And I want to do things honestly. 1060 01:29:14,209 --> 01:29:15,209 Mm-hmm. 1061 01:29:15,709 --> 01:29:17,959 I like your spunk. We're happy to bring you on. 1062 01:29:18,043 --> 01:29:20,743 Mark my words. You'll be working a lot! 1063 01:29:20,834 --> 01:29:23,994 Thank you very much! 1064 01:29:26,376 --> 01:29:27,666 Oh, how cute! 1065 01:29:30,709 --> 01:29:33,379 Hi, all! 1066 01:29:33,459 --> 01:29:36,209 I just love seeing every one of you here today! 1067 01:29:36,293 --> 01:29:37,493 I'll introduce myself. 1068 01:29:37,584 --> 01:29:39,914 I'm Ai, and I'm here from Osaka, now in Tokyo. 1069 01:29:40,001 --> 01:29:41,671 And I'm doing my best! 1070 01:29:43,959 --> 01:29:45,999 MATSUZAKAYA FREE CHARITY MUSIC FESTIVAL 1071 01:30:00,168 --> 01:30:02,128 I wanna do something fun! 1072 01:30:03,209 --> 01:30:04,589 What is this?! 1073 01:30:04,668 --> 01:30:06,378 I'm not wearing this. 1074 01:30:07,834 --> 01:30:09,914 I don't know what to tell you. 1075 01:30:10,001 --> 01:30:11,671 I cleared it with your agency. 1076 01:30:12,543 --> 01:30:15,413 An okama doesn't get embarrassed. Just wear it. 1077 01:30:15,501 --> 01:30:17,751 BOYS OVER BALLS 1078 01:30:18,543 --> 01:30:20,413 It's taking forever. 1079 01:30:31,293 --> 01:30:33,453 What the hell am I? 1080 01:30:41,751 --> 01:30:44,131 Doctor, I need you. Doctor! 1081 01:30:45,918 --> 01:30:47,708 What's wrong? 1082 01:30:47,793 --> 01:30:49,623 {\an8}Doctor! It's a code blue! 1083 01:30:49,709 --> 01:30:51,129 Step aside. 1084 01:30:51,209 --> 01:30:54,299 - Open the IV. Defib. Epinephrine. - Can you hear me? I'm here. 1085 01:30:54,376 --> 01:30:55,246 Okay! 1086 01:30:55,334 --> 01:30:58,334 Can you hear me? I don't feel a pulse. 1087 01:30:59,959 --> 01:31:03,169 - Is the defib ready yet? - Almost! I'm starting the ambu bag. 1088 01:31:24,876 --> 01:31:27,086 Can you explain all of this? 1089 01:31:29,084 --> 01:31:32,834 Medical terms are so difficult to understand for the average person. 1090 01:31:32,918 --> 01:31:34,498 I don't get 'em. 1091 01:31:38,876 --> 01:31:42,746 Tell me why… an okama you were operating on 1092 01:31:43,251 --> 01:31:46,671 suddenly died during a procedure you perform a lot? 1093 01:31:48,751 --> 01:31:51,631 We haven't determined the cause of death quite yet. 1094 01:31:54,293 --> 01:31:55,493 Oh… 1095 01:31:59,043 --> 01:32:00,453 If I had to guess, 1096 01:32:01,334 --> 01:32:04,204 it was a complication called ARDS from the anesthesia. 1097 01:32:05,459 --> 01:32:08,129 The cause of ARDS is often unknown, so there's no way to prevent it. 1098 01:32:08,209 --> 01:32:12,419 Wada… are you telling me that it's not your fault? 1099 01:32:18,168 --> 01:32:20,998 What I'm telling you is that that is my best guess. 1100 01:32:22,793 --> 01:32:25,703 As of now, that's the best I can do for my deceased patient. 1101 01:32:27,459 --> 01:32:29,669 Interesting. 1102 01:32:32,084 --> 01:32:34,794 Very interesting. 1103 01:32:35,418 --> 01:32:37,168 By the way, doctor, 1104 01:32:38,626 --> 01:32:42,416 I've been… wondering about something. 1105 01:32:44,543 --> 01:32:47,583 Why would you befriend those people? 1106 01:32:49,876 --> 01:32:52,746 Are you into that sort of thing too? 1107 01:32:54,876 --> 01:32:57,046 Or maybe… 1108 01:33:00,334 --> 01:33:02,834 You get your rocks off with this kind of stuff, hmm? 1109 01:33:04,459 --> 01:33:07,049 You like cutting off men's dicks? 1110 01:33:13,793 --> 01:33:15,333 Not speaking now? 1111 01:33:16,501 --> 01:33:18,671 I've got all day for this. 1112 01:33:23,959 --> 01:33:24,839 ANGEL NEST 1113 01:33:24,918 --> 01:33:28,048 Sangen-jaya? Wow. Isn't that expensive? 1114 01:33:28,126 --> 01:33:30,626 I heard it's great there. There's a lot of them. 1115 01:33:30,709 --> 01:33:33,299 So it's different from where you live! 1116 01:33:33,376 --> 01:33:35,996 I mean it. What are you laughing about? 