1 00:00:01,262 --> 00:00:03,481 [ARROWS WHOOSHING] 2 00:00:18,061 --> 00:00:20,716 [WATER LAPPING] 3 00:00:56,360 --> 00:00:59,537 [WATER LAPPING CONTINUES] 4 00:01:33,354 --> 00:01:36,313 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 5 00:01:55,289 --> 00:01:58,466 [MELANCHOLY VOCALISING] 6 00:03:18,894 --> 00:03:21,331 [NICHOLAS, VO]: All painting, my father said 7 00:03:21,375 --> 00:03:23,333 is a process of seeing. 8 00:03:27,250 --> 00:03:30,558 "At first, there is only light and chaos, Nicholas. 9 00:03:31,602 --> 00:03:32,734 "Colours. 10 00:03:33,387 --> 00:03:34,518 "Shapes. 11 00:03:35,606 --> 00:03:37,434 "Slowly, an emergence. 12 00:03:38,522 --> 00:03:39,784 "And at last... 13 00:03:40,872 --> 00:03:41,873 "you see." 14 00:03:43,266 --> 00:03:45,616 You never met him, my father. 15 00:03:46,530 --> 00:03:48,053 The closest he got to your island 16 00:03:48,097 --> 00:03:49,229 a painting he made 17 00:03:49,968 --> 00:03:51,231 looking toward it. 18 00:03:53,972 --> 00:03:55,365 But because of him... 19 00:03:56,323 --> 00:03:57,889 and because of that painting 20 00:03:59,151 --> 00:04:00,370 I found you 21 00:04:00,718 --> 00:04:02,590 and the meaning of my life. 22 00:04:10,772 --> 00:04:13,165 For the first 17 years of my life 23 00:04:13,905 --> 00:04:15,864 my father was a civil servant. 24 00:04:18,867 --> 00:04:21,913 Until, one empty afternoon 25 00:04:22,958 --> 00:04:25,439 God spoke to him for the first time. 26 00:04:37,233 --> 00:04:39,714 [CLOCK TICKS] 27 00:04:41,759 --> 00:04:44,414 [GENTLE MUSIC] 28 00:05:14,662 --> 00:05:17,012 He told my father to be a painter 29 00:05:17,665 --> 00:05:19,797 and said not one word more. 30 00:05:24,280 --> 00:05:25,890 [CHAIR SCRAPES] 31 00:05:25,934 --> 00:05:27,065 Mr Coughlan? 32 00:05:27,718 --> 00:05:29,807 - Mr Coughlan! - [PHONE RINGS] 33 00:05:35,335 --> 00:05:38,207 [IMPASSIONED VOCALISATION] 34 00:05:47,434 --> 00:05:50,437 [LAUGHTER AND INDISTINCT CHATTER IN IRISH] 35 00:05:53,265 --> 00:05:55,355 [NICHOLAS, VO]: Just as God entered our life 36 00:05:56,399 --> 00:06:00,142 on a western island on the far side of the country 37 00:06:01,752 --> 00:06:03,101 he left yours. 38 00:06:05,495 --> 00:06:07,932 I imagined that island before I saw it. 39 00:06:11,719 --> 00:06:13,416 You, the poet's daughter 40 00:06:14,243 --> 00:06:15,505 and your brother 41 00:06:16,201 --> 00:06:18,160 on the last day of childhood... 42 00:06:20,902 --> 00:06:24,122 [IN IRISH]: 43 00:06:25,080 --> 00:06:26,647 Go! [SHE LAUGHS] 44 00:06:28,605 --> 00:06:30,477 Oi, oi, oi, oi! 45 00:06:31,565 --> 00:06:33,480 [IN IRISH]: 46 00:06:50,366 --> 00:06:52,934 [HE PLAYS A TRADITIONAL TUNE] 47 00:06:58,461 --> 00:07:00,550 [WIND GUSTS HEAVILY] 48 00:07:02,813 --> 00:07:05,512 [MUSIC CONTINUES] 49 00:07:10,647 --> 00:07:12,214 [SHARP NOTE, MUSIC STOPS] 50 00:07:12,257 --> 00:07:14,129 - [SEAN GRUNTS] - Seanie? 51 00:07:14,999 --> 00:07:16,523 - [HE GRUNTS] - Seanie... 52 00:07:20,918 --> 00:07:23,573 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 53 00:07:50,034 --> 00:07:51,209 Dad? 54 00:07:51,253 --> 00:07:53,516 [APPROACHING FOOTSTEPS] 55 00:07:53,951 --> 00:07:56,606 [GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING ON RADIO] 56 00:08:01,002 --> 00:08:02,307 [BETTE]: What's happened? 57 00:08:02,873 --> 00:08:05,049 What's wrong? Nothing. 58 00:08:07,138 --> 00:08:08,879 Nothing at all is wrong. 59 00:08:09,140 --> 00:08:10,490 Then why are you home? 60 00:08:12,143 --> 00:08:14,426 - The dinner's not even ready... - Bette. Bette, come sit down. 61 00:08:14,450 --> 00:08:16,408 Come sit down now, please. 62 00:08:24,460 --> 00:08:26,462 I'm not going back to the office. 63 00:08:27,898 --> 00:08:29,770 I'm finished working there. 64 00:08:31,598 --> 00:08:33,513 - What? - I'm going to paint. 65 00:08:35,863 --> 00:08:37,168 You're not serious. 66 00:08:37,212 --> 00:08:39,606 I'm going to sell paintings. 67 00:08:39,649 --> 00:08:41,042 I don't believe you. 68 00:08:43,610 --> 00:08:44,698 William? 69 00:08:46,090 --> 00:08:48,440 - William? - [FOOTSTEPS SCUFFLE] 70 00:08:49,093 --> 00:08:50,442 [RADIO CLICKS OFF] 71 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:55,230 Don't I have some sort of say in this? 72 00:08:58,146 --> 00:09:00,322 People don't just come home from work one day 73 00:09:00,365 --> 00:09:02,324 and say they're not going to go back. 74 00:09:02,367 --> 00:09:05,588 You can't, you can't say that and mean it. 75 00:09:05,632 --> 00:09:06,937 I do mean it. 76 00:09:07,242 --> 00:09:10,462 All this time, I've been living the wrong life. 77 00:09:10,506 --> 00:09:12,856 But now, I have a chance. 78 00:09:13,640 --> 00:09:15,380 I don't know what you're saying. 79 00:09:17,339 --> 00:09:19,820 Am I wrong? No... 80 00:09:20,864 --> 00:09:22,649 Is Nicholas wrong? 81 00:09:24,085 --> 00:09:25,085 No. 82 00:09:26,087 --> 00:09:28,263 You're the only parts I got right. 83 00:09:29,177 --> 00:09:30,352 Oh, William... 84 00:09:30,700 --> 00:09:32,180 you're frightening me. 85 00:09:34,008 --> 00:09:35,531 [SHE BREATHES SHAKILY] 86 00:09:35,575 --> 00:09:37,577 I can't... I can't hear this. 87 00:09:37,620 --> 00:09:39,840 - I'm making the tea... - Bette. 88 00:09:40,144 --> 00:09:41,450 Bette, come here. 89 00:09:42,277 --> 00:09:43,757 Come here, Bette. 90 00:09:43,800 --> 00:09:44,800 Come here. 91 00:09:45,236 --> 00:09:46,542 I have to. 92 00:09:47,848 --> 00:09:51,068 I have to paint. Do you understand? 93 00:09:51,982 --> 00:09:53,723 It's what I'm supposed to do. 94 00:09:56,552 --> 00:09:57,597 [NICHOLAS, VO]: Why... 95 00:09:58,162 --> 00:09:59,599 I did not ask. 96 00:10:01,252 --> 00:10:03,385 For I was a son who could not speak to his father. 97 00:10:04,778 --> 00:10:06,040 There was love 98 00:10:06,693 --> 00:10:08,869 but no language between us. 99 00:10:09,913 --> 00:10:12,350 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 100 00:10:12,612 --> 00:10:14,614 [WAVES LAPPING] 101 00:10:14,875 --> 00:10:16,920 [IN IRISH]: 102 00:10:40,944 --> 00:10:43,251 [MARGARET]: It feels like we're banishing her. 103 00:10:44,731 --> 00:10:45,732 We... 104 00:10:46,689 --> 00:10:48,822 we could get her to stay for a year. 105 00:10:48,865 --> 00:10:51,389 I could just... I-I-I could say that... 106 00:10:51,999 --> 00:10:54,131 we... we need her at home. 107 00:10:54,175 --> 00:10:55,176 Mm-hm? 108 00:10:56,568 --> 00:10:58,527 [SHE SIGHS] Doesn't feel right, either. 109 00:10:59,789 --> 00:11:01,878 It's only that once she's gone away to school 110 00:11:01,922 --> 00:11:03,314 she'll never be the same. 111 00:11:04,359 --> 00:11:05,882 None of them ever are. 112 00:11:06,535 --> 00:11:08,363 They leave their childhood here 113 00:11:09,016 --> 00:11:11,061 come back only to visit it. 114 00:11:11,627 --> 00:11:12,628 So... 115 00:11:13,020 --> 00:11:15,152 we will keep her, then. 116 00:11:15,631 --> 00:11:17,372 For... for a year. 117 00:11:17,807 --> 00:11:18,808 Hm? 118 00:11:19,766 --> 00:11:21,158 We can't do that. 119 00:11:21,985 --> 00:11:23,160 It's her life. 120 00:11:23,770 --> 00:11:25,075 She's to go then. 121 00:11:25,423 --> 00:11:27,817 [FIRE CRACKLING] 122 00:11:37,087 --> 00:11:38,828 Oh, and you're not to give her the talk. 123 00:11:38,872 --> 00:11:40,569 What talk? 124 00:11:40,612 --> 00:11:44,007 That schoolmaster talk you give every child leaving the island. 125 00:11:44,051 --> 00:11:47,576 "Show them how special you are. Show them what an islander is." 126 00:11:48,751 --> 00:11:51,232 You're not to go soppy on her, either. 127 00:11:51,885 --> 00:11:54,104 Be hard enough for her to leave Seanie. 128 00:11:56,585 --> 00:11:58,630 There's... there's fresh scones. 129 00:11:58,674 --> 00:12:00,328 Don't let your father eat them all. 130 00:12:00,371 --> 00:12:01,721 [LAUGHS] 131 00:12:02,286 --> 00:12:05,202 [GENTLE MUSIC] 132 00:12:06,682 --> 00:12:09,337 [SHIP'S HORN BLASTS] 133 00:12:10,512 --> 00:12:11,687 Um... 134 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:13,994 The ferry won't wait. 135 00:12:24,308 --> 00:12:27,050 [GENTLE MUSIC CONTINUES] 136 00:12:45,765 --> 00:12:50,160 [IN IRISH]: 137 00:12:50,900 --> 00:12:52,293 You're an island girl. 138 00:12:53,163 --> 00:12:54,904 You're not the same as them. 139 00:12:56,297 --> 00:13:00,170 There'll be girls from... from the city there 140 00:13:00,692 --> 00:13:02,216 but you'll show them. 141 00:13:03,347 --> 00:13:04,348 [IN IRISH]: 142 00:13:08,918 --> 00:13:12,052 I haven't been able to write any poetry since... 143 00:13:16,708 --> 00:13:17,709 Over here. 144 00:13:22,018 --> 00:13:24,368 Make sure that you write to your mother. 145 00:13:24,412 --> 00:13:25,761 You know how she is. 146 00:13:30,026 --> 00:13:32,724 [MELANCHOLY VOCALISING] 147 00:13:46,390 --> 00:13:48,740 [MOTHER SUPERIOR]: Mother Superior is my name, girls. 148 00:13:49,654 --> 00:13:50,960 This is Sister Agnes. 149 00:13:51,700 --> 00:13:54,137 If you follow her, she will show you where to go. 150 00:13:54,181 --> 00:13:55,617 This way, girls. 151 00:14:01,536 --> 00:14:03,451 And, uh, this... 152 00:14:03,886 --> 00:14:05,409 this is my daughter, Isabel. 153 00:14:06,671 --> 00:14:07,716 Very good. 154 00:14:13,200 --> 00:14:15,942 [MELANCHOLY MUSIC] 155 00:14:32,306 --> 00:14:34,830 [NICHOLAS, VO]: God wanted my father to paint. 156 00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:37,572 But not, it seemed, the small, neat pictures 157 00:14:37,615 --> 00:14:38,834 he had done before. 158 00:14:39,922 --> 00:14:42,055 These were to be his life's work. 159 00:14:42,098 --> 00:14:46,320 Nothing less than sublime expressions of supreme love. 160 00:14:46,624 --> 00:14:48,888 But in a suburban house in Dublin 161 00:14:49,540 --> 00:14:52,065 no such expressions were conceivable. 