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[INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
OVER PA]
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Hola, ruya. Where to, mami?
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44th, between 9th and 10th.
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MAN: Here you go, buddy.
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FEMALE NARRATOR: Feel the magic
of the city that never sleeps.
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From the lights of Broadway
to the paths of Central Park.
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[EXHALES]
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Find your playground
in New York--
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[DOOR OPENS]
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- [DOOR CLOSES]
- CAB DRIVER: All right.
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[CAR HONKING]
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CAB DRIVER: God damn it.
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- Fuckin' asshole.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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[SIGHS]
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[SOFT, MYSTERIOUS MUSIC PLAYING]
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[CAB DRIVER EXHALES]
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[PHONE BEEPS]
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44th and 9th, huh?
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Yep.
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Midtown.
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Good ol' Midtown.
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You are my last fare
of the night.
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- Yeah?
- Yeah.
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- I won?
- [CHUCKLES]
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You fuckin' won, sweetheart,
you did. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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What do I get for winning?
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Anything you want.
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[BOTH CHUCKLE]
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Yeah.
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I had a rough day of it.
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Short trips,
barely nothing extra.
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This fuckin' business
with the credit cards.
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I mean, when it was cash,
people throw you 10, 20, 50.
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Fuckin' Monopoly money, right?
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But you swipe that plastic,
you got time to think.
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Staring at all those
little numbers,
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before you know it,
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I get fucked up the asshole.
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These fuckin' apps, all of 'em.
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Get a coffee, burger,
soap, socks,
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wine, water, weed,
fuckin' Chinese takeout.
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You can get all that shit
and never reach for your purse.
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Nah, not even for tip.
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I mean, salt used to be money.
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Motherfuckin' salt,
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the same shit
you sprinkle on your eggs.
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You know, every morning you toss
that cheap-ass shit on your eggs
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with no idea
that people used to die for it.
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Tea, coffee, same thing.
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All that shit you gloss over
at the grocery store,
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at one point in time,
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humans fuckin'
killed each other for it.
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Bird's eye view
of all that shit?
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Over the years, you see money
go from salt to gold to paper.
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And now, money,
it ain't nothing but an idea,
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just little numbers on a screen.
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Can't touch it, can't bury it,
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can't put a little X
that marks the spot.
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Nah, you just tie it
to a fuckin' butterfly
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and send it up
into that cloud up there.
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But one of these days,
I'm telling you,
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that cloud's gonna open up
and it's gonna pour acid rain
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down all over our dumb faces.
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[BOTH CHUCKLE]
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Well, I got you covered.
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Yeah?
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My bag in the back
should settle us.
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How?
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It's full of salt.
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[CHUCKLES]
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That's good. That's good.
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For that, you can use
a damn credit card, honey.
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- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
- It is what it is at this point.
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I mean, cabs, yellow cabs
are like fuckin' Blockbuster.
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You know?
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Ten years' time, there ain't
gonna be no yellow cab no more.
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And all the other guys,
the ones with the apps,
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the ones that are,
you know, taking over,
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they're gonna be nothing
but a blip on the screen
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in a fuckin' blink of an eye,
all said and done.
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Yeah, you'll order up a car
on your phone just like before.
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But when you hop in,
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it ain't gonna be
no human behind the wheel,
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I can tell you that.
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You'll order up a car,
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and that fuckin' car
will drive itself
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to wherever the fuck
you want to go.
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It won't speed, it won't stink,
it won't make you sick.
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Won't ever get lost.
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Might even ask you
how your day was.
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[CHUCKLES]
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- Fuckin' apps.
- Fuckin' apps, man.
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Want some radio?
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Not really.
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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It's nice
you're not on your phone.
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You don't have to keep talking
to me or nothing but...
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Just nice, you know?
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To see a human not plugged in.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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What's your name?
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Why?
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I just like
to know people's names.
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CAB DRIVER: Fuck,
you really are human.
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That's sweet.
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Clark.
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- Clark.
- You thought I'd say Vinny
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- or some shit.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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- I don't know what I thought.
- Nah, it's fine.
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[IN ACCENT] I mean, Clark.
Clark...
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[BOTH CHUCKLE]
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[NORMAL VOICE]
...has a house in the Hamptons,
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he plays tennis,
he goes to the opera and shit.
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I'm never, ever
going to be that guy.
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What name would you choose
if you could?
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Vinny.
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- Vinny.
- Vinny. Classic.
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Of course.
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[ENGINE ACCELERATING]
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CLARK: So you live here, right?
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- GIRLIE: I do.
- Yeah.
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Your little outfit
gave you away.
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My little outfit?
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It says a lot about you.
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What does it say?
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That you can handle yourself.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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How could you
possibly know that?
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It ain't that difficult
to read people.
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I mean, you jumped in,
business as usual,
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you turned off that
damn little screen back there
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'cause you already know
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what Broadway shows
are fuckin' playing.
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Didn't even think to reach
for your seatbelt.
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Why would you?
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Had enough rides, in and out.
Am I right?
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What else?
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You gave me cross streets
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instead of some recited address
from your phone.
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I can tell you're not concerned
with the meter,
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'cause you already know
JFK's a flat rate.
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- Impressive.
- Yeah.
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I'm not claiming
to be some Sherlock or nothing,
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just a guy who pays attention.
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You've had a long day,
you're tired.
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You wanna go home,
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take a shower,
sleep in your own bed,
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and you got in line
for a motherfuckin' taxi.
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Now that's a New Yorker
that pays attention.
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Someone who knows
what the fuck's going on.
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And you're not afraid
to look me in the eye.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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Like I said,
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you can handle yourself.
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I like to think so.
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- [WIND HOWLING]
- [SPITS]
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[WINDOW CLOSING]
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[CLARK EXHALES]
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[PHONE BEEPS]
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[PHONE CHIMING]
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[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
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[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
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Where are you flying in from?
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Uh, Oklahoma.
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What's in Oklahoma?
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I grew up there.
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[SIGHS WEARILY]
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What about your accent?
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- Sorry, what?
- Your accent.
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- My accent?
- Yeah.
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Don't people from Oklahoma
[IN ACCENT] talk like this?
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Oh.
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Not all of us, apparently.
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Where are you from?
What part of the state?
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[SIGHS SOFTLY]
Just a tiny little town.
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What's the town?
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- You've never heard of it.
- What's the town?
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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Okay, so Oklahoma is shaped
like a pan, right?
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So if my arm is the panhandle...
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Yeah?
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Then I grew up here.
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- The armpit.
- Of Oklahoma. [CLICKS TONGUE]
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CLARK: What's it called?
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- [SIGHS SOFTLY] Gage.
- Gage, Oklahoma.
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You got it.
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CLARK: I, honest to God, would
never have guessed Oklahoma.
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GIRLIE: What would you
have guessed?
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Not an armpit,
I can tell you that.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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How long you been in New York?
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- Nine years in June.
- No shit?
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No shit.
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One more year
and I'll be official.
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- What you do for work?
- I'm a programmer.
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- Computers?
- Computers.
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- No shit?
- No shit.
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Like ones and zeroes
and that shit?
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Like ones and zeroes
and that shit.
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CLARK: Huh.
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You thought I'd say something
more girly, didn't you?
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- Yeah.
- [CHUCKLING SOFTLY] Yeah.
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Yeah, I thought, you know,
wedding planner.
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- Or fashion or something.
- Fashion, hmm.
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Not as many women code,
I'll give you that.
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Yeah, you drew a line
in the sand,
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lifted your leg
and left your mark.
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I don't mind squatting.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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So what's the deal
with the ones and zeroes?
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Like?
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They're like building blocks
and whatnot.
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Like when I look at my computer,
I'm really looking
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at a bunch of ones and zeroes
and shit.
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Yeah, something like that.
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Well, tell me. I mean,
I, honest to God, want to know.
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Can't be a know-it-all
if I don't know nothing.
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Mmm. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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[CLEARS THROAT] Okay.
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Basically...
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- [BOTTLE CAP CLASPS]
- [KEYS RATTLE]
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...so a computer
uses electricity
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to create on and off states
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that can represent
ones and zeroes.
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One being on and zero being off.
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But they more often represent
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the idea of something being
true or false.
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CLARK: Ones and zeroes
mean true or false?
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GIRLIE: Well, not always.
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They can also represent
numbers and other things.
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But much of what I do is testing
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whether something
is true or false,
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and I've always used one
to mean true and--
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Zero to mean false.
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- You got it.
- Oh.
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Everything in a computer,
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the colors, images, music,
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money, three-dimensional worlds,
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all of it is...
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Is represented
by ones and zeroes.
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CLARK: True and false.
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GIRLIE: Correct.
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It's basically
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how everything you see operates.
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Hmm.
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I mean, it makes sense.
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We all do that.
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Lay down our bricks
of ones and zeroes,
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and build ourselves a fort.
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And that shit,
it starts young, right?
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"You are stupid,
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-"true or false?"
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
254
00:18:20,872 --> 00:18:23,875
"You are ugly, true or false?"
255
00:18:23,875 --> 00:18:26,836
"Your mother loves you,
true or false?"
256
00:18:27,587 --> 00:18:29,631
And when you grow up,
that shit don't stop.
257
00:18:29,631 --> 00:18:31,424
I mean,
"Climate change, true or false?"
258
00:18:31,424 --> 00:18:33,843
-"Jesus Christ, true or false?"
- [CHUCKLES]
259
00:18:33,843 --> 00:18:37,972
"You must wear pants today,
true or false?"
260
00:18:38,806 --> 00:18:41,476
And so it goes, on and on.
261
00:18:42,143 --> 00:18:44,604
We all gotta choose
our ones and zeroes
262
00:18:45,521 --> 00:18:48,232
in whatever we decide, yeah?
263
00:18:48,232 --> 00:18:50,944
That becomes the foundation
from which we operate.
264
00:18:56,991 --> 00:18:59,077
Or maybe
I'm just talking bullshit.
265
00:19:02,622 --> 00:19:03,623
Zero.
266
00:19:04,666 --> 00:19:06,000
CLARK: Hmmm.
267
00:19:09,545 --> 00:19:11,047
You're a...
268
00:19:11,047 --> 00:19:13,925
You're a surprising person,
269
00:19:14,759 --> 00:19:17,053
- I must say.
- Aw, shucks.
270
00:19:17,053 --> 00:19:19,847
CLARK: Very little surprises me
these days.
271
00:19:19,847 --> 00:19:22,517
- What about you?
- What about me what?
272
00:19:22,517 --> 00:19:24,769
- Where are you from?
- Hell's Kitchen.
273
00:19:24,769 --> 00:19:26,562
Or what used to be
Hell's Kitchen,
274
00:19:26,562 --> 00:19:28,272
not too far
from where we're going.
275
00:19:28,272 --> 00:19:30,316
What was it like
when you were a kid?
276
00:19:30,316 --> 00:19:32,485
CLARK: Well, back in my day,
277
00:19:32,485 --> 00:19:35,613
man, if hell really did
have a kitchen,
278
00:19:35,613 --> 00:19:37,490
that would've been it.
279
00:19:37,490 --> 00:19:40,868
You know, you had junkies
on every stoop,
280
00:19:40,868 --> 00:19:42,954
hookers on every corner.
281
00:19:42,954 --> 00:19:44,831
"Want a date? Want a date?"
282
00:19:44,831 --> 00:19:45,957
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
283
00:19:45,957 --> 00:19:47,208
It was fantastic.
284
00:19:47,208 --> 00:19:49,669
You still live in Manhattan?
285
00:19:49,669 --> 00:19:52,755
I own a place, Jackson Heights.
286
00:19:52,755 --> 00:19:55,425
- It's a small house.
- Still a house.
287
00:19:55,425 --> 00:19:57,301
You better fuckin' believe it.
288
00:19:57,301 --> 00:19:58,678
[CHUCKLES]
289
00:20:02,682 --> 00:20:05,059
So, Clark lives in Queens?
290
00:20:05,059 --> 00:20:07,645
No, no, no, no, no, no.
291
00:20:07,645 --> 00:20:09,188
Vinny lives in Queens.
292
00:20:09,188 --> 00:20:11,899
Clark, well,
he's got a loft in Tribeca.
293
00:20:11,899 --> 00:20:12,984
[CHUCKLES]
294
00:20:12,984 --> 00:20:14,235
Right.
295
00:20:20,992 --> 00:20:24,996
- [CARS HONKING]
- [INDICATORS BEEPING]
296
00:20:36,549 --> 00:20:38,551
[JACKHAMMER RATTLING]
297
00:20:42,805 --> 00:20:44,724
Oh, fuck. That ain't good.