1117 01:33:36,084 --> 01:33:40,794 By the way, Ai, this place is nice. It's really cute here, I like it. 1118 01:33:40,876 --> 01:33:43,796 I was asked to work here. 1119 01:33:43,876 --> 01:33:46,546 I'm only part-time because I'm busy in entertainment. 1120 01:33:46,626 --> 01:33:48,836 That's good. Things are going well. 1121 01:33:49,334 --> 01:33:51,374 Tokyo has been really great. 1122 01:33:51,918 --> 01:33:52,748 All right. 1123 01:33:53,293 --> 01:33:55,243 I have something I want to show you, Ai. 1124 01:33:55,334 --> 01:33:56,704 - Hmm? - It's this. 1125 01:33:56,793 --> 01:33:58,703 - Ah. - Go ahead. Look. 1126 01:34:01,918 --> 01:34:07,588 {\an8}- Miss International… Queen? - Yep. Uh-huh. 1127 01:34:07,668 --> 01:34:11,088 They decide who's the most beautiful trans woman in the world. 1128 01:34:11,168 --> 01:34:13,378 Ai. You're adorable. You should enter. 1129 01:34:13,459 --> 01:34:14,549 {\an8}- Right? - She Should! 1130 01:34:14,626 --> 01:34:18,246 - I'm interested, but I'm kinda busy. - Then I'll enter! 1131 01:34:18,334 --> 01:34:21,874 - I will represent Japan! - No, please. You can't! 1132 01:34:21,959 --> 01:34:23,379 Japan will sink. 1133 01:34:23,459 --> 01:34:25,629 Hey girl, what did you just say to me?! 1134 01:34:25,709 --> 01:34:27,339 You said that, queen! 1135 01:34:27,418 --> 01:34:29,418 Not again! She's been saying that forever. 1136 01:34:31,209 --> 01:34:33,419 Ai, did you hear about Dr. Wada? 1137 01:34:33,501 --> 01:34:34,751 Hear what? 1138 01:34:34,834 --> 01:34:37,994 Someone died during one of his operations. 1139 01:34:38,084 --> 01:34:39,544 Are you serious? 1140 01:34:40,334 --> 01:34:42,794 People have been saying it wasn't Dr. Wada's fault, 1141 01:34:42,876 --> 01:34:43,956 so it should be fine. 1142 01:34:44,043 --> 01:34:45,333 Mm-hmm. 1143 01:34:45,876 --> 01:34:48,666 - Girl, your bubbles are flat. - You made them flat! 1144 01:34:48,751 --> 01:34:49,591 Oh, no. 1145 01:34:50,626 --> 01:34:52,086 - He's here! - Dr. Wada's here! 1146 01:34:52,168 --> 01:34:53,878 Dr. Wada! 1147 01:34:56,834 --> 01:34:58,874 What do you think about sex change surgery? 1148 01:34:58,959 --> 01:35:01,299 We need to know! People need to know about it! 1149 01:35:01,376 --> 01:35:03,376 - Dr. Wada! - Excuse me. 1150 01:35:07,418 --> 01:35:08,298 Are you okay? 1151 01:35:08,376 --> 01:35:09,626 Yeah. 1152 01:35:10,543 --> 01:35:13,453 Who knows when we'll open with all this going on. 1153 01:35:13,543 --> 01:35:14,913 Doctor, here. 1154 01:35:15,584 --> 01:35:18,244 - What? - The list of patients who want surgery. 1155 01:35:18,751 --> 01:35:20,881 It's increased since the beginning of this month. 1156 01:35:22,876 --> 01:35:24,376 This many? 1157 01:35:25,168 --> 01:35:25,998 Yes. 1158 01:35:38,834 --> 01:35:39,914 THANK YOU, DR. WADA 1159 01:35:40,001 --> 01:35:42,001 {\an8}I'M GOING TO SHINE BRIGHT FROM AI 1160 01:35:53,293 --> 01:35:54,993 Is everyone well? 1161 01:36:01,459 --> 01:36:04,169 Hey, guess what? 1162 01:36:04,251 --> 01:36:07,461 That's right. I finally made it to Nagoya. 1163 01:36:09,084 --> 01:36:10,044 Thank you. 1164 01:36:11,959 --> 01:36:17,169 I go on tour each and every summer, 1165 01:36:17,251 --> 01:36:23,801 but I was a little late this year, and now we're in chilly November. 1166 01:36:23,876 --> 01:36:28,126 It's so cold, so, like, the only thing to do now is to warm ourselves back up. 1167 01:36:28,209 --> 01:36:31,049 - Isn't that right? - Hey there. 1168 01:36:31,126 --> 01:36:33,916 - Ah! Sorry about that! - It's been a while. 1169 01:36:34,001 --> 01:36:36,841 Aw, I'm so happy you came! 1170 01:36:36,918 --> 01:36:39,168 So am I. What were you lip-synching for? 1171 01:36:39,251 --> 01:36:41,711 Were you practicing? Kyon Kyon, huh? 1172 01:36:41,793 --> 01:36:43,663 - Yeah. - You remembered it perfectly. 