162 00:14:54,850 --> 00:14:59,724 And one morning, he left us for the mythical west. 163 00:15:00,247 --> 00:15:02,989 There, the paintings would come. 164 00:15:09,212 --> 00:15:11,432 For three months, my mother and I lived 165 00:15:11,475 --> 00:15:13,564 in the shadow of my father's absence 166 00:15:14,261 --> 00:15:15,610 and discovered... 167 00:15:16,654 --> 00:15:18,047 there was no God. 168 00:15:18,787 --> 00:15:22,573 For piece by piece, our lives fell apart. 169 00:15:23,400 --> 00:15:27,013 And so, it seemed, did my mother's mind. 170 00:15:27,448 --> 00:15:31,800 ♪ ...one as the sea and the sky ♪ 171 00:15:33,236 --> 00:15:35,238 You like him, though, Daddy, don't you? 172 00:15:40,113 --> 00:15:41,679 He wrote me a love letter. 173 00:15:43,507 --> 00:15:47,337 "You must know that I cannot imagine my life without you. 174 00:15:48,251 --> 00:15:51,472 "I see you standing under the street light 175 00:15:51,515 --> 00:15:55,389 "and it seems as if I can hardly breathe. 176 00:16:00,133 --> 00:16:02,657 "Everything of this world 177 00:16:03,527 --> 00:16:08,010 "that is beautiful to me is bound up in you." 178 00:16:09,751 --> 00:16:11,231 [NICHOLAS, VO]: We were lost. 179 00:16:11,971 --> 00:16:15,365 Both of us locked in the prison of a single question. 180 00:16:16,323 --> 00:16:18,020 What if he did not return? 181 00:16:20,980 --> 00:16:23,286 [AGNES CHATTERS INDISTINCTLY] 182 00:16:45,047 --> 00:16:47,484 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 183 00:16:48,050 --> 00:16:49,704 [CROW CAWS] 184 00:17:23,346 --> 00:17:25,870 - Y'alright there? - [MUSIC PLAYS ON CAR RADIO] 185 00:17:25,914 --> 00:17:27,089 Yeah. 186 00:17:27,481 --> 00:17:28,699 D'you need a hand? 187 00:17:31,093 --> 00:17:32,093 No. 188 00:17:32,660 --> 00:17:33,661 Alright. 189 00:17:35,271 --> 00:17:36,664 - [GATE CLANKS] - Ow! 190 00:17:39,145 --> 00:17:41,016 Well, are you gonna help me or not? 191 00:17:49,938 --> 00:17:52,071 Put your hand on my shoulder, yeah. 192 00:17:53,115 --> 00:17:54,247 Both of them. 193 00:17:54,986 --> 00:17:56,205 Legs go first. Yeah. 194 00:17:57,337 --> 00:17:59,382 - [SHE SIGHS] - Alright. 195 00:18:03,560 --> 00:18:06,085 [MUSIC CONTINUES ON CAR RADIO] 196 00:18:15,268 --> 00:18:16,834 You sure you don't need a lift? 197 00:18:17,487 --> 00:18:18,793 It's freezing. 198 00:18:18,836 --> 00:18:20,838 I don't mind taking you anywhere you want to go. 199 00:18:25,713 --> 00:18:26,714 Anywhere? 200 00:18:35,592 --> 00:18:37,594 ♪ Come home, Lady Luck 201 00:18:37,638 --> 00:18:39,857 ♪ I need redemption 202 00:18:42,469 --> 00:18:43,861 ♪ I'm so broke 203 00:18:43,905 --> 00:18:47,082 ♪ Can't even pay attention 204 00:18:47,604 --> 00:18:48,605 ♪ No 205 00:18:48,910 --> 00:18:49,998 ♪ Come on home 206 00:18:52,435 --> 00:18:54,785 [MUSIC CONTINUES ON CAR RADIO] 207 00:18:57,745 --> 00:18:59,529 - [RADIO STOPS] - [HE HUMS] 208 00:19:01,792 --> 00:19:02,837 Come on, lads. 209 00:19:03,707 --> 00:19:05,144 Come on, boys. Come on. 210 00:19:06,580 --> 00:19:08,364 Come on. Come on! 211 00:19:08,408 --> 00:19:09,974 Come on... [HE COOS] 212 00:19:15,502 --> 00:19:16,851 God help me, boys. 213 00:19:18,331 --> 00:19:20,724 Hello! Hello. 214 00:19:20,768 --> 00:19:22,030 Sorry. They're not, uh... 215 00:19:22,073 --> 00:19:23,510 Oh, no, they're beautiful. 216 00:19:24,337 --> 00:19:25,381 You'd know. 217 00:19:28,863 --> 00:19:30,386 [LAUGHS] 218 00:19:30,995 --> 00:19:33,433 [HE HUMS] 219 00:19:34,260 --> 00:19:37,219 You will kneel here until these candles burn out. 220 00:19:37,828 --> 00:19:40,657 Until you consider the consequences of your actions 221 00:19:41,528 --> 00:19:44,183 and feel a full contrition. 222 00:19:48,709 --> 00:19:51,494 [RECEDING FOOTSTEPS] 223 00:19:58,588 --> 00:20:00,851 - [FRONT DOOR SHUTS] - [TEA POURS] 224 00:20:04,855 --> 00:20:07,858 [FAINT MUMBLING] 225 00:20:09,686 --> 00:20:10,687 Oh... 226 00:20:12,863 --> 00:20:13,995 Hello, Nicholas. 227 00:20:15,083 --> 00:20:16,650 - How are you? - Fine. 228 00:20:18,086 --> 00:20:19,218 Of course you are. 229 00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:21,219 Oh. 230 00:20:21,959 --> 00:20:24,353 Aye. They're not finished. 231 00:20:26,921 --> 00:20:29,445 What was it like? The west? 232 00:20:29,489 --> 00:20:30,968 Oh... 233 00:20:31,708 --> 00:20:33,275 You'll see it someday. 234 00:20:33,580 --> 00:20:34,885 Where's your mother? 235 00:20:34,929 --> 00:20:36,583 She stays in her room now. 236 00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:40,587 But I could go and get her. 237 00:20:40,630 --> 00:20:42,197 No, wait. 238 00:20:43,329 --> 00:20:44,982 She'll want to know you're home. 239 00:20:45,026 --> 00:20:47,724 - Aye. - See the paintings. Maybe. 240 00:20:47,768 --> 00:20:49,509 Aye. There you go. 241 00:20:49,813 --> 00:20:51,162 Go get us a cake. 242 00:20:52,512 --> 00:20:53,513 Hm? 243 00:20:59,606 --> 00:21:02,652 [NICHOLAS, VO]: While he was gone, I hated my father. 244 00:21:04,088 --> 00:21:05,786 The moment he returned 245 00:21:07,048 --> 00:21:08,528 I forgave him. 246 00:21:10,443 --> 00:21:14,098 Now we would be released back into normal life. 247 00:21:14,925 --> 00:21:16,753 [DISTANT WAIL] 248 00:21:32,334 --> 00:21:33,334 Oh... 249 00:21:34,554 --> 00:21:37,034 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 250 00:21:37,339 --> 00:21:39,298 [WILLIAM SOBS] 251 00:21:49,699 --> 00:21:51,266 Oh, my love... 252 00:21:52,093 --> 00:21:53,355 Oh, please... 253 00:21:54,748 --> 00:21:55,923 Forgive me... 254 00:22:02,756 --> 00:22:03,844 Oh... 255 00:22:08,979 --> 00:22:10,372 [NICHOLAS, VO]: It was the end. 256 00:22:11,852 --> 00:22:13,593 I prayed to my mother. 257 00:22:14,420 --> 00:22:15,595 Help us. 258 00:22:17,771 --> 00:22:20,426 [MELANCHOLY VOCALISING] 259 00:22:40,924 --> 00:22:43,579 I wash, you dry. 260 00:22:59,943 --> 00:23:01,597 I have something for you. 261 00:23:07,255 --> 00:23:09,475 I got this in Galway once. 262 00:23:10,476 --> 00:23:12,565 I was reading it and I thought 263 00:23:13,435 --> 00:23:15,089 this is for Nicholas. 264 00:23:16,656 --> 00:23:17,656 I... 265 00:23:18,353 --> 00:23:19,963 I can't explain why. 266 00:23:24,185 --> 00:23:25,752 I'm not much of a poet. 267 00:23:26,492 --> 00:23:27,971 See what you think. 268 00:23:28,015 --> 00:23:30,539 [GENTLE MUSIC] 269 00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:38,678 Seven days. 270 00:23:40,114 --> 00:23:41,420 What? 271 00:23:41,463 --> 00:23:44,248 I'll go to the west and paint for seven days. 272 00:23:47,991 --> 00:23:49,776 - Can I come with you? - No. 273 00:23:51,604 --> 00:23:54,563 You need to stay in school. Pass the exams. 274 00:23:55,564 --> 00:23:56,652 I... 275 00:23:56,696 --> 00:23:59,220 I can't afford nice places, Nicholas. 276 00:23:59,263 --> 00:24:02,136 I sleep out. It's damp and it's cold. 277 00:24:05,748 --> 00:24:07,620 - Just one week. - Why? 278 00:24:07,663 --> 00:24:10,492 I can't explain to you why. I... 279 00:24:10,797 --> 00:24:12,755 can't explain to anybody why. 280 00:24:12,799 --> 00:24:15,454 But I know it's something I have to do. 281 00:24:15,715 --> 00:24:17,891 Why can't you be like everyone else? 282 00:24:27,727 --> 00:24:30,643 I have to try again, Nicholas. I have to go. 283 00:24:30,686 --> 00:24:33,080 I have to be in life. I have to... 284 00:24:33,602 --> 00:24:35,386 I have to make life. 285 00:24:36,431 --> 00:24:38,172 It's about beauty 286 00:24:38,215 --> 00:24:41,349 and... and mystery, and your spirit. 287 00:24:41,392 --> 00:24:44,483 And something in you which can't be denied. 288 00:24:45,092 --> 00:24:48,225 And which I have, up to now, failed. 289 00:24:48,487 --> 00:24:53,056 I have completely and utterly failed. 290 00:24:53,100 --> 00:24:56,103 [GENTLE MUSIC CONTINUES] 291 00:25:07,636 --> 00:25:10,552 [WAVES LAPPING] 292 00:25:11,640 --> 00:25:13,990 [ACCORDION PLAYS] 293 00:25:27,090 --> 00:25:28,570 [IN IRISH]: 294 00:25:37,623 --> 00:25:40,495 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 295 00:25:58,469 --> 00:25:59,558 You! 296 00:26:00,646 --> 00:26:02,256 I'm talking to You. 297 00:26:03,736 --> 00:26:05,694 The almighty You. 298 00:26:08,523 --> 00:26:10,046 Why not me? 299 00:26:11,265 --> 00:26:13,354 Why didn't You pick on me? 300 00:26:15,661 --> 00:26:18,098 Pick me! Cure him! 301 00:26:20,491 --> 00:26:22,668 Come on, You bastard. 302 00:26:22,711 --> 00:26:24,104 Show Your face! 303 00:26:24,147 --> 00:26:26,193 - [THUNDER RUMBLES] - [DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE] 304 00:26:26,236 --> 00:26:29,675 Oh, why don't You strike me? I'm ready for You! 305 00:26:31,677 --> 00:26:32,721 Hey. 306 00:26:33,853 --> 00:26:36,203 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 307 00:26:36,638 --> 00:26:37,813 Come on home. 308 00:26:38,684 --> 00:26:39,685 Yes? 309 00:26:41,687 --> 00:26:43,602 Don't You dare strike him. 310 00:26:48,781 --> 00:26:50,913 [AGNES]: You have to come with me now, dear. 311 00:27:00,967 --> 00:27:02,795 It's Uncle Johnny, Isabel. 312 00:27:03,752 --> 00:27:05,232 Our prayers go with you, child. 313 00:27:05,275 --> 00:27:07,669 We are deeply sorry for your loss. 314 00:27:08,409 --> 00:27:09,932 He was elderly? 315 00:27:10,237 --> 00:27:11,891 He was, Mother. 316 00:27:12,892 --> 00:27:14,328 He put up a brave fight. 317 00:27:15,721 --> 00:27:17,287 If we had more notice 318 00:27:17,331 --> 00:27:20,116 Sister Agnes or myself would have accompanied you. 319 00:27:20,464 --> 00:27:21,901 But your cousin... 320 00:27:22,945 --> 00:27:24,207 Peader, Mother. 321 00:27:24,251 --> 00:27:27,123 Peader says that the funeral is to be at noon. 322 00:27:28,037 --> 00:27:30,518 I'm to take you, Issy 323 00:27:30,910 --> 00:27:32,476 if the sisters will allow. 324 00:27:32,868 --> 00:27:35,523 I'll have her back by evening, Mother. 