298
00:20:46,976 --> 00:20:48,186
Damn it.
299
00:20:48,186 --> 00:20:50,605
Some kind of fender bender
up there.
300
00:20:51,731 --> 00:20:54,692
[SIRENS BLARING]
301
00:20:54,692 --> 00:20:56,778
Sorry, sweetie,
I hate this shit.
302
00:20:56,778 --> 00:20:57,862
GIRLIE: Not your fault.
303
00:20:57,862 --> 00:21:01,240
Huh. Fuckin' know these roads
like the back of my hand,
304
00:21:02,116 --> 00:21:04,202
but still can't predict
the weather.
305
00:21:05,119 --> 00:21:07,580
It's the one thing
those fuckin' apps have on me.
306
00:21:07,580 --> 00:21:09,665
That's the one fuckin' thing.
307
00:21:09,665 --> 00:21:11,709
- It's fine, really.
- No, it's not fine.
308
00:21:11,709 --> 00:21:12,794
It's not professional,
309
00:21:12,794 --> 00:21:14,128
I should've been
paying attention,
310
00:21:14,128 --> 00:21:15,463
I could've gotten off
back there.
311
00:21:15,463 --> 00:21:16,589
Well...
312
00:21:16,589 --> 00:21:17,965
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
313
00:21:17,965 --> 00:21:20,635
- I'm on the flat rate.
- Oh...
314
00:21:20,635 --> 00:21:22,136
- So...
- [BOTH CHUCKLE]
315
00:21:22,136 --> 00:21:24,097
Nah, I'm gonna meter your ass.
316
00:21:24,097 --> 00:21:26,224
Nope. No, man.
317
00:21:26,224 --> 00:21:28,601
I won. I won again.
318
00:21:28,601 --> 00:21:30,895
You're leaving me
in the dust over here.
319
00:21:32,063 --> 00:21:33,064
Two to zero.
320
00:21:38,319 --> 00:21:42,907
- [VEHICLE BEEPING]
- [SIREN BLARING]
321
00:21:42,907 --> 00:21:45,868
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
322
00:21:52,917 --> 00:21:56,379
[FINGERS TAPPING]
323
00:22:05,763 --> 00:22:08,808
[SIGHING RUEFULLY]
324
00:22:18,818 --> 00:22:22,280
[SOFT THUMPS]
325
00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:25,366
[MUSIC INTENSIFIES]
326
00:22:25,366 --> 00:22:27,618
[SIREN BLARING]
327
00:23:12,496 --> 00:23:14,290
[PHONE CHIMING]
328
00:23:29,847 --> 00:23:30,765
[SIGHS]
329
00:23:50,534 --> 00:23:53,204
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
330
00:25:04,650 --> 00:25:06,736
[SIGHING]
331
00:25:14,368 --> 00:25:16,370
[TYPING]
332
00:25:28,924 --> 00:25:30,718
How long were you in Oklahoma?
333
00:25:32,470 --> 00:25:33,721
Um...
334
00:25:34,472 --> 00:25:35,806
Two weeks.
335
00:25:35,806 --> 00:25:37,516
You're visiting family?
336
00:25:38,434 --> 00:25:39,894
I have a half-sister.
337
00:25:39,894 --> 00:25:41,145
[PHONE CHIMES]
338
00:25:51,906 --> 00:25:52,907
- [PHONE RINGING]
- [GASPS SOFTLY]
339
00:26:04,835 --> 00:26:07,630
What's she like? Your sister?
340
00:26:09,382 --> 00:26:11,008
She's, um...
341
00:26:14,762 --> 00:26:16,722
Honestly, she's kind of a bitch.
342
00:26:16,722 --> 00:26:19,809
[CHUCKLES] How's she a bitch?
What'd she do?
343
00:26:19,809 --> 00:26:22,770
You know, little things like...
344
00:26:25,064 --> 00:26:27,316
She makes fun of my cankles.
345
00:26:27,316 --> 00:26:30,111
- Your cankles?
- I have thick ankles.
346
00:26:30,111 --> 00:26:32,321
- Nah, I don't believe that.
- [SIREN BLARING]
347
00:26:32,321 --> 00:26:34,448
- It's true.
- You're small.
348
00:26:34,448 --> 00:26:37,326
I'm small,
and I have thick ankles.
349
00:26:37,326 --> 00:26:38,494
That's a thing?
350
00:26:38,494 --> 00:26:40,496
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] It's a thing.
351
00:26:41,872 --> 00:26:44,166
- Sounds cute.
- Thank you.
352
00:26:45,835 --> 00:26:47,169
It is cute.
353
00:26:47,169 --> 00:26:48,421
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
354
00:26:48,921 --> 00:26:52,842
I take it you and the bitch
don't visit very often.
355
00:26:52,842 --> 00:26:56,011
I hadn't seen her in years.
356
00:26:56,595 --> 00:26:58,556
Huh. Why?
357
00:26:59,765 --> 00:27:01,350
We just stopped talking.
358
00:27:02,643 --> 00:27:05,104
We didn't get in a fight
or anything, we just...
359
00:27:06,856 --> 00:27:08,357
stopped talking.
360
00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:10,401
Why now?
361
00:27:10,401 --> 00:27:13,028
She tracked me down
and asked me to visit,
362
00:27:13,028 --> 00:27:14,780
and I, you know,
363
00:27:15,739 --> 00:27:17,408
I didn't have a reason
to say no.
364
00:27:17,408 --> 00:27:19,743
We had a nice time.
365
00:27:19,743 --> 00:27:21,954
I mean,
she's a total fuckin' bitch,
366
00:27:23,289 --> 00:27:25,082
but we laughed a lot, and...
367
00:27:26,041 --> 00:27:26,917
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
368
00:27:26,917 --> 00:27:28,711
We just drank a lot
and laughed a lot.
369
00:27:28,711 --> 00:27:29,837
Hmm.
370
00:27:30,713 --> 00:27:32,089
She married?
371
00:27:32,089 --> 00:27:34,633
- She has a girlfriend.
- Nice.
372
00:27:34,633 --> 00:27:35,926
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
373
00:27:36,635 --> 00:27:38,137
Her name is Eagle.
374
00:27:39,138 --> 00:27:41,265
Fuck me, is that Native American
or something?
375
00:27:41,265 --> 00:27:42,349
That's right.
376
00:27:42,349 --> 00:27:44,268
Well, that's some cool-ass shit
right there.
377
00:27:44,268 --> 00:27:45,686
- Hmm.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
378
00:27:45,686 --> 00:27:47,646
Yeah. They seem happy.
379
00:27:47,646 --> 00:27:51,400
They live in a trailer,
and they just got a parakeet.
380
00:27:52,526 --> 00:27:55,446
Saving up to do some traveling
next year. She's...
381
00:27:55,446 --> 00:27:56,614
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
382
00:27:56,614 --> 00:27:57,865
She's come a long way.
383
00:27:58,616 --> 00:28:00,284
Is she older or younger?
384
00:28:00,284 --> 00:28:04,413
She was 11
when I was born, so...
385
00:28:07,875 --> 00:28:10,085
She was kind of like a mom
growing up.
386
00:28:10,085 --> 00:28:11,045
Hmmm.
387
00:28:11,045 --> 00:28:14,715
But she was a fucked-up mom.
Like, fucked-up.
388
00:28:14,715 --> 00:28:18,469
She used to tie me up
ankle to ankle, wrist to wrist,
389
00:28:18,469 --> 00:28:20,596
and put me in the bathtub,
390
00:28:20,596 --> 00:28:22,139
and lock me in the bathroom.
391
00:28:22,139 --> 00:28:23,224
What?
392
00:28:23,224 --> 00:28:24,725
[HESITATES]
393
00:28:24,725 --> 00:28:25,851
Bathtub full?
394
00:28:25,851 --> 00:28:27,019
Empty.
395
00:28:27,603 --> 00:28:29,480
Why the fuck would she do that?
396
00:28:32,191 --> 00:28:34,026
It was her way
of helping me practice.
397
00:28:34,026 --> 00:28:35,110
Practice what?
398
00:28:37,363 --> 00:28:40,574
If I ever got kidnapped,
I'd be able to escape.
399
00:28:40,574 --> 00:28:41,951
That was her logic.
400
00:29:06,684 --> 00:29:08,561
Did you like getting tied up?
401
00:29:13,857 --> 00:29:17,695
I liked the challenge
of getting free.
402
00:29:24,660 --> 00:29:26,287
You got loose, didn't you?
403
00:29:28,914 --> 00:29:31,500
You sat there in that cold tub,
404
00:29:31,500 --> 00:29:33,669
that cold, empty tub,
405
00:29:34,336 --> 00:29:36,755
and you wiggled yourself loose
406
00:29:37,923 --> 00:29:39,758
every fuckin' time.
407
00:29:43,387 --> 00:29:45,097
Kidnappers be damned.
408
00:29:45,097 --> 00:29:46,932
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
409
00:29:46,932 --> 00:29:50,144
Like I said,
you can handle yourself.
410
00:29:50,144 --> 00:29:51,312
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
411
00:29:51,312 --> 00:29:53,981
Did you get a prize
for getting loose?
412
00:29:53,981 --> 00:29:55,482
Not really.
413
00:29:55,482 --> 00:29:58,777
By the time I'd get free,
she'd be at work or whatever.
414
00:29:58,777 --> 00:30:00,904
- And where was Mom?
- Mom was gone.
415
00:30:00,904 --> 00:30:01,989
Where'd she go?
416
00:30:01,989 --> 00:30:03,699
[SIGHS WEARILY]
417
00:30:05,326 --> 00:30:07,411
Mom went out
for a pack of smokes
418
00:30:07,411 --> 00:30:08,704
and never came back.
419
00:30:10,164 --> 00:30:11,457
[CHUCKLES]
420
00:30:11,457 --> 00:30:12,541
That's funny.
421
00:30:13,876 --> 00:30:14,877
You're funny.
422
00:30:14,877 --> 00:30:16,587
[CHUCKLES]
423
00:30:17,212 --> 00:30:18,797
What are you? 25, 26?
424
00:30:18,797 --> 00:30:21,091
Oh, no, no, no.
I don't answer that question.
425
00:30:21,091 --> 00:30:24,053
- Why the hell not?
- Because it's bullshit.
426
00:30:24,053 --> 00:30:26,680
Well, what, are you weird
about your age or something?
427
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:29,683
The whole world is fuckin' weird
about my age.
428
00:30:30,643 --> 00:30:34,980
If I told you
that I was 24 or 34,
429
00:30:36,106 --> 00:30:38,817
your opinion of me
would drastically change.
430
00:30:38,817 --> 00:30:39,902
That's not true.
431
00:30:41,528 --> 00:30:43,781
For women, it is true.
432
00:30:44,573 --> 00:30:47,201
It is fuckin' true. [SCOFFS]
433
00:30:47,201 --> 00:30:49,620
The moment we hit 30,
our value is cut in half.
434
00:30:49,620 --> 00:30:52,665
I mean, fine.
Fuck it, it's true.
435
00:30:52,665 --> 00:30:54,458
- It's fuckin' true.
- It's fuckin' true.
436
00:30:54,458 --> 00:30:57,086
But listen,
you really do look 20-something,
437
00:30:57,086 --> 00:30:59,755
but by the way you talk,
all smart and shit,
438
00:30:59,755 --> 00:31:02,966
you know, if I wasn't looking,
I would guess you were 50, so.
439
00:31:05,594 --> 00:31:06,679
So, why does it matter
440
00:31:06,679 --> 00:31:08,597
how many times
I've been around the sun?
441
00:31:08,597 --> 00:31:09,932
Hell if I know.
442
00:31:12,142 --> 00:31:15,771
I guess it's just my way
of trying to understand.
443
00:31:17,189 --> 00:31:18,440
Understand what?
444
00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:21,026
Well, it is a bit confusing
to meet some chick who looks 22,
445
00:31:21,026 --> 00:31:23,112
but is clearly
such a fuckin' rocket ship.
446
00:31:23,112 --> 00:31:24,530
A rocket ship?
447
00:31:24,530 --> 00:31:26,407
[MIMICKING BLAST-OFF]
448
00:31:26,407 --> 00:31:27,491
That's you.
449
00:31:29,243 --> 00:31:31,578
- Yeah, that is me.
- Yeah. Feel it, own it.
450
00:31:31,578 --> 00:31:33,372
- Oh, I feel it.
- [CHUCKLES]
451
00:31:33,372 --> 00:31:35,833
Gonna take over the whole
wide world, no question.