1173 01:36:43,751 --> 01:36:46,001 I memorized it because it was on every day. 1174 01:36:46,084 --> 01:36:48,294 Wow, you memorized it like a pro. 1175 01:36:48,376 --> 01:36:52,626 Oh! You should do it as a bit. It'd be funny if you did other people too. 1176 01:36:52,709 --> 01:36:53,629 Who, me? 1177 01:36:53,709 --> 01:36:55,959 It'd be funny. I'd laugh. 1178 01:36:56,043 --> 01:36:59,203 Oh! You're gonna be an idol, so you don't need to be funny or anything. 1179 01:36:59,293 --> 01:37:02,623 Sorry if I said something unnecessary. I forgot. 1180 01:37:02,709 --> 01:37:05,129 Hmm. What should I have? 1181 01:37:06,293 --> 01:37:10,373 Now then. Shall we get started today? 1182 01:37:20,459 --> 01:37:21,589 What is it? 1183 01:37:26,626 --> 01:37:29,206 This time would be better used for surgeries. 1184 01:37:33,209 --> 01:37:35,959 You just want to make me the bad guy, don't you? 1185 01:37:37,293 --> 01:37:39,293 Without even proper investigation, 1186 01:37:39,376 --> 01:37:42,376 you're trying to make the cause of death an overdose of anesthesia 1187 01:37:42,459 --> 01:37:44,169 because it's the most obvious. 1188 01:37:45,668 --> 01:37:47,338 I'm really shocked. 1189 01:37:49,251 --> 01:37:51,591 Do you actually think of us that way? 1190 01:37:53,793 --> 01:37:54,833 You know what? 1191 01:37:56,334 --> 01:37:58,084 I've finally realized something. 1192 01:37:58,168 --> 01:37:59,338 Go on. 1193 01:38:02,126 --> 01:38:04,336 It's not doctors who save patients. 1194 01:38:05,209 --> 01:38:06,499 It's the opposite. 1195 01:38:08,543 --> 01:38:12,583 Doctors are being kept alive by the power of the patients' desire to live. 1196 01:38:13,543 --> 01:38:14,663 Right. 1197 01:38:15,918 --> 01:38:17,628 As a way to say thanks, 1198 01:38:19,459 --> 01:38:22,459 we take our jobs seriously and try to reduce patients' suffering, 1199 01:38:22,543 --> 01:38:23,913 even if only a little. 1200 01:38:25,001 --> 01:38:28,421 Simply curing illnesses and injuries isn't what saves them from suffering. 1201 01:38:28,501 --> 01:38:30,631 It's something far more important than that. 1202 01:38:31,126 --> 01:38:32,996 Doctors face each and every patient 1203 01:38:33,084 --> 01:38:35,494 and do our best to support them in every way! 1204 01:38:35,584 --> 01:38:38,624 {\an8}That's the sole reason doctors exist as a profession! 1205 01:38:43,668 --> 01:38:49,378 Doctors and medical care… have always existed 1206 01:38:49,459 --> 01:38:51,419 since the birth of humanity. 1207 01:38:52,709 --> 01:38:55,129 Long before countries and laws came to be created. 1208 01:38:57,584 --> 01:39:00,794 And that is exactly why we will always be the winners in the end. 1209 01:39:29,126 --> 01:39:31,456 It's impossible. 1210 01:39:32,751 --> 01:39:34,881 I can't become an idol. 1211 01:39:40,251 --> 01:39:42,711 But I really wanted it. 1212 01:39:52,251 --> 01:39:53,301 Doctor. 1213 01:39:57,418 --> 01:39:59,248 I had some business in Tokyo. 1214 01:40:02,918 --> 01:40:04,378 Are you all right? 1215 01:40:06,043 --> 01:40:07,913 The clinic had an accident. 1216 01:40:10,334 --> 01:40:11,204 Hmm. 1217 01:40:12,709 --> 01:40:13,749 How about you? 1218 01:40:15,459 --> 01:40:16,549 Are you doing okay? 1219 01:40:16,626 --> 01:40:20,086 Of course I am. Everything's amazing. 1220 01:40:24,418 --> 01:40:25,458 That's great. 1221 01:40:27,959 --> 01:40:29,499 You made the right decision. 1222 01:40:34,293 --> 01:40:36,583 You're shining in Tokyo, too, then. 1223 01:40:43,459 --> 01:40:45,299 I'm not shining at all. 1224 01:40:50,709 --> 01:40:53,049 I think my light may have burned out. 1225 01:40:57,751 --> 01:40:59,501 I've been struggling… 1226 01:41:01,668 --> 01:41:03,628 since I came to Tokyo. 