325 00:27:35,741 --> 00:27:38,134 Thank you for your understanding, Mother. 326 00:27:41,355 --> 00:27:42,661 Thank you, Agnes. 327 00:27:49,537 --> 00:27:50,973 [DOOR OPENS] 328 00:27:52,192 --> 00:27:54,585 [DOOR CREAKS AND SLAMS SHUTS] 329 00:27:57,458 --> 00:27:59,808 Wait. Wait. 330 00:28:00,113 --> 00:28:01,680 [ENGINE STARTS] 331 00:28:03,594 --> 00:28:05,684 A bit of respect for the dead, you know. 332 00:28:06,162 --> 00:28:07,990 - [HE CHUCKLES] - [TYRES SQUEAL] 333 00:28:13,953 --> 00:28:15,041 [THEY SNIGGER] 334 00:28:15,476 --> 00:28:18,827 [IRISH MUSIC PLAYING] 335 00:28:31,057 --> 00:28:33,276 - To Uncle Johnny. - To Uncle Johnny. 336 00:28:33,799 --> 00:28:36,540 [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING] 337 00:28:40,370 --> 00:28:41,937 I was his favourite, you know. 338 00:28:41,981 --> 00:28:43,678 Oh. Oh, you were, were ya? 339 00:28:43,722 --> 00:28:44,940 - Yeah, yeah. - Yeah. 340 00:28:44,984 --> 00:28:47,334 - Yeah, he loved me. - He loved you? 341 00:28:47,638 --> 00:28:49,292 What did he love about you? 342 00:28:50,685 --> 00:28:53,296 [ROCK 'N' ROLL PLAYS ON JUKEBOX] 343 00:28:56,909 --> 00:28:58,040 My dancing. 344 00:29:08,268 --> 00:29:09,573 [HE CHUCKLES] 345 00:29:09,617 --> 00:29:12,228 ♪ But our love is gonna grow-oh-oh ♪ 346 00:29:12,838 --> 00:29:15,710 ♪ Higher than the mountain, grow-oh-oh ♪ 347 00:29:16,363 --> 00:29:19,583 ♪ Wider than the ocean, grow-oh-oh ♪ 348 00:29:20,106 --> 00:29:22,238 ♪ Deeper than the deepest sea 349 00:29:22,935 --> 00:29:25,328 ♪ [Deepest sea, deepest sea] 350 00:29:25,372 --> 00:29:26,373 ♪ Come here 351 00:29:27,896 --> 00:29:30,594 ♪ Let me tell you something in your ear ♪ 352 00:29:31,334 --> 00:29:34,903 ♪ It'll make you feel good 353 00:29:34,947 --> 00:29:37,297 ♪ At least I think it should 354 00:29:38,428 --> 00:29:41,780 ♪ It's our love is gonna grow-oh-oh ♪ 355 00:29:42,041 --> 00:29:45,348 ♪ Higher than the mountain, grow-oh-oh ♪ 356 00:29:45,827 --> 00:29:48,917 ♪ Wider than the ocean, grow-oh-oh ♪ 357 00:29:49,309 --> 00:29:51,528 ♪ Deeper than the deepest sea 358 00:29:52,094 --> 00:29:55,402 ♪ [Deepest sea, deepest sea] 359 00:29:57,708 --> 00:30:00,886 ♪ We'll always be united 360 00:30:04,628 --> 00:30:07,806 ♪ No matter how far we're apart... ♪ 361 00:30:10,939 --> 00:30:13,942 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 362 00:30:50,457 --> 00:30:52,415 [TYRES SQUEAL] 363 00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:00,510 It could take two days for the funeral. 364 00:31:00,554 --> 00:31:01,555 You know... 365 00:31:02,164 --> 00:31:03,644 Uncle Johnny'd merit that. 366 00:31:03,905 --> 00:31:05,907 I am going to take two days. 367 00:31:08,214 --> 00:31:09,780 Only I'm going home. 368 00:31:15,177 --> 00:31:16,744 Let me bring you to the ferry. 369 00:31:18,224 --> 00:31:19,616 When will I see you again? 370 00:31:23,359 --> 00:31:25,013 I'll kill all your cousins! 371 00:31:32,107 --> 00:31:35,023 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 372 00:31:40,550 --> 00:31:42,248 [DRIVER]: Last off. Last off. 373 00:31:56,915 --> 00:31:58,655 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 374 00:32:03,573 --> 00:32:05,314 [NICHOLAS, VO]: In a different love story 375 00:32:05,358 --> 00:32:07,969 we meet here, and the moment matters. 376 00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:11,146 I saw you 377 00:32:11,581 --> 00:32:13,322 but did not see you that day. 378 00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:16,630 [WATER LAPPING] 379 00:32:48,009 --> 00:32:50,969 [WAVES LAPPING] 380 00:32:51,012 --> 00:32:53,797 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 381 00:33:28,049 --> 00:33:29,049 Dad. 382 00:33:34,838 --> 00:33:36,188 Dad! 383 00:33:38,581 --> 00:33:40,670 [HE GASPS] 384 00:33:52,204 --> 00:33:53,205 Dad! 385 00:33:56,425 --> 00:33:57,426 Dad! 386 00:34:01,778 --> 00:34:02,953 Dad! 387 00:34:06,827 --> 00:34:08,437 [WATER ROARS] 388 00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:10,961 Dad! 389 00:34:15,357 --> 00:34:16,358 Dad! 390 00:34:17,011 --> 00:34:18,143 [MUFFLED SOUND] 391 00:34:18,795 --> 00:34:19,927 Dad! 392 00:34:36,117 --> 00:34:38,598 [MUFFLED SOUND] 393 00:34:51,785 --> 00:34:52,785 There now. 394 00:34:53,221 --> 00:34:55,440 There now. Alright? 395 00:34:55,963 --> 00:34:57,182 Breathe now. 396 00:34:58,139 --> 00:35:00,489 Breathe. There you go. 397 00:35:01,186 --> 00:35:03,449 [HE CHUCKLES] 398 00:35:04,189 --> 00:35:05,407 Well, Nicholas. 399 00:35:06,887 --> 00:35:09,890 It seems God isn't finished with either of us, huh? 400 00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:12,414 It's all good. 401 00:35:12,458 --> 00:35:16,418 [GENTLE MUSIC] 402 00:35:23,904 --> 00:35:26,254 [SHIP'S HORN BLASTS] 403 00:35:38,745 --> 00:35:40,007 [ISABEL]: That's it... 404 00:35:41,530 --> 00:35:42,618 Hiya, Chris! 405 00:35:42,662 --> 00:35:43,619 [IN IRISH]: 406 00:35:43,663 --> 00:35:45,404 Oh, yeah! Only for a day or so. 407 00:35:46,796 --> 00:35:48,668 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 408 00:35:48,711 --> 00:35:50,844 - Get on, Zeus, go on home. - [DOG BARKS] 409 00:35:57,242 --> 00:35:59,287 [MARGARET]: "He'd often thought it strange 410 00:35:59,331 --> 00:36:01,855 that Vincent Heron had a bird's face 411 00:36:01,898 --> 00:36:03,987 as well as a bird's name. 412 00:36:04,379 --> 00:36:06,164 A shock of..." [SHE GASPS] 413 00:36:07,121 --> 00:36:08,166 You're back! 414 00:36:08,688 --> 00:36:09,732 But... 415 00:36:09,776 --> 00:36:11,517 What, are you not happy to see me? 416 00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:13,127 Zeus is very happy to see me. 417 00:36:13,171 --> 00:36:15,738 And Seanie is very happy to see me too, aren't you? 418 00:36:16,043 --> 00:36:17,784 [IN IRISH]: 419 00:36:17,827 --> 00:36:19,612 Why are you home, Isabel? 420 00:36:19,655 --> 00:36:22,180 What? It's a break! Two days. 421 00:36:24,182 --> 00:36:26,880 Oh! Alright. It was lovely to see you too, Margaret. 422 00:36:26,923 --> 00:36:29,361 Me and Seanie will be off now for a walk. 423 00:36:30,492 --> 00:36:32,538 No more muffins here, huh? 424 00:36:33,147 --> 00:36:34,714 [MARGARET]: What do you think, Zeus? 425 00:36:37,282 --> 00:36:40,937 And then he gave me a lift in his red car. 426 00:36:42,852 --> 00:36:44,027 I don't know... 427 00:36:45,159 --> 00:36:46,856 Do you think I'll marry him one day? 428 00:36:47,857 --> 00:36:49,511 And then we'll have, like, a little girl 429 00:36:49,555 --> 00:36:50,904 running around the place 430 00:36:51,165 --> 00:36:52,297 or a little boy. 431 00:36:53,689 --> 00:36:55,735 And then he'd be a big mammy's boy like yourself. 432 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,916 So if you look very carefully out at that island 433 00:37:04,178 --> 00:37:08,095 that is the island of the sleeping giant. 434 00:37:14,232 --> 00:37:15,755 Ye can go home. 435 00:37:16,059 --> 00:37:18,758 [CHILDREN GIGGLE AND CHATTER] 436 00:37:29,769 --> 00:37:30,944 There you are. 437 00:37:36,602 --> 00:37:37,864 [MUIRIS]: Oh... 438 00:37:40,606 --> 00:37:41,607 Ah... 439 00:37:47,221 --> 00:37:49,745 I told them that you were unwell and I had to come home 440 00:37:49,789 --> 00:37:51,921 which is not exactly what I told Mammy. 441 00:37:52,444 --> 00:37:55,577 Well, I wasn't feeling great in myself 442 00:37:56,404 --> 00:37:59,364 - but I feel a lot better now. - [THEY CHUCKLE] 443 00:38:09,417 --> 00:38:11,593 [WIND GUSTS] 444 00:38:13,595 --> 00:38:15,249 She's... she's home. 445 00:38:15,293 --> 00:38:16,337 Be happy. 446 00:38:19,645 --> 00:38:22,300 But why would they let her home for two days? 447 00:38:22,561 --> 00:38:24,911 Maybe they were disinfecting the place or something. 448 00:38:24,954 --> 00:38:26,086 It doesn't matter. 449 00:38:26,478 --> 00:38:28,915 She's home, that's all. 450 00:38:32,397 --> 00:38:33,876 There's more to it. 451 00:38:38,446 --> 00:38:39,578 Do you hear me? 452 00:38:42,494 --> 00:38:43,538 Muiris? 453 00:38:44,147 --> 00:38:45,235 Well, sorry... 454 00:38:46,628 --> 00:38:49,152 Sorry, darling. I must have fallen asleep. 455 00:38:50,371 --> 00:38:51,677 What is it, darling? 456 00:38:53,026 --> 00:38:54,114 Nothing. 457 00:38:54,593 --> 00:38:57,030 - Nothing? - No. Doesn't matter. 458 00:38:58,684 --> 00:38:59,685 Right. 459 00:39:01,556 --> 00:39:02,688 Good night, so. 460 00:39:08,998 --> 00:39:10,478 I don't know, I feel... 461 00:39:11,653 --> 00:39:13,394 I feel something's happening. 462 00:39:13,438 --> 00:39:15,440 Well, that would be... 463 00:39:16,615 --> 00:39:17,703 probable. 464 00:39:19,182 --> 00:39:20,358 You're useless. 465 00:39:20,836 --> 00:39:22,751 You're a completely useless man. 466 00:39:22,795 --> 00:39:24,318 - You know that? - I do. 467 00:39:34,415 --> 00:39:35,547 Listen to me. 468 00:39:36,939 --> 00:39:38,332 Lord, how you worry. 469 00:39:41,683 --> 00:39:43,468 You worry when she's here. 470 00:39:43,511 --> 00:39:45,426 You worry when she's not here. 471 00:39:46,819 --> 00:39:48,168 That's what you do. 472 00:39:50,300 --> 00:39:52,085 That's how you love her. 473 00:40:02,356 --> 00:40:05,054 I should know some songs to sing, Nicholas. 474 00:40:08,231 --> 00:40:09,624 Do you know any songs? 475 00:40:13,367 --> 00:40:14,499 I know some Latin. 476 00:40:16,370 --> 00:40:17,415 Say it. 477 00:40:17,980 --> 00:40:20,635 [GENTLE MUSIC] 478 00:40:21,549 --> 00:40:24,726 Aurea prima sata est aetas 479 00:40:27,381 --> 00:40:30,384 qua vindice nullo sponte sua 480 00:40:31,472 --> 00:40:35,389 sine lege fidem rectumque colebat. 481 00:40:38,087 --> 00:40:40,133 Poena metusque aberant 482 00:40:41,090 --> 00:40:44,877 nec verba minantia fixo aere legebantur 483 00:40:46,661 --> 00:40:51,449 nec supplex turba timebat iudicis ora sui 484 00:40:51,840 --> 00:40:55,061 sed erant sine vindici... 