452
00:31:35,833 --> 00:31:38,335
I'll build a small empire
453
00:31:38,335 --> 00:31:40,045
- and leave the rest.
- Yeah.
454
00:31:40,045 --> 00:31:44,383
You... You plan to share
that empire with someone?
455
00:31:44,383 --> 00:31:46,635
A boyfriend,
a girlfriend or whatnot?
456
00:31:47,761 --> 00:31:48,762
Mmm...
457
00:31:48,762 --> 00:31:50,889
What? You need me
to kick someone's ass?
458
00:31:50,889 --> 00:31:52,558
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
No, it's okay.
459
00:31:52,558 --> 00:31:54,143
What's their name?
460
00:31:54,810 --> 00:31:57,146
His name doesn't matter.
461
00:31:57,146 --> 00:31:59,898
- He fuck up that bad?
- [CHUCKLES]
462
00:31:59,898 --> 00:32:02,443
Come on.
I told you my name, tell me his.
463
00:32:03,110 --> 00:32:04,820
I'd rather not say.
464
00:32:04,820 --> 00:32:07,322
Oh, I see. I get it.
465
00:32:08,657 --> 00:32:11,577
- You get what?
- I get it, he's married.
466
00:32:19,376 --> 00:32:20,836
Why do you think he's married?
467
00:32:20,836 --> 00:32:23,422
You could've said his name,
I would've never known.
468
00:32:23,422 --> 00:32:25,716
I mean, there's not only one Bob
or Sam or Jeff
469
00:32:25,716 --> 00:32:28,177
in New York fuckin' City, no.
470
00:32:28,177 --> 00:32:30,929
You're afraid to say his name
because the guy's married,
471
00:32:30,929 --> 00:32:33,766
or you're married,
or someone's fuckin' married
472
00:32:33,766 --> 00:32:36,185
and no one wants to say
that shit out loud.
473
00:32:36,185 --> 00:32:37,644
[CHUCKLES]
474
00:32:37,644 --> 00:32:38,937
Gum?
475
00:32:40,439 --> 00:32:41,440
Yes, please.
476
00:32:50,199 --> 00:32:52,117
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.
477
00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:13,514
- He's married.
- I know he's married!
478
00:33:13,514 --> 00:33:14,598
I know people.
479
00:33:15,808 --> 00:33:18,811
You don't drive a cab 20 years
and not know people.
480
00:33:18,811 --> 00:33:19,895
Word of advice,
481
00:33:19,895 --> 00:33:22,105
and this is coming
from a man married twice,
482
00:33:22,105 --> 00:33:23,398
a lot of action on the side.
483
00:33:23,398 --> 00:33:24,858
- You ready?
- Mmm.
484
00:33:24,858 --> 00:33:27,986
Don't ever say the word "love,"
all right? Just don't say it.
485
00:33:36,787 --> 00:33:39,039
[SIGHS] Oh, sweetheart...
486
00:33:39,039 --> 00:33:40,249
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
487
00:33:40,249 --> 00:33:42,876
...you fuckin' said it,
didn't you?
488
00:33:42,876 --> 00:33:45,587
You did,
you said the fuckin' L word.
489
00:33:45,587 --> 00:33:46,672
God, honey!
490
00:33:46,672 --> 00:33:48,340
That's fuckin' suicide
in that world.
491
00:33:48,340 --> 00:33:49,424
Didn't you know that?
492
00:33:49,424 --> 00:33:51,343
He does not want to
hear that from you.
493
00:33:51,343 --> 00:33:52,886
He wants to hear it
from his mother,
494
00:33:52,886 --> 00:33:53,971
his wife, his kids,
495
00:33:53,971 --> 00:33:56,265
but he does not want
to hear that shit from you.
496
00:33:56,265 --> 00:33:59,226
In the cognitive wheel
that is his life,
497
00:33:59,226 --> 00:34:01,478
- that is not your function.
- [CHUCKLES]
498
00:34:01,478 --> 00:34:03,480
- What is my function?
- Sex.
499
00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:06,149
Sex. Touch me, lick me, suck me,
500
00:34:06,149 --> 00:34:08,443
but do not love me.
Don't you fuckin' love me.
501
00:34:08,443 --> 00:34:10,988
No, no, no, no, no, no.
That is not... [CHUCKLES]
502
00:34:10,988 --> 00:34:12,197
I'm not that...
503
00:34:14,157 --> 00:34:17,411
I'm not that girl. Okay? I...
504
00:34:23,125 --> 00:34:25,127
I just couldn't
not say it anymore.
505
00:34:25,127 --> 00:34:27,462
Oh. [CHUCKLES]
506
00:34:28,547 --> 00:34:30,966
Yeah, and what's he supposed
to do? Love you back?
507
00:34:30,966 --> 00:34:33,302
He's supposed to ride in
on a big white horse
508
00:34:33,302 --> 00:34:35,679
and whisk you away
to some cliff in Greece?
509
00:34:35,679 --> 00:34:38,599
Live out his days braiding
your hair with wild flowers
510
00:34:38,599 --> 00:34:40,767
and forget-me-nots?
No fuckin' way.
511
00:34:41,435 --> 00:34:42,561
He's not gonna be there
512
00:34:42,561 --> 00:34:44,605
when your olive oil
dries up, sweetheart.
513
00:34:44,605 --> 00:34:46,690
You... You're not
that important.
514
00:34:46,690 --> 00:34:48,859
He knows that, I know that.
515
00:34:48,859 --> 00:34:49,776
[SCOFFS]
516
00:34:49,776 --> 00:34:53,280
You... You just gotta catch up.
It's all right.
517
00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:55,908
Gotta change your ones
to zeroes, sweetie.
518
00:34:55,908 --> 00:34:57,743
I get it, it takes time.
519
00:34:57,743 --> 00:35:01,663
Honest to God, my first wife
was everything you'd ever want.
520
00:35:01,663 --> 00:35:04,625
5'8", 115 pounds,
tits out to here,
521
00:35:04,625 --> 00:35:07,419
hair full of bleach
and a head full of nothing.
522
00:35:07,419 --> 00:35:09,880
Men love women
that are dumb as shit.
523
00:35:10,505 --> 00:35:12,758
They're fuckin' pigs
in the bedroom.
524
00:35:12,758 --> 00:35:14,426
Motherfuckin' pigs
in the bedroom,
525
00:35:14,426 --> 00:35:15,594
and we love that shit.
526
00:35:15,594 --> 00:35:17,095
You think smart women can't--
527
00:35:17,095 --> 00:35:19,222
Cannot reduce themselves
to pigs in the bedroom?
528
00:35:19,222 --> 00:35:21,266
That's right. Can't have it
both ways, doesn't exist.
529
00:35:21,266 --> 00:35:22,392
That's not true.
530
00:35:22,392 --> 00:35:23,685
You're a smart girl.
531
00:35:23,685 --> 00:35:26,939
Went to college, read a lot,
talk politics,
532
00:35:26,939 --> 00:35:28,106
- all that shit?
- Yes.
533
00:35:28,106 --> 00:35:29,650
You ever been a pig
in the bedroom?
534
00:35:31,610 --> 00:35:33,570
What is your definition
of a pig?
535
00:35:33,570 --> 00:35:35,656
See, dumb chicks can't...
They don't need explaining,
536
00:35:35,656 --> 00:35:37,032
they just do it.
537
00:35:38,450 --> 00:35:39,660
That was my first wife.
538
00:35:40,619 --> 00:35:42,704
Everything a guy could ask for.
539
00:35:44,289 --> 00:35:46,124
Then she started gaining weight
540
00:35:47,125 --> 00:35:49,211
and it made her feel bad
about herself,
541
00:35:49,211 --> 00:35:51,880
and she stops wanting to,
you know.
542
00:35:53,256 --> 00:35:54,257
Oink?
543
00:35:55,467 --> 00:35:57,302
Do her wifely duty or whatnot.
544
00:35:57,302 --> 00:35:58,804
Oh, yes, wifely duty.
545
00:35:58,804 --> 00:36:00,973
And then, no time flat,
honest to God,
546
00:36:00,973 --> 00:36:04,559
I find myself a 19-year-old,
put her up in an apartment,
547
00:36:04,559 --> 00:36:06,228
paid for the whole damn thing.
548
00:36:06,228 --> 00:36:07,854
Are you fuckin' kidding me?
549
00:36:07,854 --> 00:36:09,606
Oh, yeah. Cute little thing.
550
00:36:09,606 --> 00:36:12,484
Polish, long legs,
fucked the shit out of her.
551
00:36:12,484 --> 00:36:14,236
It was the best year of my life.
552
00:36:14,861 --> 00:36:17,990
I would've kept her around
longer, but...
553
00:36:18,657 --> 00:36:20,367
Ah...
554
00:36:20,367 --> 00:36:21,451
The L word.
555
00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:24,121
Not your function.
556
00:36:24,121 --> 00:36:26,957
You are there because
their wives had kids and got fat
557
00:36:26,957 --> 00:36:30,335
or their wives have a career
or cancer or whatever the fuck.
558
00:36:30,335 --> 00:36:32,546
But men don't want to hear that
shit coming out of your mouth.
559
00:36:32,546 --> 00:36:34,297
They barely want to
hear you say a word at all.
560
00:36:34,297 --> 00:36:36,883
Then why get married?
Why don't men just stay single
561
00:36:36,883 --> 00:36:40,387
so they can fuck whoever,
whenever, wherever?
562
00:36:41,054 --> 00:36:42,055
Whomever.
563
00:36:43,223 --> 00:36:46,018
I'm sorry. Seriously?
564
00:36:46,018 --> 00:36:47,686
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
565
00:36:48,729 --> 00:36:49,813
Men,
566
00:36:52,274 --> 00:36:53,817
we wanna look good
for other men,
567
00:36:53,817 --> 00:36:55,110
if that makes sense.
568
00:36:55,110 --> 00:36:59,072
We want to have a fancy suit,
big house, fast car.
569
00:36:59,072 --> 00:37:02,075
He who dies
with the most toys wins, yeah.
570
00:37:02,075 --> 00:37:04,578
I was talking about the suit,
the car, the house,
571
00:37:04,578 --> 00:37:08,707
but it also includes
the wife and the kids.
572
00:37:09,624 --> 00:37:10,834
Toys.
573
00:37:10,834 --> 00:37:14,254
Now, a lot of guys out there,
maybe they did fall in love,
574
00:37:14,254 --> 00:37:16,715
maybe they did really wanna
get married and have kids,
575
00:37:16,715 --> 00:37:18,925
and whatever the fuck.
But deep down,
576
00:37:19,718 --> 00:37:21,344
really being honest,
577
00:37:22,387 --> 00:37:25,766
looking like a family man's
more important than being one.
578
00:37:25,766 --> 00:37:28,185
[POLICE TALKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER RADIO]
579
00:37:29,686 --> 00:37:30,896
[SIGHS WEARILY]
580
00:37:34,733 --> 00:37:36,151
There are good men out there.
581
00:37:36,151 --> 00:37:39,321
Yeah, but they are very few
and very far...
582
00:37:39,321 --> 00:37:41,031
More than
you'd ever want to know.
583
00:37:48,955 --> 00:37:51,416
- Women cheat too.
- Different reasons.
584
00:37:51,416 --> 00:37:53,168
Women want to feel sexy.
585
00:37:54,044 --> 00:37:55,378
They want to feel sexy
586
00:37:55,378 --> 00:37:57,547
because they want to
feel wanted,
587
00:37:57,547 --> 00:37:59,299
and they want to feel wanted
588
00:38:00,425 --> 00:38:03,220
'cause they want to feel loved.
And there it is.
589
00:38:03,845 --> 00:38:04,930
The L word again.
590
00:38:04,930 --> 00:38:07,808
[CHUCKLING]
This is such fuckin' bullshit.
591
00:38:08,266 --> 00:38:10,602
I'm certain there are plenty
of women out there
592
00:38:10,602 --> 00:38:12,854
who can cheat
just like a fuckin' man.
593
00:38:12,854 --> 00:38:14,815
Sure. Sure,
there are women out there
594
00:38:14,815 --> 00:38:17,025
that just want to get fucked,
no question.
595
00:38:17,025 --> 00:38:20,362
But those women, they don't fuck
any Joe Blow down the street.
596
00:38:20,362 --> 00:38:22,823
Nah, they reserve their skills
for men that have money.
597
00:38:23,949 --> 00:38:25,283
Men who have power,
598
00:38:25,283 --> 00:38:27,452
thus causing
the whole world of men
599
00:38:27,452 --> 00:38:29,913
to want money and power
all the more.
600
00:38:29,913 --> 00:38:33,625
The suit, the house, the car,
we want those things.