1227 01:41:11,251 --> 01:41:13,211 What am I doing with my life? 1228 01:41:18,209 --> 01:41:19,379 You know, Ai… 1229 01:41:21,376 --> 01:41:23,416 you're the one who led me on my path. 1230 01:41:27,709 --> 01:41:29,169 The orchiectomy. 1231 01:41:30,459 --> 01:41:32,209 The sex change surgery. 1232 01:41:35,584 --> 01:41:38,374 I'm on my path because you shined your light on it. 1233 01:41:47,751 --> 01:41:48,711 Although… 1234 01:41:52,918 --> 01:41:55,048 your path has only led you here. 1235 01:42:02,251 --> 01:42:03,301 You know, I… 1236 01:42:06,251 --> 01:42:07,751 I caused the death… 1237 01:42:10,168 --> 01:42:11,878 of a precious patient 1238 01:42:13,251 --> 01:42:15,001 who put their trust in me. 1239 01:42:23,626 --> 01:42:26,626 Were we doing the right thing? Or the wrong thing? 1240 01:42:34,626 --> 01:42:36,876 The right thing Doctor! Absolutely! 1241 01:42:39,251 --> 01:42:40,751 None of it was wrong. 1242 01:42:41,293 --> 01:42:43,413 Neither of us made any mistakes! 1243 01:42:46,251 --> 01:42:48,381 You have to keep going, Doctor. 1244 01:42:48,459 --> 01:42:50,209 I can still do more. 1245 01:42:50,293 --> 01:42:53,333 I'm gonna do more and more and more until I die! 1246 01:42:56,959 --> 01:42:58,209 We can shine. 1247 01:43:13,293 --> 01:43:14,293 I'm leaving. 1248 01:43:16,043 --> 01:43:17,913 I'm sorry for getting sentimental. 1249 01:43:30,334 --> 01:43:32,914 I've decided to resume the surgeries tomorrow. 1250 01:43:35,459 --> 01:43:37,129 That's why I wanted to see you. 1251 01:43:44,626 --> 01:43:45,546 Bye. 1252 01:43:58,501 --> 01:43:59,671 It's over there. 1253 01:44:01,418 --> 01:44:02,298 Here. 1254 01:44:10,251 --> 01:44:12,171 - Clip it. - Okay. 1255 01:44:15,043 --> 01:44:16,873 I still have a long way to go. 1256 01:44:16,959 --> 01:44:19,709 So if you look from the side like this, 1257 01:44:19,793 --> 01:44:23,793 you can see how they built things up one by one. 1258 01:44:23,876 --> 01:44:24,876 Like this. 1259 01:44:24,959 --> 01:44:29,459 And, you know, all those people are standing tall, 1260 01:44:29,543 --> 01:44:32,083 And they are so amazing, and well, 1261 01:44:32,168 --> 01:44:38,338 what I'm doing is just placing some things somewhere out on the ground. 1262 01:44:38,418 --> 01:44:41,748 It's so low, you can't see the shape of it. 1263 01:44:41,834 --> 01:44:45,794 {\an8}And you might start to wonder what I'm doing. But… 1264 01:44:55,209 --> 01:44:56,959 "NEWHALF" FOUND DECEASED 1265 01:44:57,043 --> 01:45:00,123 IN A BOTCHED UNDERGROUND SEX CHANGE SURGERY 1266 01:45:16,459 --> 01:45:18,169 - Let's do it. - Let's go home. 1267 01:45:18,251 --> 01:45:20,091 You're just stressed because you're left-handed. 1268 01:45:20,168 --> 01:45:21,628 "Because you're left-handed?" 1269 01:45:21,709 --> 01:45:23,959 My right elbow is stressing you out? 1270 01:45:26,459 --> 01:45:28,299 - Who's gonna die? Not me. - Scary. 1271 01:45:28,376 --> 01:45:29,706 Yeah, you. 1272 01:45:29,793 --> 01:45:31,793 - Ah! - I'm not scared of whatever you're-- 1273 01:45:31,876 --> 01:45:34,626 Hi, may I help you? 1274 01:45:34,709 --> 01:45:37,209 Hey, who is this? What? You're on your way here? 1275 01:45:37,293 --> 01:45:39,373 - What? What? - I'm so excited! 1276 01:45:39,459 --> 01:45:43,549 Yes! I can't wait till you get here! 1277 01:45:43,626 --> 01:45:45,876 - What are you excited about? - Who's coming? 1278 01:45:45,959 --> 01:45:47,169 Listen up. 1279 01:45:48,293 --> 01:45:50,203 Get presentable, everyone. 1280 01:45:50,793 --> 01:45:52,623 A famous idol is coming here! 1281 01:45:53,501 --> 01:45:55,171 - Huh? - What? 1282 01:45:55,251 --> 01:45:57,961 I'm sure she'll be arriving any minute now. 1283 01:45:58,043 --> 01:46:00,743 - I don't think so. Whoa. - Who is she? 1284 01:46:00,834 --> 01:46:02,874 - I wasn't told. Were you? - You're excited. 