485 00:40:56,062 --> 00:40:57,106 tuti. 486 00:40:58,499 --> 00:40:59,674 Beautiful. 487 00:41:13,558 --> 00:41:14,558 [IN IRISH]: 488 00:41:16,125 --> 00:41:17,257 [HE REPEATS] 489 00:41:18,606 --> 00:41:19,781 I have it. 490 00:41:20,913 --> 00:41:22,349 You're going to be late. 491 00:41:22,610 --> 00:41:24,220 - Shh, shh! - What're you doing? 492 00:41:27,702 --> 00:41:29,530 [MARGARET]: Oh, God preserve... 493 00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:44,893 It wrote itself! 494 00:41:46,895 --> 00:41:49,115 It did. It wrote itself. 495 00:41:51,291 --> 00:41:53,815 [MELANCHOLY VOCALISING] 496 00:41:56,905 --> 00:41:59,125 [NICHOLAS, VO]: When he painted, my father 497 00:41:59,168 --> 00:42:02,041 was as purely himself as he ever was. 498 00:42:02,824 --> 00:42:05,435 And I as close to him as I would be. 499 00:42:07,002 --> 00:42:08,830 To these days, I am to return 500 00:42:08,874 --> 00:42:11,398 again and again throughout my life. 501 00:42:12,442 --> 00:42:15,445 For in them is the imminence of love 502 00:42:15,968 --> 00:42:19,449 and my first understanding that I want to be a writer. 503 00:42:20,799 --> 00:42:24,454 Me in the dunes, reading poems of fated love 504 00:42:24,498 --> 00:42:25,978 and the magic of language 505 00:42:27,196 --> 00:42:29,416 while my father painted your island 506 00:42:30,112 --> 00:42:31,897 as if following instruction. 507 00:42:32,375 --> 00:42:35,553 [MELANCHOLY VOCALISING CONTINUES] 508 00:43:00,969 --> 00:43:02,667 Right. Let's go. 509 00:43:09,021 --> 00:43:12,067 [NICHOLAS, VO]: You carry this one, my father said. 510 00:43:18,160 --> 00:43:22,208 Leaving, I knew I carried more than just the painting. 511 00:43:23,992 --> 00:43:26,125 [CHICKENS CLUCK] 512 00:43:27,256 --> 00:43:28,606 Here we go now. 513 00:43:28,997 --> 00:43:29,998 Ah... 514 00:43:35,395 --> 00:43:36,395 Ah... 515 00:43:40,574 --> 00:43:42,968 It's a great comfort having you here, Nicholas. 516 00:43:45,666 --> 00:43:47,015 I'm glad you came. 517 00:43:51,846 --> 00:43:54,283 [THUNDER RUMBLES] 518 00:43:58,897 --> 00:44:01,639 - [KETTLE WHISTLES] - [FAINT POP MUSIC ON RADIO] 519 00:44:02,857 --> 00:44:03,902 What is it? 520 00:44:07,862 --> 00:44:08,863 Dad? 521 00:44:09,298 --> 00:44:10,909 Jesus, shite! 522 00:44:13,302 --> 00:44:15,304 [THUNDER CRACKS] 523 00:44:16,828 --> 00:44:19,047 [COWS MOO] 524 00:44:24,183 --> 00:44:25,619 [COWS BELLOW] 525 00:44:33,540 --> 00:44:36,282 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 526 00:44:39,111 --> 00:44:41,679 [COWS MOO] 527 00:45:03,831 --> 00:45:06,704 [MELANCHOLY VOCALISING] 528 00:45:13,145 --> 00:45:16,670 In this world, there's no such thing as chance, Nicholas. 529 00:45:17,802 --> 00:45:19,629 This is how it was meant to be. 530 00:45:19,934 --> 00:45:22,632 [SOLEMN MUSIC CONTINUES] 531 00:45:39,345 --> 00:45:41,826 [CHURCH BELL RINGS] 532 00:45:58,277 --> 00:46:00,888 It turns out that you have no Uncle Johnny. 533 00:46:03,325 --> 00:46:04,805 It turns out... 534 00:46:04,849 --> 00:46:07,634 that you are a sinful girl 535 00:46:07,982 --> 00:46:10,855 who has brought shame on her family 536 00:46:10,898 --> 00:46:12,770 and on your school. 537 00:46:25,434 --> 00:46:26,784 [LOCK CLICKS] 538 00:46:27,088 --> 00:46:29,743 [GENTLE MUSIC] 539 00:46:33,051 --> 00:46:37,403 [NICHOLAS, VO]: It felt like falling from the edge of a cliff 540 00:46:38,447 --> 00:46:41,059 and you were plunged into the first moments 541 00:46:41,886 --> 00:46:43,235 of your own story. 542 00:46:51,069 --> 00:46:53,680 [BIRD SINGS] 543 00:46:55,769 --> 00:46:57,902 My father did not paint again. 544 00:46:58,598 --> 00:47:01,079 His last painting, the one I had carried 545 00:47:01,122 --> 00:47:03,124 he had wrapped in brown paper. 546 00:47:03,559 --> 00:47:05,126 And then he waited. 547 00:47:09,870 --> 00:47:10,958 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 548 00:47:17,225 --> 00:47:19,488 I worked with your father in the civil service. 549 00:47:22,274 --> 00:47:23,579 Is he, er... 550 00:47:25,843 --> 00:47:28,193 Is it a bad time? I can call back. 551 00:47:28,236 --> 00:47:30,064 - I'll call back. - No, no, it's... 552 00:47:30,891 --> 00:47:33,720 You're just the first person who's ever called to see him. 553 00:47:34,939 --> 00:47:36,157 He's through here. 554 00:47:40,727 --> 00:47:41,728 Dad? 555 00:47:45,297 --> 00:47:46,341 Dad. 556 00:47:50,128 --> 00:47:52,478 Hello, William. John. 557 00:47:53,958 --> 00:47:55,524 I meant to call sooner. 558 00:47:56,308 --> 00:47:59,877 - [NICHOLAS]: I'll make some tea. - No, no, thank you, but... 559 00:48:01,704 --> 00:48:02,836 Yes, well... 560 00:48:04,055 --> 00:48:06,840 Actually, I'm here to buy a painting. 561 00:48:06,884 --> 00:48:07,885 Aye. 562 00:48:08,711 --> 00:48:10,888 - I'm sorry. - It's for a prize. 563 00:48:11,453 --> 00:48:13,107 There's no painting for sale. 564 00:48:16,763 --> 00:48:18,069 But here you go. 565 00:48:20,767 --> 00:48:22,682 You can have this one for free. 566 00:48:22,725 --> 00:48:24,379 Please take the money. 567 00:48:25,903 --> 00:48:27,121 It's free... 568 00:48:28,122 --> 00:48:29,776 but it's not for sale. 569 00:48:31,473 --> 00:48:32,518 Please. 570 00:48:33,127 --> 00:48:34,215 Go on now. 571 00:48:38,350 --> 00:48:39,960 [NICHOLAS, VO]: And just like that 572 00:48:40,265 --> 00:48:41,919 he gave away the painting 573 00:48:42,615 --> 00:48:45,183 to become a prize in a poetry competition. 574 00:48:56,368 --> 00:48:57,412 Peader? 575 00:49:01,851 --> 00:49:03,375 - [DOOR SHUTS] - [BELL JINGLES] 576 00:49:10,295 --> 00:49:11,296 Peader? 577 00:49:14,516 --> 00:49:15,953 [WOMAN]: Who's out there? 578 00:49:22,568 --> 00:49:25,092 Sorry. I was just looking for Peader. 579 00:49:26,267 --> 00:49:27,399 He's not here. 580 00:49:28,008 --> 00:49:29,967 Do you know if he'll be back soon? 581 00:49:32,708 --> 00:49:33,927 Are you in trouble? 582 00:49:35,363 --> 00:49:36,364 No. 583 00:49:37,017 --> 00:49:38,497 Cos I wouldn't put it past him. 584 00:49:42,457 --> 00:49:43,589 He's up in the pub. 585 00:49:45,156 --> 00:49:46,505 Sick over some... 586 00:49:47,071 --> 00:49:48,115 bitch. 587 00:49:50,900 --> 00:49:51,901 Thanks. 588 00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:57,385 [POP MUSIC PLAYS ON JUKEBOX] 589 00:50:08,092 --> 00:50:09,093 Erm... 590 00:50:14,489 --> 00:50:16,665 Erm... I've been expelled. 591 00:50:20,626 --> 00:50:22,367 Just wanted to tell you. 592 00:50:26,153 --> 00:50:27,502 Isabel, wait. 593 00:50:36,381 --> 00:50:38,209 I've got a whole shop waiting for you. 594 00:50:51,961 --> 00:50:54,573 [NICHOLAS]: My mind inclines me to speak of forms 595 00:50:54,616 --> 00:50:56,575 changed into new bodies. 596 00:50:57,445 --> 00:51:00,666 Before the sea and... 597 00:51:01,188 --> 00:51:02,188 the earth... 598 00:51:03,321 --> 00:51:05,801 and the heaven which covers all things... 599 00:51:06,106 --> 00:51:08,413 [GENTLE MUSIC] 600 00:51:10,110 --> 00:51:12,982 there was an appearance in the whole orb of nature 601 00:51:14,071 --> 00:51:15,463 which they called Chaos. 602 00:51:17,987 --> 00:51:21,469 Nicholas, I do appreciate your linguistic brilliance 603 00:51:22,340 --> 00:51:25,082 but I will need to see your translation in written form 604 00:51:25,430 --> 00:51:26,779 in order to correct it. 605 00:51:29,173 --> 00:51:30,435 [DISTANT VOICE] 606 00:51:32,393 --> 00:51:33,394 Nicholas! 607 00:51:35,004 --> 00:51:37,137 [FIRE CRACKLES] 608 00:51:54,372 --> 00:51:55,851 You can't go in there! 609 00:51:55,895 --> 00:51:57,810 - [CROWD MUTTERS] - [OFFICER]: Come on now. 610 00:52:03,468 --> 00:52:05,165 [HE SCREAMS] 611 00:52:05,209 --> 00:52:07,863 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 612 00:52:13,782 --> 00:52:16,307 [NICHOLAS, VO]: The second time God spoke to my father 613 00:52:17,395 --> 00:52:18,831 it was with fire. 614 00:52:18,874 --> 00:52:20,615 [FIRE ROARS] 615 00:52:20,659 --> 00:52:24,228 He swept into our house with tongues of flame. 616 00:52:25,229 --> 00:52:27,622 And told him that his life's work was done. 617 00:52:29,668 --> 00:52:32,149 He took my father in His arms 618 00:52:32,671 --> 00:52:35,239 and bore him away through the air. 619 00:52:42,246 --> 00:52:44,639 Or... none of this was true. 620 00:52:46,075 --> 00:52:48,208 An electrical fire had started in the kitchen 621 00:52:48,252 --> 00:52:50,167 and smoke had overwhelmed him. 622 00:52:52,821 --> 00:52:55,520 The whole story meant nothing. 623 00:52:56,782 --> 00:52:59,654 His life and work a mistake. 624 00:53:02,396 --> 00:53:04,050 And nothing he had done 625 00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:06,618 mattered at all. 626 00:53:48,964 --> 00:53:52,054 [TYPEWRITER CLACKING] 627 00:54:13,772 --> 00:54:15,643 [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING] 628 00:54:17,906 --> 00:54:18,907 Now... 629 00:54:19,430 --> 00:54:20,779 [NICHOLAS]: Thank you. 630 00:54:34,445 --> 00:54:35,533 I don't want to... 631 00:54:36,273 --> 00:54:37,274 Well... 632 00:54:39,014 --> 00:54:41,713 And there's no need at all. No, no need. 633 00:54:42,453 --> 00:54:43,758 You want me to leave? 634 00:54:43,802 --> 00:54:47,458 No, no. In fact, I'd say it's the opposite. 635 00:54:47,719 --> 00:54:49,024 No, no, no. 636 00:54:50,504 --> 00:54:52,941 I want you to feel free, completely free to ignore it. 637 00:54:53,377 --> 00:54:54,421 Well... 638 00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:57,685 I've worked at the office for many years. 639 00:55:00,122 --> 00:55:02,342 They promote you, if you keep showing up. 640 00:55:05,519 --> 00:55:06,520 I could... 641 00:55:07,739 --> 00:55:10,959 I'm fairly sure I could, if it was alright. 