601
00:38:33,625 --> 00:38:35,043
We want those things
602
00:38:35,043 --> 00:38:36,795
because we want
those skilled women
603
00:38:36,795 --> 00:38:39,965
to fuck us senseless like a man,
no strings attached.
604
00:38:40,590 --> 00:38:43,176
Therefore, you ladies,
605
00:38:43,176 --> 00:38:46,054
fighting so hard
to be our equal,
606
00:38:46,930 --> 00:38:49,641
is actually, in essence,
607
00:38:49,641 --> 00:38:53,186
still reducing most of you
to nothing but toys.
608
00:38:53,770 --> 00:38:55,438
So, the cycle continues.
609
00:38:57,649 --> 00:39:00,402
I seriously fuckin' hate you
right now.
610
00:39:00,402 --> 00:39:01,945
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
611
00:39:01,945 --> 00:39:04,281
This is everything
that's wrong with the world.
612
00:39:04,281 --> 00:39:07,284
Look, at the end of the day,
613
00:39:07,284 --> 00:39:08,785
I do agree with you.
614
00:39:08,785 --> 00:39:11,288
Man or woman, people are people.
615
00:39:11,288 --> 00:39:14,249
- Thank you.
- And people get lonely.
616
00:39:14,249 --> 00:39:15,667
Don't matter the reason.
617
00:39:16,877 --> 00:39:18,420
Humans just want a soft spot
618
00:39:18,420 --> 00:39:20,422
to rest their heads
for an hour even,
619
00:39:20,422 --> 00:39:23,633
just a fuckin' hour
to get outside of yourself.
620
00:39:23,633 --> 00:39:26,094
But in your case,
in your particular case...
621
00:39:26,094 --> 00:39:27,179
[SCOFFS]
622
00:39:27,179 --> 00:39:29,556
- In my case, what?
- You mean it.
623
00:39:29,556 --> 00:39:32,392
You don't use the L word
unless you mean it, do you?
624
00:39:35,395 --> 00:39:38,481
Look, I know you're not
that girl, all right?
625
00:39:38,481 --> 00:39:39,566
I can tell.
626
00:39:39,566 --> 00:39:41,109
It's not about
having babies for you,
627
00:39:41,109 --> 00:39:42,652
it's not about bullshit.
628
00:39:43,528 --> 00:39:45,238
It's about being distracted
629
00:39:46,615 --> 00:39:48,033
just long enough
630
00:39:48,742 --> 00:39:52,829
that you can forget about
whatever the fuck happened
631
00:39:52,829 --> 00:39:55,248
in Gage, Oklahoma,
all those years ago.
632
00:39:59,127 --> 00:40:01,046
Then, one day,
for whatever reason,
633
00:40:01,046 --> 00:40:04,049
this guy grabs your attention.
634
00:40:04,049 --> 00:40:06,927
Suddenly, you want things
you never fuckin' wanted before.
635
00:40:06,927 --> 00:40:09,179
- Am I right?
- [SCOFFS] No.
636
00:40:09,179 --> 00:40:11,640
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
Good news is, for you,
637
00:40:12,349 --> 00:40:14,684
you'll know right away
when it happens next time
638
00:40:14,684 --> 00:40:16,728
'cause you'll know
what the fuck is going on.
639
00:40:16,728 --> 00:40:18,605
You won't be caught
with your panties down
640
00:40:18,605 --> 00:40:20,106
on the next round, sweetie.
641
00:40:20,106 --> 00:40:21,316
Unless you want to be.
642
00:40:21,316 --> 00:40:24,611
Please just
don't use the word "panties,"
643
00:40:24,611 --> 00:40:26,738
say like literally
anything else.
644
00:40:26,738 --> 00:40:30,158
- Pantaloons, underwears!
- Great.
645
00:40:31,243 --> 00:40:33,078
Regardless,
it will happen again.
646
00:40:33,078 --> 00:40:35,664
Yeah, you'll meet someone.
You'll meet someone.
647
00:40:35,664 --> 00:40:37,040
It doesn't matter where.
648
00:40:38,124 --> 00:40:39,834
And the conversation
649
00:40:39,834 --> 00:40:41,628
will start to go
in a certain way,
650
00:40:41,628 --> 00:40:42,963
men know how to do that,
651
00:40:42,963 --> 00:40:45,465
steer the talk to see
if there's interest.
652
00:40:45,465 --> 00:40:48,051
When you met your fella,
he was doing the same thing.
653
00:40:48,051 --> 00:40:51,054
He was poking around to see
if you had any candy to give.
654
00:40:51,805 --> 00:40:55,225
And there you were,
thinking how great this guy is,
655
00:40:55,225 --> 00:40:56,685
and how nice he's listening,
656
00:40:56,685 --> 00:40:58,937
and, aw,
such a warm, perfect smile,
657
00:40:58,937 --> 00:41:01,439
the warmth behind the eyes.
Bullshit!
658
00:41:01,439 --> 00:41:04,359
Bull-fuckin'-shit, sweetheart.
It wasn't no accident.
659
00:41:04,359 --> 00:41:06,486
He's done it before
and he'll do it again.
660
00:41:06,486 --> 00:41:08,446
Ain't nothing special about it.
661
00:41:09,572 --> 00:41:10,448
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
662
00:41:11,533 --> 00:41:12,534
And now...
663
00:41:16,246 --> 00:41:18,456
I gotta piss
like a fuckin' racehorse.
664
00:41:23,211 --> 00:41:24,379
- [UNZIPPING]
- GIRLIE: Whoa! No.
665
00:41:24,379 --> 00:41:26,464
- Do not do that in here.
- What am I supposed to do?
666
00:41:26,464 --> 00:41:28,717
- Take it outside, man.
- And get arrested?
667
00:41:28,717 --> 00:41:31,511
Who the fuck's gonna arrest you?
Come on, Hell's Kitchen.
668
00:41:31,511 --> 00:41:33,346
Like you've never
peed outside before.
669
00:41:36,057 --> 00:41:37,100
Fuck.
670
00:41:37,100 --> 00:41:38,727
- [DOOR OPENS]
- [CHUCKLES]
671
00:41:41,021 --> 00:41:42,772
[CAR HORN BLARING]
672
00:41:42,772 --> 00:41:45,317
MAN: Where the fuck
do you think you're going?
673
00:41:45,317 --> 00:41:49,696
- [ENGINE REVVING]
- [CARS HONKING]
674
00:42:09,632 --> 00:42:11,593
[SURREAL MUSIC PLAYING]
675
00:42:46,002 --> 00:42:48,254
[SURREAL MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
676
00:43:07,899 --> 00:43:10,110
- [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
- [DOOR OPENS]
677
00:43:13,696 --> 00:43:14,823
[DOOR CLOSES]
678
00:43:17,325 --> 00:43:18,827
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
679
00:43:31,131 --> 00:43:32,382
He gave me his card.
680
00:43:34,759 --> 00:43:35,760
What?
681
00:43:36,886 --> 00:43:38,763
He... He gave me his card.
682
00:43:39,639 --> 00:43:41,433
He didn't ask for my number
or anything.
683
00:43:41,433 --> 00:43:43,726
CLARK: Yeah, yeah. There you go.
684
00:43:44,394 --> 00:43:46,980
No, but that's my point.
685
00:43:47,939 --> 00:43:50,608
He gave me his card
and I emailed him,
686
00:43:50,608 --> 00:43:53,069
- not the other way around.
- Yeah, he's good.
687
00:43:53,069 --> 00:43:56,406
I bet that man gives out a shit
ton of cards wherever he goes.
688
00:43:56,406 --> 00:43:58,950
I mean, it's...
It's a numbers game.
689
00:43:58,950 --> 00:44:00,869
You know,
sometimes he gets the candy,
690
00:44:00,869 --> 00:44:03,913
sometimes he doesn't,
but you better believe
691
00:44:03,913 --> 00:44:06,416
he's dishing out those cards
like it's fuckin' ice cream.
692
00:44:06,416 --> 00:44:08,960
And when you contacted him,
sweetie...
693
00:44:08,960 --> 00:44:10,211
[EXHALES]
694
00:44:10,211 --> 00:44:12,046
...you gave away
your first piece of candy.
695
00:44:12,046 --> 00:44:14,466
You can't blame the guy
for wanting more.
696
00:44:16,009 --> 00:44:17,552
You think about it.
697
00:44:17,552 --> 00:44:18,636
His card,
698
00:44:18,636 --> 00:44:21,014
it had a business email
on it, right?
699
00:44:21,973 --> 00:44:23,308
How long did it take him
700
00:44:23,308 --> 00:44:26,102
to switch you over to something
a little more private?
701
00:44:27,687 --> 00:44:29,772
Blink of a fuckin' eye,
am I right?
702
00:44:30,607 --> 00:44:33,276
He wasn't looking for love, sweetheart.
703
00:44:33,276 --> 00:44:35,403
He wasn't looking
to replace his wife.
704
00:44:35,403 --> 00:44:37,530
Who the hell wants to go
to all that trouble?
705
00:44:37,530 --> 00:44:38,615
No.
706
00:44:39,824 --> 00:44:43,119
He's all set up just the way
he wants to be.
707
00:44:43,119 --> 00:44:46,206
He was just looking
for another toy to play with,
708
00:44:46,206 --> 00:44:49,792
and clearly, he found one.
709
00:44:51,294 --> 00:44:54,339
For all your smarts,
and all the time and effort
710
00:44:54,339 --> 00:44:55,882
and everything
you've clearly done
711
00:44:55,882 --> 00:44:57,675
to make yourself
a fuckin' fortress,
712
00:44:57,675 --> 00:45:03,681
somehow you've found yourself
back in that bathtub again.
713
00:45:06,017 --> 00:45:08,978
Your hands and legs all tied up,
714
00:45:10,438 --> 00:45:12,857
fighting so hard to get free.
715
00:45:20,657 --> 00:45:22,700
One to two. I'm catching up.
716
00:45:23,576 --> 00:45:26,412
- You done yet?
- What?
717
00:45:26,412 --> 00:45:29,332
You've said very little
in a very long time,
718
00:45:29,332 --> 00:45:32,126
- that I don't already know.
- So?
719
00:45:33,127 --> 00:45:34,379
So, go fuck yourself.
720
00:45:35,171 --> 00:45:36,673
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
721
00:45:44,055 --> 00:45:45,598
[SIGHS]
722
00:45:45,598 --> 00:45:48,351
Listen, I run my mouth
sometimes, that's my problem.
723
00:45:48,351 --> 00:45:51,729
I... I just like
to push buttons.
724
00:45:52,814 --> 00:45:54,399
Stuff like this is...
725
00:45:55,149 --> 00:45:56,901
It's just something
people don't wanna talk about.
726
00:45:56,901 --> 00:45:59,112
Who the fuck
wants to talk about this shit?
727
00:45:59,112 --> 00:46:00,697
No one. Look...
728
00:46:01,990 --> 00:46:04,284
Look, you are
a wonderful person.
729
00:46:04,284 --> 00:46:05,368
A human.
730
00:46:05,368 --> 00:46:08,413
You ask me
about my name and shit,
731
00:46:08,413 --> 00:46:10,832
and you got a good heart.
I can see that,
732
00:46:10,832 --> 00:46:14,294
which is why I just gotta
tell you, you know,
733
00:46:14,294 --> 00:46:16,713
you're better off walking away.
734
00:46:17,755 --> 00:46:20,091
I'm not saying that because
I think I'm smarter than you.
735
00:46:20,091 --> 00:46:21,551
I'm saying it 'cause...
736
00:46:22,927 --> 00:46:26,264
I used to be that guy,
doing what your guy's doing.
737
00:46:27,932 --> 00:46:31,978
And I'm looking at your face
like that, all sad and shit.
738
00:46:33,229 --> 00:46:34,230
[SIGHS]
739
00:46:34,230 --> 00:46:36,858
That's why I don't go
for the full candy no more.
740
00:46:37,942 --> 00:46:39,611
You know, I take a blowjob
on the side
741
00:46:39,611 --> 00:46:41,195
every now and then but...
742
00:46:42,780 --> 00:46:46,242
Some of you girls, you grow
a conscience in the morning,
743
00:46:46,242 --> 00:46:48,703
and I just can't deal with that,
I'm too old.
744
00:46:53,833 --> 00:46:55,168
Your guy young or old?
745
00:46:57,086 --> 00:46:59,005
- Old.
- How old?
746
00:47:00,465 --> 00:47:01,466
Old.
747
00:47:01,466 --> 00:47:04,344
CLARK: Like what?