1285 01:46:02,959 --> 01:46:04,249 - Idol… - What? 1286 01:46:14,876 --> 01:46:16,996 Which do you prefer? 1287 01:46:17,084 --> 01:46:18,664 I can't decide! 1288 01:46:20,168 --> 01:46:23,458 Because I am A purehearted fair maiden 1289 01:46:23,543 --> 01:46:25,993 Because I love you… 1290 01:46:26,584 --> 01:46:28,794 Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! 1291 01:46:35,584 --> 01:46:38,414 Yeah! 1292 01:46:46,709 --> 01:46:49,049 It is I. Aya Matsuura! 1293 01:46:49,126 --> 01:46:51,126 - She's Ayaya! - I got it, I got it. 1294 01:46:51,209 --> 01:46:52,299 The idol, yeah. 1295 01:46:52,376 --> 01:46:53,916 This morning… 1296 01:46:54,959 --> 01:46:56,299 I think… 1297 01:46:57,293 --> 01:46:59,663 I woke up at 9:00. 1298 01:47:01,251 --> 01:47:03,711 So I went to wash up. 1299 01:47:03,793 --> 01:47:06,743 I have my toothpaste, 1300 01:47:07,334 --> 01:47:09,334 and next to the toothpaste 1301 01:47:09,418 --> 01:47:11,838 is my face cleanser. 1302 01:47:12,793 --> 01:47:16,453 I grabbed the tube 1303 01:47:17,251 --> 01:47:19,171 and started washing my face. 1304 01:47:20,709 --> 01:47:23,919 And I thought to myself… 1305 01:47:24,001 --> 01:47:26,501 Yo, this cleanser feels different. 1306 01:47:26,584 --> 01:47:28,294 - Her face! - Her face is funny. 1307 01:47:28,376 --> 01:47:30,336 And that's when it dawned on me. 1308 01:47:30,418 --> 01:47:33,958 Oopsie! Wrong one. 1309 01:47:35,668 --> 01:47:40,458 "Yeah! It's a holiday!" 1310 01:47:40,543 --> 01:47:43,543 Yeah! It's a holiday! 1311 01:47:43,626 --> 01:47:46,836 That's my joyful wish this summer 1312 01:47:46,918 --> 01:47:50,338 Yeah! Jump into summertime 1313 01:47:50,418 --> 01:47:52,628 I wanna fall in love… 1314 01:47:53,709 --> 01:47:55,379 Yeah! 1315 01:47:58,876 --> 01:48:00,956 Ai! Ai! 1316 01:48:01,043 --> 01:48:01,993 Come here! 1317 01:48:02,084 --> 01:48:04,704 Why are you doing this if you want to be an idol? 1318 01:48:04,793 --> 01:48:06,373 - I've been thinking. - Yeah? 1319 01:48:06,459 --> 01:48:08,879 I should only do what I can do, right? 1320 01:48:08,959 --> 01:48:10,589 That's cool, I love it. 1321 01:48:10,668 --> 01:48:15,458 It wasn't only cool, it was amazing! Oh! Can I pitch you to my boss for a show? 1322 01:48:15,543 --> 01:48:17,623 I think you're gonna be a sensation! 1323 01:48:17,709 --> 01:48:19,669 - Oh my God! - I'm not lying! 1324 01:48:19,751 --> 01:48:21,251 I'm for real! 1325 01:48:26,126 --> 01:48:27,746 Which do you prefer? 1326 01:48:27,834 --> 01:48:31,624 I can't decide! I wanna catch your eye 1327 01:48:31,709 --> 01:48:34,049 Because I am A purehearted fair maiden 1328 01:48:34,126 --> 01:48:37,296 Because I love you… 1329 01:48:42,793 --> 01:48:44,833 She's the next big thing. 1330 01:48:44,918 --> 01:48:47,498 Yes, definitely. The next big thing. 1331 01:48:49,751 --> 01:48:54,001 "Yeah! It's a holiday!" 1332 01:48:54,084 --> 01:48:57,374 Yeah! It's a holiday! 1333 01:48:57,459 --> 01:49:00,709 That's my joyful wish this summer… 1334 01:49:00,793 --> 01:49:04,043 Yeah! Jump into summertime… 1335 01:49:04,126 --> 01:49:07,246 - I wanna fall in love… - She's a hit. 1336 01:49:10,418 --> 01:49:13,548 - She's hilarious. Never would've thought. - Welcome! 1337 01:49:13,626 --> 01:49:17,746 Nice to meet you. Please welcome our special guest today, Haruna Ai! 1338 01:49:17,834 --> 01:49:20,204 Good evening. I'm Haruna Ai. 1339 01:49:20,293 --> 01:49:22,873 - It's so nice to meet you all! - Nice to meet you! 1340 01:49:22,959 --> 01:49:25,549 Wow. You are so cute. 1341 01:49:25,626 --> 01:49:27,706 - Really? - I would date you in a second. 