642 00:55:11,569 --> 00:55:13,222 A position for you there. 643 00:55:13,832 --> 00:55:15,050 If you... 644 00:55:15,399 --> 00:55:17,357 Thank you, Mr Flannery. 645 00:55:19,446 --> 00:55:20,708 I'll think about it. 646 00:55:20,752 --> 00:55:22,057 Yes, of course. 647 00:55:22,928 --> 00:55:24,016 Whenever. 648 00:55:25,365 --> 00:55:27,236 Just, you know... 649 00:55:28,629 --> 00:55:29,630 say it. 650 00:55:36,637 --> 00:55:37,682 [SHE KNOCKS] 651 00:55:45,385 --> 00:55:46,386 Hello, Mam. 652 00:55:48,649 --> 00:55:49,955 [MARGARET CHUCKLES] 653 00:55:59,312 --> 00:56:00,531 [BELL JINGLES] 654 00:56:05,492 --> 00:56:06,711 Well, so... 655 00:56:11,063 --> 00:56:12,151 Tell me. 656 00:56:15,720 --> 00:56:16,764 [SHE SIGHS] 657 00:56:17,417 --> 00:56:18,940 I... I don't know what it is. 658 00:56:20,028 --> 00:56:22,030 He's not what I imagined he'd be. 659 00:56:24,076 --> 00:56:25,817 But it's never the same, is it? 660 00:56:25,860 --> 00:56:27,906 The person that you imagined beforehand 661 00:56:27,949 --> 00:56:31,388 and the real one who's now there beside you every day. 662 00:56:31,779 --> 00:56:35,392 Not that he is here most days. Sometimes he just disappears. 663 00:56:35,653 --> 00:56:37,045 But he's busy. 664 00:56:37,916 --> 00:56:42,137 He's working hard for the shop and for our future. 665 00:56:45,010 --> 00:56:46,141 I see. 666 00:56:47,316 --> 00:56:49,318 Mammy, he is very funny. 667 00:56:50,232 --> 00:56:53,018 And he does sometimes turn up with flowers. 668 00:56:53,453 --> 00:56:56,587 [INDISTINCT CHATTERING OUTSIDE] 669 00:56:57,457 --> 00:56:58,719 You are... 670 00:56:58,763 --> 00:57:00,373 You're so young. 671 00:57:02,506 --> 00:57:05,204 I'm perfectly capable. You know, I run the shop. 672 00:57:05,247 --> 00:57:06,423 Oh, yes. 673 00:57:07,902 --> 00:57:08,990 You know... 674 00:57:09,817 --> 00:57:12,341 there is no stopped clock of the heart 675 00:57:12,646 --> 00:57:14,474 in which happiness holds. 676 00:57:15,519 --> 00:57:19,697 There is an emptying as much as a filling of the heart. 677 00:57:20,088 --> 00:57:22,395 And for it to last a lifetime 678 00:57:23,091 --> 00:57:25,267 it has to be immense 679 00:57:25,311 --> 00:57:26,791 at the start. 680 00:57:32,927 --> 00:57:34,363 I'm thinking of repainting. 681 00:57:35,495 --> 00:57:37,410 I've reorganised the tweed in the back 682 00:57:37,454 --> 00:57:39,543 and I've made those displays. 683 00:57:39,978 --> 00:57:42,763 And, um, new customers will... 684 00:57:42,807 --> 00:57:44,678 - I mean... - Are you pregnant? 685 00:57:50,162 --> 00:57:51,424 I'm sorry. 686 00:57:56,516 --> 00:57:57,516 Sorry. 687 00:58:06,221 --> 00:58:07,222 I love him. 688 00:58:10,095 --> 00:58:11,270 I love him. 689 00:58:18,843 --> 00:58:21,236 [SHIP'S HORN BLASTS] 690 00:58:23,282 --> 00:58:25,240 [DISTANT CHATTER] 691 00:58:31,290 --> 00:58:32,291 Thanks. 692 00:58:36,425 --> 00:58:37,514 [MUIRIS]: Well? 693 00:58:38,645 --> 00:58:39,646 She's alright. 694 00:58:40,299 --> 00:58:41,996 Oh, thank God for that. 695 00:58:47,436 --> 00:58:49,047 She thinks she's in love. 696 00:58:58,752 --> 00:58:59,753 Dinner. 697 00:59:01,799 --> 00:59:03,017 Who was your visitor? 698 00:59:03,670 --> 00:59:05,280 - My mam. - Oh. 699 00:59:05,846 --> 00:59:07,108 Come to see the place 700 00:59:07,152 --> 00:59:08,952 you think you'll get your hands on, I suppose? 701 00:59:10,068 --> 00:59:12,287 No, Maire. She just come to see me. 702 00:59:14,725 --> 00:59:16,161 He won't, you know. 703 00:59:17,118 --> 00:59:18,293 He's cursed. 704 00:59:19,033 --> 00:59:21,775 He falls out of love every time. 705 00:59:22,341 --> 00:59:23,821 He falls out 706 00:59:24,212 --> 00:59:26,214 as soon as you've fallen in. 707 00:59:27,476 --> 00:59:29,304 [MAIRE CHUCKLES] 708 00:59:36,964 --> 00:59:39,140 [DISTANT CHATTER, MUSIC PLAYING] 709 00:59:39,184 --> 00:59:40,968 - [DOOR OPENS] - [BELL JINGLES] 710 00:59:42,927 --> 00:59:44,102 There she is. 711 00:59:46,931 --> 00:59:48,193 Do you love me? 712 00:59:54,199 --> 00:59:55,592 Do you love me? 713 00:59:59,291 --> 01:00:00,640 You know the answer. 714 01:00:25,012 --> 01:00:26,405 [ISABEL]: You love me? 715 01:00:26,884 --> 01:00:28,059 Say it. 716 01:00:33,542 --> 01:00:34,631 - Say it. - What? 717 01:00:35,153 --> 01:00:36,371 Tell me you love me. 718 01:00:37,372 --> 01:00:38,635 - Say it. - Stop. 719 01:00:38,678 --> 01:00:41,420 Tell me you love me. Why won't you say it? 720 01:00:41,463 --> 01:00:42,726 - Say it. Say it. - Stop, Issy. 721 01:00:42,769 --> 01:00:43,770 Tell me you love me! 722 01:00:43,814 --> 01:00:44,965 - Tell me you love me! - Stop. 723 01:00:44,989 --> 01:00:46,251 Tell me you love me... 724 01:00:46,294 --> 01:00:48,557 Shut up! Jesus... 725 01:00:48,601 --> 01:00:50,124 Who do you think I am? 726 01:00:50,472 --> 01:00:52,170 I'm sorry, Jesus, Issy. I... 727 01:00:52,736 --> 01:00:53,780 I didn't want her to hear. 728 01:00:53,824 --> 01:00:56,000 I don't care if your mother hears! 729 01:00:56,653 --> 01:00:57,654 I'm sorry... 730 01:00:59,656 --> 01:01:01,745 You looked at me like you hated me. 731 01:01:05,096 --> 01:01:06,445 I don't hate you. 732 01:01:08,621 --> 01:01:09,666 I don't. 733 01:01:12,059 --> 01:01:13,234 I hate me. 734 01:01:16,760 --> 01:01:18,022 I hate me. 735 01:01:18,457 --> 01:01:19,458 I'm a... 736 01:01:20,415 --> 01:01:21,678 I'm useless. 737 01:01:22,243 --> 01:01:25,464 I'm the person that my mother told you I am. 738 01:01:27,379 --> 01:01:30,904 I'm empty and I'm useless, and... 739 01:01:33,211 --> 01:01:34,908 You should not love me. 740 01:01:54,711 --> 01:01:55,755 You're alright. 741 01:02:04,242 --> 01:02:05,460 Marry me. 742 01:02:20,345 --> 01:02:22,260 [NICHOLAS, VO]: The snow, they said 743 01:02:23,174 --> 01:02:25,089 came from the west that night. 744 01:02:26,525 --> 01:02:28,440 It never came from the west. 745 01:02:28,483 --> 01:02:31,660 [GENTLE MUSIC] 746 01:02:33,314 --> 01:02:37,492 But now it was falling generally across the whole country. 747 01:02:44,412 --> 01:02:47,720 An immense sky letter. 748 01:02:48,895 --> 01:02:51,898 Falling in fragments 749 01:02:53,465 --> 01:02:56,337 soundless and slow. 750 01:02:57,382 --> 01:02:58,470 But saying... 751 01:02:59,993 --> 01:03:01,429 saying something 752 01:03:02,300 --> 01:03:03,605 is what I felt. 753 01:03:25,105 --> 01:03:28,456 [GENTLE VOCALISING] 754 01:03:38,075 --> 01:03:40,817 The longer you look, the more you see. 755 01:03:45,125 --> 01:03:46,561 I want to go with you. 756 01:03:54,656 --> 01:03:57,834 Aurea prima sata est aetas 757 01:03:58,922 --> 01:04:00,924 qua vindice nullo... 758 01:04:02,751 --> 01:04:08,975 Sponte sua, sine lege fidem rectumqua colebat... 759 01:04:10,107 --> 01:04:12,718 [VOICE FADES OUT] 760 01:04:22,946 --> 01:04:24,991 [WILLIAM'S VOICE ECHOES]: The golden age. 761 01:04:25,774 --> 01:04:26,863 Remember? 762 01:04:38,526 --> 01:04:39,658 Mr Flannery? 763 01:04:40,398 --> 01:04:41,399 Mr Flannery? 764 01:04:42,269 --> 01:04:43,401 Mr Flannery. 765 01:04:44,358 --> 01:04:45,533 Where's the painting? 766 01:04:45,838 --> 01:04:47,709 - What? - Where's the painting? 767 01:04:50,582 --> 01:04:51,800 Out west. 768 01:04:51,844 --> 01:04:56,196 [WISTFUL VOCALISING] 769 01:05:23,354 --> 01:05:25,922 [WAVES CRASHING] 770 01:05:51,904 --> 01:05:53,297 You know, I don't... 771 01:05:54,776 --> 01:05:58,780 think that two people can ever really fall in love. 772 01:05:59,216 --> 01:06:03,089 I think... there's always one who really falls. 773 01:06:03,916 --> 01:06:07,137 And then the other one sees that and... 774 01:06:08,529 --> 01:06:09,791 and just gives in. 775 01:06:09,835 --> 01:06:11,402 Which is not nothing. 776 01:06:12,838 --> 01:06:14,013 It is something. 777 01:06:15,972 --> 01:06:17,974 And they think that maybe one day 778 01:06:18,017 --> 01:06:20,367 they'll catch up, and it'll happen. 779 01:06:23,240 --> 01:06:24,371 They'll fall. 780 01:06:25,677 --> 01:06:27,070 Be in love, too. 781 01:06:32,727 --> 01:06:34,947 You're never sure about anything, Seanie. 782 01:06:36,644 --> 01:06:39,778 One day I am, and then the next day I'm lost again. 783 01:06:40,866 --> 01:06:43,608 [WIND GUSTS] 784 01:06:46,654 --> 01:06:47,655 I... 785 01:06:49,744 --> 01:06:52,008 I love him. I do. 786 01:06:54,619 --> 01:06:56,229 In some ways. 787 01:06:56,838 --> 01:06:58,623 And then in others, I don't. 788 01:07:00,494 --> 01:07:01,539 Not at all. 789 01:07:08,024 --> 01:07:09,199 Do you think that... 790 01:07:11,592 --> 01:07:13,638 Do you think I'm doing the wrong thing? 791 01:07:20,514 --> 01:07:23,517 [GENTLE VOCALISING] 792 01:07:37,575 --> 01:07:39,055 [IN IRISH]: 793 01:08:06,256 --> 01:08:08,693 [WAVES CRASHING] 794 01:08:09,259 --> 01:08:13,132 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 795 01:08:45,208 --> 01:08:48,124 [MARGARET HUMS] 796 01:08:52,606 --> 01:08:54,260 [DOOR OPENS] 797 01:08:55,043 --> 01:08:57,524 Where have you been? There's lots to do. 798 01:08:59,657 --> 01:09:01,137 Well, I'm back, aren't I? 799 01:09:02,921 --> 01:09:05,010 Alright. I'm ready. 800 01:09:05,445 --> 01:09:06,794 Mm-hmm. 801 01:09:11,364 --> 01:09:12,409 [SHE GASPS] 802 01:09:13,932 --> 01:09:14,933 What? 803 01:09:18,806 --> 01:09:21,461 [FOOT TAPS] 804 01:09:34,866 --> 01:09:35,867 Right. 805 01:09:37,085 --> 01:09:39,131 I want you to listen to me and say nothing. 806 01:09:41,177 --> 01:09:43,570 When I met him 807 01:09:43,614 --> 01:09:46,182 when he fell for me, your father... 808 01:09:47,400 --> 01:09:50,186 he said the poems wrote themselves. 809 01:09:51,230 --> 01:09:52,666 They poured out of him. 810 01:09:53,972 --> 01:09:55,843 And I took that as a sign. 811 01:09:57,236 --> 01:09:58,803 But when they stopped 812 01:09:58,846 --> 01:10:00,935 that would have to be a sign too. 813 01:10:01,501 --> 01:10:04,722 I thought that love was poetry and moonlight. 