Like daddy type shit?
748
00:47:05,094 --> 00:47:07,013
He could be my father, yeah.
749
00:47:07,013 --> 00:47:09,724
So I'm guessing
you don't have a daddy, right?
750
00:47:09,724 --> 00:47:12,268
- I mean I do, but--
- No, but you don't have a daddy,
751
00:47:12,268 --> 00:47:14,771
and you wanted him
to be your daddy. Am I right?
752
00:47:16,356 --> 00:47:17,982
[SIGHING]
753
00:47:18,608 --> 00:47:20,026
You ever call him Daddy?
754
00:47:26,491 --> 00:47:28,159
[CHUCKLES]
755
00:47:29,369 --> 00:47:31,537
- Two to two.
- We're tied.
756
00:47:31,537 --> 00:47:33,247
We are tied.
757
00:47:33,247 --> 00:47:35,917
- Oh, you call him Daddy.
- I do.
758
00:47:35,917 --> 00:47:37,752
- That's hot.
- It's fucked up.
759
00:47:37,752 --> 00:47:39,671
There's nothing fucked up
about that.
760
00:47:39,671 --> 00:47:41,422
I don't know psychology
very well,
761
00:47:41,422 --> 00:47:43,841
but I know it don't take
rocket science to figure out
762
00:47:43,841 --> 00:47:46,844
that there's a little girl
inside you.
763
00:47:46,844 --> 00:47:49,639
The one you used to be,
she didn't go anywhere.
764
00:47:50,181 --> 00:47:52,392
And that little girl,
she didn't have a daddy,
765
00:47:52,392 --> 00:47:54,977
but she still needs
a fuckin' daddy, right?
766
00:47:56,104 --> 00:47:57,855
So, you meet this guy
767
00:47:57,855 --> 00:47:59,941
with his bald head
and his liver spots,
768
00:47:59,941 --> 00:48:02,735
and whatever the hell
he's got going on.
769
00:48:02,735 --> 00:48:06,114
Would make most girls your age
want to puke, but not you.
770
00:48:06,114 --> 00:48:08,282
Because he's everything
you missed out there
771
00:48:08,282 --> 00:48:09,367
back in the day.
772
00:48:09,367 --> 00:48:11,202
He's all the things
your friends had
773
00:48:11,202 --> 00:48:12,995
that you didn't fuckin' have.
774
00:48:14,539 --> 00:48:15,832
And the little girl inside,
775
00:48:15,832 --> 00:48:18,501
she just wants her daddy
to hold her.
776
00:48:18,501 --> 00:48:21,754
Tell her nice things
and tell her bedtime stories.
777
00:48:21,754 --> 00:48:24,882
But the grown woman
on the outside?
778
00:48:25,591 --> 00:48:28,886
Well, she wants a different kind
of bedtime story,
779
00:48:28,886 --> 00:48:30,179
if you catch my drift.
780
00:48:31,764 --> 00:48:32,890
Put the two together,
781
00:48:33,933 --> 00:48:36,352
and that guy has a chance
of having something
782
00:48:36,352 --> 00:48:38,938
he never would've
touched otherwise.
783
00:48:41,774 --> 00:48:42,775
Me.
784
00:48:53,870 --> 00:48:55,246
You.
785
00:48:55,246 --> 00:48:58,040
He's a lucky son of a bitch
to have gotten your candy,
786
00:48:58,040 --> 00:48:59,542
if you don't mind my saying.
787
00:48:59,542 --> 00:49:01,127
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
788
00:49:02,879 --> 00:49:04,714
- He got kids?
- He does.
789
00:49:04,714 --> 00:49:06,507
- How many?
- Three.
790
00:49:06,507 --> 00:49:08,301
Shit. How old?
791
00:49:09,093 --> 00:49:11,179
- Young.
- His wife young?
792
00:49:11,179 --> 00:49:12,972
No, I think they just waited.
793
00:49:12,972 --> 00:49:15,183
- Have you met her?
- No.
794
00:49:15,183 --> 00:49:16,976
- You seen her?
- No.
795
00:49:16,976 --> 00:49:18,644
But you've seen pictures.
796
00:49:18,644 --> 00:49:20,062
Come on. This day and age,
797
00:49:20,062 --> 00:49:22,190
you wanna find a picture,
you can find a fuckin' picture.
798
00:49:24,108 --> 00:49:25,318
Why do you care?
799
00:49:25,318 --> 00:49:26,277
CLARK: Huh?
800
00:49:28,112 --> 00:49:30,698
I... I guess, to be honest,
801
00:49:30,698 --> 00:49:33,159
I drive around in this beast
all day,
802
00:49:33,910 --> 00:49:36,996
you got time to do nothing
but think, you know?
803
00:49:36,996 --> 00:49:40,500
When you think too much,
you ask too many questions.
804
00:49:40,500 --> 00:49:42,084
Nothing special about it.
805
00:49:43,628 --> 00:49:45,546
But hey, it...
It ain't all for nothing.
806
00:49:45,546 --> 00:49:47,840
I mean, who else are you gonna
talk to about this shit?
807
00:49:47,840 --> 00:49:49,592
Not like you're ever
gonna see me again.
808
00:49:55,431 --> 00:49:56,432
I...
809
00:49:57,183 --> 00:49:58,810
I found one picture of her.
810
00:49:58,810 --> 00:50:00,269
Mmm-hmm.
811
00:50:00,269 --> 00:50:01,729
They're pretty private.
812
00:50:03,022 --> 00:50:04,524
They both in the picture?
813
00:50:06,108 --> 00:50:07,485
They're at some...
814
00:50:10,321 --> 00:50:12,824
Some corporate thing,
like an award thing.
815
00:50:12,824 --> 00:50:13,741
CLARK: Mmm-hmm.
816
00:50:13,741 --> 00:50:16,160
And what are they doing,
in the picture?
817
00:50:17,620 --> 00:50:19,831
They're just smiling.
818
00:50:20,957 --> 00:50:23,918
They're sitting next to each
other and they're just...
819
00:50:25,419 --> 00:50:27,797
- smiling at the camera.
- And?
820
00:50:29,674 --> 00:50:32,635
And they just look normal.
821
00:50:34,971 --> 00:50:36,305
They just look normal.
822
00:50:38,933 --> 00:50:41,435
- He win the award?
- He did.
823
00:50:42,103 --> 00:50:44,230
Hmmm. What is he,
some kind of big shot?
824
00:50:44,230 --> 00:50:46,357
- Somebody I'd recognize?
- Oh, yeah.
825
00:50:46,357 --> 00:50:47,483
CLARK: Uh-huh.
826
00:50:48,401 --> 00:50:50,236
And how old is she? The wife?
827
00:50:52,738 --> 00:50:54,240
Late 40's, I'd say.
828
00:50:54,240 --> 00:50:55,533
She's pretty?
829
00:50:56,909 --> 00:50:58,160
She looks really sweet.
830
00:50:58,160 --> 00:50:59,662
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
831
00:50:59,662 --> 00:51:00,955
So she's not pretty.
832
00:51:00,955 --> 00:51:02,623
[CHUCKLES]
833
00:51:02,623 --> 00:51:04,542
She's lovely.
834
00:51:06,961 --> 00:51:08,838
She has this huge smile.
835
00:51:08,838 --> 00:51:10,298
Like a really...
836
00:51:11,424 --> 00:51:13,301
Like a really happy smile.
837
00:51:22,518 --> 00:51:25,479
I looked at that picture
for a really long time,
838
00:51:26,939 --> 00:51:30,359
and I had this really strange
feeling that maybe...
839
00:51:35,823 --> 00:51:37,408
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
840
00:51:37,408 --> 00:51:39,577
That she and I
could have been friends.
841
00:51:40,995 --> 00:51:42,288
Maybe.
842
00:51:42,288 --> 00:51:43,205
Hmmm.
843
00:51:43,205 --> 00:51:45,207
Another time,
another place, maybe.
844
00:51:49,795 --> 00:51:51,756
- You ever meet the kids?
- God, no.
845
00:51:53,341 --> 00:51:54,383
Seen pictures?
846
00:51:55,635 --> 00:51:57,261
He shows me pictures.
847
00:51:58,137 --> 00:51:59,472
Fuck, like, on his phone?
848
00:51:59,472 --> 00:52:01,807
Yeah. Videos, too.
849
00:52:01,807 --> 00:52:03,643
Fuck. I mean, that's some trust.
850
00:52:03,643 --> 00:52:05,895
I mean, that's some
fucking trust right there.
851
00:52:05,895 --> 00:52:07,021
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
852
00:52:08,856 --> 00:52:09,857
Well.
853
00:52:11,275 --> 00:52:12,276
What?
854
00:52:14,987 --> 00:52:15,988
You did it.
855
00:52:17,448 --> 00:52:18,449
What'd I do?
856
00:52:18,449 --> 00:52:20,618
I don't know.
But you did something.
857
00:52:21,118 --> 00:52:23,079
I mean, he let you in.
858
00:52:23,079 --> 00:52:26,374
That's as far as anyone
in your position could ever go.
859
00:52:26,374 --> 00:52:28,793
What am I
supposed to do with that?
860
00:52:29,460 --> 00:52:32,338
Look, it don't change anything,
861
00:52:32,338 --> 00:52:34,048
but it is a compliment.
862
00:52:35,049 --> 00:52:36,050
Kids cute?
863
00:52:36,801 --> 00:52:37,927
They're adorable.
864
00:52:37,927 --> 00:52:39,136
Boys, girls?
865
00:52:40,346 --> 00:52:42,723
- Twin boys and a girl.
- Hmm.
866
00:52:45,476 --> 00:52:48,854
He showed me this video
of his daughter dancing.
867
00:52:49,730 --> 00:52:51,399
She's just three years old,
868
00:52:51,399 --> 00:52:53,859
and she's wearing
this, like, red cape,
869
00:52:53,859 --> 00:52:55,528
like a princess cape
or something,
870
00:52:55,528 --> 00:52:58,072
and she's just twirling
and twirling and twirling.
871
00:52:58,072 --> 00:52:59,615
Dancing for her daddy.
872
00:53:00,825 --> 00:53:01,826
That's sweet.
873
00:53:03,911 --> 00:53:05,371
You ever dance for your daddy?
874
00:53:05,371 --> 00:53:07,623
I mean, your real daddy
when you were a kid.
875
00:53:09,959 --> 00:53:10,960
No.
876
00:53:21,637 --> 00:53:23,139
I did have a cape though.
877
00:53:25,766 --> 00:53:28,310
I had a long purple cape,
878
00:53:30,229 --> 00:53:33,607
and it made me think
I could fly.
879
00:53:34,108 --> 00:53:35,484
Cape wasn't lying.
880
00:53:37,278 --> 00:53:39,030
You can fly just fine.
881
00:53:39,030 --> 00:53:40,406
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
882
00:53:43,284 --> 00:53:45,411
So, what about the twins?
What do they do?
883
00:53:45,411 --> 00:53:47,705
GIRLIE:
They seem like good kids.
884
00:53:47,705 --> 00:53:49,999
And you get the feeling
you could have been friends,
885
00:53:50,583 --> 00:53:53,502
with the kids,
another time, another place.
886
00:53:58,466 --> 00:53:59,800
Yeah, well,
887
00:54:01,302 --> 00:54:02,970
he can pretend to be your daddy,
888
00:54:02,970 --> 00:54:05,181
but he's gotta be
their real daddy, so,
889
00:54:06,348 --> 00:54:08,559
you get why
you ain't going to Greece.
890
00:54:08,559 --> 00:54:10,978
- [CARS HONKING]
- [CARS STARTING]
891
00:54:12,188 --> 00:54:13,189
Here we go.
892
00:54:15,316 --> 00:54:16,734
[GEAR SHIFTING]
893
00:54:22,364 --> 00:54:24,784
[OFFICERS SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
894
00:54:25,951 --> 00:54:29,038
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
895
00:54:39,507 --> 00:54:41,967
Shit, that ain't
no fender bender.
896
00:55:03,239 --> 00:55:06,408
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
897
00:56:18,355 --> 00:56:20,691
[PHONE CHIMING INTERMITTENTLY]
898
00:56:51,180 --> 00:56:52,598
[TYPING]
899
00:59:06,774 --> 00:59:08,859
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
900
00:59:16,408 --> 00:59:17,534
Eleven years.
901
00:59:18,327 --> 00:59:19,745
Big difference.
902
00:59:21,497 --> 00:59:23,457
Your sister
being that much older.
903
00:59:30,756 --> 00:59:31,757
Yeah.
904
00:59:32,841 --> 00:59:36,470
She was only 17
when we both left home.