1342 01:49:27,793 --> 01:49:29,793 She was actually born a boy. 1343 01:49:29,876 --> 01:49:31,496 Oh, you're an okama. Never mind then. 1344 01:49:31,584 --> 01:49:33,164 Oh, you said that! 1345 01:49:34,751 --> 01:49:36,631 - You really can't tell. - She's great. 1346 01:49:36,709 --> 01:49:38,709 If you didn't know, you'd think she was born a woman. 1347 01:49:38,793 --> 01:49:40,833 Yeah, I might just follow a guy like you home. 1348 01:49:40,918 --> 01:49:43,128 - Well, well, well. - No, I changed my mind. 1349 01:49:43,209 --> 01:49:47,049 There you go again! You just said you liked me. He's just shy. 1350 01:50:02,459 --> 01:50:03,959 TO TENMA WEST POLICE 1351 01:50:04,043 --> 01:50:07,043 OFFICIAL OPINION WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC 1352 01:50:07,126 --> 01:50:10,706 REGARDING THE CAUSE OF DEATH, IT IS MY OFFICIAL OPINION THAT… 1353 01:50:20,501 --> 01:50:22,251 I DID WHAT I COULD. 1354 01:50:22,334 --> 01:50:27,334 IF I AM TO BE TRIED FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SAVE A LIFE… 1355 01:51:01,043 --> 01:51:02,123 There we go. 1356 01:51:04,959 --> 01:51:06,629 Another mess. 1357 01:51:08,001 --> 01:51:09,251 Morning. 1358 01:51:09,751 --> 01:51:10,921 Time to wake up. 1359 01:51:19,084 --> 01:51:20,044 Doctor? 1360 01:51:27,626 --> 01:51:28,626 Doctor? 1361 01:51:32,543 --> 01:51:34,083 Wow, wow, wow! 1362 01:51:34,168 --> 01:51:36,878 You know, Ai, you were amazing tonight. 1363 01:51:36,959 --> 01:51:38,709 Another huge laugh after last week. 1364 01:51:38,793 --> 01:51:40,583 It's exciting. 1365 01:51:40,668 --> 01:51:43,048 Everyone is loving your act, Ai. 1366 01:51:43,126 --> 01:51:44,456 Not just the audience. 1367 01:51:44,543 --> 01:51:46,663 I think that you've won the production's hearts as well! 1368 01:51:46,751 --> 01:51:49,501 - Yes! - All thanks to you, Ms. Fuji, and you. 1369 01:51:49,584 --> 01:51:52,084 You're the best, Ai. Can't wait to see what else you bring. 1370 01:51:52,168 --> 01:51:54,298 - I'm looking forward to it. - So am I. 1371 01:51:54,376 --> 01:51:56,206 - Great work. See you next week! - Thanks so much! 1372 01:51:56,293 --> 01:51:57,873 - See you next week! - Have a good night. 1373 01:51:57,959 --> 01:51:59,919 - Thank you! - Thanks so much! 1374 01:52:08,751 --> 01:52:10,001 Ai speaking. 1375 01:52:10,543 --> 01:52:12,993 Hello. This is Kiyomiya from Wada Clinic. 1376 01:52:13,084 --> 01:52:15,204 Hi! It's been a while. 1377 01:52:29,209 --> 01:52:33,249 DR. KOJI WADA HAS PASSED AWAY. 1378 01:52:33,334 --> 01:52:36,834 THE CLINIC IS CLOSED. 1379 01:53:04,001 --> 01:53:07,091 DR. WADA 1380 01:53:26,209 --> 01:53:27,709 My girls and I, 1381 01:53:29,001 --> 01:53:30,671 we're all in shock too. 1382 01:53:35,709 --> 01:53:38,879 Things must have been exhausting after that incident. 1383 01:53:40,293 --> 01:53:41,203 Poor guy. 1384 01:53:42,126 --> 01:53:44,796 He didn't even have a lawyer to defend him. 1385 01:53:45,501 --> 01:53:47,711 He wanted to tell the truth himself. 1386 01:53:50,668 --> 01:53:52,458 In the end… 1387 01:53:53,168 --> 01:53:57,708 …charges were filed for what they said was improper use of anesthesia. 1388 01:54:01,584 --> 01:54:02,954 It's unfortunate. 1389 01:54:04,209 --> 01:54:06,799 There were still a lot of patients waiting for him. 1390 01:54:07,376 --> 01:54:10,336 So he was doing these surgeries without even sleeping. 1391 01:54:15,001 --> 01:54:16,421 He was so tired. 1392 01:54:17,751 --> 01:54:19,591 But he couldn't sleep a wink. 1393 01:54:20,876 --> 01:54:23,166 He started using anesthesia to fall asleep. 1394 01:54:28,834 --> 01:54:30,994 I guess he got the dosage wrong. 1395 01:54:32,584 --> 01:54:34,294 He made a lot of women cry. 1396 01:54:34,793 --> 01:54:36,123 What a bad man. 1397 01:54:41,293 --> 01:54:42,413 Aki. 1398 01:54:47,501 --> 01:54:50,711 Dr. Wada visited my bar after the accident. 