814 01:10:05,940 --> 01:10:06,941 It's not. 815 01:10:09,379 --> 01:10:12,164 Falling in love. Well, that's the easy part. 816 01:10:13,121 --> 01:10:16,255 The hard part is what follows. 817 01:10:16,299 --> 01:10:18,475 You have to make a marriage. 818 01:10:19,345 --> 01:10:20,781 The fact is... 819 01:10:21,042 --> 01:10:23,784 wives, they create their husbands. 820 01:10:24,220 --> 01:10:25,612 They begin with the... 821 01:10:25,830 --> 01:10:28,702 well, they begin with the blundering and well-meaning 822 01:10:29,312 --> 01:10:33,316 sometimes charming, sometimes irresistible 823 01:10:33,359 --> 01:10:35,622 handsomeness they have fallen in love with. 824 01:10:35,666 --> 01:10:37,058 And that is fine. 825 01:10:37,581 --> 01:10:39,452 - But then begins the work. - [GENTLE MUSIC] 826 01:10:40,061 --> 01:10:42,890 That work is years long. 827 01:10:43,674 --> 01:10:44,849 Years. 828 01:10:45,545 --> 01:10:46,633 Years. 829 01:10:47,155 --> 01:10:51,290 In my case, 36 years and counting. 830 01:10:52,857 --> 01:10:54,380 Years of hard labour 831 01:10:55,294 --> 01:10:57,905 to make the man I could live with. 832 01:11:17,185 --> 01:11:19,318 [WAVES CRASH] 833 01:11:28,284 --> 01:11:29,285 [MUIRIS]: Ah... 834 01:11:32,462 --> 01:11:34,899 - You look beautiful. - [SHE CHUCKLES] 835 01:11:35,291 --> 01:11:36,640 You do too, Daddy. 836 01:11:46,345 --> 01:11:47,607 [IN IRISH]: 837 01:11:47,651 --> 01:11:48,651 Jesus, Nora. 838 01:11:49,696 --> 01:11:51,002 Give over, would you? 839 01:11:51,350 --> 01:11:53,396 [MARGARET]: Nora, Nora, come now. Leave off. 840 01:11:53,439 --> 01:11:54,658 She's nervous. 841 01:11:54,701 --> 01:11:57,356 [GENTLE MUSIC] 842 01:12:03,144 --> 01:12:05,973 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 843 01:12:08,759 --> 01:12:10,804 [GIRLS LAUGH] 844 01:12:25,819 --> 01:12:28,909 [GENTLE MUSIC CONTINUES] 845 01:12:33,479 --> 01:12:35,612 [FAINT CHATTER] 846 01:12:38,615 --> 01:12:40,356 [CHURCH BELL RINGS] 847 01:12:57,416 --> 01:13:00,419 [CHURCH BELLS RING IN DISTANCE] 848 01:13:04,554 --> 01:13:05,642 Excuse me? 849 01:13:06,251 --> 01:13:07,861 I'm looking for Mr Gore. 850 01:13:07,905 --> 01:13:10,342 It's up the road, around the corner on the left. 851 01:13:10,560 --> 01:13:11,560 Thank you. 852 01:13:16,783 --> 01:13:19,438 [SEABIRDS CRY] 853 01:13:26,619 --> 01:13:28,316 Right, we'll just get this off. 854 01:13:34,192 --> 01:13:36,107 - [SEAN RASPS] - Wait. Hang on. 855 01:13:37,848 --> 01:13:39,676 Rest back. It'll be alright. 856 01:13:44,768 --> 01:13:46,596 Hello. Nicholas Coughlan. 857 01:13:47,118 --> 01:13:48,424 Oh, sorry. 858 01:13:51,818 --> 01:13:53,472 Here. Here, Sean... 859 01:13:53,516 --> 01:13:55,431 It's not the best day for a visit. 860 01:13:55,474 --> 01:13:57,345 My daughter got married today. 861 01:13:57,737 --> 01:13:59,565 What did you say your name was? 862 01:13:59,609 --> 01:14:00,740 Nicholas. 863 01:14:02,394 --> 01:14:05,441 I was told Muiris Gore wrote the poem that won the painting. 864 01:14:05,963 --> 01:14:07,225 My father painted it. 865 01:14:07,268 --> 01:14:08,661 The competition? Hm! 866 01:14:09,096 --> 01:14:10,141 He died. 867 01:14:11,447 --> 01:14:12,709 I'd like to see it. 868 01:14:14,624 --> 01:14:15,755 Well... 869 01:14:16,843 --> 01:14:19,672 There's no fresh loaf, but... 870 01:14:19,716 --> 01:14:21,979 there's a world of cake and buns. 871 01:14:22,719 --> 01:14:24,590 Will you have tea or something? 872 01:14:24,634 --> 01:14:27,288 [NICHOLAS]: It's fine. I don't need anything. 873 01:14:28,551 --> 01:14:30,466 So you don't know Isabel? 874 01:14:31,379 --> 01:14:32,424 [NICHOLAS]: Sorry? 875 01:14:32,685 --> 01:14:34,600 My daughter, Isabel. 876 01:14:38,561 --> 01:14:39,866 [NICHOLAS]: No, I don't think so. 877 01:14:40,824 --> 01:14:42,826 If you stay with Sean, I'll get my husband. 878 01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:45,350 Well, I could just come back tomorrow. 879 01:14:45,393 --> 01:14:48,440 No, he needs extracting from where he is. Stay. 880 01:14:49,485 --> 01:14:50,660 You're a godsend. 881 01:14:52,879 --> 01:14:53,924 [DOOR SHUTS] 882 01:14:54,620 --> 01:14:56,883 [LIVELY MUSIC PLAYS] 883 01:14:59,712 --> 01:15:01,758 [GUEST]: Yeah, I have! I've been to seven. 884 01:15:02,280 --> 01:15:04,891 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 885 01:15:25,695 --> 01:15:26,870 Enough of that shite. 886 01:15:27,958 --> 01:15:29,437 I'll play something for you now. 887 01:15:31,396 --> 01:15:32,745 Go on, Peader. 888 01:15:32,789 --> 01:15:34,629 [PEADER]: This one goes out to my darling Issy. 889 01:15:35,792 --> 01:15:37,533 [GUITAR STRUMS] 890 01:15:41,449 --> 01:15:43,451 ♪ In the summer 891 01:15:44,844 --> 01:15:47,194 ♪ Of '62 892 01:15:49,545 --> 01:15:50,652 - Good day, Margaret. - Beautiful. 893 01:15:50,676 --> 01:15:51,764 Thanks, Billy. 894 01:15:51,808 --> 01:15:53,723 ♪ Bloody hue 895 01:15:53,766 --> 01:15:57,596 ♪ And a cradle empty... 896 01:15:57,640 --> 01:15:59,163 We have a visitor. 897 01:16:00,294 --> 01:16:01,382 Come on. 898 01:16:01,426 --> 01:16:03,646 ♪ She walks these roads 899 01:16:03,689 --> 01:16:04,777 Get some air. 900 01:16:04,821 --> 01:16:07,475 ♪ In her wedding shoes 901 01:16:07,737 --> 01:16:10,957 ♪ Turn the lights on 902 01:16:11,697 --> 01:16:14,787 ♪ Seraphina 903 01:16:14,831 --> 01:16:17,529 ♪ Lovely lady 904 01:16:19,575 --> 01:16:20,576 Y'alright. 905 01:16:21,620 --> 01:16:24,797 ♪ And she's walking 906 01:16:25,581 --> 01:16:28,975 ♪ And dressed in black 907 01:16:29,367 --> 01:16:32,152 ♪ She walks these roads... 908 01:16:32,196 --> 01:16:33,327 [SHE SIGHS] 909 01:16:33,589 --> 01:16:35,591 [MUSIC FADES OUT] 910 01:16:42,293 --> 01:16:44,861 [GENTLE MUSIC] 911 01:16:49,648 --> 01:16:52,999 [GENTLE VOCALISING] 912 01:17:11,583 --> 01:17:12,758 [SEAN]: Mm. 913 01:17:12,802 --> 01:17:16,632 [GENTLE VOCALISING CONTINUES] 914 01:17:21,332 --> 01:17:22,420 Mm... 915 01:17:32,735 --> 01:17:33,823 Mmm... 916 01:17:36,347 --> 01:17:38,915 [SOFT HUMMING] 917 01:17:40,612 --> 01:17:41,787 You alright? 918 01:17:46,052 --> 01:17:47,575 [HE HUMS FAINTLY] 919 01:17:53,451 --> 01:17:56,846 [GENTLE VOCALISING CONTINUES] 920 01:18:09,989 --> 01:18:10,990 It's okay. 921 01:18:12,949 --> 01:18:14,298 [SEAN GASPS] 922 01:18:18,128 --> 01:18:19,216 Okay? 923 01:18:24,482 --> 01:18:25,570 Help me. 924 01:18:29,748 --> 01:18:31,358 Will you help me stand up? 925 01:18:31,402 --> 01:18:35,101 [GENTLE VOCALISING CONTINUES] 926 01:18:45,372 --> 01:18:46,417 [SEAN GRUNTS] 927 01:18:53,163 --> 01:18:54,164 Okay. 928 01:19:15,968 --> 01:19:19,232 [SEAN BREATHES DEEPLY] 929 01:19:23,236 --> 01:19:24,368 [DOOR OPENS] 930 01:19:24,890 --> 01:19:25,891 Dad! 931 01:19:26,631 --> 01:19:28,154 Mm... I... 932 01:19:28,851 --> 01:19:29,852 I... 933 01:19:30,896 --> 01:19:32,463 I... I can stand up. 934 01:19:32,855 --> 01:19:34,117 I... I didn't do anything. 935 01:19:34,160 --> 01:19:35,640 Wh-when did this happen? 936 01:19:35,683 --> 01:19:37,009 - How... - [NICHOLAS]: Maybe, uh... 937 01:19:37,033 --> 01:19:38,295 We were just talking. 938 01:19:39,992 --> 01:19:42,125 Stop, stop! I don't want any talk about this. 939 01:19:42,168 --> 01:19:43,996 I don't want... It's just bad luck. 940 01:19:44,040 --> 01:19:45,432 It's... It's not right! 941 01:19:45,868 --> 01:19:46,869 Uh... 942 01:19:47,217 --> 01:19:48,218 [SEAN]: See... 943 01:19:48,261 --> 01:19:49,436 - Sean? - See... 944 01:19:49,480 --> 01:19:51,351 [MARGARET]: How... How are you feeling? 945 01:19:51,787 --> 01:19:53,832 Yeah. You know, I feel... I feel fine. 946 01:19:53,876 --> 01:19:55,442 - And you've no pain? - No. No. 947 01:19:55,486 --> 01:19:56,922 - No pain? - No. I... 948 01:19:57,401 --> 01:19:58,576 Alright, get out! 949 01:19:58,619 --> 01:19:59,620 Get out. 950 01:20:00,143 --> 01:20:01,187 Get out. 951 01:20:01,231 --> 01:20:02,972 - [DOOR BANGS] - [SEAN LAUGHS WEAKLY] 952 01:20:03,015 --> 01:20:04,669 I am alright, Dad. Dad... 953 01:20:05,539 --> 01:20:06,932 - [SHE SOBS] - I'm alright. 954 01:20:06,976 --> 01:20:07,977 Oh! 955 01:20:10,066 --> 01:20:11,415 Oh, thank God... 956 01:20:12,068 --> 01:20:13,678 - [MARGARET SOBS] - There we are. 957 01:20:14,287 --> 01:20:16,028 [MUFFLED SPEECH AND SOBS] 958 01:20:16,072 --> 01:20:17,116 [IN IRISH]: 959 01:20:17,682 --> 01:20:19,727 - Oh! - [THEY LAUGH] 960 01:20:20,206 --> 01:20:21,207 [SEAN]: Come here! 961 01:20:22,600 --> 01:20:24,558 [THEY LAUGH] 962 01:20:27,126 --> 01:20:28,736 [HE CHUCKLES] 963 01:20:30,173 --> 01:20:31,827 Get off! Let's see... 964 01:20:32,915 --> 01:20:34,873 - Careful there, Sean. - No, I can... I can... 965 01:20:34,917 --> 01:20:35,917 Come on. 966 01:20:36,179 --> 01:20:37,963 - Oh, good man. - See? 967 01:20:40,923 --> 01:20:42,968 [SHE SOBS AND LAUGHS] 968 01:20:43,012 --> 01:20:44,187 You look great. 969 01:20:45,841 --> 01:20:47,843 [THEY MUTTER] 970 01:20:52,369 --> 01:20:53,936 You'll stay the night then? 971 01:20:54,762 --> 01:20:55,763 Thank you. 972 01:20:56,025 --> 01:20:58,157 And... and that painting? 973 01:20:59,550 --> 01:21:00,550 It's yours. 974 01:21:01,204 --> 01:21:02,553 Well, I can pay for it. 975 01:21:02,596 --> 01:21:03,641 No. 976 01:21:04,642 --> 01:21:06,383 It was already yours. 977 01:21:07,950 --> 01:21:09,212 And thank you. 978 01:21:12,128 --> 01:21:13,129 Good night. 979 01:21:14,260 --> 01:21:15,261 Good night. 980 01:21:41,505 --> 01:21:43,507 [BIRDS SING] 981 01:21:47,946 --> 01:21:48,991 Thank you. 982 01:21:49,034 --> 01:21:50,818 For... all this. 983 01:21:53,909 --> 01:21:55,345 My mother was right, you're a... 984 01:21:56,520 --> 01:21:57,825 you're a godsend. 985 01:22:02,787 --> 01:22:04,354 I don't want you to leave. 