905
00:59:37,221 --> 00:59:38,222
I was six.
906
00:59:39,264 --> 00:59:40,808
CLARK: You run away?
907
00:59:40,808 --> 00:59:42,601
GIRLIE: I went to live with her.
908
00:59:43,852 --> 00:59:45,229
I mean, I can't imagine
909
00:59:45,229 --> 00:59:47,731
any Oklahoma judge
saying that was all right.
910
00:59:47,731 --> 00:59:49,983
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] No, no.
911
00:59:49,983 --> 00:59:53,487
No one said it was all right,
but that's what happened.
912
00:59:55,364 --> 00:59:57,741
CLARK: You lived in the armpit
with your sister?
913
00:59:58,534 --> 01:00:01,620
We moved, actually, to Woodward.
914
01:00:02,454 --> 01:00:03,872
Like 20 minutes away,
915
01:00:05,791 --> 01:00:07,418
into her boyfriend's house.
916
01:00:08,085 --> 01:00:09,086
CLARK: Boyfriend?
917
01:00:09,878 --> 01:00:11,588
She had boyfriends back then.
918
01:00:12,089 --> 01:00:13,090
CLARK: Huh.
919
01:00:14,174 --> 01:00:16,176
Why did you go
to live with your sister?
920
01:00:25,185 --> 01:00:26,895
Did your daddy do something?
921
01:00:26,895 --> 01:00:29,940
Something
he shouldn't have done?
922
01:00:31,733 --> 01:00:33,485
No, it was never like that.
923
01:00:33,485 --> 01:00:34,695
What was it like?
924
01:00:39,908 --> 01:00:41,243
Well, he...
925
01:00:46,331 --> 01:00:50,169
He actually never touched me.
926
01:00:51,044 --> 01:00:53,338
I mean, not one hug? Not one?
927
01:00:53,338 --> 01:00:55,007
Didn't have to be a hug.
928
01:00:56,008 --> 01:00:58,469
You know, a pat on the back
would've been nice,
929
01:00:59,094 --> 01:01:01,221
a fuckin' high five.
930
01:01:04,641 --> 01:01:06,393
But I remember the day we left,
931
01:01:07,102 --> 01:01:08,645
my sister jumped in her car,
932
01:01:08,645 --> 01:01:12,107
and my dad
was sitting on the front porch.
933
01:01:13,066 --> 01:01:17,821
And before I left,
I turned and I looked at him,
934
01:01:18,780 --> 01:01:21,241
and he looked at me, and...
935
01:01:22,201 --> 01:01:24,786
And he got up,
and he walked over to me
936
01:01:24,786 --> 01:01:27,080
and he reached out and...
937
01:01:29,917 --> 01:01:31,543
And he shook my hand.
938
01:01:37,758 --> 01:01:40,344
I had never shaken
anyone's hand before.
939
01:01:42,721 --> 01:01:44,097
I was six.
940
01:01:44,932 --> 01:01:48,101
I was just little, you know?
But I knew what it meant.
941
01:01:51,480 --> 01:01:53,649
What did he look like? Your pop?
942
01:01:54,274 --> 01:01:56,944
[INHALES] Oh, he was a cowboy.
943
01:01:56,944 --> 01:01:59,947
CLARK: [CHUCKLES] Never met
a cowboy before.
944
01:02:00,489 --> 01:02:02,574
Gotta put that on my list.
945
01:02:03,575 --> 01:02:04,868
You know, before I die.
946
01:02:04,868 --> 01:02:07,412
Number 22,
meet a motherfuckin' cowboy.
947
01:02:08,956 --> 01:02:10,582
What else is on your list?
948
01:02:11,833 --> 01:02:14,378
You know,
I've already done most of it.
949
01:02:15,671 --> 01:02:16,672
Like what?
950
01:02:17,631 --> 01:02:18,715
Like...
951
01:02:19,841 --> 01:02:22,010
I learned to scuba dive
last year.
952
01:02:23,887 --> 01:02:26,390
Took a trip to Nassau,
sat on the edge of a boat.
953
01:02:27,140 --> 01:02:29,726
And, you know, they make
you fall backward, right?
954
01:02:30,644 --> 01:02:32,229
So, you fall back in the water,
955
01:02:32,229 --> 01:02:34,565
and you start to let
the wind out of your sails,
956
01:02:34,565 --> 01:02:36,900
and you go down, down, down.
957
01:02:37,568 --> 01:02:39,903
I mean, I didn't go too far,
958
01:02:39,903 --> 01:02:41,488
I don't have
the training for that,
959
01:02:41,488 --> 01:02:45,117
crazy stuff like shipwrecks
or whatnot.
960
01:02:47,244 --> 01:02:49,121
Saw a blue whale even, yeah.
961
01:02:49,871 --> 01:02:51,790
Big-ass whale
passed right by us.
962
01:02:51,790 --> 01:02:55,127
I mean, it was just swimming
along like it was nothing.
963
01:02:57,838 --> 01:02:59,423
Fuckin' poetry, that shit.
964
01:03:00,841 --> 01:03:03,385
- Wow.
- Yeah. Big fuckin' wow.
965
01:03:05,429 --> 01:03:09,391
But I don't know
if I'll do it again.
966
01:03:10,601 --> 01:03:11,602
Why not?
967
01:03:12,686 --> 01:03:15,439
It takes a lot of guts
to breathe underwater.
968
01:03:16,565 --> 01:03:19,067
That's the biggest challenge,
just telling your...
969
01:03:19,860 --> 01:03:21,069
Allowing your body
970
01:03:21,069 --> 01:03:23,822
to do this thing
it wasn't meant to do, you know?
971
01:03:24,615 --> 01:03:26,241
I wasn't afraid to see a shark,
972
01:03:27,075 --> 01:03:30,871
I wasn't afraid to be alone.
Mostly just...
973
01:03:32,497 --> 01:03:33,498
[SIGHS]
974
01:03:33,498 --> 01:03:34,791
...afraid of breathing.
975
01:03:37,961 --> 01:03:42,966
I mean, that's pretty scary shit
when you're afraid to breathe.
976
01:03:49,306 --> 01:03:50,974
I always liked sharks.
977
01:03:52,643 --> 01:03:53,644
Did you see one?
978
01:03:56,688 --> 01:03:57,689
No.
979
01:03:58,398 --> 01:04:00,859
But I always tell everyone
I did. You know?
980
01:04:01,360 --> 01:04:04,404
Great white shark, 13 feet long,
981
01:04:04,404 --> 01:04:08,241
two, three tons, just swimming
around me, looking for lunch.
982
01:04:08,742 --> 01:04:10,077
Until I look him
straight in the eye,
983
01:04:10,077 --> 01:04:11,244
give him the middle finger,
984
01:04:11,244 --> 01:04:12,663
and that shark
swims the fuck away
985
01:04:12,663 --> 01:04:13,830
'cause he knows what's going on.
986
01:04:13,830 --> 01:04:16,458
[CHUCKLES] Oh, wow.
That's your story? [LAUGHS]
987
01:04:16,458 --> 01:04:18,168
Yeah, I fuckin' love that story.
988
01:04:20,045 --> 01:04:22,214
What's on your list
that you haven't done?
989
01:04:23,298 --> 01:04:25,384
I do want to
go to Japan one day.
990
01:04:25,384 --> 01:04:26,635
Heard a lot about it.
991
01:04:26,635 --> 01:04:28,512
Heard about
how they got these...
992
01:04:30,639 --> 01:04:32,015
These vending machines
993
01:04:34,267 --> 01:04:37,437
with used bloomers in 'em.
994
01:04:38,230 --> 01:04:39,773
- Bloomers?
- Panties!
995
01:04:39,773 --> 01:04:41,733
Oh, come on, man!
We've been over this.
996
01:04:41,733 --> 01:04:43,193
Well, I tried to call 'em
something else,
997
01:04:43,193 --> 01:04:44,861
you didn't know what the fuck
I was talkin' about.
998
01:04:44,861 --> 01:04:46,446
They got used panties!
999
01:04:46,446 --> 01:04:48,657
- GIRLIE: Oh, God, no.
- Panties.
1000
01:04:48,657 --> 01:04:50,534
- Panties in vending machines.
- No.
1001
01:04:50,534 --> 01:04:52,411
- Oh, my God.
- That's what I heard.
1002
01:04:53,161 --> 01:04:54,371
I gotta see that shit.
1003
01:04:54,371 --> 01:04:56,164
They can't really be used.
1004
01:04:56,164 --> 01:04:57,416
I don't give a fuck either way,
1005
01:04:57,416 --> 01:04:59,459
it'll be mind over matter
on that one.
1006
01:05:02,587 --> 01:05:03,588
What about you?
1007
01:05:03,588 --> 01:05:04,506
Huh?
1008
01:05:05,090 --> 01:05:06,299
What's on your list?
1009
01:05:06,299 --> 01:05:08,218
[INHALES]
1010
01:05:08,218 --> 01:05:09,302
I don't know.
1011
01:05:09,302 --> 01:05:10,971
Come on, talk to me.
1012
01:05:13,390 --> 01:05:14,850
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1013
01:05:16,226 --> 01:05:19,229
Well, I have always wanted
to learn how to swing dance.
1014
01:05:19,896 --> 01:05:21,898
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
1015
01:05:21,898 --> 01:05:22,941
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1016
01:05:22,941 --> 01:05:25,152
Like get tossed around
and stuff.
1017
01:05:25,152 --> 01:05:27,654
It looks like a lot of fun.
I think I'd be good at it.
1018
01:05:27,654 --> 01:05:30,157
I bet you would.
1019
01:05:30,157 --> 01:05:31,908
And I wanna be one of those
1020
01:05:31,908 --> 01:05:34,661
freaky bird-watchers
in Central Park,
1021
01:05:34,661 --> 01:05:38,582
who just knows
everything about all the birds.
1022
01:05:39,583 --> 01:05:41,793
Someone who can
recognize their calls.
1023
01:05:43,628 --> 01:05:45,088
I just wanna be a bird lady.
1024
01:05:46,214 --> 01:05:47,215
CLARK: What else?
1025
01:05:49,342 --> 01:05:50,385
I have been...
1026
01:05:51,178 --> 01:05:53,680
I've been thinking
about having a little...
1027
01:05:54,389 --> 01:05:56,850
Like a little herb garden
in my window.
1028
01:05:57,476 --> 01:06:01,271
You know, just basil and stuff.
1029
01:06:02,314 --> 01:06:05,066
Try to remember to use it
when I'm cooking,
1030
01:06:06,943 --> 01:06:08,361
which isn't very often.
1031
01:06:08,361 --> 01:06:09,821
[LAUGHS]
1032
01:06:09,821 --> 01:06:12,491
But I like the idea of it
being there.
1033
01:06:12,491 --> 01:06:13,575
CLARK: What else?
1034
01:06:13,575 --> 01:06:17,245
I wanna
habla español perfectamente.
1035
01:06:17,245 --> 01:06:21,625
And I want to go to Oaxaca
during Noche de Rábanos,
1036
01:06:21,625 --> 01:06:24,002
and I want to eat
all the things.
1037
01:06:24,878 --> 01:06:27,881
Like the ants,
and, you know, the crickets.
1038
01:06:28,507 --> 01:06:29,508
And, yes,
1039
01:06:29,508 --> 01:06:34,095
I do wanna stand at the edge
of a fuckin' cliff in Greece,
1040
01:06:35,222 --> 01:06:37,390
and dive off that motherfucker.
1041
01:06:37,390 --> 01:06:38,683
What else?
1042
01:06:38,683 --> 01:06:41,269
What do you mean what else?
I just told you so much.
1043
01:06:41,269 --> 01:06:42,938
What, it's time
for me to ante up?
1044
01:06:42,938 --> 01:06:44,189
Yeah, damn straight.
1045
01:06:44,189 --> 01:06:45,315
How many chips
you got on the table?
1046
01:06:45,315 --> 01:06:47,609
Two. We're tied, remember?
1047
01:06:47,609 --> 01:06:49,528
- Two to two.
- And you raise me one.
1048
01:06:49,528 --> 01:06:51,112
And it better be a good one.
1049
01:06:51,112 --> 01:06:52,447
I'll give you a good one,
and you'll match me?
1050
01:06:52,447 --> 01:06:54,825
I'm not gonna let you win,
that's for damn sure.
1051
01:06:54,825 --> 01:06:57,786
All right, all right.
I can hang.
1052
01:06:57,786 --> 01:06:59,371
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1053
01:07:00,956 --> 01:07:02,958
And it's gotta be
something personal, okay?