1399 01:54:56,626 --> 01:54:58,796 I told him that we weren't a mistake. 1400 01:55:01,501 --> 01:55:04,001 I told him that we could shine even brighter. 1401 01:55:14,001 --> 01:55:16,301 I really wanted to show the doctor… 1402 01:55:22,376 --> 01:55:24,706 how much brighter I could shine. 1403 01:55:30,793 --> 01:55:33,703 - But he already saw you shine-- - Not how I wanted! 1404 01:55:36,418 --> 01:55:38,878 This isn't all I have. 1405 01:55:45,126 --> 01:55:47,086 I don't want to stop halfway. 1406 01:55:47,168 --> 01:55:49,048 I want to go all the way. 1407 01:56:11,209 --> 01:56:13,669 I'm gonna put my all into shining brighter. 1408 01:56:17,959 --> 01:56:20,549 Do you think Wada will know? 1409 01:56:24,668 --> 01:56:26,378 Absolutely, he will. 1410 01:56:27,293 --> 01:56:30,743 I bet his eyes'll be wide open watching from the other side. 1411 01:56:31,251 --> 01:56:34,711 He's gonna get dry eyes. All 'cause of Ai. 1412 01:56:59,501 --> 01:57:01,551 So many smiles, so much passion, 1413 01:57:01,626 --> 01:57:04,496 and incredible stories from around the world. 1414 01:57:05,126 --> 01:57:09,456 Each one reminds us true beauty shines in so many ways. 1415 01:57:09,543 --> 01:57:12,083 - No. - And we celebrate them all. 1416 01:57:12,168 --> 01:57:14,798 - Next, representing Japan. - We made it. 1417 01:57:14,876 --> 01:57:18,836 She lights up every heart with her warmth and joyful spirit. 1418 01:57:18,918 --> 01:57:21,128 Please welcome Haruna Ai! 1419 01:57:40,251 --> 01:57:45,421 I got a new hairdo 1420 01:57:46,459 --> 01:57:51,499 You say I look so different 1421 01:57:52,501 --> 01:57:57,921 You're looking pretty bashful 1422 01:57:58,584 --> 01:58:03,164 As you're walking past me 1423 01:58:05,084 --> 01:58:11,164 - I wish you had told me - Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-ooh 1424 01:58:11,251 --> 01:58:16,301 You think I look pretty 1425 01:58:17,459 --> 01:58:22,589 You're always hesitating 1426 01:58:23,584 --> 01:58:26,914 It's like you're behind a veil… 1427 01:58:27,001 --> 01:58:28,001 Ai! 1428 01:58:29,459 --> 01:58:31,839 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 1429 01:58:32,751 --> 01:58:35,591 Open up that door To summer 1430 01:58:35,668 --> 01:58:38,628 And whisk me away somewhere 1431 01:58:38,709 --> 01:58:41,299 Fresh, fresh, fresh! 1432 01:58:42,168 --> 01:58:44,548 Summer's gonna Open the door 1433 01:58:45,168 --> 01:58:51,168 And take us just the way we are… 1434 02:00:54,751 --> 02:01:01,751 {\an8}KOJI WADA 1953-2007 1435 02:01:08,668 --> 02:01:09,748 Doctor, 1436 02:01:10,959 --> 02:01:12,339 are you impressed? 1437 02:01:14,584 --> 02:01:16,494 I'm the best in the world. 1438 02:01:18,668 --> 02:01:20,378 But you're beyond this world. 1439 02:01:21,543 --> 02:01:24,043 You'll always be more amazing than me, though. 1440 02:01:26,209 --> 02:01:29,209 You've performed over 600 surgeries. 1441 02:01:30,209 --> 02:01:32,459 That's the most impressive thing ever. 1442 02:01:36,543 --> 02:01:38,453 It all started with me, huh? 1443 02:01:40,376 --> 02:01:42,086 My operations. 1444 02:01:44,959 --> 02:01:47,129 I was your first patient for both. 1445 02:01:51,584 --> 02:01:52,624 Guess what? 1446 02:01:55,168 --> 02:01:57,418 I'll always hold that in my heart. 1447 02:02:33,626 --> 02:02:35,246 Will you watch me shine? 1448 02:02:37,126 --> 02:02:38,456 I'm gonna sing 1449 02:02:40,001 --> 02:02:41,711 and I'm gonna dance. 1450 02:02:46,084 --> 02:02:47,544 Watch me, okay? 1451 02:02:50,501 --> 02:02:52,671 This performance is for you. 1452 02:02:55,959 --> 02:02:57,629 You let me shine. 1453 02:03:04,751 --> 02:03:06,501 Thank you, Doctor. 