986 01:22:07,531 --> 01:22:08,706 It'll be okay. 987 01:22:11,491 --> 01:22:12,884 I didn't do anything. 988 01:22:14,364 --> 01:22:16,192 Well, what if you did? 989 01:22:18,542 --> 01:22:19,542 [ISABEL]: Hello. 990 01:22:20,239 --> 01:22:21,414 I was looking for you. 991 01:22:23,242 --> 01:22:26,028 I saw you... on the bus. It was you. 992 01:22:29,509 --> 01:22:30,554 Yeah. 993 01:22:31,207 --> 01:22:33,905 And what happened to that other fella? 994 01:22:33,949 --> 01:22:35,602 - Oh, my husband? - [SEAN CHUCKLES] 995 01:22:35,646 --> 01:22:37,517 He went back on the ferry with his mam. 996 01:22:37,561 --> 01:22:38,866 He had to open the shop. 997 01:22:39,171 --> 01:22:41,086 I'll be going back with him too 998 01:22:41,130 --> 01:22:43,262 once I'm sure you're not going to leave us again. 999 01:22:44,133 --> 01:22:46,352 So, I ruined your honeymoon? 1000 01:22:46,787 --> 01:22:49,442 Ruined my life, yeah. 1001 01:22:49,921 --> 01:22:52,141 - You're hilarious. - [ISABEL]: I know. 1002 01:22:52,402 --> 01:22:53,925 Absolutely not. 1003 01:22:53,969 --> 01:22:55,579 If you can, you will. Get up there now. 1004 01:22:55,622 --> 01:22:57,450 - You're better at it than me. - No, I'm not. 1005 01:22:57,494 --> 01:22:59,061 Go on! Family celebration. 1006 01:22:59,104 --> 01:23:00,801 No excuses anymore. 1007 01:23:00,845 --> 01:23:02,629 Don't know what you're laughing at. Get up. 1008 01:23:02,673 --> 01:23:04,501 Tis a well-known, proven fact 1009 01:23:04,544 --> 01:23:07,069 that poets do not peel vegetables. 1010 01:23:07,112 --> 01:23:08,548 Or do plumbing. 1011 01:23:08,592 --> 01:23:09,854 But they do write poems. 1012 01:23:09,897 --> 01:23:11,397 And you're starting a new one, aren't you, Dad? 1013 01:23:11,421 --> 01:23:13,118 - I am, darling. I am. - Mm! 1014 01:23:13,162 --> 01:23:14,511 God help us all. 1015 01:23:14,554 --> 01:23:15,729 Try carrots. 1016 01:23:23,824 --> 01:23:24,825 Oh. 1017 01:23:25,826 --> 01:23:27,132 Everyone's so quiet. 1018 01:23:27,176 --> 01:23:29,091 Just can't believe it's you. 1019 01:23:29,134 --> 01:23:30,831 Sure, who else would it be? 1020 01:23:31,484 --> 01:23:32,616 It's him alright. 1021 01:23:36,968 --> 01:23:39,231 So, Peader couldn't stay? 1022 01:23:40,972 --> 01:23:41,973 Uh... 1023 01:23:43,844 --> 01:23:44,845 No. 1024 01:23:46,021 --> 01:23:47,587 [MARGARET]: No, no. Not with the shop. 1025 01:23:48,023 --> 01:23:49,937 And, of course, his mother. 1026 01:23:50,634 --> 01:23:51,678 Nah. 1027 01:23:51,939 --> 01:23:54,029 So, you'll be going back directly, no? 1028 01:23:55,030 --> 01:23:56,248 You're just wed. 1029 01:23:56,292 --> 01:23:57,989 Sure luck, I'll have the rest of my life 1030 01:23:58,033 --> 01:23:59,034 to be doing that. 1031 01:24:01,688 --> 01:24:03,560 Do you think you can still play, Sean? 1032 01:24:05,301 --> 01:24:06,389 I... 1033 01:24:06,998 --> 01:24:08,173 I don't know. 1034 01:24:08,869 --> 01:24:09,914 He can. 1035 01:24:11,220 --> 01:24:12,743 I'll bet he can. 1036 01:24:15,354 --> 01:24:16,529 Do you remember this? 1037 01:24:21,012 --> 01:24:22,405 - Come on. - [SEAN]: Alright. 1038 01:24:41,511 --> 01:24:44,775 [WHISTLE PLAYS TENTATIVELY] 1039 01:24:45,167 --> 01:24:48,170 [HE PLAYS JOYFUL TUNE] 1040 01:24:56,700 --> 01:24:58,963 [MARGARET LAUGHS] 1041 01:25:00,747 --> 01:25:01,835 Thank you. 1042 01:25:07,058 --> 01:25:09,104 [THEY CHUCKLE] 1043 01:25:10,888 --> 01:25:12,498 [THEY SQUEAK HAPPILY] 1044 01:25:14,805 --> 01:25:15,806 [ISABEL]: Come on! 1045 01:25:23,901 --> 01:25:26,730 [JOYFUL MUSIC] 1046 01:25:34,738 --> 01:25:35,869 [MUIRIS]: Good man, Sean. 1047 01:25:36,218 --> 01:25:37,436 I tell you... 1048 01:25:39,699 --> 01:25:41,397 Where's... where's the butter? 1049 01:25:41,440 --> 01:25:44,226 [MARGARET]: Oh, God. Your father's gone blind. 1050 01:25:44,269 --> 01:25:45,792 [NICHOLAS, VO]: I could not breathe 1051 01:25:45,836 --> 01:25:49,361 when you sat at the dinner table and touched my hand. 1052 01:25:49,840 --> 01:25:51,146 I could not think. 1053 01:25:53,235 --> 01:25:55,585 If there are moments on which lives turn 1054 01:25:56,890 --> 01:25:58,805 I knew this was one of mine. 1055 01:26:01,156 --> 01:26:03,070 But that I would fail it. 1056 01:26:03,114 --> 01:26:06,378 Do you play, Nicholas, or do you paint like your father? 1057 01:26:06,726 --> 01:26:08,989 Oh, Nicholas reads poetry. 1058 01:26:11,862 --> 01:26:12,863 What? 1059 01:26:13,168 --> 01:26:14,169 He told me. 1060 01:26:14,908 --> 01:26:16,040 Is that right? 1061 01:26:16,083 --> 01:26:17,998 I-I want to thank you both 1062 01:26:18,042 --> 01:26:20,610 for your kindness, but... 1063 01:26:20,653 --> 01:26:22,002 I'm gonna go. 1064 01:26:22,046 --> 01:26:23,830 Well, you can't go. 1065 01:26:23,874 --> 01:26:25,919 Cos there's no ferry until tomorrow. 1066 01:26:27,921 --> 01:26:29,445 Well, don't look so disappointed. 1067 01:26:29,488 --> 01:26:30,968 It might hurt my feelings. 1068 01:26:42,762 --> 01:26:45,287 Can you not feel what's happening? 1069 01:26:48,768 --> 01:26:52,816 Why do you always think something is happening? 1070 01:26:54,992 --> 01:26:55,993 Hmm? 1071 01:26:57,168 --> 01:26:59,736 - A woman has intuition. - Oh. 1072 01:27:00,432 --> 01:27:03,479 It's in the place where a man has stubbornness. 1073 01:27:04,480 --> 01:27:07,134 Well, why don't you intuit how to go to sleep? 1074 01:27:09,267 --> 01:27:10,529 - Hmm? - Huh. 1075 01:27:23,412 --> 01:27:25,196 I'll stay another day or two 1076 01:27:25,240 --> 01:27:26,284 if that's okay. 1077 01:27:26,328 --> 01:27:28,112 Of course, that's alright. 1078 01:27:29,200 --> 01:27:30,593 It's alright, isn't it, Ma? 1079 01:27:31,158 --> 01:27:32,290 Of course it's alright. 1080 01:27:34,945 --> 01:27:37,121 Margaret? Of course. 1081 01:27:38,731 --> 01:27:40,907 You're going back to Peader today, aren't you? 1082 01:27:40,951 --> 01:27:42,822 Um, maybe tomorrow. 1083 01:27:43,519 --> 01:27:45,956 Uh, we're going for a walk down the cliffs. 1084 01:27:46,739 --> 01:27:47,740 Okay. 1085 01:27:49,873 --> 01:27:50,917 You're not. 1086 01:27:51,483 --> 01:27:54,311 Why not, Mam? Mam... 1087 01:27:54,878 --> 01:27:55,879 I'll be alright. 1088 01:27:57,010 --> 01:27:58,055 He'll be alright. 1089 01:27:59,143 --> 01:28:00,666 It'll be fine... 1090 01:28:01,580 --> 01:28:02,625 Margaret. 1091 01:28:03,626 --> 01:28:04,670 Are you coming? 1092 01:28:05,105 --> 01:28:06,106 Yeah. 1093 01:28:07,151 --> 01:28:08,152 Thank you. 1094 01:28:10,720 --> 01:28:11,721 Right. 1095 01:28:22,993 --> 01:28:24,124 I'll race you. 1096 01:28:26,301 --> 01:28:28,346 You came back to us, only not all your brain did. 1097 01:28:28,390 --> 01:28:29,652 You have to be careful. 1098 01:28:30,392 --> 01:28:32,394 [IN IRISH]: 1099 01:28:43,883 --> 01:28:45,711 [THEY CHUCKLE] 1100 01:28:46,799 --> 01:28:47,800 Go! 1101 01:28:48,584 --> 01:28:49,933 Woo! 1102 01:28:57,244 --> 01:29:01,074 There's nothing here but sand and rocks and sea, and yet... 1103 01:29:02,728 --> 01:29:04,817 once you've been here, you can never leave. 1104 01:29:06,384 --> 01:29:08,517 You go anywhere else, and it follows you. 1105 01:29:09,474 --> 01:29:10,693 You love it. 1106 01:29:11,911 --> 01:29:13,348 Even when I hate it. 1107 01:29:19,179 --> 01:29:21,573 [WAVES CRASH] 1108 01:29:24,446 --> 01:29:25,447 [SEAN]: Hey, Issy. 1109 01:29:26,404 --> 01:29:27,404 What? 1110 01:29:28,275 --> 01:29:29,276 What? 1111 01:29:29,538 --> 01:29:30,930 [SHE LAUGHS] 1112 01:29:33,759 --> 01:29:36,936 [GENTLE MUSIC] 1113 01:29:46,206 --> 01:29:49,035 How is it that everywhere is full of water 1114 01:29:49,079 --> 01:29:50,385 but there's not a drop in here? 1115 01:29:50,428 --> 01:29:51,821 I'll have a look at it later. 1116 01:29:51,864 --> 01:29:52,952 Oh... 1117 01:29:53,475 --> 01:29:54,867 if you took a look 1118 01:29:54,911 --> 01:29:57,827 at all the things you said you'd look at later... 1119 01:29:58,654 --> 01:30:00,960 Then I wouldn't have eyes left for you. 1120 01:30:04,834 --> 01:30:05,835 Mm. 1121 01:30:07,097 --> 01:30:08,620 Muiris Gore. 1122 01:30:10,013 --> 01:30:11,493 I don't know what you are. 1123 01:30:11,536 --> 01:30:13,233 Oh, I don't know what I am either. 1124 01:30:14,974 --> 01:30:16,498 But I know what you are... 1125 01:30:17,107 --> 01:30:18,413 Margaret Gore. 1126 01:30:25,289 --> 01:30:27,726 [FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS] 1127 01:30:30,120 --> 01:30:31,295 Y'alright? 1128 01:30:38,433 --> 01:30:39,477 I don't know. 1129 01:30:43,089 --> 01:30:44,090 Ah, sure... 1130 01:30:44,743 --> 01:30:46,484 None of us really know anything. 1131 01:30:48,399 --> 01:30:51,054 You... you find a road, and... 1132 01:30:52,185 --> 01:30:54,231 you walk along it as best you can. 1133 01:30:54,492 --> 01:30:58,017 [GENTLE MUSIC CONTINUES] 1134 01:31:21,476 --> 01:31:25,262 [TIMID MUSIC] 1135 01:32:03,909 --> 01:32:05,432 I'm looking for an envelope. 1136 01:32:06,433 --> 01:32:07,609 You're not well. 1137 01:32:07,652 --> 01:32:09,219 I just need to post this. 1138 01:32:09,262 --> 01:32:11,395 No, you... you need to lie down. 1139 01:32:11,438 --> 01:32:12,831 I didn't get to say goodbye. 1140 01:32:15,312 --> 01:32:17,183 Post goes at three. 1141 01:32:17,227 --> 01:32:20,056 You go rest, I'll take it to the post office. 1142 01:32:21,013 --> 01:32:22,362 I've got a... 1143 01:32:22,406 --> 01:32:24,756 I've got a letter to send myself. Um... 1144 01:32:25,365 --> 01:32:26,671 [NICHOLAS]: I can take yours. 1145 01:32:27,977 --> 01:32:29,108 It's not finished. 1146 01:32:30,153 --> 01:32:31,850 Oh, well. I'll just take this then. 1147 01:32:33,896 --> 01:32:35,680 [DOOR OPENS] 1148 01:32:36,333 --> 01:32:37,421 [DOOR SHUTS] 1149 01:32:44,167 --> 01:32:45,429 [WOMAN]: Hey, Margaret. 1150 01:33:01,271 --> 01:33:02,925 We had your visitor in with us already. 