1054
01:07:02,958 --> 01:07:06,002
Not one of, like,
your little anecdotes.
1055
01:07:07,712 --> 01:07:10,173
Well, fuck, I don't know.
1056
01:07:10,173 --> 01:07:13,009
Um... Hmm.
1057
01:07:13,009 --> 01:07:14,094
Like...
1058
01:07:16,805 --> 01:07:18,014
How'd you meet your wife?
1059
01:07:20,183 --> 01:07:21,184
Which one?
1060
01:07:21,893 --> 01:07:22,894
The first one.
1061
01:07:27,941 --> 01:07:29,693
She threw up in my cab.
1062
01:07:30,735 --> 01:07:31,570
Classy.
1063
01:07:31,570 --> 01:07:33,697
- Yeah, she was clubbing.
- [GIGGLES]
1064
01:07:33,697 --> 01:07:36,533
You know, she was, like,
with her girlfriends,
1065
01:07:36,533 --> 01:07:38,243
ladies' night or some shit.
1066
01:07:39,286 --> 01:07:42,831
And they were all in these
tight dresses and high heels,
1067
01:07:43,540 --> 01:07:47,419
and they smelled
like booze and sweat,
1068
01:07:48,336 --> 01:07:49,921
- and flowers.
- [CHUCKLES]
1069
01:07:49,921 --> 01:07:51,089
And I was in heaven.
1070
01:07:51,089 --> 01:07:53,341
All these pretty ladies
jammed in my cab,
1071
01:07:53,341 --> 01:07:55,844
sitting on each other's laps,
talking so loud,
1072
01:07:55,844 --> 01:07:58,430
laughing,
screaming out the window.
1073
01:07:58,430 --> 01:08:00,515
And I gotta tell you,
I gotta be honest.
1074
01:08:01,725 --> 01:08:04,019
My cock was so fuckin' hard,
1075
01:08:04,019 --> 01:08:05,896
it was just
pounding in my panties
1076
01:08:05,896 --> 01:08:07,188
- because...
- Oh, my God.
1077
01:08:07,188 --> 01:08:09,190
God, the odds were, I was
gonna get lucky that night.
1078
01:08:09,190 --> 01:08:12,235
If I didn't get lucky, at least
I'd get enough good material
1079
01:08:12,235 --> 01:08:14,529
to rub one out at the end of
the night. You know what I mean?
1080
01:08:14,529 --> 01:08:15,822
- Mmm.
- [CHUCKLES]
1081
01:08:15,822 --> 01:08:17,282
And then outta nowhere,
1082
01:08:18,241 --> 01:08:20,327
Blondie doubles over
in the back,
1083
01:08:20,327 --> 01:08:21,786
empties her stomach.
1084
01:08:21,786 --> 01:08:25,332
Which wasn't holding that much,
I'm thankful to report.
1085
01:08:25,332 --> 01:08:26,458
And what happened?
1086
01:08:26,458 --> 01:08:28,209
There's not much you can do,
you know?
1087
01:08:28,209 --> 01:08:30,420
Drop 'em off
and get back to the garage,
1088
01:08:30,420 --> 01:08:31,588
hose down the cab.
1089
01:08:33,089 --> 01:08:35,675
And there it was, right there.
1090
01:08:37,552 --> 01:08:38,553
Her purse.
1091
01:08:38,553 --> 01:08:39,804
GIRLIE: Hmm.
1092
01:08:39,804 --> 01:08:41,973
So, next day
she calls the company,
1093
01:08:41,973 --> 01:08:44,893
and me being
the gentleman that I am,
1094
01:08:44,893 --> 01:08:47,145
I offer to bring it
out there myself.
1095
01:08:48,146 --> 01:08:53,276
And I didn't have to jerk off
after paying her a visit,
1096
01:08:53,276 --> 01:08:54,569
I can tell you that.
1097
01:08:54,569 --> 01:08:56,947
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
1098
01:08:58,239 --> 01:08:59,240
Yeah.
1099
01:09:03,244 --> 01:09:04,496
[SMACKS LIPS]
1100
01:09:06,247 --> 01:09:07,791
Why did you marry her?
1101
01:09:10,335 --> 01:09:12,003
[SMACKS LIPS]
1102
01:09:13,922 --> 01:09:15,256
She was a doll.
1103
01:09:18,635 --> 01:09:21,221
Dumb as shit.
But still, she was...
1104
01:09:22,889 --> 01:09:24,349
She was a sweetheart.
1105
01:09:26,810 --> 01:09:29,813
I used to play pranks on her,
you know?
1106
01:09:29,813 --> 01:09:31,940
Hide behind the couch,
then jump out.
1107
01:09:31,940 --> 01:09:35,819
Or... Or, you know, putting
sugar in the salt shaker,
1108
01:09:35,819 --> 01:09:37,112
just dumb shit like that.
1109
01:09:37,112 --> 01:09:39,698
And she always laughed
about it, you know?
1110
01:09:41,116 --> 01:09:42,951
She'd choose to laugh about it.
1111
01:09:42,951 --> 01:09:45,245
Like, when something happens,
1112
01:09:46,788 --> 01:09:48,790
and you got a choice,
1113
01:09:49,582 --> 01:09:53,044
that choice to get pissed off
1114
01:09:53,878 --> 01:09:55,130
or to laugh it off,
1115
01:09:55,130 --> 01:09:56,297
she'd laugh.
1116
01:09:57,298 --> 01:09:59,300
She'd choose to laugh
every time.
1117
01:10:00,343 --> 01:10:01,386
Did she ever get you?
1118
01:10:01,386 --> 01:10:02,846
What? A prank?
1119
01:10:02,846 --> 01:10:04,806
- Mmm-hmm.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1120
01:10:04,806 --> 01:10:05,890
She did one time.
1121
01:10:06,516 --> 01:10:08,893
She poured cold water
all over me
1122
01:10:08,893 --> 01:10:10,478
when I was in the shower.
1123
01:10:10,478 --> 01:10:13,690
Like a bucket of ice water,
Niagara Falls.
1124
01:10:13,690 --> 01:10:14,733
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1125
01:10:14,733 --> 01:10:16,693
And I had that same choice,
you know?
1126
01:10:16,693 --> 01:10:19,237
Either to get pissed
or to laugh it off.
1127
01:10:20,113 --> 01:10:21,865
And what did you choose?
1128
01:10:21,865 --> 01:10:24,492
- I laughed my fuckin' ass off.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1129
01:10:24,492 --> 01:10:26,870
Chased her around the house
in my birthday suit,
1130
01:10:26,870 --> 01:10:29,414
she's screaming like
a little girl and everything,
1131
01:10:29,414 --> 01:10:31,207
like we were playing tag
and shit.
1132
01:10:32,417 --> 01:10:34,377
Finally caught her
in the kitchen.
1133
01:10:37,172 --> 01:10:38,381
That was a good day.
1134
01:10:40,717 --> 01:10:43,636
I bet she's a lot smarter
than you give her credit for.
1135
01:10:48,600 --> 01:10:49,601
Do you miss her?
1136
01:10:59,527 --> 01:11:01,988
I do sometimes. Yeah.
1137
01:11:04,657 --> 01:11:06,534
She was like a summer day,
you know?
1138
01:11:06,534 --> 01:11:08,870
Not too complicated,
just, you know,
1139
01:11:08,870 --> 01:11:11,331
beer and a bag of chips,
and we were set.
1140
01:11:12,373 --> 01:11:13,750
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1141
01:11:15,001 --> 01:11:17,754
Three to two.
You gonna match me or what?
1142
01:11:17,754 --> 01:11:19,130
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1143
01:11:19,881 --> 01:11:22,175
I mean, that last one's
a tough act to follow.
1144
01:11:22,175 --> 01:11:24,469
- Yeah, you surprised me there.
- I surprised myself,
1145
01:11:24,469 --> 01:11:27,514
- I don't talk about my shit.
- You think I talk about my shit?
1146
01:11:27,514 --> 01:11:29,808
Well, there you go.
That's what's on the table.
1147
01:11:29,808 --> 01:11:32,560
Let's talk about the shit,
let's talk about all the shit.
1148
01:11:32,560 --> 01:11:34,687
- Okay. All right.
- All right.
1149
01:11:34,687 --> 01:11:36,106
- All right.
- All right.
1150
01:11:37,607 --> 01:11:39,109
I'll think of something juicy.
1151
01:11:40,610 --> 01:11:41,611
Easy.
1152
01:11:43,071 --> 01:11:44,405
Make it about your daddy.
1153
01:11:46,199 --> 01:11:47,200
Which one?
1154
01:11:48,159 --> 01:11:49,160
You pick.
1155
01:11:49,160 --> 01:11:50,245
Fuck.
1156
01:11:52,789 --> 01:11:53,998
Come on.
1157
01:11:53,998 --> 01:11:56,626
There's gotta be at least one
more thing you haven't told me.
1158
01:11:56,626 --> 01:11:58,837
Something you're just
dying to say out loud.
1159
01:12:01,506 --> 01:12:02,590
Take your time.
1160
01:12:05,260 --> 01:12:06,886
Not like I'm going nowhere.
1161
01:12:09,556 --> 01:12:11,558
[SURREAL MUSIC PLAYING]
1162
01:12:35,498 --> 01:12:37,500
[SURREAL MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
1163
01:14:23,147 --> 01:14:24,649
[SIGHS]
1164
01:14:35,785 --> 01:14:37,787
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
1165
01:15:19,912 --> 01:15:21,748
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1166
01:15:34,719 --> 01:15:35,678
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1167
01:16:26,479 --> 01:16:29,065
[ENTHRALLING MUSIC PLAYING]
1168
01:17:07,728 --> 01:17:10,690
Got a few more minutes if you
still wanna play for the win.
1169
01:17:16,696 --> 01:17:17,738
What's left?
1170
01:17:18,489 --> 01:17:20,158
What have you not told me about?
1171
01:17:22,827 --> 01:17:27,123
Last night,
my sister and I, we...
1172
01:17:27,123 --> 01:17:28,583
We got drunk.
1173
01:17:29,667 --> 01:17:31,085
We got really drunk,
1174
01:17:31,085 --> 01:17:33,504
and we were sitting
outside her trailer.
1175
01:17:34,464 --> 01:17:36,674
And she has these little...
1176
01:17:38,009 --> 01:17:38,968
Um...
1177
01:17:38,968 --> 01:17:42,013
These little
chili pepper lights, like...
1178
01:17:43,598 --> 01:17:45,641
Christmas lights or something,
you know?
1179
01:17:46,434 --> 01:17:47,935
Just draped around,
1180
01:17:48,936 --> 01:17:51,105
and we sat
in these old beach chairs,
1181
01:17:51,105 --> 01:17:52,690
and just drank and drank.
1182
01:17:54,484 --> 01:17:55,485
What about Eagle?
1183
01:17:57,403 --> 01:17:58,488
Eagle was around,
1184
01:17:58,488 --> 01:18:00,531
she was grilling up
some burgers.
1185
01:18:02,909 --> 01:18:04,535
CLARK:
You talk about the bathtub?
1186
01:18:05,411 --> 01:18:10,333
We did. I brought it up,
and she just laughed.
1187
01:18:11,751 --> 01:18:14,212
She laughed so hard she cried.
1188
01:18:14,212 --> 01:18:17,965
She didn't apologize
or anything, it was amazing.
1189
01:18:19,258 --> 01:18:21,302
CLARK: What else
did you talk about?
1190
01:18:21,302 --> 01:18:23,679
We talked about just everything,
1191
01:18:23,679 --> 01:18:26,265
like the perms
our mom used to give us,
1192
01:18:26,265 --> 01:18:29,894
sitting on a stool
in the... In the kitchen
1193
01:18:29,894 --> 01:18:34,190
with this, like, old pink towel
draped over our shoulders,
1194
01:18:34,190 --> 01:18:37,193
and you know, that smell,
that horrible perm smell
1195
01:18:37,193 --> 01:18:39,654
that just sticks around
for days.
1196
01:18:40,279 --> 01:18:42,156
And we start
talking about that day,
1197
01:18:43,491 --> 01:18:44,992
the day she took me away.
1198
01:18:46,285 --> 01:18:48,871
And I told my side of the story,
and then...
1199
01:18:50,915 --> 01:18:52,833
And then she told her side.
1200
01:18:54,418 --> 01:18:55,836
CLARK: What did she tell you?
1201
01:18:56,379 --> 01:18:59,173
She said that our dad
was on the porch that day.
1202
01:19:00,800 --> 01:19:01,842
And...
1203
01:19:04,512 --> 01:19:07,640
That we passed him
as we walked to the car.