1454 02:03:12,543 --> 02:03:14,453 You're the reason that I… 1455 02:03:16,251 --> 02:03:18,091 If I hadn't met you… 1456 02:03:26,543 --> 02:03:27,703 Thank you. 1457 02:03:59,709 --> 02:04:04,459 Goodbye, sweet pain 1458 02:04:04,543 --> 02:04:08,203 Those nights spent With my chin in my hands 1459 02:04:09,001 --> 02:04:12,301 Ended yesterday 1460 02:04:14,584 --> 02:04:19,294 I want to make sure 1461 02:04:19,376 --> 02:04:23,086 That we met meant something 1462 02:04:23,834 --> 02:04:27,874 So I open my eyes in the darkness 1463 02:04:29,501 --> 02:04:32,711 Footsteps race Along the emergency stairs 1464 02:04:33,293 --> 02:04:34,663 I want them to echo 1465 02:04:34,751 --> 02:04:36,801 In a world that's fast asleep 1466 02:04:36,876 --> 02:04:40,336 A motorbike abandoned in a vacant lot 1467 02:04:40,418 --> 02:04:41,998 Graffiti on the wall 1468 02:04:42,084 --> 02:04:43,874 I look up to it all… 1469 02:04:44,459 --> 02:04:46,129 Ai! 1470 02:04:46,376 --> 02:04:47,876 True grief 1471 02:04:47,959 --> 02:04:52,379 Can only be healed from within 1472 02:04:54,043 --> 02:04:57,623 I'm beginning To understand my revolution 1473 02:04:57,709 --> 02:05:01,249 I'm gonna shake things up for tomorrow 1474 02:05:01,334 --> 02:05:04,044 I want someone to understand 1475 02:05:04,126 --> 02:05:06,086 My tears, my dreams 1476 02:05:06,168 --> 02:05:08,748 Right away 1477 02:05:08,834 --> 02:05:12,294 If you're gonna chase your dreams 1478 02:05:12,376 --> 02:05:16,206 You can't just go bursting into tears 1479 02:05:16,293 --> 02:05:19,203 This is what you taught me 1480 02:05:19,293 --> 02:05:21,123 My fears, my dreams 1481 02:05:21,209 --> 02:05:25,459 I set them free 1482 02:05:45,168 --> 02:05:49,798 Feel my heartache 1483 02:05:49,876 --> 02:05:54,126 I'm surrounded by smiles 1484 02:05:54,209 --> 02:05:57,999 But the lonely nights are hard 1485 02:05:59,834 --> 02:06:04,414 I want to share it 1486 02:06:04,501 --> 02:06:09,001 The words scribbled In the margins of my textbook 1487 02:06:09,084 --> 02:06:12,914 Are coming to life… 1488 02:06:13,001 --> 02:06:14,671 DR. KOJI WADA OFFERED 1489 02:06:14,751 --> 02:06:18,381 AFFORDABLE GENDER-AFFIRMING CARE WITH GREAT DEDICATION 1490 02:06:18,459 --> 02:06:22,749 TO MANY PEOPLE EXPERIENCING GENDER DYSPHORIA. 1491 02:06:22,834 --> 02:06:29,624 HE PERFORMED OVER 600 OPERATIONS THROUGHOUT HIS LIFETIME. 1492 02:06:29,709 --> 02:06:33,379 There is a strength to being alone 1493 02:06:33,459 --> 02:06:39,379 And I don't want to lose it In the throngs of this city 1494 02:06:39,459 --> 02:06:43,089 I'd like to keep seeking my revolution 1495 02:06:43,168 --> 02:06:46,748 I'm gonna make tomorrow different 1496 02:06:46,834 --> 02:06:49,744 I want someone to understand 1497 02:06:49,834 --> 02:06:51,584 My tears, my dreams 1498 02:06:51,668 --> 02:06:53,918 Right away 1499 02:06:54,001 --> 02:06:57,631 This is how I live my life 1500 02:06:57,709 --> 02:07:01,549 Nobody can tell me how to live it 1501 02:07:01,626 --> 02:07:04,546 I want to watch it with you 1502 02:07:04,626 --> 02:07:06,246 My fears, my dreams 1503 02:07:06,334 --> 02:07:08,994 I want To hold them tight 1504 02:07:09,084 --> 02:07:12,624 I'm beginning To understand my revolution 1505 02:07:12,709 --> 02:07:16,339 I'm gonna shake things up for tomorrow 1506 02:07:16,418 --> 02:07:19,208 I want someone to understand 1507 02:07:19,293 --> 02:07:21,123 My tears, my dreams 1508 02:07:21,209 --> 02:07:23,709 Right away 1509 02:07:23,793 --> 02:07:27,413 If you're gonna chase your dreams 1510 02:07:27,501 --> 02:07:31,091 You can't just go bursting into tears 1511 02:07:31,168 --> 02:07:34,128 This is what you taught me 1512 02:07:34,209 --> 02:07:35,959 My fears, my dreams 1513 02:07:36,043 --> 02:07:41,123 I set them free 1514 02:08:43,459 --> 02:08:47,419 {\an8}Subtitle Translation by: Rychelle Brittain