1151 01:33:02,968 --> 01:33:05,057 Well, that's it, Aine. I, uh... 1152 01:33:05,101 --> 01:33:07,233 Well, he posted a letter to Isabel. 1153 01:33:07,756 --> 01:33:09,540 Would you mind giving it back to me? 1154 01:33:09,584 --> 01:33:11,716 I was to put a note in it before he... 1155 01:33:11,760 --> 01:33:13,109 Rushing about, he was? 1156 01:33:13,152 --> 01:33:14,414 Yes. 1157 01:33:14,458 --> 01:33:16,591 I told him there'd be no rushing about here. 1158 01:33:17,026 --> 01:33:19,898 No! I'll... just take it home 1159 01:33:19,942 --> 01:33:22,118 bring it back for tomorrow's collection. 1160 01:33:22,161 --> 01:33:25,991 Once it's crossed over here, it's posted. 1161 01:33:26,035 --> 01:33:28,690 Maybe you could write another note for your letter. 1162 01:33:28,733 --> 01:33:31,040 It's just the cost of a stamp. 1163 01:33:34,652 --> 01:33:36,132 No, I'll just... 1164 01:33:39,222 --> 01:33:40,397 Thank you, Aine. 1165 01:33:41,703 --> 01:33:44,923 [FIRE CRACKLES] 1166 01:33:59,459 --> 01:34:01,200 "Dear Isabel. 1167 01:34:02,114 --> 01:34:03,638 "I write these words on the page 1168 01:34:03,681 --> 01:34:05,988 "to feel your eyes reading them." 1169 01:34:06,031 --> 01:34:08,773 [NICHOLAS, VO]: I write them because what I have to say 1170 01:34:09,208 --> 01:34:10,688 I cannot say. 1171 01:34:12,255 --> 01:34:13,735 And I cannot breathe 1172 01:34:13,996 --> 01:34:15,562 if I do not say it. 1173 01:34:15,606 --> 01:34:17,826 [GENTLE MUSIC] 1174 01:34:17,869 --> 01:34:21,090 I see your face and for the first time in my life 1175 01:34:21,438 --> 01:34:23,353 - the world makes sense. - "...makes sense." 1176 01:34:23,396 --> 01:34:24,396 Oh, God. 1177 01:34:30,142 --> 01:34:33,015 [NICHOLAS, VO]: A sign. Any sign that there is hope. 1178 01:34:41,588 --> 01:34:43,547 What are you looking at me like that for? 1179 01:34:43,590 --> 01:34:46,071 You're the one who let her marry the wrong man. 1180 01:34:47,507 --> 01:34:50,597 [WAVES CRASH] 1181 01:34:50,946 --> 01:34:54,514 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 1182 01:35:05,221 --> 01:35:06,875 [NICHOLAS, VO]: I close my eyes and wait 1183 01:35:06,918 --> 01:35:08,006 and you are here. 1184 01:35:09,573 --> 01:35:11,923 Past and present at the same time. 1185 01:35:13,795 --> 01:35:15,144 Here and not here. 1186 01:35:17,233 --> 01:35:18,974 If I've offended you 1187 01:35:19,365 --> 01:35:22,760 my letter upset or hurt you, I'm sorry. 1188 01:35:23,413 --> 01:35:25,981 The truth is, I couldn't live and not say it. 1189 01:35:27,069 --> 01:35:28,853 The truth is, I have more to say to you 1190 01:35:28,897 --> 01:35:30,289 than would take a lifetime. 1191 01:35:30,594 --> 01:35:31,595 [SEAN]: Hey. 1192 01:35:32,335 --> 01:35:33,510 Where are you going? 1193 01:35:33,771 --> 01:35:36,339 I am going to post this for himself. 1194 01:35:36,382 --> 01:35:38,297 Oh! I'm going myself. 1195 01:35:38,341 --> 01:35:39,951 Give it here. Have some pie. 1196 01:35:40,952 --> 01:35:41,953 Grand. 1197 01:35:42,388 --> 01:35:43,520 I'll be back! 1198 01:35:44,042 --> 01:35:45,087 [SEAN]: Thank God. 1199 01:35:46,349 --> 01:35:48,351 I hardly got a chance to sit down all day. 1200 01:35:48,394 --> 01:35:51,441 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 1201 01:36:07,979 --> 01:36:12,331 I will not let you destroy my daughter's life. 1202 01:36:20,252 --> 01:36:21,384 Has any letter come? 1203 01:36:21,950 --> 01:36:23,560 No. No. 1204 01:36:24,430 --> 01:36:28,304 She rarely writes. I never get any letters. 1205 01:36:28,739 --> 01:36:32,221 [MELANCHOLY VOCALISING] 1206 01:36:45,190 --> 01:36:46,670 Can you post this to her? 1207 01:36:58,813 --> 01:37:02,425 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 1208 01:37:45,860 --> 01:37:47,470 You're looking a bit feverish. 1209 01:37:48,384 --> 01:37:49,864 I think you have what he has. 1210 01:37:50,777 --> 01:37:52,083 Why don't you go to bed? 1211 01:37:55,260 --> 01:37:56,479 What are you doing? 1212 01:37:57,567 --> 01:37:59,308 I'm writing a love poem. 1213 01:37:59,351 --> 01:38:02,572 Oh, what is the matter with everyone in this house? 1214 01:38:03,181 --> 01:38:05,662 You're impossible. You're an impossible man. 1215 01:38:06,184 --> 01:38:07,969 Aren't they the best kind, though? 1216 01:38:09,318 --> 01:38:12,234 He needs to take the painting and go home. 1217 01:38:12,277 --> 01:38:13,888 Well, maybe he is home. 1218 01:38:13,931 --> 01:38:15,237 Oh, God! 1219 01:38:15,280 --> 01:38:18,066 [FOOTSTEPS STOMP LOUDLY] 1220 01:38:20,546 --> 01:38:22,157 [HE SNORES] 1221 01:38:22,200 --> 01:38:25,247 [GENTLE MUSIC] 1222 01:38:51,751 --> 01:38:55,277 [GENTLE VOCALISING] 1223 01:39:34,881 --> 01:39:37,536 [NICHOLAS MURMURS IN DISTANCE] 1224 01:39:44,979 --> 01:39:47,068 [NICHOLAS]: ...fourth letter of love. 1225 01:39:48,199 --> 01:39:50,854 [NICHOLAS CONTINUES MUTTERING] 1226 01:39:57,817 --> 01:39:59,167 - [DOOR SLAMS] - [SHE GASPS] 1227 01:40:18,925 --> 01:40:22,451 [GENTLE VOCALISING CONTINUES] 1228 01:40:37,335 --> 01:40:38,336 Alright. 1229 01:41:07,148 --> 01:41:08,192 Nicholas. 1230 01:41:09,237 --> 01:41:10,238 Nicholas. 1231 01:41:16,766 --> 01:41:17,941 This is the... 1232 01:41:19,073 --> 01:41:21,727 This is the poem that... 1233 01:41:22,598 --> 01:41:23,729 Muiris wrote. 1234 01:41:24,556 --> 01:41:26,384 It brought your father's painting here. 1235 01:41:27,516 --> 01:41:31,302 "Scríobhfaidh me ceithre litir ghrá duit." 1236 01:41:32,260 --> 01:41:35,263 "I will write you four letters of love." 1237 01:41:37,743 --> 01:41:40,094 "Agus tiocfaidh tu." 1238 01:41:41,660 --> 01:41:43,967 "And you will come." 1239 01:41:44,010 --> 01:41:47,579 [GENTLE MUSIC] 1240 01:42:03,160 --> 01:42:05,119 [SHE SIGHS] 1241 01:42:08,209 --> 01:42:09,427 I'm sorry! 1242 01:42:09,993 --> 01:42:12,256 Your letters were never posted! 1243 01:42:12,300 --> 01:42:13,562 It doesn't matter! 1244 01:42:26,836 --> 01:42:30,100 [WISTFUL VOCALISING] 1245 01:42:36,846 --> 01:42:40,023 [WAVES LAPPING] 1246 01:42:51,208 --> 01:42:54,907 [NICHOLAS, VO]: The world is, after all, quite simple. 1247 01:42:57,258 --> 01:42:59,434 There is grief and loss 1248 01:42:59,956 --> 01:43:01,392 and suffering... 1249 01:43:02,393 --> 01:43:03,699 but also love. 1250 01:43:08,269 --> 01:43:10,575 I am my father's son. 1251 01:43:12,142 --> 01:43:13,317 And so say. 1252 01:43:14,318 --> 01:43:16,581 There is sense to everything. 1253 01:43:17,452 --> 01:43:19,193 For how can there not be? 1254 01:43:20,281 --> 01:43:21,978 The world fits together. 1255 01:43:22,457 --> 01:43:24,198 I am choosing to believe. 1256 01:43:25,329 --> 01:43:26,635 And in choosing... 1257 01:43:27,375 --> 01:43:29,725 feel here is what is supposed to be. 1258 01:43:33,294 --> 01:43:35,209 And though, like all of us 1259 01:43:35,600 --> 01:43:38,777 at every moment, I did not know what would happen next... 1260 01:43:40,388 --> 01:43:42,259 I did not know how tomorrow would go 1261 01:43:42,303 --> 01:43:44,261 or where the story would take us. 1262 01:43:48,004 --> 01:43:49,266 What I did know... 1263 01:43:50,528 --> 01:43:52,443 was that both of our stories 1264 01:43:54,053 --> 01:43:55,316 were one. 1265 01:43:55,359 --> 01:43:59,233 [WISTFUL VOCALISING] 1266 01:44:05,674 --> 01:44:07,241 And that loving you 1267 01:44:07,937 --> 01:44:09,939 was what I was supposed to do. 1268 01:44:10,418 --> 01:44:14,291 [WISTFUL VOCALISING CONTINUES] 1269 01:45:09,128 --> 01:45:12,349 [UPLIFTING MUSIC] 1270 01:45:24,492 --> 01:45:27,886 ♪ Island rose 1271 01:45:27,930 --> 01:45:31,368 ♪ Island of dreaming hearts 1272 01:45:31,716 --> 01:45:35,198 ♪ Madness grows 1273 01:45:35,241 --> 01:45:38,723 ♪ Thoughts of you rip me apart 1274 01:45:38,767 --> 01:45:41,422 ♪ A poet's daughter 1275 01:45:41,987 --> 01:45:47,732 ♪ Came from the water 1276 01:45:51,780 --> 01:45:56,262 ♪ Sing me another love song 1277 01:45:58,961 --> 01:46:03,835 ♪ Sing me another song of love 1278 01:46:05,794 --> 01:46:13,454 ♪ I'm chaos burning in fire and yearning ♪ 1279 01:46:13,497 --> 01:46:17,893 ♪ Sing me another love song 1280 01:46:34,910 --> 01:46:42,526 ♪ The plot, the world resolves into bounteous spring ♪ 1281 01:46:42,570 --> 01:46:46,008 ♪ The painter knows 1282 01:46:46,051 --> 01:46:49,315 ♪ The painter sees everything 1283 01:46:49,620 --> 01:46:52,754 ♪ They paint a song 1284 01:46:53,232 --> 01:46:59,325 ♪ I am lost but I am found 1285 01:47:02,633 --> 01:47:07,421 ♪ Sing me another love song 1286 01:47:09,988 --> 01:47:14,863 ♪ Sing me another song of love 1287 01:47:16,647 --> 01:47:24,438 ♪ I'm chaos burning in fire and yearning ♪ 1288 01:47:24,481 --> 01:47:29,007 ♪ Sing me another love song 1289 01:47:31,532 --> 01:47:38,539 ♪ I scout the earth to find half of my missing soul ♪ 1290 01:47:38,930 --> 01:47:42,412 ♪ For love won't die 1291 01:47:42,456 --> 01:47:45,807 ♪ It shapeshifts to fit the mould ♪ 1292 01:47:45,850 --> 01:47:48,766 ♪ Sky letters above 1293 01:47:49,071 --> 01:47:54,729 ♪ Teach four letters of love 1294 01:47:58,950 --> 01:48:03,738 ♪ Sing me another love song 1295 01:48:06,392 --> 01:48:11,528 ♪ Sing me another song of love 1296 01:48:13,356 --> 01:48:20,798 ♪ I'm chaos burning in fire and yearning ♪ 1297 01:48:20,842 --> 01:48:25,368 ♪ Sing me another love song 1298 01:48:27,413 --> 01:48:34,203 ♪ And there is no sure death in love's arms ♪ 1299 01:48:34,508 --> 01:48:40,731 ♪ As there is no stopped clock of the heart ♪ 1300 01:48:41,819 --> 01:48:48,086 ♪ And you are my breath, I am your love ♪ 1301 01:48:49,174 --> 01:48:56,355 ♪ Because both are stories I wrote ♪ 1302 01:48:57,400 --> 01:49:02,100 ♪ Sing me another love song 1303 01:49:04,581 --> 01:49:09,281 ♪ Sing me another song of love 1304 01:49:11,849 --> 01:49:19,248 ♪ I am chaos burning in fire and yearning ♪ 1305 01:49:19,291 --> 01:49:23,774 ♪ Sing me another love song