1204
01:19:10,309 --> 01:19:14,730
And then she said that
she got in the car,
1205
01:19:17,567 --> 01:19:19,110
and then I got in the car,
1206
01:19:21,612 --> 01:19:23,322
and we just drove away.
1207
01:19:24,532 --> 01:19:29,120
She said, "He didn't shake
your hand that day."
1208
01:19:29,745 --> 01:19:33,124
But when I think back on it,
it doesn't make any sense.
1209
01:19:34,333 --> 01:19:36,544
Because I remember it
so clearly.
1210
01:19:37,253 --> 01:19:40,089
Even I remember
the feel of his hand.
1211
01:19:42,425 --> 01:19:45,011
I remember thinking
it felt like sandpaper.
1212
01:19:46,762 --> 01:19:48,347
So, which of you is right?
1213
01:19:50,474 --> 01:19:51,642
You or your sister?
1214
01:19:52,518 --> 01:19:53,519
GIRLIE: I don't know.
1215
01:19:55,229 --> 01:19:56,230
But...
1216
01:19:57,273 --> 01:19:58,399
[SIGHS WEARILY]
1217
01:19:58,399 --> 01:20:00,151
If that memory isn't real,
1218
01:20:03,613 --> 01:20:08,618
the moment my father
finally touched me,
1219
01:20:12,038 --> 01:20:13,914
then I don't know what is, man.
1220
01:20:15,791 --> 01:20:18,210
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1221
01:20:18,210 --> 01:20:19,712
Ones and zeroes.
1222
01:20:21,797 --> 01:20:23,215
Yeah, ones and zeroes.
1223
01:20:23,966 --> 01:20:25,760
I got a story kinda like that.
1224
01:20:28,262 --> 01:20:29,347
About my pop.
1225
01:20:31,766 --> 01:20:33,017
That moment where
1226
01:20:34,518 --> 01:20:36,896
everything comes into focus.
1227
01:20:39,231 --> 01:20:40,232
And then...
1228
01:20:42,943 --> 01:20:44,278
goes out again.
1229
01:20:48,449 --> 01:20:50,785
But that's a story
for another cab ride.
1230
01:20:54,997 --> 01:20:56,165
We're tied again.
1231
01:20:57,541 --> 01:21:00,127
- Three to three.
- Three to three.
1232
01:21:01,671 --> 01:21:02,672
Nice.
1233
01:21:19,313 --> 01:21:22,233
[SIGHS WEARILY]
1234
01:21:29,156 --> 01:21:30,866
We did a rain dance last night.
1235
01:21:32,660 --> 01:21:35,287
The three of us, just drunk.
1236
01:21:37,415 --> 01:21:40,167
But Eagle, Eagle showed us how.
1237
01:21:40,167 --> 01:21:41,794
Mmm-hmm.
1238
01:21:41,794 --> 01:21:42,878
Did it rain?
1239
01:21:46,132 --> 01:21:47,508
Well, that's the thing.
1240
01:21:57,560 --> 01:22:01,272
Two weeks ago,
when I flew to Oklahoma...
1241
01:22:08,446 --> 01:22:09,530
I was pregnant.
1242
01:22:16,245 --> 01:22:19,039
What'd your daddy
have to say about that?
1243
01:22:22,960 --> 01:22:24,295
I never told him.
1244
01:22:28,382 --> 01:22:29,383
I never...
1245
01:22:31,469 --> 01:22:33,179
I never told anyone.
1246
01:22:39,018 --> 01:22:40,686
Did you get rid of the baby?
1247
01:22:45,357 --> 01:22:46,567
It got rid of me.
1248
01:22:51,363 --> 01:22:54,909
The first day in Oklahoma,
I started bleeding,
1249
01:22:55,659 --> 01:22:57,328
and my sister didn't know.
1250
01:22:57,953 --> 01:23:00,414
I... I just told her
I was having a bad period,
1251
01:23:00,414 --> 01:23:02,249
like a really
bad period, like...
1252
01:23:03,918 --> 01:23:05,044
She let me sleep a lot,
1253
01:23:05,044 --> 01:23:07,880
and gave me a heating pad
and some ice cream, and...
1254
01:23:07,880 --> 01:23:09,298
[SNIFFLES]
1255
01:23:11,383 --> 01:23:14,512
But then, after seven days,
1256
01:23:14,929 --> 01:23:16,388
when I kept bleeding,
1257
01:23:17,723 --> 01:23:19,934
I had to hide the tampons...
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1258
01:23:19,934 --> 01:23:22,394
...and pretend it was just a...
1259
01:23:23,521 --> 01:23:26,023
a normal period, that it ended.
1260
01:23:29,485 --> 01:23:33,197
I had to get up and go out
and meet her friends, and...
1261
01:23:34,031 --> 01:23:36,867
Just feeling like...
1262
01:23:44,917 --> 01:23:46,335
Like trash.
1263
01:24:00,683 --> 01:24:02,142
I wasn't gonna keep it.
1264
01:24:06,605 --> 01:24:09,692
I had made up my mind,
I wasn't gonna keep it,
1265
01:24:10,526 --> 01:24:12,194
and I wasn't gonna tell anyone.
1266
01:24:18,450 --> 01:24:19,451
But then...
1267
01:24:21,078 --> 01:24:22,037
[SNIFFLES]
1268
01:24:24,164 --> 01:24:25,833
But then when it happened...
1269
01:24:28,794 --> 01:24:29,795
When it just...
1270
01:24:32,965 --> 01:24:35,259
It just happened on its own,
1271
01:24:37,094 --> 01:24:38,095
I was...
1272
01:24:38,095 --> 01:24:39,555
[SOBBING]
1273
01:24:41,015 --> 01:24:42,975
I was so...
1274
01:24:45,269 --> 01:24:46,395
relieved.
1275
01:24:47,438 --> 01:24:48,564
[SOBBING]
1276
01:24:49,940 --> 01:24:53,402
I had never been more relieved
in my whole life.
1277
01:24:58,532 --> 01:24:59,617
And then last night...
1278
01:25:00,159 --> 01:25:03,662
[SIGHS WEARILY, SNIFFLES]
1279
01:25:06,498 --> 01:25:07,791
...when we were dancing,
1280
01:25:09,627 --> 01:25:10,836
in my mind,
1281
01:25:15,007 --> 01:25:19,011
I really did, I just begged
the sky to rain down on me.
1282
01:25:21,013 --> 01:25:22,765
To just clean me.
1283
01:25:27,269 --> 01:25:28,979
[SNIFFLES]
1284
01:25:28,979 --> 01:25:30,856
To wash it all away.
1285
01:25:36,320 --> 01:25:37,738
The whole fucking thing.
1286
01:25:40,741 --> 01:25:43,243
I asked the sky
to just... [SNIFFLES]
1287
01:25:43,744 --> 01:25:45,162
...take it from me.
1288
01:25:53,379 --> 01:25:54,713
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1289
01:25:54,713 --> 01:25:57,174
And then this morning,
I woke up...
1290
01:26:01,512 --> 01:26:03,555
[SIGHS]
1291
01:26:05,975 --> 01:26:07,935
...and I wasn't
bleeding anymore.
1292
01:26:09,979 --> 01:26:12,189
It had stopped after two weeks.
1293
01:26:19,738 --> 01:26:21,073
Rain dance worked.
1294
01:26:24,868 --> 01:26:26,078
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1295
01:26:26,078 --> 01:26:27,454
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1296
01:26:29,832 --> 01:26:30,708
[SNIFFLES]
1297
01:26:34,962 --> 01:26:35,963
Four to three.
1298
01:26:35,963 --> 01:26:39,049
Shit. I fold. [CHUCKLES]
1299
01:26:40,634 --> 01:26:41,635
I win?
1300
01:26:41,635 --> 01:26:43,721
Can't beat that,
that's for sure.
1301
01:26:48,142 --> 01:26:49,143
Fuck.
1302
01:26:50,102 --> 01:26:51,228
God damn.
1303
01:26:54,023 --> 01:26:55,858
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1304
01:27:04,575 --> 01:27:05,951
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1305
01:27:06,869 --> 01:27:08,871
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
1306
01:27:51,914 --> 01:27:53,665
[BRAKES SCREECH]
1307
01:27:56,752 --> 01:27:57,795
[ENGINE STOPS]
1308
01:28:08,639 --> 01:28:10,015
[CHUCKLES]
1309
01:28:10,015 --> 01:28:11,725
I don't have any cash.
1310
01:28:12,309 --> 01:28:14,228
- I'm sorry.
- No one ever does.
1311
01:28:14,228 --> 01:28:17,773
I'm sorry. I'm gonna
leave you a big tip though.
1312
01:28:17,773 --> 01:28:20,651
Yeah, my advice
don't come for free.
1313
01:28:21,443 --> 01:28:22,653
You gonna need a receipt?
1314
01:28:22,653 --> 01:28:24,238
No, I'm good.
1315
01:28:24,238 --> 01:28:25,614
[MACHINE TRILLING]
1316
01:28:27,783 --> 01:28:29,743
[CLARK SIGHS]
1317
01:28:43,423 --> 01:28:44,341
[DOOR OPENS]
1318
01:28:47,511 --> 01:28:48,679
[DOOR CLOSES]
1319
01:29:08,490 --> 01:29:09,491
So...
1320
01:29:09,491 --> 01:29:11,326
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1321
01:29:11,326 --> 01:29:12,411
So...
1322
01:29:19,918 --> 01:29:21,295
You gonna be all right?
1323
01:29:27,342 --> 01:29:28,886
[SIGHS] I don't know.
1324
01:29:31,889 --> 01:29:32,973
Your brain,
1325
01:29:34,141 --> 01:29:36,059
it's a little confused
right now.
1326
01:29:37,686 --> 01:29:39,062
It's in panic 'cause...
1327
01:29:40,189 --> 01:29:42,191
you ain't used to
breathing underwater,
1328
01:29:43,567 --> 01:29:46,195
and it's telling you
you're in way over your head.
1329
01:29:46,195 --> 01:29:49,781
"This is it, no way out.
Done, end of story."
1330
01:29:53,744 --> 01:29:55,495
You just keep breathing.
1331
01:29:55,495 --> 01:29:57,414
No matter how far down you go,
1332
01:29:59,917 --> 01:30:01,043
you keep breathing.
1333
01:30:03,045 --> 01:30:04,588
You're gonna be all right.
1334
01:30:05,422 --> 01:30:06,548
Someone like you...
1335
01:30:11,220 --> 01:30:13,096
You are not a shipwreck.
1336
01:30:14,932 --> 01:30:16,475
You're gonna swim back up.
1337
01:30:17,267 --> 01:30:20,938
Swim back up to all that light
and life and colors
1338
01:30:21,980 --> 01:30:22,981
you are.
1339
01:30:33,825 --> 01:30:35,410
You might even see a blue whale.
1340
01:30:39,373 --> 01:30:40,374
I hope so.
1341
01:30:42,751 --> 01:30:44,127
[SIGHS]
1342
01:30:49,174 --> 01:30:51,218
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
1343
01:31:07,109 --> 01:31:08,110
Thank you.
1344
01:31:10,112 --> 01:31:12,322
You're most welcome.
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1345
01:31:17,327 --> 01:31:20,205
[SIGHS]
1346
01:31:23,750 --> 01:31:25,168
You have a good night.
1347
01:31:26,795 --> 01:31:27,796
You, too.
1348
01:31:40,642 --> 01:31:43,020
- [LUGGAGE CLUNKS]
- [SIGHS SOFTLY]
1349
01:31:45,689 --> 01:31:47,441
[KEYS JANGLING]
1350
01:31:47,441 --> 01:31:48,525
Mikey.
1351
01:31:49,985 --> 01:31:50,986
What?
1352
01:31:53,405 --> 01:31:55,490
I just always felt
more like a Mikey,
1353
01:31:55,490 --> 01:31:57,284
not like a Vinny, not a Clark.
1354
01:31:58,285 --> 01:31:59,536
If it were up to me,
1355
01:32:01,872 --> 01:32:03,165
I'd choose Mikey.
1356
01:32:03,874 --> 01:32:05,792
[LAUGHS]
1357
01:32:09,921 --> 01:32:11,965
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES]
1358
01:32:23,685 --> 01:32:24,853
Good night, Mikey.
1359
01:32:26,688 --> 01:32:28,190
[KEYS JANGLING]
1360
01:32:29,441 --> 01:32:30,817
[DOOR OPENS]
1361
01:32:44,206 --> 01:32:47,209
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
1362
01:33:18,573 --> 01:33:20,575
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]